December 16, 2009
My Journal
Sissy fuckhole remembered his lesson well: sissies are for fucking, and for fucking with. :)
He/r useless thoughts have been meandering back to the jail time s/he did when I set he/r up and he/r humiliating court appearance. Sissy had been in jail in Master Bubba's cell for 2 weeks, and after that initial breaking in period, was returned to My custody for 3 weeks out of every month and returned to Bubba's cell for a week. Sissy had been castrated (to open a new fuck hole for Bubba) and de barked. When home with Me sissy had moved into "maids quarters"... right off the kitchen in between the pantry and laundry, with a cold water sink for washing and for doing My hand washable lingerie. When sissy was returned to Bubba, s/he spent a lot of time bouncing on Bubba's knee.. with increasing large dildos inserted to hold he/r open wide and stretch he/r yet wider.
At one point Bubba had lost sissy in a poker game for a day, and the new "owner" very much enjoyed using sissy as a urinal. ~weg~
***
The dreams were back again. He had two, both regarding Halloween.
In the first one a little boy, maybe 6 or 7 years old, got separated from his mother while out Trick or Treating. He thought it was so fun to wander around by himself in the dark in his little ghost costume, pretending to be a real ghost, going door to door in the night!
When he knocked on Her door, She smiled wickedly as She saw the little ghost.
"I have a very special treat for little ghosts! Have you ever seen the movie Ghostbusters?"
She whipped out Her Vacuum Cleaner and aimed the nozzle on the hose right at him! The sheet tightened around him, the suction dragging him to the nozzle til it caught the tail of it. He struggled, but it was in vain. The Vacuum Cleaner was much more powerful than a little ghost! Into the nozzle, then into the bag he went... and promptly disappeared.... sucked up!
The nexxxt knock at the door was a little witch.
"Why, where is your broom, little witch?" She asked.
"I-I-I don't have one."
"Well, whatever do you ride, then?"
The little girl blushed and fidgeted.
"Would you like to see what big Witches ride?"
The little girls eyes opened wide as She pulled out Her Vacuum Cleaner, straddled the handle, and flew around the room, laughing. She rose higher and higher, til, She Vacuumed the little witches hat right off her head and into the nozzle. The little witch grabbed for her hat, too late, and instead her hands went to her head. Her hair, caught in the stream of air flowing into the nozzle of the Vacuum Cleaner, flowed straight up... and she followed suit!
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December 10, 2009
My Journal
The weather had been so nasty he hadn't been able to get outside much lately, so I knew he hadn't been getting nearly enough exxxcersize. An enema was necessary to keep things in good working in order. Mommy always knows best.
Yes, even good boys protest a bit, as it is so embarrassing having Mommy see the erection that invariably follows the inflowing of the enema. Mommy knows best what to do about that, too!
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December 9, 2009
My Journal
"It is my cock and I can do what I want with it." He was kneeling before Me, engorged penis proudly on display.
"The balls too, are Mine, yes?"
"Yes, Mistress. i totally belong to You. i am completely Yours, and am here to serve Your pleasure."
"It would serve My pleasure for you to stretch My balls to the point that you can actually push them up into your fuckhole, slut. Have you been working at stretching them for Me?"
"Yes, Mistress, sometimes i do."
"Every day?"
"Well, not EVERY day. Some days i don't have time."
Silly boy... ~lol~
"Really? No time? you take time to urinate every day, don't you? Or don't you have time to do that either?"
Silence.
"I asked you a question."
"Y-y-yes, my Mistress, i do urinate every day."
"I would guess that would occur several times a day in fact, yes?"
"Y-y-yes, my Mistress."
"Well, it seems to Me that if you have time to urinate, you have time to stretch My balls. So everytime you urinate, you will grab them from behind and stretch them up toward your ass the entire time you are urinating."
I sent the slut to bed with a face full of cum, to wear through the night, laying nexxxt to his wife. He wondered how to handle it is she were to smell it and comment. That is his problem. ~shrug~ Disappointing one's Mistress does have its consequences!
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December 8, 2009
My Journal
He stopped by for a massage. I was wearing a tight, white, short sleeved dress that hugged My hips and zipped up the front, the zipper pulled down low enough to exxxpose My cleavage and just the edge of the lace of My blood red bra. The click of My red heels on the floor entranced him, the swish of My nude pantyhose between My legs intoxxxicated him, and he was swimmy and a bit dizzy with desire as I showed him to the dimly lit room.
"Go ahead and undress, get comfortable on the table, and pull up the sheet to keep the chill off."
When I re-entered the room, there he lay, just as I had asked. He looked so... vulnerable and relaxxxed. It was really all too tempting. Never one to let an opportunity pass Me by, I took complete advantage... and charge of the situation.
I began to massage him with warmed oil on My soft hands. Somehow one thing led to another and he ended up tied down to the table, ass in the air, blindfolded, as I stretched his ass to massage his prostate with My strap on. Before he knew it the blindfold was pulled off and his mouth was being pushed down onto a throbbing cock, and as I slipped out of his ass there was another cock waiting to take My place.
THIS was a massage unlike any he had ever known before, and to all appearances, a good time was had by all! :)
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October 20, 2009
My Journal
My package arrived safely: panties (he says they are incredibly tight... ~lol~), inscribed candle, incense, cum shell, crystal in a special pouch, a bit of one of My personal fragrances and a handwritten note. He filled Me in on his recent naughtiness. While I am delighted he is putting himself out there to be used, (and indeed he was used, in many ways... by a tranny hooker!) I want more. My birthday is cumming up... and what I want from him is for him to get his slutty little lips around 10, yes T-E-N cocks by My birthday. I own him. I control him. The Power of My Spell grows stronger and deeper as W/we continue on O/our journey together. The sound of My Voice alone is enough to bring him into a hypnotic state of surrender and arousal. He has given Me the gift of complete control, I have accepted the gift, and it is now irreversible.
(No matter how you protest, I know yourdesires, your true ones, and I am committed to fulfilling them!)
***
He came to Mommy this morning in his lovely red silky panties to start his day off with a nice breakfast of cum. Of course he had to work for it... "He who does not work shall not eat." ~weg~ So he sucked and sucked and sucked and sucked some more as Mommy pounded his hot little whore hole and the line of hard cocks made their way to their turns with My whore's sweet slurping mouth. I enjoyed watching his throat... I could see the heads of the cocks as they slid up and down in there, and could tell when they were swelling that last little bit just before they exxxploded. Delightful!
***
He begged Me PLEASE not to force him to call Me today, but if I DID, would I please not make him look at the Vacuum Cleaner in the Sylvester cartoons? MUAHAHA! Of course, I Vacuumed his vulnerable little self right to the phone and sent him LOTS of pictures of those cartoons I so love, making him look at and describe each one, in detail, as well as describing how he felt looking at them. ~weg~ Oh the quiver in his voice! I can practically hear him trembling and shaking with fear.
(Hearing the effect, the impact I have is one of the things I love most about having one on one phone sex with the men I get to know so well. Sadist that I am, it thrills Me to no end! Knowing the buttons to push to take them to that place at My whim... ahhhhhhhhh... My Own little spot of heaven!)
Once I had him where I wanted him, I switched things up a bit today, though. Halloween is approaching. I thought it would be fun to be a Witch with a Vacuum Cleaner, Vacuuming up trick or treaters and their candy knowing very well their mothers would come looking for them. THAT would be when the real fun began!! What a party! Making him sit quietly in the corner and watch while I terrorized all those mothers before eventually Vacuuming them up was like foreplay for what I actually had in store for him!
***
I enjoyed O/our role play. I had his little sissy ass thrown in jail... set him up and totally framed him so he would be labeled a sex offender, knowing full well how S.O.s are treated in the penal system. Somehow today though, after a bit W/we both ended up giggling and O/our time together developed a fun new twist. After all these years of playing, W/we finally had a "getting to know you" conversation. ~lol~ It was great. But THEN I heard Master Boner barking in the background. Uhoh, sissy!! Better get back in persona real fast because you are going to be pounced!! ~lol~
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September 26, 2009
My Journal
He knocked at My door with a trembling hand, and a sense that his destiny was about to be fulfilled. He came of his own free will, and gave himself freely. Never one to pass up an opportunity, I fully exxxpected to take him, use him, abuse him to My Heart's content.
When I allowed him entrance, the first thing I did was to push him to the ground and piss in his face, making him My Own, cut his clothes off with a dagger, stuffed him at both ends and cuffed his wrists to his ankles behind him, bidding him to slither on his belly after Me.
Knocking him down the stairs to the basement, I closed and locked the door, leaving him in the dark for an hour that felt like an eternity. Two male and one female slave were sent down to initiate him into service.
Thus began the adventure that would last the rest of his pathetic worthless life!
***
Oh how I love to torture and torment his cock and balls!!! I tied the balls off separately and spanked them and his cock soundly before attaching the bungee cord to the the cord and having him streeeeeeeetch his balls out as far as possible in many different directions before having him throw his legs back over his head and cum straight down into his own mouth. Positively thrilling!!! His balls do hang a good deal lower than they did before I started stretching them. :) I have a sense of pride and accomplishment about that.
***
He came for a massage, but got oh! so much more today! I left him to undress and climb up onto the table to get comfortable, and while he was getting comfortable, so was I! I slipped off My skirt and blouse, just leaving on My sheer nude body stocking and little red heels. When I had him good and relaxxxed, I xxxperimented with slipping a well oiled finger up his ass. His response showed Me exxxactly how much he enjoyed that, so I was emboldened to take it further.
Suffice it to say, by the end of his massage, he was on his knees in front of Me, the taste of cock in his mouth, the sensation of cock up his ass, licking cock juice up off My little red shoe. :)
***
YourDesiressissyslut needed a nap this afternoon. I put he/r in a condom after a good bit of stroking and stuffing, then had he/r don tight blue silky panties, red fish nets, a blue sports bra/bathing suit top with boobies, a tight blue bathing suit with fluttery blue shorts and a purple corset. After a good bit of attitude adjustment, humping, thrusting, squirming, sucking and almost getting to dribble, I gagged he/r, blindfolded he/r and put he/r down for a nap but had he/r stay on web cam so I could see that s/he wasn't being naughty and self indulgent.
I watched he/r toss and turn for a bit, and when s/he had settled into a gooood sleep, decided s/he didn't really need much of a nap after all and called to wake he/r and dress he/r for the evening.
Oh My wonderful wickedness!!! ~muahaha~
I teased he/r, dressed he/r in slut red, allowed he/r just one squirt, and then told he/r to await a nod from Mz Laura as s/he would be serving and amusing Her tonight at whatever time She decided She would want he/r, but would not be allowed to cum no matter what.
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September 25, 2009
My Journal
YourDesiressissyslut has been so adorable and soooooooooooo good all week long that I decided to give he/r a wake up call this morning, allow he/r to worship nexxxt to he/r bed between the mattresses withOUT he/r girdle on, and suck he/r dildo to show Me how very much he/r cocksucking skills have improved. S/he performed exxxceptionally well and with such a gooooooood attitude (even without attitude ADJUSTMENT!!) that while I had intended to let he/r have a nice squirt this morning, I did something incredibly rare and changed My mind entirely, allowing he/r a full orgasm. (Things like this help to create a little illusion of niceness from time to time... ~weg~)
***
He had been a very bad boy. I was positively disgusted to learn just how bad!
EVERY morning after his girlfriend leaves for work, HER best friend slips over to visit HIM! She is not one bit subtle about what she is after, and he has made no effort whatsoever to do anything except to indulge his dick with this woman.
She shows up in fishnets, boots, a trench coat and nothing else. She drops the coat as she walks thru the door of the bedroom and POUNCE! she has him right where she wants him and he is an all too willing "victim".
He called for punishment, and BOY did he get it!
I'll bet what I did doesn't even compare, however, to what his girlfriend is going to do when he confesses to her. And he WILL confess to her! I will see to that!
***
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. a cock hungry wide open gaping wet hot hole just waiting to be filled! What a joy! He took his vibrator far too easily, so W/we managed to find something MUCH more size appropriate to accommodate his need! A big fat green cucumber served quite nicely.
***
He saw Me in that short, tight, low cut black leather dress with the slit up the left side.. I saw him see Me. His eyes traveled hungrily down My body and totally lit up when he espied My little stiletto ankle boots. I danced My way over to him, pulled him out onto the dance floor and it wasn't long before his hard cock was pressing firmly against Me. I wanted him. I wanted him now. I took him home and had My way with him. ~weg~
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My Journal
September 24, 3009
I took him to a party, flirted and teased him through out the evening, and when everyone was relaxxxed and having a good time, thought I would have a little fun with him and stir up a bit of exxxtra exxxcitement. Giving him that come hither look from across the room, I rubbed up against him when he made his way to Me, began to dance with him, teasingly undoing his pants in the process. When I had him good and hard, I jerked his pants and underwear to his ankles, squat down in front of him and started jerking his dick, loudly encouraging everyone to look.
When I tugged him down to the floor on his back, he was more than willing and eager, thinking I was going to straddle and ride him in front of everyone. Pulling his cock up between My legs, rubbing his swollen purple head against My glistening wet lips, he thought he died and went to heaven. He moaned with pleasure when instead of doing the xxxpected, I turned around and dropped My pussy over his face. He opened his mouth eagerly, tongue out, hungry for a lick and instead got a face full of hot piss! ~weg~
Everyone dog piled on him, using him every way imaginable until they were all satisfied and he came all over himself.
***
Good mothers know that their sons require a good many spankings to ensure they grow into well behaved young men. They don't need to necessarily misbehave to need a spanking, sometimes they have been perfect little angels, and just require maintenance spankings.
I had just the paddle for that!!
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand My little girl, Rachel, was reaching an age where it was time to begin developing her mothering skills, as one day she would most likely be a mommy, too. You can't start too early to raise these young ones up right!!
I sent them both to My bedroom. When I arrived, he knew what this was about, but was squirmy about having his little sister in there watching. Little did he know she would be doing MUCH more than just watching! She would actually be participating. Hands on learning is the best kind, you know.
I had him fetch the paddles from My bureau drawer, one was quite large, the other a good bit smaller. He fussed a little about Rachel being in there until I exxxplained to him that he would be HELPING her learn to be a good mommy. He knew how important it was for older brothers to help their younger sisters in every way possible, and once he understood this was for her benefit, he settled right down, dropped his pants and underwear meekly and laid across My lap.
I demonstrated just how a good mommy disciplines and trains her boy, and gave her ample opportunity to get a feel for it herself. She is quick as a whip and caught right on. I was SO proud of her!
I then gave him an opportunity to learn to give her oral pleasures as I continued to warm and stripe his little bottom. Then I gave her permission to exxxplore that lovely hard penis standing firm and tall and showed her how she could get a nice surprise present if she took it in her mouth. Always one to share with her big brother, she sweety allowed him to share her surprise.
Such sweet, adorable little children!!
***
He was having some personal difficulties. He vented about them, and we exxxplored options together, both positive and negative, so he could weigh them out. W/we played a little, but that was more about alleviating the stress and tension he was exxxperiencing than anything else. Knowing I would be concerned about him, he called back briefly a little later just to let Me know he was in good space, had resolved the things that were bothering him and that he was ok. I appreciated that, and him, so much! :)
***
There was a group of women in My town, catty bitches who really needed to be taught a lesson. They made it their business to make everyone as miserable as possible: they henpecked and belittled their husbands, continually criticized their children and family members, badgered their children's teachers with no mercy, were insufferably rude and haughty with people working in the service industries even as they utilized their services and looked down their noses at everyone else. I had had enough. If no one else would lift a finger to get them under control, well I knew how to flip a switch that WOULD!
I invited them to a soiree at My home, being very clear that this was an incredibly exclusive party, with only the creme de la creme of O/our local society in attendance.
I made sure that I served foods that would glop and drip and crumble and make GHASTLY messes, as that would ensure that I would have ample opportunity to humiliate, terrorize and punish them.
I allowed the little messes to accumulate a bit and then feigned horror and outrage at how filthy these little piglets were as I brought out... (you guessed it!) My Vacuum Cleaner.
As I started Vacuuming up the crumbs and drips and dribbles I pretended the Vacuum Cleaner was getting more and more powerful and hard to handle, and faking an incredible amount of fear, I actually had it Vacuum ME up right in front of them. ~lol~ They were shrieking and running around not knowing WHAT to do. FINALLY one of the nitwits unzipped the bag to let Me out, and that is when the REAL fun began.
The Vacuum Cleaner began to grow larger and larger, and of course as it did, the suction became more intense as well. It was so intense all the doors in My house slammed shut, as did the windows. There would be no escape!
As the Vacuum Cleaner continued to suck, they actually began to shrink, smaller, smaller, smaller until they were no bigger than field mice, which made them ever so much fun to chase around!
You can only imagine the fun I had with them that afternoon. Suffice it to say, I did accomplish My goal of humbling them and teaching them all a lesson. They were never the same after that.
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner strikes again!! ~muahaha~
***
Stupid little sissy is learning in a multitude of ways that sissies are for fucking and for fucking with. ~lol~ Mistress, Master and Master Boner never tire of creating new ways to keep he/r in he/r place and to terrorize the silly little ninny.
Even with all that, however,I have heard rumors about this stupid little slut sneaking out at night and trying to pretend s/he isn't really a sissy at all, even trying to pass he/r self off as something else all together! ~lol~
It is just a matter of time before s/he lets something slip and gets caught. ~weg~ THAT is going to be EVER so much fun!! S/he has no clue the punishments that lie in store for he/r!!
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My Journal
September 23, 2009
What a wonderful morning W/we spent together! I had been looking forward to hearing from him, and was not disappointed.
He called early, wearing one pair of My panties while sniffing yet another, candle burning, fondling the Goddess dolly I sent him, quivering and eager. Since he called early, he had to sit there and wait. ~weg~ (I love that! It only served to heighten his anticipation!)
I gave him a courtesy call when I was ready for him, and he called Me back.
As always W/we enjoyed a lengthy conversation covering many things: his frustrations with work, possible culinary delights including cum dishes, relationships he has been in, his religious background and exxxperiences, his sexxxual history, things I might include in the nexxxt package I send to him, and best of all, I got him to finally admit, repeatedly, even though it was exxxtremely difficult for him to do so, that he not only fantasizes about it inordinately, but really prefers cock to pussy. I seriously doubt he will ever service another pussy in his life, anyway, so it is for the best. He simply isn't worth the effort it would take for a Woman to remove her panties!
***
It was necessary for he and his little sister to share a bed. Being a very close little family, it wasn't unusual for Me to sleep with them, also, if one of them wasn't feeling well. Mommy always knows just where to rub to make a little one feel better!
Sometimes W/we would all bathe together as well. I was always a stickler about cleanliness, especially in all the little clefts and creases and openings of O/our bodies. When it came time to wash Myself I would stand, lift one foot onto the side of the bathtub and after washing, would bring his face up very close and rub against it, sometimes even squirting glorious golden nectar, giving him a very personal little shower. He found that to be great fun!
***
I had loaned a friend My Vacuum Cleaner. She had some very troublesome neighbors, and I was certain that My Vacuum Cleaner could help resolve her issues with them, though she was skeptical as she couldn't see how that was possible. It didn't take long for her to fin out, though!
Her neighbors were twins, very nosey busybodies who delighted in spreading unsavory gossip and innuendo through out the neighborhood, never content unless they were stirring up trouble for someone else or damaging someone's reputation.
The very morning I delivered My Hoover to My friend, one of those bitches came snooping around, peeking through the windows trying to eavesdrop and/or see what W/we were doing. My friend and I were enjoying a cup of tea with her little girl when I noticed the top of her head just outside the open window.
W/we carried on O/our conversation and as W/we did, I slipped the hose of the Vacuum Cleaner into the nozzle opening and rolled it over to the window. At My signal it turned itself on, the suction lifted the hose and nozzle off the floor, and it came to rest on the window sill. W/we watched, laughing O/our asses off as the woman's hair got caught in the flow of air, and she got sucked up into the Vacuum Cleaner bag, where W/we could see her struggling and squirming trying to get free.
It didn't take long before her sister came snooping around looking for her, and when she was at the edge of the yard, the Vacuum cleaner roared in to action and the suction drug her across the yard and it gobbled her up easy as pie!
And that was the end of those annoying busybodies. No one ever saw or heard from them again. An investigation was launched of course, but no one thought to look in that Vacuum bag hanging in her basement!
***
He remembered an incident I had shared with him previously in which My boyfriend at the time, (later to be My husband), and I fucked in the middle of the living floor while My mother slept on the sofa. We had to be soooooooo quiet, and I was, of course, terrified that she would awaken. (I am not sure she didn't actually, but she gave no indication of it.) It was so incredibly hot!
No stranger to risky "almost getting caught" situations himself, it made for a very enjoyable call! :)
***
He was ill and really didn't have privacy, but so craved the sound of My Voice that he called anyway, whispering, begging Me to please let him serve, begging for Me to weave My web about him and to allow him the honor of suffering for Me yet again, however silently. I could definitely feel the tension and intensity he was exxxperiencing! ~twinkle~
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September 19, 2009
My Journal
I will be here until 3 this afternoon, My sweet.
I just called; you were not available to take My call, but they gave Me the option to leave you a message so I did so.
I am seeing you on your knees, weeping silently, trembling as you feel Me approach. I walk so very, very softly that you cannot hear Me, but you definitely feel My energy, My vibration. Your heart beats fast, you can barely breathe.
I whisper your name.
You sob, spin around and crawl to Me as fast as you possibly can, covering My Boots with kisses and tears.
I drag the tip of My cane up your spine, beginning at the cleft of your cheeks and lightly moving upwards, then tap tap tapping My way back down. Resting the cane between your cheeks, I fuck it up and down over your anus. You raise your hips higher, relaxxxing your cheeks so they fall a bit wider apart.
Quickly I step behind you and with a sharp sting of My cane over your ass, I reach for My Flogger... you know the one. Leather with bone tips.
You begin to beg, to whine, to whimper. "Beat Me Mistress! Please, please, please let me show you that I will suffer anything for you."
~twinkle~
Let's just see if you really mean that!
***
A weekend of mind control and debauchery... that is what I was in the mood for and I knew just who to invite.
The 6 of you, 3 men and 3 women, were met at the airport by My limo. Unbeknown to you, there were subliminal messages playing the entire duration of the 2 hour drive.
"You love all things phallic. You love to take anything phallic into your mouth, into any and all of your orifices. You want to suck. You want to fuck. You are consumed with the desire for sexxxual pleasure."
Upon arrival, you were all trying desperately to hide your arousal, unaware that everyone else was in the same state you were, and eager to get to your rooms to relieve yourselves by masturbating. Each of you had the same thing in mind, as I knew you would.
My boys greeted you at the car, however, and took your bags for you, their sexxxy asses and full bulges heightening everyone's sexual frustration. My maid met you at the door, took your coats and handed you each a drink before showing you to the Great Room where I was awaiting your arrival. These drinks were, of course, liberally laced with a special herb, leaving all of you totally suggestible and therefore entirely under My control.
It wasn't long before you men had your pants unzipped, waistband of your underwear slid down under your balls, and your cocks standing tall through the zipper openings. The women dove on them, hungrily, greedily.
Thus began an entire weekend of unrestrained debauchery.
***
YourDesiressissyslut had been driven to distraction all week long with the bedtime ritual and daily assignments. By the time this morning rolled around, s/he was beside he/rself. An attitude adjustment was required due to a spontaneous milking s/he had exxxpereinced and after a delightful and tormenting half an hour I rewarded he/r with permission to spill.
S/he will continue he/r bedtime ritual this week and will now add a morning ritual to it.
The morning ritual will be as follows:
After showering, sissy will don a condom and worship Mistress at the side of he/r bed while thrusting between the mattresses and chanting he/r mantra...
"Sissies are for fucking... and for fucking with!"
... until s/he is at the edge of dribbling.
S/he will stop, slip into he/r panties for the day, dress for work and be off about he/r business.
That will start every day off with sissy in the appropriate state of arousal! ~weg~
Monday s/he will be in white panties.
Tuesday in blue panties.
Wednesday in green panties.
Thursday in purple panties.
Friday in black panties.
Saturday in red panties. :)
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September 17, 2009
My Journal
Sissy called this morning with he/r ass tightly plugged, having serviced he/r Mistress and Master earlier in the day. I had he/r bouncing repeatedly on he/r plug during the time it took to ring he/r call up, and when I came back was greeted with the delightful sounds of he/r bouncy, out-of-breath-working- it hard whimpers and moans. Music to My ears!
I asked just how s/he had been used this morning and was treated to he/r account of the events that had unfolded.
S/he had been called to Their room and rimmed Mistress's ass for Her to prepare Her for making love with Master, and was placed in the corner to await further instruction as They took Their pleasure with one another.
Then s/he was summoned back to the bed to breakfast on Mistress' cream pie, while Master, Who recovers quite quickly from His orgasms, buried Himself up he/r sissy fuck hole.
(I could tell, to My immense pleasure, that s/he had been sneaking into My journal and reading what s/he found there when s/he affirmed to Me that "sissies are for fucking and for fucking with"! I had a good hearty laugh at her for trying to pass that off as a piece of sissy wisdom when I knew very well s/he had read that in My writings!)
The nexxxt item on he/r agenda for the morning was to polish their shoes, using he/r mouth to lick and clean them, tops and soles. H/er testes were removed some time ago, leaving he/r scrotum a nice soft polishing buffer for Their shoes. When s/he described for Me exxxactly how that duty was performed, I informed he/r that s/he had been doing it incorrectly (stupid sissy!) and instructed he/r in the appropriateness of placing the soft fleshy skin on the shoe as s/her straddles it and spinning in circles, like a real buffer does.
I decided it would be helpful to he/r sissy education to have a reminder of how to do that by inserting 2 dildos into her sissy hole and rolling them around each other as she spun and polished. (It is SO amusing to have a sissy multitask in ways that are nearly impossible to accomplish!)
He/r owners have been driving he/r to the edge of he/r sanity through sleep deprivation and keeping he/r in a perpetual mind fuck. If They snap Their Fingers, s/he is required to appear ASAP to service Their desire, even if that is in the middle of the night when it would be reasonable for he/r to be in a sound sleep. S/he has to maintain an alertness even when sleeping to respond at a moments notice to the snapping of Their Fingers.
If s/he happens to awaken Master Boner, the pet dog, on her way to Their Room s/he is well aware that He always wakes aroused and s/he has the responsibility to service him as quickly as possible so s/he can get to Mistress and/or Master in a timely fashion! (Sissies are for fucking with!)
***
He had cum to visit Me this afternoon, and as W/we snuggled up on the sofa to enjoy O/our afternoon together, I noticed some dust bunnies beneath the chair across the room. ~shudder~ I hate dirt!
Imagine his wonderment when I snapped My Fingers and immediately a door flew open in the hallway, and a gigantic Vacuum Cleaner wheeled itself into the room, awaiting My instruction! This was no ordinary Vacuum Cleaner. It was very special in many, many ways.
For one thing, it was a very old Vacuum Cleaner, a Hoover, and it was so incredibly large that a grown man would have to reach way over his head to grip the handle. For another, this Vacuum Cleaner was psychically connected to Me, in that it gave exxxpression to whatever My current emotion happened to be and would do My bidding even with no physical contact whatsoever. It was like an exxxtension of My Will, a manifestation of My Desire.
My little visitor saw many things that afternoon, things that he had never seen before and no doubt would never want to see again.. things strange and surreal, titillating and terrifying.
Of even greater importance, he exxxperienced things he never even thought about before. And he now has 6 months, trapped in the bag of My Vacuum Cleaner along with My bossy, annoying neighbor lady to think about them! ~muahaha~
***
It was soooooooooo good to hear from him again! W/we have played with a variety of different fantasies, but he has just recently developed a fetish for sexxxy, sexxxy shoes and has even bough them for a couple of women in his life.
One of the things he has enjoyed in the past was cocksucking... there is such an amazing correlation between the phallic shape of the heel on a high heel shoe and a hard penis! W/we talked about that and played with a fantasy of having a Woman wearing nothing but a pair of HOT shoes and a strap on watching him suck cock while She takes his ass.
Yumm! :)
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September 16, 2009
My Journal
I called sissy this morning first thing and woke he/r to check in with he/r regarding her bedtime ritual and to start he/r day off in a special way... starting the day with Me! :)
I decided to modify he/r ritual slightly by giving he/r a couple of options to keep it interesting and slightly more comfortable:
S/he will still go to bed with he/r hands tied up away from he/r crotch initially, but if he/r arms begin to cramp in the night s/he may untie them. If s/he does choose to exxxcersize this option, however, s/he will tie he/r hands with a rope that goes the entire width of he/r bed, "spread eagle" fashion, so he/r arms can be stretched out, but s/he still cannot access he/r crotch. ~weg~
I have also decided to give he/r the option of skipping the latexxx panty, however if s/he does that, s/he is to slip into a couple of lubed condoms and he/r tight girdle, which will still hold the sissy stick out of harm's/temptation's way but allow he/r skin to breath better, and thus avoid getting something akin to a diaper rash.
I allowed he/r to hump a little bit this morning in honor of Hump Day (Wednesday) and because he/r attitude was so good, decided to reward he/r with allowing one squirt.
S/he will be wearing blue panties to work today.
"Sissies are for fucking, and for fucking with!"
***
He called wearing My pretty little sissy panties that I sent him, and W/we talked a good bit about politics, world events, personal exxxperiences and perceptions related to those topics. From there the conversation gravitated toward adult bookstores, glory holes, gay bath houses and strip joints. Being such a wimp, he is truly worthless to Women except for his amusement factor so I decided to send him on some outings to exxxplore these types of establishments and get the lay of the land, so to speak. Perhaps some interesting opportunities will present themselves to him while he is out and about. You just never know what might happen when you open yourself up to possibilities!
He is enjoying the Goddess dolly that I sent him, and desires another little package of surprises from Me, so I will prepare him another pair of special panties and find some other goodies to put in his boxxx, including his teeny little cum shell this time. This is always great fun as he never knows exxactly what I will be sending, when it will be arriving or what naughty things I might write to him. ~twinkle~
Fun, silly little faggot. :)
***
First he called to catch up with me and to look at some of his personal issues together, then asked Me to set up a call for him with Irene. He had seen her bio and was quite intrigued with her.
He is such a sweetheart; he wanted to make sure that she would feel comfortable with his fantasy, so asked Me to tell her a bit about him first and then asked me to be with her through the call to reassure her if need be. That was just so thoughtful! And it was delightful, too.
She is such an enjoyable young woman. She has such a fresh, innocent air about her, yet is totally curious and down with anything Taboo. Such a fun combination!! :)
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September 15, 2009
My Journal
I had given My sweet little boy a gift: a very lovely crystal that I had strongly charged to carry out My desires with him. One evening he was playing nicely in his room, knowing that I was exxxpecting company.
Shortly after My company arrived, he had an uncontrollable urge to open O/our special drawer... the one I kept his special dress up things in. After undressing, he wiggled his cute little bottom into a lovely pair of pink silky panties, tucking his clitty as I had taught him, donned the matching bra, garter belt, stockings and heels, and after painting on his pretty pink pout, slipped into the matching gown and robe, so silky and sheer.
Walking in that delicate feminine way I had trained him in, he positively glided down the stairs and into the living room where I was entertaining. Climbing into My gentleman callers lap, he slid his arms around the man's neck and rested his head against his shoulder, sighing with pleasure and squirming when he felt that cock getting so big and hard for him. His arousal began to work his transformation. His body began to change into a svelte, lithe, luscious and oh! so girly body, complete with little budding breasts and a sweet little peach of a pussy.
The man's erection was too tempting to resist. S/he slipped to the floor on he/r knees and pulled that big hard cock out into he/r graceful little hands, licking the precum glistening there at the tip and hungrily sucking up more.
Slipping down behind he/r, s/he felt My breasts against he/r back, and felt something changing in My body as well. I began to grow a cock. Together My friend and I filled My little one up and taught her the joys of double penetration.
***
I adopted him from an orphanage when he was quite young. When I got him home the first thing I did was to pull My Vacuum Cleaner out of the hallway closet, and took him to his room explaining that I needed to Vacuum his bedroom.
Once in the room, My intent was to show him the power of My Vacuum Cleaner, to exxxert complete control over him through it, and to ensure he could never, ever tell about the unusual goings on that he would observe occurring in My house.
The cord flew through the air, of its own accord, under My direction and plugged itself in to the outlet in the opposite wall. The nozzle opening flew open wide, and it Vacuumed in the bedding as well as Vacuuming down the curtains off the rods and consuming them. That gave him a little taste of what could happen to him if he displeased Me.
Then I turned the Vacuum Cleaner on HIM, to show him what it could do. It Vacuumed his feet out from underneath him, and when he opened his mouth to scream, the nozzle opening became larger, and looked like a gigantic mouth ready to swallow him whole. It Vacuumed his voice right out of him, leaving him mute. This would ensure he could never ever talk about things I would rather he didn't. That was very important.
This Vacuum Cleaner would live right here in his room, standing guard over him by night, and following him around by day to keep him entirely under My control.
***
He called for some CBT this morning, and as W/we got started thought it would be fun to bring Miss Katie in so I could use him as a model to teach her about it. She proved to be an enthusiastic and VERY willing pupil! ~twinkle~ I was so proud of her... she didn't flinch a bit, and I really put him through a lot!
***
My lil sissy "sister" is making great strides in self acceptance, and in communicating he/r needs, wants and desires to he/r wife. They are in the process of finding their way together, and it is such a thrill to see the REAL he/r blossoming in such grace and beauty! S/he is moving more and more into R/T 24/7 sissiness, and it is glorious to behold! I couldn't be happier for he/r... well, for THEM really, as they are exxxploring many avenues of possibilities together. :)
***
I haven't spoken to him in quite some time, and was so pleased to hear his voice on the other end of the line this afternoon! I was so touched when, as we spoke, he remembered various things about my life as I was growing up, sexxxual exxxperiences I had, and how I felt about them, and used those in our play together. It will never cease to amaze me how very deep and long lasting our phone relationships can be!
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My Journal
September 12, 2009
I had recently started holding home parties to sell sexxx toys; it was a lot of fun and was going very well. I had a party scheduled tonight, and had let My hubby know that I would like him to come home directly after work, as I wanted him help Me out by serving drinks and snacks to My friends while I gave My demonstration.
He forgot.
He stopped by the bar and had a couple of drinks himself instead, and came wandering in an hour and a half late. I was NOT pleased. In fact, I was mortified. He needed to pay for this. He needed to be punished.
All eyes were upon Me to see how I was going to handle this issue. I passed out all the various spanking implements to My friends and told them it was only right that they should get to try out My wares before deciding if they wanted to purchase them.
He looked so sheepish and embarrassed at his faux pas! I called him to the center of the room, and sweetly asked him if there was something he had forgotten. He blushed and stammered out an apology for being late. I jerked his pants to his ankles, bent him over and demonstrated the cane on his bare bottom, then invited My friends to test out the various crops, floggers, canes, paddles and little single tail whips I had passed out to them. He received a public spanking from all the women there, which was entirely humiliating!
Then I had another idea to teach him his lesson. "Ladies", I announced, "now I will demonstrate for you just how you can utilize this handy little item to teach your husbands a lesson and keep them in their place if and when they misbehave!" Seeing Me pulling on the strap on belt, fitting the dildo into place and lubricating it made him begin to visibly tremble and whimper. I stepped behind him, grabbed his hips and buried the toy deep up his tight little ass, raping him and making him squeal in front of all My friends. "THIS is how you keep a man in his place and remind him just Who is in charge!"
I had several models of belts and decided to let them all try out the products on My husband until his pretty little penis erupted all over. Well, somebody needed to clean up that mess, and it sure as hell wasn't going to be Me! He was required to lick it all up.
It was very satisfying, teaching the other Women how to keep their husbands in their place!
***
Sissy has been having an issue with not sleeping well. It seems that whenever s/he would try to go to sleep, he/r sissystick would get hard, stick out, s/he would roll over on it and get tooooo aroused to sleep.
Not getting enough sleep can make a sissy whiney and cranky.
Ever a problem solver, I decided sissy needed a bed time ritual to get he/r body under control. If s/he can't get control of he/rself, well, then it is My job to take over, take control of he/r and do what needs to be done.
Mistress always knows best, and the wise ones always listen and give heed to Mistress's direction.
Sissy was directed to hold My crystal directly on he/r sissy stick as I took complete control of he/r through it. The warming sensation began, followed by the tingle of My directed energy flowing through it to he/r, through he/r sissy stick, up into he/r belly and onward and upward until I had complete control of he/r mind as well as he/r body and s/he became My willing puppet.
I wrapped he/r up tightly after stuffing he/r and titillating and teasing he/r with no mercy (that word really isn't actively in My vocabulary) put h/er to bed.
He/r new mantra... "sissies are for fucking... and for fucking with."
Bedtime ritual:
Caress the crystal in both hands, until sissy feels Mistress' Energy. Hold it to he/r forehead until s/he hears Mistress' Voice and submits he/r mind to Mistress. Hold it on the sissy stick until it warms and tingles up into the belly. Press it between the ovies and roll it there until sissy feels Mistress all through he/r body and soul.
Slip plug into fuck hole, don collar, lubed latexxx panties, bra, girdle and nightgown. Alternately hump and then sit and bounce on the edge of the bed while chanting, "Sissies are for fucking... and fucking with." til tired.
Use blindfold, gag, and tie hands to thighs. Chanting will accompany any nighttime squirming. "Sissies are for fucking... and fucking with."
It is going to be a very fun Fall! ~weg~
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July 17, 2009
My Journal
YourDesiressissyslut hurried home from work today... (Summer Sissy Rules!)... and napped on webcam to be sure to be available to Me when I wanted he/r. I actually waited til I saw he/r stir, as I wanted to ensure s/he was well rested. I had a looooong weekend planned for he/r and s/.he would be glad for that rest later!
I had pulled he/r vibrator from he/r sissy hole yesterday, as I wanted to give he/r a break from it. You see, he/r assignment had been to leave it in for an xxxtended time, turning it on for a full hour every even hour. Since s/he had been so good about fulfilling that assignment, I allowed he/r a nice leisurely wank before reinserting the vibrator for this weekend.
I collared he/r, and allowed he/r to fondle and inhale the scent of My panties which recently arrived before putting them on. They are a lovely lime green, a color I chose for he/r specifically because I knew they would show up so beautifully on webcam for Me.
I also sent her a twin point crystal, especially charged to draw he/r quickly and easily into a state of submission to Me when W/we speak. My energy in it was very evident and strong when s/he held it in he/r hands.
After plugging he/r sissy hole, having he/r model he/r new panties and strapping he/r into a leather harness and a bra, I sent he/r out to enjoy he/r self with friends for the evening.
***
I got to speak with a delightful creature this evening who in his real time life is a very conservative and decidedly masculine male, yet, in My presence feels secure and safe enough to relaxxx into a very submissive, vulnerable and feminine space. While he was a little reluctant to admit it at first, after a bit of coaxing admissions and confessions from him, he admitted to wearing a soft pink flowing gown and robe. After learning this juicy morsel was in such a frame of mind this evening, it pleased Me to task him softening the ambiance of his environment a bit with candles, soft lighting, and taking his beverages in a lovely and delicate wine glass which heightened his enjoyment of O/our evening tremendously.
***
It was so good to reconnect again! He had xxxperienced his first anal orgasm with Me on the phone coaching him some years back. Tonight when W/we spoke, he already had himself not only aroused, but well lubed, stuffed, and positioned for maxxximum enjoyment!! He even came in his own face and mouth. I love My place in his sexxxual growth and development! :)
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July 15, 2009
My Journal
YourDesiressisyslut got a new little bullet vibrator. I have had it in he/r sissy pussy for a couple of days now, with the instruction that every even hour s/he is to turn it on to setting "1" for the entire hour. :)
When I got My hands on he/r tonight, he/r ovies were incredibly fat and full.. they were soo full of sissy goo that they were easily twice the size they normally are.
I stuffed he/r sissy hole with a large metal plug, so when the vibrator is on it vibrates through the entire thing and drives he/r wild.
After stuffing he/r sissy hole, I had he/e in he/r new bathing suit for a little bit, prancing and parading around, vibrating nicely. I had he/r spend a bit of time on he/r exercise ball, rolling around and squirming, fucking and getting fucked at the same time, which drives he/r absolutely wild.
After slipping on the condoms, with one over the ovies, and the ring, I put he/e in two pair of large white panties, one pulled to left, the other to the right of the sissy stick, and then slid on the green and white striped tights with the hole cut out for the sissy stick. Sissy had been so good for so long that I did allow he/r a little time to stroke before having he/r kneel at the sofa in worship. As s/he pumped in Goddess Worship, I laid down the Summer Sissy Rules.
1) sissy likes whatever Mistress likes
2) on Fridays sissy is to rush home from work as fast as s/he can to pleasure Mistress
3) Worship frequently results in milking. Sissy will engage in attitude adjustment following every milking through out the Summer.
Then I had sissy don silky lycra bicycle shorts, tight bathing suit bottoms covered by a tight little pink thong.
These were followed by heels, a stuffed bra, he/r bathing suit and a super short slutty short skirt. After spending a bit more time on the ball, and stuffing sissy's pretty little mouth with a new penis gag, I blindfolded he/r and laid he/r down for a nap.
As sissy was drifting off, I stuffed a big soft pillow between he/r legs and had he/r squeeze he/r legs tight around it with he/r ankles crossed, rocking he/rself to sleep as s/he continued sucking. I waited til s/he was at that half awake/half asleep place in which s/he is VERY suggestible, and suggested s/he would dream of being Mistress handled, taken and used hard for Mistress' pleasure. ~weg~ Sissy didn't sleep very well.
When s/he was awake s/he spoke of he/r dreams and how difficult it had been to sleep. It was time for more Worship which resulted in another milking which resulted in Summer Sissy Rule 3 cumming in to play. ~twinkle~
W/we the held a little class in which I taught he/r the Summer Sissy Rules, with much practice to ensure s/he learned he/r lessons well!
And ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm sissy was not allowed to cum tonight. Cumming is bad; cumming makes Mistress's pleasure stop. :)
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July 11, 2009
My Journal
Sometimes some of My callers just need a safe, non-judgmental, loving person to listen to them, to laugh with them, and/or to cry with them as they process their lives, their feelings, their experiences, wants, needs and desires. It is such an honor when they allow Me to be that person for them. I love that they have learned to trust Me to that degree. Playtime is wonderful and ever so much fun, and having playmates who open their hearts and souls to Me from time to time as well as their fantasies enhances O/our playtimes, making them even richer and more satisfying. So many have nestled right into My Heart and found Home there! When I started in phone, I had no idea this depth of relationship was possible via the net and phone. It is intensely gratifying and satisfying. :)
***
I was so happy to hear from him again! There he was, wearing My panties (sissy pink), My lipstick, with My candle burning before him, the little stone I sent him in his hot little hand, he could feel My Power pulsating in it, and My Goddess poppet was sitting on the altar he has for Me. :) Since W/we hadn't spoken in awhile, W/we had a lot to catch up on. I taught him how to cross his legs and sit like a true sissy. Since that is what he is anyway, I figured it was about time he learned some of these points. I find him to be so so very attuned with My desires for him! Sometimes all I have to do is think the thought, set My intention, and without realizing he is even doing it, he begins to manifest My desire. How did that happen? ~weg~ A combination of Mystress Majick, Ritual and Hypnosis. I have taken complete and utter control of him. Any time I utter the key words, he immediately goes under and becomes completely compliant, confessing anything I want to know. He exists for one reason: to serve My pleasure in whatever form that may take at any given moment. I have a tiny little seashell I am going to send him, and he will only be allowed to dribble with Me into the shell. He has willingly handed himself over to Me, and in drinking My Golden Nectar has accepted and welcumed Me into the very core of every cell of his being irrevocably. I own him. I control him. I am in him.
***
"Oh my Witch Goddess!" he gasped, trembling at the sound of My Voice just answering the phone. ~lol~ He can't figure out just how it is that My Friends and I know soo much about him. The Oracle is VERY perceptive and intuitive, and She tantalizes and terrifies him with the minute details She sees in things that have transpired between he and I. And just how is it that We know he fantasizes about the minister's wife? About pregnant women? About menstruating women? About fecal matter? About phlegm? About vomit? Mystress Majick! His perversity amuses Us
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July 9, 2009
My Journal
He looks masculine exxxternally, but looks can be SO deceiving! Inside he is totally feminine through and through and W/we both know it. He is young now, but as he matures and learns to open his heart to My love for him, that love will slowly, incrementally transform his exxxterior world to becum congruent with his interior world. His body will slowly feminize itself... his penis gradually shrinking to a clitoris, his testicles shrinking and ascending back up into his body and as the pull they will re-open his vagina. His breasts will swell and develop, his features soften, his voice become softer and higher until he is completely a woman in every way. At that time, she will be ready to be taken as My wife and bear My children. This is Mistress Majick!
***
He called to serve in whatever capacity I might desire of him. That is always such a daring proposition as it could entail absolutely anything! Tonight it meant stripping from the waist down in his office, sitting in his chair with his feet up on the desk and his ass scooched to the edge of the chair and giving Me a masturbation show in which he was milked initially and THEN allowed to stroke to orgasm. The kicker was to then take all the cum and work it into his ass, with the promise he would not shower or bathe until morning.
***
He tries valiantly but is woefully inadequate. The problem? He loves his hand more than anything else in the whole wide world. His focus, attention, pleasure, obsession... all right there in the connection between his dick and his hand. He has to pay for pussy because he is so preoccupied with giving himself a hand at every available opportunity, there isn't enough left of him to develop anything else. When he DOES pay for pussy, he ejaculates prematurely because what he really wants is to hurry up and get it over with and get back to his hand! ~shaking My head~
***
My propertyslave has been aching to serve, to suffer for Me. Tonight was its lucky night, as I was indeed in the mood to hurt it and hear its loving agony. W/we deepened the mark it wears over its heart for Me, and worked on developing My Moon Balls before stretching it wide on its enormous dildo. Suffer and serve it did, with amazing focus and intensity. :)
***
Darling quivering, squirming sissy is truly such a lovely gurl! Long beautiful legs, a perfect ass and a heart that loves cock like no other. S/he is at he/r best on he/r knees, lips quivering prettily, tiny tears glistening on he/r lashes with he/r dainty little mouth slightly opened as s/he savors the head of a delicious cock as it thickens and hardens for he/r.
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July 8, 2009
My Journal
YourDesiressissyslut needed a nap. I decided today was a blue and purple day and had sissy assemble all of he/r blue and purple items for Me, slip on 2 condoms with a 3rd over the ovies, and a sheath that covered the shaft leaving only the head of the clitty exxxposed, so that sissy would exxxperience being a cockless, clittied sissy. I had he/r slide into a pair of purple stretchy panties, as they were the most snug, with the clitty sticking out of the top and a blue sports bra stuffed with he/r mountainous boobage and a blue baby doll nightie, then laid he/r on the sofa to nap with the instruction that s/he was allowed to fondle only the tip of the clitty itself and only with one finger tip.
Called to wake sissyslut when it was time. Apparently s/he had some difficulty keeping he/r ovies in their condom but I insisted that s/he stuff them back in. In he/r state of arousal and sleepiness that was no easy trick! It was time then for he/r to run some errands, so I let he/r stroke through the sheath for a bit to edge a bit closer... closer... closer... then thought that Mistress Munro might like to have the opportunity to dress the slut for he/r outting and to give he/r instructions and a list. Mz M is incredibly creative and spontaneous, so I knew they would both have a wonderfully titillating time with this!
Sissyslut came back with all kinds of new toys and had such a HARD time maintaining "normally" out in public, being stuffed and in sissy garb under he/r boy things... ~weg~
After displaying everything for Mz M and getting a great tease, then of course I wanted to see everything, too! and of course W/we had to try things out! It was so delightful and sissyslut begged so sweetly, whimpering with that little tremor that just melts My Heart, that I actually let he/r dribble he/r sissy goo tonight.
That means s/he will sleep very well tonight, and be well rested for TOMORROW!!! ~muahaha~
***
My pussyboy presented himself before Me in nothing but a pair of boxxers, with his (My!) delightful package pulled through the opening in the front, on display for My pleasure. Always devoted to My pleasure, when I asked what he brought with him today, he placed the best gift of all at My disposal: himself, with no limits except My own. ~happy sigh~ I placed My Feet up on his shoulders, asking that he describe what he saw. I ran My fingers through his hair as he began to slowly, gently, softly give Me oral pleasures everywhere that I desired. Exxxquisite pussyboy that he is, he totally gave himself to My pleasure and was not satisfied until Mistress was. :)
***
"Mommy, I mish you." :) My sweet little gay baby found he/rself a bear on line tonight and they are meeting tomorrow to rub their peepees together. This is a very xxxciting time for he/r! I am looking forward to he/r report on how it goes tomorrow evening.
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July 7, 2009
My Journal
Even though s/he was used all weekend, I still had plans for YourDesiressissyslut. I had mountains and volcanoes on My mind, and wanted he/r to xxxhibit them, sooooooooooooooooooooo...
I had he/r put on a gigantic white bra and stuff it to make breasts like mountains, and put on 2 condoms and a tight ring over her clitty and ovies, stuffing all that in he/r tight blue panties to make a volcano in those panties for Me. I let he/r stroke a bit, then stuffed he/r sissy hole by sucking in he/r plug, allowing he/r a stroke per suck. ~weg~ It was a very pretty sight!
Company was xxxpected, so I also had her don a tight blue bathing suit with a sports bra over the top of that so that when he/r company arrived s/he could pop out he/r mountainous breasts and hide them, and the sports bra would hold everything flat so then s/he could hurriedly slip into a t shirt and shorts and be masculinely presentable. ~~giggle~
Mantra while humping: "Fucking is good. Cumming is bad. Cumming makes Mistress's pleasure stop."
Then I let he/r think s/he was going to have a little break, but immediately went in to speak to Mistress Katrina and had Her order the little slut to call Her. ~weg~ But We didn't allow he/r to cum!
*****
He is a wonderful husband in every way, but sometimes that adorable little penis just doesn't get hard. Those are the days I bring out the pretty pink lacey panties.
"Darling, men who can't get hard belong in pink lacey panties. Put these on for Me... I think they may fixxx the problem. Mommy is wearing the pants today, and you are wearing the panties!" He smiles shyly and blushes as he reaches for them. Today he will be My good gurl and I will sport the strap on.
As he drops to his knees and takes it in his pretty mouth, I caress his sweet face and remind him that W/we have a vacation coming up soon. I have decided he is going to be in panties the entire vacation, and I am going to have a little fling.
This will be a vacation to remember! :)
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July 7, 2009
My Journal
YourDesiressissyslut sent Me this report from My days off... ~lol~
"No fair M'Lady Veronica **whine***
You grabbed me last night as soon as i called.. Didn't even ASK if i
wanted to be used all night...
and grabbed me like the slut i am -- from between my whore legs -- to
throw me down and leave me on a bed
Open and available to be used as Your whore Mistress
**whine***
Somehow i fell asleep after You left me.. i heard the phone ring and
heard a voice on the other end with something like,
"Wake up slut! It's Mistress Laura!"
i was dizzy, i was tired, i immediately was horny and hard as she
rolled me over. Before long She had stripped me below the waist and
was FUCKING ME with Her Strapon as i knelt over the bed, and then on
my back with my legs in the air She milked me till spooge oozed into
my condom... right in fornt of me.. She just laughed at what a whore
i was, pulled out Her Strapon, and replaced the plug before the hole
could even close.
Now She was done with me. She made me smoke and threw me back on the
bed to wait who was next...
**whine** Autumn took her turns, waking me from a sound sleep a couple
times. Putting me in white hose with my black rubber sheathed cock
sticking out in front of me. With the plug deep inside Autumn was
gracious enough to let me stroke while standing, sitting, bending
over,; for leting me humping the bed, and a pillow and rock into my
hands... Ohhh Thank You Mistress Autumn it felt sooooo gooood. She
even made me stroke while smoking **whine**
At some point thru here the night passed. I had no idea of time. Still
no clue how long i slept, and the sleep i had gotten was rousted with
erotic dreams of being held to the bed, unable to move... Others
feeling a giant hand under the bed holding me with the thumb in my
slut hole and hand curved around front squeezing my whole crotch,
holding me tight around my whole hips... Controlling me... i try
fighing it but my body wont move
**whine**
Then i awoke to Mistress Lacey telling me to reach down and stroke.
She laughed and said i looked like a whore when She saw what i had
on... and how exxxcited i was. But She wanted more. Stripping off the
white hose SHe put me in the short red skirt and bent me over. **i
whined but She ignored me by popping out the plug and RAMMING Her
Strapon deep inside... Making me kneel up on top of it SHe FUCKED me
from below as She let me stroke.. Then She surprised me by telling me
to CUM NOW... I was soooo surprised my cock started oozing spooge
within a few strokes.... ****whine**** I had to tell Mistress
Lacey i'd been milked and emptied, but left more horny... **whine**
She didn;t seem to feel sorry about that, saying it was good for a
whore to be ready and hard...
And now? Now i have a little time in the morning for a break It was
sometime last night. Maybe when Autumn was cooing that i wanted
More.. MOre ...More... I suddenly remembered i was sposed to write
something for You from Friday night. All I remember is the words "I
want you to write that down" but not exactly want i was supposed to
write. So i am writing a lot and hope somewhere in here is what You
wanted.
Ohhh Mistress, i DO feel like im rapidly losing control of my cock and
ass.. my sex life.. ***whine** and my home life*** Somehow all the
ladies i talk to know that all they would have to do to get me started
is shoot a random email, sweet sexy message, or just ask.. Somehow
they all seem to know that it's perfectly OK to try teasing and
talking me into being a whore. How do they all know Mistress be being
a little more aggressive i melt into a horny whore.
**whine***
Ohh Mistress i sit here now and even though the sheath & plug are out
(Thank You for the rest Mistress Lacey!) my cock is "soft" but still
3/4 of full size.. it's just staying hard... My hole is puckering..
and with each one i FEEL it trying to squeeze around something that
isnt there...
**whine** What's happening to me
YourDesiressissyslut"
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July 3, 2009
My Journal
You are sitting across the room from Me, wearing only a shirt. Your balls are dangling between your thighs, heavy and full, your cock standing at full attention. I notice a little bead of precum glistening there at the tip, betraying your exxxcitement, and you haven't even touched it yet.
I am wearing a very short, tight, sleeveless black dress, low cut, exxxposing deep and inviting cleavage. As you reach down and begin to stroke for Me, I slowly uncross My legs. You hear the whisper of My black stockings, seamed in red, as My leg slips past the other one. The back of My knee rests easily over the arm of the chair, My tall black pump dangling from My toes, and you stroke faster as your eyes follow My hand down between My legs, where I caress the crotch of My red silk panty.
"Come closer." Still stroking, you rise, and walk toward Me, dropping to your knees between My legs, catching the scent of My sex... and something more. You moan softly as My fingers press the crotch to the side and you see the thick cream glistening there between My labia. Caressing the back of your head with My other hand, I pull your face closer. Eagerly, hungrily, you begin to lap the cream, going deeper and deeper until your face is shining, glistening, wet.
You hear the door open and sense the presence of another enter the room. You hear his zipper as he tugs it down, feel him approaching. "I know what is best for you," I whisper, looking deeply into your eyes. I feel you begin to tremble as I reach for his cock, begin to feed it to you. You smell him, taste him, feel his thickness between your lips, and he begins to fuck your face like a pussy. Your lips curl in and out around the shaft, like pussy lips, and you feel him gliding over your tongue like the inside of a Vagina. As I reach behind you and begin lubricating and stretching your fuck hole with My fingers, he begins to fuck your face faster, harder.. your eyes begin to water, your nose to run, you are drooling uncontrollably from the sides of your mouth.
He steps behind you.. "You know what's coming (cumming?), don't you, boy? I know what is best for you. You are taking it.. taking it, all and you are going to like it." The way you arched your ass up higher, the way you rocked back against him, the way you squealed and took all he had to give told Me I was right.
***
YourDesires sissyslut mentioned to Me earlier this week that he/r radishes were doing well in he/r garden. I took a bit of inspiration from that and suggested it would be fun if, in honor of he/r lovely radishes, s/he looked a bit like them by wearing her red boy cut panties and bra and green striped tights whenever possible. Of course s/he took My recommendation to heart, knowing that I know what is best for he/r, and did indeed wear them whenever possible. That did have the effect of making things a bit perky and frisky in he/r panties, so by the time tonight, the weekend, rolled around, s/he was sprouting in he/r panties just like those beautiful radishes in the ground.
They HAD gotten a bit ripe however, so sissy slut appeared in blue and had no good answer for what on earth s/he had growing in he/r garden that was blue, so was sent to don another pair of red panties, red striped tights and a green bra. THEN s/he was allowed to call.
Turns out, darling sissy had done a bit of shopping and had many new items of clothing. Yep, time for a fashion show!! THAT was a lot of fun. I left he/r in he/r new women's speedo swimwear and little sports bra, stuffed to ensure nice boobage, of course, and left her to do some outside chores and walk he/r dog with instructions to let Me know s/he was back.
It was then nap time... until I decided that was enough napping. Then it was Worship the Goddess at the side of the sofa time, slipping the sissy stick out of the bathing suit and in between the cushions while chanting the mantra. "Fucking is good. Cumming is bad. Cumming makes the pleasure stop, and Mistress likes the pleasure to go on and on and on... more and more and more!"
I wanted a good stroke show and sissy slut did he/r very best to please. I rewarded he/r for that with some porn time, with the stipulation that while s/he COULD tickle n tease he/r nipples all s/he liked, the sissy stick was off limits. I gagged he/r and and tied up he/r hands to keep them out of temptations way. Amazingly, before W/we even got off the phone I saw he/r naughty hands finagling a way to toy with the sissy stick! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Those naughty little hands got tied more snugly up around he/r pretty little neck so s/he had to even lean over and practically rest he/r head on the keyboard to type! Sissies! ~shaking My head~
Really wanting to dribble he/r sissy goo, but not wanting to stop the roll of pleasure left sissyslut in a tizzy. So I sent he/r off to bed and told he/r Autumn would be calling he/r a bit later to discuss he/r dilemma. ~weg~
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My Journal
June 26, 2009
What a fun evening!
I had YourDesiressissyslut in a snug pair of lycra bicycle shorts and a bra under he/r clothes for the past 2 days, knowing very well that that would not only arouse he/r, but that it would gradually escalate he/r arousal, working he/r up to the space I wanted he/r in. To make it even worse (better? ~weg~), I was busy during that time working with a new girl, so wasn't available to play.
Calling tonight, s/he sounded surprised and overjoyed when I answered the phone, as s/he wasn't certain I was taking calls. The quiver in he/r voice told Me s/he was ready to do ANYTHING I might desire.
I desired a show. Not just any show would do, however. No. I desired a sissy beauty pageant.
W/we began with a brief discussion of how the past 2 days had gone for he/r, the challenges and exhilaration of spending this much time semi "dressed" and functioning in R/T life while internally in sissy mode. Then a display was desired, so s/he showed Me the shorts and bra... actually TWO bras! (2 boobs, 2 bras? ~chuckle~ sissy logic, I guess!) As s/he hadn't dribbled sissy goo in nearly a week, I did allow he/r to stroke for Me, though, of course, cumming was out of the question. Since s/he started leaking I found it necessary to slip a condom over he/r clitty.
First up was the swim suit competition. After stuffing her sissy hole I had he/r leave her shorts pulled down in the front to nudge up under he/r ovies, then slipped a ring over he/r clitty and ovies to hold the package snugly. A lovely one piece women's bathing suit went over the top and the bra was stuffed to round out he/r lovely feminine form. Nexxxt s/he donned a pair of black thigh high stockings for Me and black heels. A beauty contestant needs a sash, so W/we cut the crotch out of a pair of pantyhose and slid he/r head through the opening, tying a firm knot down in he/r crotch with the legs. I gagged he/r, collared he/r and tied he/r hands up chest height to keep he/r naughty playful hands off he/r clitty, and then tasked he/r with an assignment. s/he was to assess he/r sissy talents and call Me back when s/he knew what they were.
Sissy's talents were threefold.
1) sucking
2) humping
3) fucking
As I wouldn't just take he/r word for it, s/he needed to prove them to Me by putting on a talent show, displaying these particular talents of he/rs. I was amused. :)
In the process of displaying he/r talents, sissy accidentally milked he/rself in he/r condom. ooops!
That meant sissy needed a little nap.
I changed he/r from her bathing suit into a lubed pair of latexxx panties with a sheath, green and black striped tights with a hole cut out for the sissy stick, a waist cincher, he/r pink baby doll nightie and long pink opera gloves, gag, blindfold and had he/r kneel nexxxt to the sofa to say he/r prayers, which also entails humping into the cushion. After receiving he/r prayers, good Goddess that I am, I had he/r tie he/r self in a reverse hog tie position (to keep he/r hands off he/r marinating clitty) and left he/r to nap a bit.
When s/he woke, it was time for the evening gown competition. Sissy chose an assortment of white foundation undergarments, white hosiery, a delightful fuchsia and black lace gown topped by a short green velvet dress. I decided to top it off with a purple corset and black heels.
While s/he was looking quite elegant and sophisticated, there was simply no denying the inner slut, as s/he dropped down on the sofa, legs spread wide, fondling he/rself up underneath her dress, nearly incoherent with arousal.
That was the perfect time to begin The Interview. ~weg~
Q. "What is the sissy solution to the ever elusive aspiration toward world peace?"
A. "More fucking!"
Q. "What is the sissy solution to world hunger?"
A. "There is always lots of cock n Pussy to eat!"
Q. "What advice would you give to aspiring sissies?"
A. "Mistress always knows best! Let your cock lead the way! Follow it to Mistress!" :)
Good sissy.
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June 4, 2009
Oh My pet! How I love to make you beg and cry for Me! How it exxxcites Me to hear you whimper, to feel you tremble at My touch, to taste your sweat, your blood, your tears.
I call you before Me, naked, hard, kneeling, eyes to the ground where My little Feet are comfortably resting in the custom made black leather boots you had made for Me. I light a cigarette and watch as the little beads of sweat begin to form along your brow, over your quivering lip and tiny little tears gather, glistening on your lashes. I know this is torment for you, waiting in silence before Me, the only sound the sound of My breath as I inhale the smoke, and My exhale as I blow it over your head into the room. Soon your entire body is glistening with a light dew of uncontrollable sweat... the sweat of fear, anticipation, desire. I can practically taste your intensity.
I put the cigarette out on your shoulder when I have had all I want, running the burning ember down along the side of your throat before laying it lightly against your flesh, savoring the squeals and gutteral cries that emanate unbidden from the depths of your belly as your body recoils from the searing of your flesh, yet your mind overcomes it with your desire to embrace all that I choose to give you. You try so hard not to make a sound! I let the cigarette lay there though, doing its work until you are at the point I want you: sobbing, begging for mercy and begging for more at the same time, deepening your desire to serve, to suffer for Me, crazed with desire... and yet, it is not enough for Me.
I want more from you.
I push the tip of the ember into your reddened skin just there, that soft spot where the shoulder gently slopes up into the neck, as with the fingers of My other hand I lift your chin so that I might look into your eyes. I see a whole range of emotion flicker through your soul, exxxpressed through your eyes, communicating all that you cannot speak. You are beyond speech, such is your agony and your bliss.
I drop the burnt out end of the cigarette to the floor and bring My hand down in a hard stinging slap across your face. Sweat and saliva splatter at the impact. I backhand you. Your tears flow freely. You press your face to My Feet, sobbing, your body heaving with wrenching sobs, you wrap your hands gently around My Heels. I draw one Foot back, and swinging it forward kick you hard in the face.
"I did not give you permission to touch Me!"
I point to a stool in the middle of the room, snapping My fingers and reaching for My cane/Sceptor. This is a very special cane: hand woven rattan, leather wrapped with a sterling silver handle studded with Amethysts and set with a large crystal point. It has just the right snap... bite.. sting.
You bend over the stool, gripping the legs of it with your hands, head down, ass up high in the air, presenting yourself to Me. I give you just a taste initially... a few light strokes to nicely redden your ass.
"Straighten your legs."
Sharp stinging bites from the cane soon mark your thighs with brilliant red welts.
I kick your legs wider apart and begin tapping the cane back and forth along your inner thighs, then lightly tap up under the balls, making them jiggle and dance for Me.
You tremble and shudder, biting your lip, trying to maintain control.
"Stand up straight. Hands behind your head! Legs wider apart!"
Searing pain courses across the backs of your shoulders as My cane bites sharply into your flesh over and over and over and over again and again, the strokes raining hard and fast over your taut flesh before I descend again to your tender buttocks and thighs.
Still My sadistic desire is not satisfied.
"Kneel! Hands remain behind the head."
I blindfold you so that you can see nothing but total darkness. Pulling a small table before you, I position it so that the edge of it rests just below the center of your breasts. Coming behind you, I nudge you to lean forward a bit, so your nipples rest along the edge of the table. With a small hammer, I drive a long nail through each nipple into the wood, to hold you exxxactly there. Standing behind you, allowing you to rest the back of your head against Me, I reach around and begin caning the tops of your breasts until, in exxxquisite agony, you lose control and, sobbing, cum without any touching of your penis at all.
Pulling the nails from your flesh, I allow your to lean back into Me as I squat behind you, holding you, caressing you, covering you with kisses and gently embracing you as you weep.
My pet. Only you would endure such things for Me!
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February 14, 2009
My Journal
Lucretia was dressed, ready and eagerly awaiting O/our V Day date a full 2 hours ahead of time. S/he had a nice surprise for Me, too! A turkey baster!! W/we filled it with warmed lube, fucked he/r pretty pussy with it, driving he/r wild, and then squeezing the bulb to squirt the warm lube deep into he/r pussy, while s/he smelled and sucked first on My panties, and then on My strap on. mmmmmmmmmmm That wet strap on so needed to be used, and used it was, pumping with he/r legs spread wide, then cumming behind he/r and having he/r back up on it. I love watching that pretty lil ass sucking My strap on in deep and hard.
S/he is such a good cocksucker, with both ends! Then s/he put on a stroking show for Me, W/we ties up he/r cock n balls tightly, and then s/he pumped he/r cock with that lovely knobbed sound. ~swoon~ W/we finished with a jack off show that culminated in a shower of hot cum spewing all over he/r lovely face. It smeared he/r make up making he/r look like a true cum slut. He/r assignment this week is to cum in an ice cube tray every third day. That turkey baster is going to get a real work out!!
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February 13, 2009
My Journal
My step-son had been constipated so earlier in the day he visited the doctor. The nurse called me to report that she had given him a small enema and added that if he had not had "results" before evening, (which he didn't) he was to be given large cleansing enema with warm saline and mild soap. When he arrived home, I asked him about how things went at the doctor's office and how he was feeling. Since he was clogged, he quickly got uncomfortable as I filled him up. He moaned and whimpered and begged me to stop. Of course Mommy was firm, but empathetic. Mommy always knows what is best! His reward for being such a good boy? Why, getting to take Mommy's ass, of course!
I have taken possession of him through hypnotism. At the sound of My voice he immediately comes under My spell, and in O/our time together I take control of his mind, programming him to serve Me in any manner I please. Currently I am making him detest putting dead animal flesh in his mouth, desiring instead a vegan diet. I am also programming him to respect all life, to recognize all life is interrelated and connected, and to honor and care for O/our Mother, Earth. He recently purchased My panties and a sample of My perfume, Night Queen by Song of India. Through these scents I have bound him even closer to Me. My desire is for him to live as naturally as possible, wearing clothing made of natural fibers and to purchase Fair Trade products. And of course, living naturally means following his natural inclinations, which means he will soon be on his knees with a dick in his mouth.
My little darling was missing Mommy horribly, so I snuggled he/r into My lap and painted he/r pretty little toes... pink with little white dots... and put a pretty, sparkly toe ring on he/r before diapering he/r.
YourDesiresSissySlut was stuffed and dressed sooooooooooooo slutty in leggings which showed he/r panty lines AND he/r significant bulge, (complete with veins and ridges), and was showcasing he/r enormous titties in a tight red top, waiting for Me. I decided a purple corset was also in order, as well as high heels and a couple of condoms. Then I ordered he/r to be gagged and blindfolded, into wrist and thigh cuffs and snapped them together to keep he/r hands at he/r crotch, with instructions to toy with and tease he/rself. Forbidding he/r to cum ALL NIGHT I tucked he/r into bed, then sent an email to Mz Asia letting Her know the slut would be at Her disposal when She arrives in the morning. ~weg~
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February 3, 2009
My Journal
He was driving to see a tranny, and had been troubled by dreams the night before. A Vacuum Cleaner had attacked a tranny maid at a hotel while s/he was cleaning rooms, Vacuuming he/r under the bed, out the other side and right up into the Vacuum Cleaner itself!
Putting him into his bath, I noticed he had an erection... it would have been one of his first if not THE first. Knowing, at any rate, it would most definitely not be his last, and knowing it would be good for him to have a bit of instruction, I gave it a bit of thought for a moment. Taking matters into my own hands, I showed him how to handle this issue whenever it cums up, and gave him his first blow job to boot. Trembling and shaking afterward, he slid down the wall into the warm water, cheeks flushed, eyes wide. Definitely sn xxxperience he won't forget any time soon!
The French whore is living 24/7 femme now, and is infatuated with a woman who fists he/r up to the elbow.
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January 29, 2009
My Journal
I used him as My subject for an online Domme training class. After having served Me for 10 years, he was well suited to the task at hand. I was confident he would not disappoint Me, nor did he, though there was a little mishap with some precum and the inside of My shoe. Appropriate re-training was administered. Even the best slaves need a bit of remedial training once in awhile.
"Mistress, will You please use, abuse and tease me?" No need to ask Me twice! Of course I was all over it... with nipple clamps and a great paddle, rope, clothes pins an aneros AND a large dildo.
My pretty little baby girl called to tell Me about he/r xxxperience in going out to get a French pedicure today. S/he had a marvelous time!
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January 23, 2009
My Journal
He/r sexxxual energy was in high gear this evening, sporting he/r stockings and heels, teensy little thong and camisole with he/r vibrator nearby. W/we discussed some possibilities for spending an entire weekend en femme and even of going out. S/he was curious about teasing and denial, so W/we teased he/r clitty, ovies and pussy with he/r vibrator, then eased the vibrator into he/r tight hole, toying there a good long while before moving back to engaging he/r clitty. To the edge and back.. to the edge and back... to the edge and back... rewarding he/r with milking a big load of cum into he/r mouth (with no orgasm) and then allowing he/r to stroke to the very edge and rolling the dice to see if s/he would actually get to orgasm or not tonight... ~weg~
YIKES! It is not very often that something shocks Me. It is not all that often that something even surprises Me. I am a Woman Who goes with the flow, reads people pretty well and have a strong intuition. Tonight, however, I had a conversation that felt absolutely surreal and I must confess, left Me a bit dazed and disoriented. I seriously struggled to get My head wrapped around it. The Grublet and I have been talking for nearly 2 years, and W/we have had a LOT of in depth conversations. I thought I knew him quite well as a person as well as sexxxually as W/we have talked a good bit about his history, hopes, dreams, fears, work, fantasies, desires etc. Now, after 2 YEARS he tells Me he is a crossdresser, and he has been all along! He has not only a full wardrobe of clothes, corsets, and heels, but wigs and make up, too! He has been dressing for a number of years and it is a big part of his life!! HOW COULD I NOT KNOW?? I am delighted, of course, as it is something that I very much enjoy and learning how he functions in his world will be xxxciting to xxxplore. What floors Me is that I literally had no clue. He thought he had told Me, but I know I would have remembered and would have incorporated that aspect of his life into O/our playtimes with great enjoyment. ~still shaking My head over it~
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January 22, 2009
My Journal
***"Dear Ms. Veronica,
According to your instructions I'm preparing xxx to service you, and your daily teasing in the classroom seems to be having an effect as well. I notice he's hard when he arrives home after school, and every night and every morning when I go into his room I find him hard. Each night before he goes to sleep and each morning when I wake him up I use the same technique: I sit my warm, panty-clad ass on his bare legs and stroke his cock while showing him the upskirt photos I took of you, and the photo of you bending over, clearly showing the outline of your panties framing your bottom. While I stroke him, I talk to him about how he reacts when he sees your panties between your legs and through your skirt, and what you might do with him next time you require his services. He leaks like crazy, but I don't let him cum and I don't even allow him to sniff any panties."
He showed up for O/our appointment, right on time, as is his habit. I wore a beige pencil skirt with a sheer panty beneath and bent over slowly, arching My back to press My ass up high in front of his face, watching his dick leaking with desire as I slid My hands about My hips and slowly lifted My skirt, revealing My stockings, garters, thighs, and ultimately, My panties. I allowed him to press his face to My panties and rubbed them over his face, capturing his nose between My cheeks and letting him sniff all up and down. He inhaled deeply, loving My scent. Standing upright, I unbuttoned and unzipped My skirt, letting it fall to the floor. Turning to face him, I leaned back against the desk, seating My ass on the edge and leaned back on My elbows as I drew My knees together and up before slowly straightening My legs and letting them fall open, xxxposing My wet, swollen pussy puffing out the panty crotch. As he had been trained, he immediately pressed his face against it, breathing My scent into him. I allowed his to stroke as he sniffed, until he was ready to cum, at which point he rose and came all over the panty. ~happy sigh~ Such a good boy!
***I had been his nanny from the time he was just a tiny little guy. He was getting older now and I noticed one day while preparing his bath that he had an erection. It was time for nanny to graduate to NAUGHTY nanny! muahaha! I asked him to show me what he had there, and was pleased to his hairless pink pecker standing straight and tall. I asked if that happened often and he replied, "Sometimes." I wanted to know what he did about it and he said he rubbed it. I had him stand in the tub of warm water, and soaping up my hands, told him it was time he learned to take care of it like a big boy. Massaging his balls with one hot soapy hand, I began stroking him with the other, alternately stroking firmly and quickly until I could tell he was edging toward orgasm, then slowing it down and denying him. After a while, his body naturally took over and he started fucking into my hand. Continuing to jack him, I pressed the middle finger of my other hand to his cute little pink pucker and began wiggling inside, rubbing behind his cock as I stroked. He came HARD all over my tits. "THAT is how you take care of it when it gets hard like that, boy!" Thus began his sexxxual education.
***"Mistress," he whispered so low I felt his presence more than hearing him. I smiled, lit a cigarette and reached for the cane...
***I had my hair pulled up tight in a high pony tail, large dangling hoop earrings, a teensy little belly shirt, tight low riding jeans with my panties peeking over the top in the back and a trashy pair of red heels on. In short, I looked like a pretty piece of trailer trash. I met him in a bar that night. We had some drinks, some laughs, shot some pool... and wound up at my place after he walked me home. We had another drink and I put a little something in his to make him very malleable and open to suggestion, as I was up for some very kinky play. We danced until he got a bit too wobbly. As we danced I began to transform. The pupils of my eyes were no longer round, but slits, like cat's eyes. My nails became very sharp and claw like. My hair grew exxxceedingly soft, like fur and I purred in his arms... until he got wobbly. He wanted to sit down but I suggested perhaps he would be more comfortable lying down and took him to my bedroom, stripped him slowly, licking all over his body. My tongue was rough. I pulled up the straps from the sides of the bed and strapped him down, spread eagle. I continued to dance to the music by myself as he watched, stripping slowly, seductively until I was down to my panties and heels, my body undulating and writhing. As he watched, I began to transform again. My eyes became small black glittering orbs, lidless, and staring, focused directly upon him. My skin began to glisten and shine, like scales. I slithered onto the bed between his legs, up over his body, my slender, forked tongue flicking in and out of my mouth. When I reached his chest, I lifted my head and shoulders and a hood, like a cobras spread from the back of my head and neck. Weaving back and forth, slithering slowly higher and higher, then wiggled around and squatted over his face raining hot golden Goddess nectar into his open, begging mouth, then rocked my hips forward a bit. He pressed his lips, mouth open around my pucker, sucking, penetrating, begging until I defecated down his throat.
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January 20, 2009
My Journal
W/we have played for years and he just now has confided he has fantasies of actually BEING a phone girl here with us. HOW FUN! W/we played that he was the new girl and that he had to take all his calls in front of Me while he was on probation, so I could make sure he was really masturbating on his calls. ~twinkle~ Between calls he would bake us cookies, and when other girls went on calls they would take him with so he could lick their pussies, giving them orgasms while they were on the phone. He really loved taking all the cum on his calls, telling his callers where to cum for him. It was so adorable! :)
He was sound asleep nexxxt to Me. I didn't care that he was sleeping, I just reached down and began to stroke him up hard because I wanted him. I had to go into work early today, so it would have to be a little quick. When he began to stir; I rolled him down on his back and straddled his cock, holding him still while I took My pleasure. I came, but I didn't let him cum. ~weg~ He pouted and asked what W/we were going to do about THIS, pointing to his glistening wet rock hard cock. I told promised he could cum later IF he was a good boy and did all the chores on his list. He slept a little late, and when he got up and looked at his list gulped, knowing he would be hard pressed to get through all those chores before I was due home. He put on his cute little maid's uniform I liked him to wear while doing housework, and started in on the list, but of course I was home long before he was anywhere close to being finished with them. Across My lap he went for a little spanking, and I teased and toyed with his cock while he was standing in the corner to contemplate his punishment, but no orgasm today because he hadn't completed what he was told to do.
His girlfriend was young and submissive, with an incredibly high sexxx drive. Last weekend he had some friends over to watch a ball game, and she kept teasing him, hoping he would slip out of the room and join her in the bedroom for some fun. He didn't want to be rude to his friends, though, and jokingly whispered to her that if she couldn't wait til after the game, she would just have to do it right there in front of the guys. She looked at his 3 friends, looked back at him, hesitated a brief moment, and then dropped to her knees between his legs, unzipped his pants and popped his cock right into her mouth! When he turned her around and slid into her pussy, she blew his friends while he fucked her.
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January 19, 2009
My Journal
Massaging his temples, speaking softly, I relaxxxed him utterly with a light hypnotic induction, kissing his mouth softly with soft, light nibbly little kisses, taking control of his mind and will, then slapping him hard, backhanding him and racking My nail harshly down over his chest and belly. I drew the breath out of him into Myself, then breathed My Own Life into him, mingled with his own. Gripping his cock firmly, stroking it roughly and madly as I continued to coo softly and gently in his ear, feeling him respond so completely to My Voice, I found Myself getting very aroused. I pushed his blankets down, straddled his cock, and slid My dripping Pussy down over it, sucking him deep inside Me as I lashed across his chest with My cane. He immediately filled Me with his sweet cum.
He was just entering puberty and was concerned because his penis kept getting hard and he was having trouble controlling it. So he made an appointment with me. I had been his doctor forever, and he knew he could talk with me about anything at all and I would understand. He showed it to me, and I asked him to show me how he was taking care of it when that happened. He covered it with baby powder, and started whacking it like his life depended on it. I told him I would like to show him something, and took it into my own hand. He gasped when I started stroking it, firmly, rhythmically, steadily. "Oh it feels so good!" he whispered. I taught him about making the pleasure last and showed him how women masturbate, too.
The Grublet is out of his cage because he is stretching his piercing hole bigger. ~chuckle~ If he stretches it MUCH more he is just going to have a tiny bit of meat and a great big hole! Poor little Grublet; he is so desperate to have SOMETHING big down in his nether regions and since it can't be his cock I guess it might as well be his hole!
Vacuum Cleaner boy remembered what it was he saw as he peeked out through the teensy little hole at the top of the zipper while he was trapped in the Vacuum Cleaner bag: he saw a woman, well over 6' tall jerking the little girl out of the bag and strapping her in a chair. Once she had her right where she wanted her, she lifted her dress, dropped her panties and BOING! a great big dick was released from the confining fabric! She rubbed it over the girls face and tried to get it into her mouth but it was just too big. It was at that point the little girl, in desperation, threw him under the bus. "The boy you have in that Vacuum Cleaner bag over there has a bigger mouth than me!" So the lady unstrapped the girl, unzipped the bag he was in and drew him out, and after strapping him into the chair she Vacuumed the little girl back up. Then she turned to the boy, shoved that big dick in his face and ordered him to suck it like a Vacuum Cleaner. She made him stay on it til she came all in his mouth.
Sissy was sent to apply for a new job at a hair salon. This salon employed a lot of sissies and all of the clientele knew they had free reign with all the sissies there. Oh the imaginations and libidos these clients had! They had a real penchant for stuffing sissies, that's for sure!
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January 17, 2009
My Journal
He and his Dad were over at Laura's watching football with her Dad. He snuck up to Laura's room hoping to locate a dirty pair of panties to "borrow". He found a pair on the floor of her closet, but when he went in to get them, he heard her coming up the hallway! TRAPPED!!! HE pulled the door to the closet nearly closed, and watched through the crack in the door as she changed clothes, taking a nude picture of her with his phone. The next morning, when his sister came to wake him, she found Laura's panties full of cum AND her picture on his phone, so of course she reported it all to Me. I called he and Laura to My office, where he stripped and confessed, and, to make it up to her, gave her oral pleasures from behind. NEXXXT time he wants to "borrow" a pair of her panties, or watch her dress, he needs to ASK.
I had mentioned to Lucretia last night that it might be fun to play with hot candle waxxx sometime, exxxplaining the kind I would like her to have and why. Well, s/he ran right out and got them today, and then of course was eager to try them, so W/we had a HOT TIME tonight, quite literally! :) After getting all dressed up and putting on he/r make up, I asked the lil slut to show Me what a good cocksucker s/he was. Always one to comply and please Me, s/he grabbed he/r dildo with no hesitation and did indeed put on a very good cocksucking show, even taking it so deep it gagged he/r! I was so pleased I allowed he/r to progress to a jack off show, taking it to the edge, then sliding on the cock ring while s/he was super big and fully engorged to keep it that way for Me. After stuffing he/r I was ready to introduce he/r to the joys of hot waxxx play. It was a most enjoyable xxxperience for he/r, and something I think W/we will be doing a lot more of!
I also spoke with a sissy tonight who is a COP of all things! ~lol~ The chosen profession of this sissy is no doubt compensation for being such a wimpy little cum slut loser. His wife was out with a REAL man, while he was left at home in her pantyhose and teddy, jiggling his pathetic lil clit. He plays with it ALL the time, which disgusts her to the point where she sends him to the bathroom to do it, out of her sight. She only lets him do it in front of her if he buys her presents and gives her back rubs, dribbles his sissy goo in a cup and then goes in the bathroom to drink it up. Though it really embarrassed him to admit it, he LIKES drinking his cum and he likes the taste of it. I really do believe his co-workers should know the truth about him. I just may out him to them one day.
My adorable little painted toe sissy baby gurl called in a delightful silky thong tonight. It was late and s/he was going to have to wait another 2 hours for he/r boyfriend to get home and give he/r some cock, so s/he called to snuggle with Mommy for awhile. :)
A naughty little sissy, weak and vulnerable, called to tell Me s/he just can't keep he/r hands out of he/r panties no matter how hard s/he tries. Rubbing he/r little sissy cock is what s/he does best, and s/he indulges several times a day. I don't think s/he is exxxaggerating, either, because s/he came 4 times just while on the phone with Me!
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January 16, 2009
My Journal
Lucretia was so lovely tonight in he/r long black dress with red trim, slits up the sides to he/r hips... so sexxxy with he/r lacy bodysuit peeking through! I thoroughly inspected he/r clothes, he/r make up, he/r body, and found everything to My satisfaction. I am so impressed with the phenomenal job s/he is doing with he/r make up, especially for the short amount of time s/he has been exxxperimenting with it, and for the fact that going en femme isn't even really he/r thing... Blueballs the Pirate is natural to he/r, Lucretia is a gift that is offered to Me simply because it gives Me pleasure.
After passing inspection, it was time to get down to business, as W/we had a new toy to break in tonight.
I started with clothes pins... gazillions of clothes pins... all biting deeply into he/r fat, full ovies, then let he/r stroke up, pumping fast and hard so they would jiggle and bounce, prepping My little slut for being My bitch in heat for the night. I like twisting the clothespins on he/r ovies to make he/r stroke faster and faster. ~weg~
W/we played with a long sound with a little knob on the bottom. When s/he sucks it into he/r clitty, it reminds Me of a sword swallower swallowing a sword, because of the way s/he can make it drop in with no hands. I can see where it is from the outside by following the lump that it makes. It "feels like being fucked from the inside", s/he reports. :) W/we also added the cum stopper in the opening along with the sound. It just amazes Me s/he can take both of them in at the same time with no problem!
Then W/e took the clothespins off so I could work he/r ovies over utilizing he/r hands, squeezing, stretching, tapping, and slapping them before tieing them up snugly, separating them from each other.
s/he then serviced My panties for a good long time, tasting Me, inhaling My scent, and providing Me oral pleasures til I had all I wanted. I love seeing them dangling from he/r mouth, and hearing how very much s/he enjoys them.
Then it was time to stretch he/r pussy a bit on the fuck pole and to introduce he/r new fuck toy complete with vibrator. It was longer and thicker than anything s/he had used before, and the vibrator was a new xxxperience, as well. I was so proud of he/r!!
What a wonderful time W/we had together!! :)
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January 15, 2009
My Journal
***He begged to serve. I allowed it on one condition: that he serve as the entertainment for all My guests, male and female, no limits, at My party. ~weg~ They all had a very good time and left very full and walking kind of funny.
***Mistress called to say was having company and pretty little sissy was all atwitter because s/he was going to get to help. He was arriving before Mistress would be home, so sissy would meet n greet n entertain him til She arrived, wearing he/r long white stockings with the pretty pink bows at the lace tops, he/r tall white heels, short flouncing pink skirt and belly shirt with a teensy tiny pink thong. When the doorbell rang he/r heart beat fast, cheeks were naturally flushed and eyes were bright with eager anticipation. Showing him in, s/he offered him a drink and sat in his lap squirming and telling him naughty stories til Mistress arrived. Then s/he was relegated to the corner to jill in he/r panties while Mistress had ALL the fun with that big beautiful cock.
***We were having an intimate dinner and wine tasting, the 3 of us, following My trip around the world collecting fine wines from several countries. One of them was VERY special indeed, made from a flowering herb that was reputedly not only an aphrodisiac, but also a fertility enhancement. I noticed the swelling in his pants. He looked so uncomfortable, I encouraged him to disrobe so as to be a bit more comfortable. To My delighted amazement, I saw it also had the effect of growing the genitals to exxxtremely large proportions when aroused! He had engorged to at least 18", and his balls swung full and heavy between his thighs. Her eyes lit up brightly at the sight of it and she immediately fell to her knees in front of it, though it was much too large to actually fit in her mouth and took both hands to hold and stroke. Her pussy, too, was quite engorged and incredibly large, far too much for her soaked panties to contain. Before long he had sunk that monster deep inside of her... no doubt there will be the pitter patter of tiny little feet in their house!
***Mother's darling had been such a love I decided he deserved some new toys, so I introduced him to sounds and an aneros to the delight of several male friends who also chose to participate in O/our play time.
***::ring ring... ring ring... ring ring::
I heard your voice on the other end of the phone as you answered, strong and full of authority, "Hello."
I knew you were heading into a very important meeting; I didn't care. I wanted you. "you have xxxactly 12 1/2 minutes to be naked at My front door."
I felt the shift take place in you instantly, as you recognized My Voice. "Yes, Mistress, my Goddess, " you meekly responded, immediately transitioning into sub space.
As you quickly strode past your secretary's desk, heart racing, you brusquely ordered her to reschedule your meeting, you had an emergency to attend to. You did not look left or right, you had no time to dawdle as you knew this was normally a 20 minute drive. You also knew that if you were NOT at My Door naked in exxxactly 12 1/2 minutes I would not see you at all today, and I would punish you severely when nexxxt I did allow you in My presence... which, as part of your punishment, would not be for a substantial amount of time.
You ran to your car, jumped in and took every short cut you knew at full speed to arrive on time. Stripping as you sped from your car to My Door, you fell, panting and sweating to your hands and knees, your chest heaving, hoping you had made it on time.
Counting the seconds, I opening the door EXXXACTLY 12 1/2 minutes after placing that call to you.
You fell forward, your hands cupping the heels of My riding boots, kissing, licking, caressing them with your face, your lips, your tongue.
SWISH, My crop whisked through the air, falling with a resounding slap over the top of your buttocks as I drew one Foot back and sent a well aimed kick into your face.
"When I want you to touch Me, I will tell you to do so," I cooly informed you.
Turning on My Heel, I tapped My crop to the side of My boot, "Nose to heel."
You immediately crawled forward and pressed the ball of your nose to the back of My heel, and as I strode through the house to the back, you crawled behind Me, keeping your nose firmly right there as I had ordered you.
Through the house, out the back door , the grass cool and lush beneath your knees, you continued with no hesitation whatsoever to do as you were told. When W/we reached the graveled path that led to the stable, I did not slow My pace to make allowance for you, and on you came, crawling over the sharp gravel, nose to My heel with no whining, no complaint.
I walked through the barn, with all its pungent aromas, rough boards and the other animals, as you continued to crawl behind Me, nose to heel, to the tack room, where I saddled you, slide the bit into your mouth and put you in the halter with blinders, and the crupper also before placing thigh cuffs around your muscular thighs (allowing the back of My fingers to graze beneath your swinging balls) and ankle cuffs around your ankles before attaching My sharp, shiny spurs to the heels of My boots. Bending your knees and pulling your feet high behind you, I attached the rings in the cuffs, thighs to ankles, so your knees would stay perfectly bent and you couldn't not use your feet at all. I did not want them dragging behind you as you crawled. Tossing My leg over your back, I seated Myself in the saddle, dug My spurs into your hips, smacked your ass with the crop and W/we were off My ride.
Through the woods W/we went, sometimes on the path, sometimes not, My spurs and crop sharply and clearly communicating My desires to you.
When W/we reached the creek, I dismounted, removed your saddle, bent you over a log and gave you a sound whipping with a thin switch, leaving long red welts criss crossed over your buttocks, then stripped and took a brief dip in the cool rushing water.
Laying in the Sun afterward, enjoying Its drying, warming rays. I found that I desired oral pleasures. Snapping My fingers brought you to My side. Sitting up briefly, I removed your head gear and brought you down between My legs to provide Me service. Your lips were warm and soft, your tongue attentive and responsive to My every movement. You easily brought Me to orgasm again and again in your face, in your mouth, until I had My fill. Then you stood guard over Me as I rolled over and napped.
When I woke, I lazily stretched, reached out My hand and fondled your full balls. Removing all of your equipment, then patting the ground nexxxt to Me, inviting you to join Me, I took great pleasure in stroking and teasing your cock. Such a beautiful cock! Fat and full, so responsive and eager! I gave it a playful spank across the shaft with the switch and watched you shudder as your mouth and eyes opened wide in surprise. I liked the way the spank made the cock twitch and jump, and the way you looked, so I gave it another. Giggling, I informed you that you could only cum if I spanked it out of you, and I set about doing just that.
Oh the mess you made, My pretty little pony! ~twinkle~
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January 14, 2009
My Journal
He called wearing delicate pink panties he had ordered on line, but had no toys. No toys? That is never a problem for Me! I had a delightful time making him My fuck toy. I adore looking into his face as he lays under Me, legs over My shoulders, panties pulled down in the back to xxxpose his fuckhole. He knows what is cumming... both My strap on and then, him. ~twinkle~
The houseboy arrived, eager and ready to serve. I gave him a list of his duties for the day. After shoveling out the stalls down in the stable he was to clean up and present himself to Me at the house to scrub My bathroom fixxxtures with his toothbrush, after which he would be allowed to use it on My bathroom and kitchen floors. After that he would slide the ]Vacuum Cleaner nozzle into his mouth and Vacuum My carpets, hand wash, blow dry and iron My lingerie and satin sheets, lick the windows clean and then spend the rest of the day serving as the toilet for My guests and Myself.
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner reminded vacuum cleaner boy of a terrifying event that happened long ago. He had convinced himself it was only a dream and needed reminded that it was, indeed, reality. This event was soooooooo traumatic and at the same time stimulating for him, that W/we have to take it in parts, or it would just be too much for him to handle.
He was young at the time, prepubescent, maybe around 11 or 12, and was out wandering the city streets, as was his habit. He loved to xxxplore! He ran into a bit of a problem on this particular day, however... he was lost and was having a wretched time getting his bearings! Being a little man, asking for directions was out of the question... ~chuckle~
He had never been in this part of town before and after wandering around a good long while was starving and desperately trying to find his way back home.
He met a little girl on the street, 9 or 10 years old, gaunt and raggedy, obviously neglected. Her blond hair was matted and tangled, her face grimy, and there were holes in her little shoes. She told him she had heard of a house where there was free food handed out to street kids and they could probably get something to eat there.
The large, old house had fallen into disrepair and looked empty. The yard, badly overgrown, was surrounded by an ancient gated fence made of iron spears. He said he didn't want to go there, it looked too spooky, but she was going to go anyway. He watched, hidden in shrubbery across the street as she struggled with the heavy gate. He shuddered as it screeched open on its rusty hinges. She slowly mounted the decrepit wooden stairs to the house, carefully making her way to the front door. Her little knuckles rapped and rapped but there was no response. She made her way to the side door, and when she knocked there, the door swung open. Stepping inside, the door slammed quickly shut behind her.
He watched and waited, still cowering in the shrubbery, and he heard an unexxxpected noise emanating from the house, almost like a Vacuum Cleaner, he thought. He didn't want to see the images that flashed through his mind, but he couldn't escape them, as the noise grew louder and seemed predatory. It sounded as though the Vacuum Cleaner was struggling a bit, like it was attempting to Vacuum up something that was too large for it. The noise grew louder and louder until it was deafening. He kept seeing visions of the little girl getting Vacuumed up into the nozzle of the Vacuum Cleaner.
He stood, trembling, for nearly 15 minutes, terrified, but knowing he had to check on the well being of the little girl. He couldn't just abandon her, she might be in danger! That meant he was going to have to cross the street, enter that spooky yard, and go to the door she had disappeared through. He forced himself to place one foot in front of the other, his heart pounding in his chest, his mouth dry, legs shaking, until he reached the side door, took a deep breath, raised his arm and knocked. There was no answer. Raising his arm higher, he wiped the grimy door window with his sleeve, clearing a space in the old cracked pane in which to peer inside.
Looking in the door's window, he spied a large cloth Vacuum Cleaner bag hanging on a hook in the wall across in the room at the end of the hallway. It was lumpy, bulky, as there was something quite large in it.
With trembling hand, he slowly, hesitatingly, opened the door, its hinges protesting loudly, as it swung open. On quivering legs, he entered and crept to the bag. He touched it. It moved!!
Startled, he asked, "Is someone in there?!"
He was shocked when he heard her thin wispy little voice reply, "Get out! Get out fast as you can! Run!!" Then, she went quiet and still, and he heard something rolling on the floor in another room... something HEAVY and BIG. I peeked out into the dark, dank hallway. The noise was coming from another room and he crept down the hallway. Peeking cautiously into the room, he saw this large, horrible, old looking upright Vacuum Cleaner. He was trying to move so carefully and quietly, but stepped on a creaky board. At the noise it immediately swung around to face toward the door. He squealed, and in a panic, ran into another room.
This turned out to be a bedroom, but unfortunately there was no bed to hide under or climb up on to keep away from the Vacuum Cleaner. It rolled, all on its own, down the hallway and in through the doorway. The door slammed shut behind it, trapping the boy inside with it. Leaping across the floor, he ran to the closet, jerked the door open wide intending to shut himself in, but saw an array of additional extra large cloth Vacuum Cleaner bags hanging there. This was the closet for the Vacuum Cleaner! The Vacuum Cleaner rolled in front of the door so it couldn't be closed and trapped there him in the closet.
Then he saw the switch move, all by itself!! The motor roared, the bag inflated to an exxxtremely large size. The front of the nozzle actually opened up and the air rushed in to its large nozzle, sucking at his legs, pulling at his pant legs and shoe strings. It was pointing right at him. It started to Vacuum harder, with much greater intensity. He lost his footing, fell hard with a thud, flat on his bottom and found himself sitting there on the floor with his legs being sucked towards it.
After about 10 seconds, even though he was struggling for all he was worth, his feet were sucked in and then it finished him off, sucking him, with a big loud slurp, up into the bag. The suction was so horrific it literally Vacuumed the cum up out of his balls into his pants!
As he struggled and squirmed in the bag, cummy and sticky, it turned off and wheeled itself into its place in the closet with him trapped inside.
As he struggled, sweating, trying to get out, he heard the sound of high heels coming down the hall. He heard a feminine voice speaking to the Vacuum Cleaner, like it was a person!
"Do you have something for Me, pet?" The lady, squeezed the bag, feeling him inside. She chuckled and pushed the Vacuum Cleaner with him trapped inside to another room. He heard the voice of the little girl, faintly. It sounded like the lady was taking her out of the bag. He manage to find a place by the zipper that he could just peep through.
uhoh! ~gulp~
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My Journal
January 12, 2009
Stockings, chaps, 2 vibrators and a cucumber... My cock slut needed a stuffing this morning: first one vibrator to loosen he/r up a bit, and the other because s/he needed more and it was bigger. S/he took both of them together, then, just because I knew she could. Then that hot grand daddy cucumber finished off he/r happy ending. :)
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner is at it again! ~lol~ I started in before I even came in to work today, noticing that a neighbors bedroom window was open, slipping a Vacuum Cleaner hose into the window and Vacuuming her up out of her sleep while her little boy watched. I couldn't very well leave him home all lone, so Vacuumed him up, too. I drug the Vacuum Cleaner into the garage, and let them out just so I could have the fun of chasing them around and Vacuuming them up all over a gain in a different Vacuum Cleaner. I told him all about it when W/we spoke, as well as about a woman who Vacuumed up first her maid, then her nephew. I wanted to hear a Vacuum take him as well, so sent him to a car wash to pull the Vacuum hose into the car to take his cum.
"I call you to My playroom.
you strip outside the doorway, as you have been taught, and crawl in.
you wait in silence, kneeling in the middle of the floor, legs wide, hands behind your head, eyes to the ground as I dress.
I am slipping into a pair of long black, seamed silk stockings as you enter. you hear the "swish" of My Feet gliding into My black leather 4" high heels. I press My Feet carefully through the opening of My black silk panties with garters, then rise, pull them up over the roundness of My hips and click over close to allow you to attach My garters to My stockings. I am so close to you that you catch the faintest whisper of My scent as your face is right in front of My pussy as I stand facing you, and you can feel the heat from My body radiating toward you. you want desperately to lean into Me and to press your face to the silk covering My pussy, but you know you don't dare to without permission.
I turn around so you can attach the garters to the back of the stockings and that of course places My lovely, warm, oh! so inviting ass before your face. I can feel your hands trembling as you attach first the garter on the right and then the one on the left leg.
CLICK...CLICK...CLICK...CLICK across the floor as I go back to My chair, retrieve a delightful red halter dress with matching silk half slip trimmed in lace and pull them onto My body.
I sit, snapping My fingers for you to come to Me. Handing you My hair brush, I close My eyes and relaxxx as you brush My long, thick dark hair. When I have had enough, I reach out to you, tug you across My lap and spank you firmly with the back of My hair brush. Left cheek, right cheek, left cheek, right cheek, back and forth, back and forth, until your cheeks are glowing deep red.
Snapping My fingers I point to the floor and you immediately drop to your hands and knees before Me, assuming the footstool position so that I may rest My Feet on your back. you hear the flick of the lighter as I light My cigarette, and picking up the phone, I make a couple of calls. While speaking, I drag one of the heels of My shoes across your back, pressing it into the softness of your side beneath your rib cage, scratching it a bit against your flesh, pressing it in deeper. you don't move a muscle, don't make a sound. at this point, you are an object, a piece of furniture. I will do as I please with you. you will like it because I like it.
When I finish My calls, My Feet slip from your back. Leaning forward I cup your chin in My hand and turn your face to Me.
"Open."
your mouth opens immediately, tongue xxxtended. you know what is coming. you welcum it. As I push the burning red tip of My cigarette against your tongue, I note with satisfaction and pleasure the way your tongue curls around it to caress it, receive it, xxxtinguish it and dispose of it for Me.
I reach into the drawer nexxxt to Me and bring out the wrist cuffs, thick and heavy, very strong, and you hold your arms out to Me so that I may strap them to your arms, clipping the rings in them together.
I walk to the center of the room and order you to bring Me the step ladder and My cane. Quickly you bring them, setting up the ladder as you hold the cane between your lips being careful not to wet it, then dropping to one knee and offering the cane to Me in your outstretched hands, your arms exxxtended fully.
Taking the cane from you, ordering you to splay your hands over the rungs of the step ladder, I slowly walk up the steps over your hands and when I arrive at the top I stand on your hands, stomping them under My Feet, stepping on your fingers, and occasionally kicking you and spitting into your upturned face. "you need punishment today. Why? Because I say you do!"
Reaching up above Me and pulling down a hook connected to a heavy chain that coils around a pulley in the ceiling, I order you to rise to your feet as I descend.
"Climb up and lift your arms."
There is a slight grating sound as the iron of the hook slips through the rings on your cuffs.
"Kneel."
I unwind the chain just enough to allow you to kneel on the top of the ladder, exxxposing the soles of your feet, presenting them to Me, as your arms are held above you.
tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap tap goes the cane over the soles of your feet. Such light, quiet little taps, yet the pain is sharp, biting. I tap a bit harder, faster, increasing the tempo and intensity until you are trembling and the sweat is glistening on your skin.
That is when I kick the ladder out from beneath you, leaving you dangling with your toes barely grazing the floor and reach for My Flogger.
you know My flogger; you know it well. Thick heavy straps of black leather edged with small metal studs. you know how they sing through the air, striking your body with a heavy thud, coiling about you and ripping into your flesh as I flick My wrist back. Again and again and again I send it forth to xxxact its toll on you, just because I can, until the sweat drips down your body in tiny little rivulets.
"Yes, you need punishment today, boy, and I will give it to you in full measure."
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January 9, 2009
My Journal
They had recently begun working together, and there was definitely chemistry between them, but he was married so was determined it wasn't going to go beyond flirting. He was in the basement at work one evening looking for some files. The light suddenly went out, and an open mouthed hood was pressed over his head. As he reached up to pull it off, she pressed her breasts against his back and ground her hips against him. "Don't do that." she whispered, as she slid her hands up his arms and caught his wrists. She lifted her leg along his thigh, unsnapped her garters and rolled the seamed stocking down, tugging it off and using it to secure his hands behind his back. As she began fondling his cock through his trousers, he moaned, struggling, "I can't do this. I am married!" She chuckled, low in her throat. "YOU aren't doing ANYthing. I am." She did, too!!
My Lucretia called right on time, dressed in h/er lovely long black and red flowing gown, crotchless body stocking and wig. The little darling had 2 delightful surprises for Me, too. :) S/he had purchased some new make-up which looked FANTASTIC, AND s/he had fashioned a fuck pole to simulate when I take he/r with My strap -on! As s/he was on web cam for Me, I got to see it ALL! ~woohoo!~ When all was said and done I let he/r ride to the edge of cumming and back down 5 times, but sent he/r to bed blue balled. Mistresses prerogative!
"I see you, xxx.
you are on the floor before Me, bound, gagged, blindfolded, on your knees, head on the ground, ass up high in front of Me.
The fire, the only light in the room, crackles in the large stone fireplace built into the wall.
I am behind you, in stiletto heeled boots, a black leather thong decorated with silver studs, a black leather waist cincher with straps pulled tight, tight leather wristlets and a long flogger with several tails in My hand. My breasts are bare and you hear the faint whisper of the straps of the flogger as I hold them taut and draw them across My breasts, letting it snap through the air.
click... click... click... My heels echo loudly in your head as I pace back and forth behind you on the cold stone floor.
SNAP... SWOOSH... SLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAP the flogger bites into the flesh of your ass, curls around your hip, digs in and rips as I flick My wrist back.
I hear you groan into your gag.
The flogger tickles lightly back and forth, dangling from My finger tips, over the red stripes as they welt up.
you begin to tremble at the anticipation of the nexxxt blow... and still the straps lightly tickle, whispering over your hot flesh. you arch your back pressing your ass up higher, your moan muffled in the gag. I hear your thoughts in My mind. "whip me, Mistress. Please please please please whip me!"
SNAP... SWOOSH... SLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAP... SNAP... SWOOSH... SLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAP... SNAP... SWOOSH... SLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAPSLAP...
you press your legs wider apart, arching your back even more, your cheeks part, exxxposing that tiny little pucker back there, winking at Me. I drag the straps up lightly between your cheeks, tickling between them right over that little pink rosebud. With a snap of the wrist the flogger straps cascade, sharply slapping against that tender flesh. you cry out, straining against the gag, but you do not flinch from Me, do not recoil from the thud of the flogger.
In your mind you hear My Voice, the Voice of My Thought, commanding, firm and strong. "I own you. you belong to Me. I set My mark upon you."
Leaning forward I let My nipples tease along your bare, striped back, My boots brush the sides of your burning hips. I hold the collar taut in front of you in both hands, pressing it against your throat. Immediately you raise your head, arching your neck, eager, desirous. you feel the leather dragging back and forth across your throat, held tighter and tighter til you can barely breathe. I loosen My grip slightly and buckle it on... the Collar of My Ownership of you.
Reaching toward the fire, I lift the brand from the flames: a "V" entwined with roses and vines. It sizzles into the flesh of your left cheek, as I leave My mark there, burnt into your flesh, marking you as Mine, forever."
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My Journal
December 31, 2008
"My xxx,
Even good boys need to get punishments. This reminds them to continue to be good boys.
So I want you to crawl to the wall and fetch the cane that is lying there on the floor. Carry it back to Me with it in your mouth, crawling all the way. Lay it across My lap and beg for the caning you know you need, xxx.
What will I be doing as you do this?
Sitting back here, with My legs crossed, top leg slowly dangling and swinging in My thigh high black leather boots, wearing My black leather corset laced up with red satin ribbon smoking My cigarette blowing smoke rings.
And I'll be watching you. I'll be watching your every move. I will be watching as your taut muscles quiver, as your lips tremble, as the tears of love and devotion fill your eyes and as your balls swing heavily between your thighs.
I'll be watching.
I'll be waiting.
You know what is coming don't you?
You can practically feel the hot ashes burn into the side of your neck even now, just thinking about it, can't you?
You can practically hear the cane singing through the air and feel the sharp bite as it whispers across your flesh.
You can practically feel the black leather of My gloves caressing your cheek and then the sharp SMACK as I firmly backhand you until your lips bleed. I will tell you to kiss Me so I can lick the blood from your lips, and bring My boot HARD between your lags, smashing into your balls until you spurt hot love all over My leg.
What a mess you make!
You will lick it up, xxx. You will lick up every single drop, and relish it because you do it for Me.
I own you."
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December 30, 2008
My Journal
~whew~ the holidays get so busy, even with getting snowed in for two weeks!
Here is a bit of how I amused Myself with YourDesiressissyslut while I was home... ~weg~ The following is an his accounting of an assignment I gave and a couple of days of O/our playtime. I had he/r all dressed, bound and gagged, and at the top of every single hour through the night until I was available again the nexxxt day, s/he was to trade one item s/he was wearing for another and stroke to the edge without cumming. S/he was also to spend a certain amount of time watching porn each hour. Yes, that meant setting an alarm for each hour in case s/he dozed off.
" ***whine** Oh Mistress…
Your assignment has been sooo hard… HARD to think about DOING anything… HARD to concentrate… HARD to stay awake… HARD to move… HARD to NOT think of what You have me do… HARD cock plugging my ass… and You keeping my clitty HARD with constant porn…
When You gagged me and asked if there were any questions.. i soo wanted to complain that this assignment was too hard and too long.. but i could do naught but mumble thru the gag and whine as You left me there, all dressed up awaiting the top of the next hour. It was only midnight and You chose for me what to change out first. Wearing: 1-knee hi's 2-saran wrap skirt 3-saran wrap top 4-red panties 5-red corset 6-red bra 7-condoms 8-vibe 9-plug 10-gag 11- wrists' strap You wanted my first change to restrict my movement… and changed the knee-hi's for the calf ropes holding my legs together. Laughing as You left my legs tied up and trying to concentrate as i posted and emailed the pics was only the start.
This first hour i stayed up, waiting till the next change. In order to breathe easier i change the red corset for a satin red nightie. Breathed easier, but still only thru my nose… and was awake enough to still concentrate. Staying up till 3 AM i had removed all the saran wrap and put on the pink gloves & red skirt. Both of which felt very nice against my freshly shaven skin… At this point i was getting tired, but it was taking 10 minutes to finish up in the bedroom taking pictures.. and stroking to the edge, then readjust and email the photos. By then it was almost half past the hour and i was exhausted.. tired from sleep.. and mind circling lazily from constant arousal. So i slept with a loud alarm.
It felt like 5 minutes… even when i am trying to sleep... what with porn running in the background the whole time what little sleep i may get is thinking of the next hour and what i must do
**whine**
Cum to think about it i slept about 30, 20, 25, 15.. Soooo 80 minutes sleep total… In that time i had replaced various items… Removed were the ropes, gag, red bra, and plug; to be replaced by shiny white stretch pants, collar (with wrist controlling scarves), big white support bra, & red lacy thong.
From 8 till noon the day was beginning outside.. but it felt like 3 AM inside. It had been 12 hours of constant HARDNESS from Mistress.. After changing the red nightie, white pants, white bra, and red skirt for the red long-sleeved top, stripey green tights, black stuffed bra, and blue shorts i had to once again (like at EVERY HOUR) get to the edge. *
*while i was humping i kept getting sooooo close until i felt precum and i stopped. i don't think it would have gone closer anyhow.. i just wanted to be fucked i am not thinking correctly
**curtsey**
It was about noon i penned the following missive… how i got it typed i don't know.. but it took a while
Good Morning Mistress. Please know i am typing in the opera gloves so it may be a bit typoey And it's kinda tough to concentrate. even with a cup o coffee
It feels like 3 or 4 am.. not 11:30! (Mistress Time) i been trying to catch catnaps and 30 min feels like 5 minutes and the alarm rings **whine*… Mistress You're sooo devious **whine**
this is HARD work…. i get HARD when i sit anywhere because i see or hear pron…… i get hard when i sleep --from wird dreams where my hands are floating above my body and i feel mystery caresses arousing me in my sleep, unable to move in response to them and still in deep sleep…… i get hard making the pix for You….. i get HARD when stroking it to the edge every hour for You….. Even writing this is HARD
**whine** (but not complaining)
From noon till 4 i caught the occasional email from Mistress, replying to my hourly pictures. By then i had removed both red panties, the green stripey tights, vibrator & red shirt for a new wardrobe: the heavy rubber sheath, latex hot pants (oiled up), black girdle w/ fishnet stockings, pushed the vibe IN my sluthole, and put n the brown stretchy shirt.
This is how Mistress found me at the end of Her asignment.
Wondering **How cum it is taking longer and longer to get to the edge?!?!!
i feel myself getting slower.. and find it harder to concentrate on anything but this assignment Mistress
**whine**
i feel like mwalking in a daze… Finally! 4 pm rolled around. I was done with Her HARD assignment."
and that following day was a lot of fun, too!... ~lol~
" Was that it? Ohhhh no!! That staying up all night was just getting me ready for Her again. No amount of complaining or excuses were dissuading Her. She took me, stripped me, but like a slut, only from the waist down, then promptly threw me back on the bed with my legs up and let me stoke like a wanton horny sissy. Ohhh how i thanked Her after She stopped me at 1 squirt.
Wrapping me in shiny tights, waist cincher, and black stretch pants (**OOhhh feels sooo good against my shaved legs!) she gagged & blindfolded me. It was here i was worried wht She was going to do with me… i was tired, dazed, confused, and could not think anymore. She giggled at me and eased my fears by telling me NOT to think.. Just concentrate on Her..
And the last thing i remember is Her Voice and the words “horny” and “sleep”.
For 2 hours She let me nap. I don't know what i dreamt, but the hard-on i was fucking against the bed, and big plug i felt in my ass made me awaken to the sounds of my own moans. Right away Mistress checked to see- and was pleased- the gag was still in and simply tied my knees and ankles together, let me hump to the edge, and left me to stew in my arousal and confusion by making me watch porn for 2 hours exactly.
By now Mistress wanted me again.. But this time She wanted me down to lingerie. Getting me into just tights and bra, She put me into a second skin of pantyhose over me head, arms, legs… basically my whole body. Laughing as She stuffed a pillow between my legs She left me to ponder my predicament. Wrapped up in nylons, unable to use my hands, nothing to do or feel but arousal, and Her cock in my ass…
Finally i could take it no more.. Mistress startled me awake and had me FUCKING and She FUCKED me. Wrapped in nylon She had me FUCK the mattress, in Mistress’ Prayer Position, and MADE ME CUM…
Her slut… spent, but not released. She had 2 days off, which meant i had 2 days rest… Somehow i felt i was gonna need it."
Ohhhhhhhhhh, yea. hehehe
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December 25, 2008
My Journal
YourDesiressissyslut had guests today, so to keep he/r in the space I wanted he/r while still maintaining he/r regular life, I had he/r plugged and in delightful white, red and black lingerie beneath he/r boy clothes while s/he entertained. THAT kept he/r mindful of Me! ~twinkle~
I hadn't heard from him in a good long while. We had a wonderful, long, honest and sincere chat about the many benefits of chastity, what society might be like if ALL males from prepubescence upward were required to be in chastity and what maintaining a relationship while in chastity might look like . Very stimulating conversation, and so interesting to see how each of us had grown/changed/evolved since last we spoke! :)
When YourDesiressissyslut was alone, s/he called to report about he/r day, which was wonderful as s/he had great difficulty focusing and kept getting rather lost among he/r guests. ~chuckle~ I rewarded he/r by re-stuffing he/r pussy, gloving he/r sissy stick in a couple of condoms, and then wrapped he/r in saran wrap to form a very tight down to the knees halter dress, a brilliant red corset, red panties with a little vibrator happily singing away at the base of he/r sissy stick, white knee highs, black heels, gag and then tied her so s/he was bent over in half. I left he/r like that.
My sweet little sissy gurly-boi with painted toes called, waiting for he/r boyfriend to get home from his grandmother's so s/he could give him a blow job. Sweet lil baby got pretty pink panties for the holidays, and was wearing them with he/r new black toe nail polish. I suggested the black would be cute with little pink polka dots painted on. Adorable!
YourDesiressissyslut called again and I gave he/r a good bit of teasing before giving he/r the assignment I had created for he/r to get he/r through the night without Me. Every hour on the hour (setting the alarm each time in case s/he dozed off) from the time I am off (midnight) until I am back (at 4 tomorrow afternoon) s/he is to change one item of clothing or play gear, stroke or hump to the edge and email Me what s/he had replaced to provide Me an email every hour proving s/he had done as s/he was told. It will be interesting to see what kind of shape s/he is in tomorrow!! ~weg~
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December 24, 2008
My Journal
He was sitting in a parking lot, thinking about a conversation W/we recently had. He had shared about how his mother sometimes walks in on him masturbating and stays to watch. She even got a pair of her panties for him to use and cum in from the hamper one time!
He called with 6 condoms available and a pair of pantyhose. :) It was a good thing... I was in the mood for a jack off marathon, to see how many orgasms W/we could work up. Orgasm #1 was stroked into a condom. Orgasm #2 was in a condom with his balls tied in one foot of the pantyhose and pulled, squeezed, behind him. Orgasm #3 was wearing the pantyhose and fucking into a pillow while fingering his ass. The grand finale, orgasm #4 was on his back, a hole ripped in the front of the pantyhose, in a condom, with his knees up to his chest and 3 fingers buried in his ass massaging his prostrate. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm He will sleep like a baby tonight!!! :)
YourDesiressissyslut was out and about today, but tonight was all Mine! ~muahaha~ After stuffing and teasing the lil sissy tart I dressed he/r in black and pale blue, making sure he/r sissy stick was safely off limits so I could focus on that oh! so arousable slut hole. S/he will sleep tonight as I left he/r and I gave her specific instructions for he/r day tomorrow, as s/he is having guests over. As soon as they leave, s/he is Mine. ~weg~
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December 23, 2008
My Journal
YourDesiressissyslut is going to be Ours for QUITE some time. ~weg~ Mistresses Lexxxi, Molly and Asia have been toying with this sweet slut, keeping he/r in a highly sissified state since the end of last week when I had he/r shave from the neck down. S/he found s/he was getting a bit nubbly, so it was time to stuff the sissy and plop he/r in the bath to soak a bit and then shave again. Every gurl knows after you bathe and shave you lotion your entire body to keep it sweet and soft, so sissy engaged in that indulgence among others, painted he/r finger and toe nails and then called again to report in. It was time to dress. Well, sort of... there WERE chores to be done. So it was actually time to partially dress. Latexxx panty with the sheath torn off, nipple clamps, pantyhose with a hole in front, waist cincher, soft silky nightie to shimmy on over the nipple clamps, silky half slip to tickle the sissy stick, heels and cuffs binding the ankle to the thigh were in order. Then sissy was off to iron he/r laundry and wrap holiday gifts.
It had been awhile since W/we last spoke and boy! has he undergone a radical change! His infatuation with his hand is actually making way for infatuation with a particular pussy! ~gasp~ It isn't that he has been unable to get pussy, mind you; he is an attractive man with a great sense of humor and fun, and really would have no problem getting pretty much all the pussy he could possibly want. Therein lies the glitch... he wanted his hand more than he wanted the energy exxxpenditure it would take to get pussy. That is changing now, though, thanks to a very intriguing dancer...
YourDesiressissyslut started whining, so it was time to don 7 condoms to ensure there was no accident. Later, at My direction, I allowed he/r to cum and an hour later milked he/r hot lil pussy til s/he dribbled the little bit s/he had left. He/r instruction for the rest of the night? There were 3 other women available to play, sissy was ordered to do at least one call with EACH of them through out the night!
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December 19, 2008
My Journal
The pillow pumper sought some time together this evening. My instructions: "Be naked with panties, stockings and heels available. I want to dress you. Also, have a syringe of WARM cum, a little dribble of warm cum on a little plate AND several frozen cummy cubes. A glass of red wine would be a nice touch, also."
He called in gown and robe, enjoying the sensation of the nylon against his flesh. W/we discussed the different levels of satisfaction he exxxperiences in vanilla R/T relationships as opposed to those exxxpereinced in kinkier phone relationships.
YourDesiressissyslut wore panties in he/r jeans to work today. That made for a very hard day! :) When s/he said s/he was having guests for dinner I suggested a bra and pantyhose underneath he/r male attire in addition to he/r panties might be a fun bit of foreplay to enjoy til they left. ~twinkle~
When YourDesiressissyslut found he/rself alone again, I decided that it would be a good idea for he/r to shower and shave completely from the neck down so s/he could more fully enjoy he/r soft, silky garb. My decision, he/r command. S/he complied. It was delightful!
He called from a garage, pants and underwear around his ankles, beating furiously hoping not to get caught. The law of averages being what they are, one of these days...
I amused Myself by seducing him; I challenged Myself by seducing him to suck and fuck cock. ~weg~
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December 17, 2008
My Journal
W/we were vacationing at a private lodge in the mountains, and with the help of My majickal herbs had some unusual adventures. W/we had been discussing a couple of sexxxual terms frequently used which aroused some curiosity and xxxploration: "fucking like rabbits" and "hung like a horse". For inspiration, we watched some rabbits mating which resulted in both of them wanting to xxxperience it first hand... she with the giant buck, he with the giant doe. That only served to whet their sexxxual appetites, however, like a sexxxual appetizer, so W/we wandered down to the lodge's stable to see just how hung a stud horse really is, which proved impossible for either of them to resist.
"Dear Ms. Veronica,
A called me and said she needed to be serviced again at your office. She said, "Ever since the first time, I've been so wet and horny that I can't think of anything else. I want to see his cock's reaction when I expose my panties to him, then I want Ms. Veronica to tell x how to sniff me, tongue me, feed me his cock and fuck me as I sit in that chair. And I want to watch as she puts her panties on his head as he fucks me, and I want her to make him squirt all over my panties and thighs as she makes him sniff and lick her panties." I said I would pass the message." Of course I made it happen just like that!
YourDesiressissyslut was home alone for the evening, which meant s/he was all Mine to do as I pleased with. I transformed he/r into My little green fairy sissy, all in green and black and purple, tied up he/r sissy stick securely and left he/r to watch Mistress/sissy porn with the instruction to stroke for 3 straight minutes after watching 10 min of porn, but NO CUMMING. It made for a VERY interesting evening, culminating in a very happy ending for a certain little sissy fairy. :)
Grublet is enjoying/dreading the arrival of the new, permanent lil custom made cock coffin. The sense of "my cock is there but its not there!" and the corresponding frustrated semi-arousal are almost more than he can bear sometimes!
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December 16, 2008
My Journal
It was time to open gifts. My nephew's eyes opened wide and wider as he opened the things I got for him: very sheer seamed stockings and a lovely garter belt, a matching gown and robe in pale pink satin with marabou feather trim, high heeled slippers, perfume... "Auntie, these aren't things for a boy!" Hmmmmmmm... Indeed! Well, sweetheart, do boys slip into their Auntie's room to play dress up in her lingerie? Do they curl their hair with Auntie's curling iron and play with her make up? Do they cook and sew and embroider? He blushed deep red and stammered, "you knew? you saw?" Of course! And I know what is best for you. Now go put on your new things and when you come back I have one more gift for you. S/he was beautiful, gliding across the floor, so elegant and feminine! He/r final gift? A vibrator... and a demonstration. ~weg~
He was stunned to find that his lawyer in O/our divorce was actually My Lover. Now it is not SUCH a shock to him that he lost absolutely everything to Me. ~lol~ His company, Mine. His house, Mine. His cars, Mine. Stocks, bonds, savings etc, all Mine. He is left with the privilege of serving Me and that means playing secretary at work to everyone who used to work for him. It also means serving My Lover, his new Master, in what is now My house, My bed. Most importantly, it means a boob job, putting his ovaries back where they belong and cropping his pathetic penis into a respectable clit, and to learn how to be a good sissy fuckhole.
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December 13, 2008
My Journal
My dirty little slut was dressed in a lacy corset, teeny little panty, stockings and heels and was so hungry for cock s/he was nearly going out of her mind. So I did what any good friend would do! Grabbed the closest cock I could find and hand delivered him to he/r! ~weg~ Of course I hung around to watch. He was barely through the door when s/he was already down on he/r knees, tearing at his pants, so exxxcited he/r hands were shaking, mouth watering, nearly in tears. S/he couldn't get her mouth around the head of that fat dick fast enough! S/he sucked and stroked him while he fingered he/r hot, quivery pucker and it wasn't long til he was buried deep up he/r slutty little ass pounding he/r with wild abandon... which was just what s/he needed.
Grublet is squirming so bad. The special cage won't be ready until March, and the realization of the reality of what he is heading into titillates and terrifies him at the same time. ~twinkle~ What a delightful mindfuck! He seems to really be enjoying it which is a good thing... because it would be a lot more difficult than it is if he didn't!
Well, well, well. Sissy loves his panties MORE than he loves pussy. He loves his panties so much he will avoid pussy just so he can roll on his weewee and cum n cum n cum in his panties! Amazing, eh? ~giggle~ I am thinking of having him perform in front of a lot lizard, with Me on the phone with her talking about him while he does his dirty little deed in his panties.
I was throwing a holiday party, and as I was desirous of ensuring that all of My guests had everything possible for a merry evening, had slaveboy standing blindfolded, naked, face to the wall, made available to one and all for ANY thing they might desire. Unbeknown to him, his wife was in the next room in the same position being used in the same way! He didn't know til that night that she had been serving Me as well, for quite some time. ~weg~
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December 11, 2008
My Journal
"Dear Ms. Veronica,
K likes to "casually" flash service men like the cable guy or the plumber who come to her house. They always get hard, which makes her wet, but they never take the bait and she's too timid to ask more of them. She's excited about our service and about how she doesn't need to be modest about flashing anymore. She sent me these photos to show us what x will see when you bring him to her house. She said she hopes you'll know how to make x give her "full service." I told her that she would have at least two orgasms, but I warned her that for the price of her pleasure she would be left with x's full load of cum soaking her panties. She asked me how much cum, and I told her that we prohibit him from squirting for a whole week, and when he's finally told to do so, we ensure he squirts the maximum by putting your panties over his head and making sure the crotch is over his nose and mouth. She smiled and said she was looking forward to the soaking. Thursday at 4:30?
Yours, XXX"
The plans were slightly changed last minute however...
"Dear Ms. Veronica,
This morning, while I was sitting on x's face for my morning cum, I had the urge for a "69" as he was pushing my panties deep into my pussy with his tongue. But before I started to suck his cock, I reminded him that you needed his balls to be full this afternoon for a service call, so he'd better not ruin a week's worth of discipline. Just before I slid my mouth over his cock I happened to mention that in less than 12 hours his tongue would be licking the crotch of your panties instead. Well, that seemed to push a button. As soon as his cock was in my mouth he "spilled his seed." So, x won't be joining you today, but fortunately my dad's balls are still full with a week's worth of cum, so I'll be sending him instead.
Yours, XXX"
It went quite well! K did indeed have the 2 orgasms promised her, one on his face, one on his cock AND he filled her panties with cum on command while sniffing and licking My own. TADA! Mission accomplished. :)
I had invited he and x to My island compound for a holiday. There was nothing unusual about that; they were frequent guests of Mine. They were not aware however, that with every visit they were subjected to xxxperimentation with a variety of herbs I was xxxploring as the herbs induced, among other things, amnesia regarding the events that transpired while under its power. This time we had a pregnancy party, and they will not be returning home for a full year.
We chatted a good long while about a lot of things tonight... forests, politics, haunted inns, supernatural exxxperiences. :)
My sweet little baby girl missed he/r Mama sooooooooooooooooo much! S/he painted her toes all pretty and pink, cooed and snuggled... and suckled on Mama's pretty pink pussy.
"Mistress, please, please, please, will You use Your Flogger on Me?" With great pleasure, My dear! The heavy leather straps sung as they swung the air, falling with a resounding slap across his flesh, curled and bit deep as he quivered at My Feet. ~happy sigh~
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December 10, 2008
My Journal
W/we found that W/we clicked on several levels as W/we chatted about some interests W/we mutually share: politics, film, literature, Tarot, astrology, crystals and stones amidst O/our initial flirting and teasing. This has the potential to develop into an incredibly enjoyable and satisfying relationship... especially since he has the good sense to desire to serve My Pleasure! :)
"I want to be a girl for real," s/he whimpered. "I have precum smeared on my lips for lip gloss." So Mommy worked Her majick slowly and deliberately, putting the little hunny in panties every day, moistening he/r little pussy, tieing back he/r clitty, tucking he/r ovies back up inside of he/r where they belong and making a clitty bed in the crotch of he/r panties with a maxxxi pad. Then My little sissy was ready to be prepared for real cock, so I trained he/r little pussy with toys til s/he eagerly looked forward to them and wanted more. More was certainly what s/he grew to desire! Cock in he/r mouth, in he/r pussy and squirting all over he/r lovely feminine body. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm S/he aspires to be a good cum whore, the best ever, and I am confident s/he will get there, too.
His girlfriend and he have been fantasizing about going out together to look for just the right cock, about bringing the playmate home to share, about kissing passionately and watching while the playmate fucks her, about licking the playmate's cum from her freshly fucked pussy. We tossed around ideas and the fantasy grew, as fantasies are prone to do, bigger, better, naughtier, more, more, more! If a playmate is good for her, how much more fun would it be to bring home two, one for him and one for her? Then they could each prepare a playmate for each other, sucking them hard and face each other, kissing while they both got fucked, licking each other up afterwards. If one playmate apiece is good, why not a gangbang with GALLONS of cum? ~weg~
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December 9, 2008
My Journal
He wasn't in a position to have his dress up things or toys available, but he did have the most important toy of all: himself. W/we played with a fun fantasy in which he had a cock in each hand and was being fondled by the two men he was stroking. Of course it wasn't long before one of them found their way to his mouth and another to his hot and hungry asshole, which made for an orgasmic time for all! :)
Lil sissy sis wanted a new robe for xmas, a soft silky one for lounging before the fire with a book. Ohhhh little one! Be careful what you wish for! ~weg~ They were visiting one of he/r Dominant Wife's girlfriends for the holiday... and she didn't know about sissy. Imagine how light headed and tingly and embarrassed sissy got when s/he opened he/r last package and found a lovely soft pink satin robe nestled there in the tissue! S/he pulled the boxxx lid closed and blushed furiously. The woman they were visiting wanted to see what was creating such a stir and reached over, lifting off the lid. Imagine HER surprise when she lifted out the long satin robe, trimmed in marabou feathers! They stripped sissy down to nothing and slid the robe on he/r, and reaching into the box, drew out a pair of lovely matching slippers, a make up bag and a copy of Anais Nin's diary! They wanted to see he/r model, so s/he pranced around a bit for them. The door bell rang. S/he was told to go and answer it... it was he/r final present. When s/he opened the door, a gorgeous man was there, wearing a big red bow, a hard on and a smile. Sissy brought him in and immediately got busy on the cock. Sissy had a very pleasant holiday, indeed!
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December 9, 2008
My Journal
He wasn't in a position to have his dress up things or toys available, but he did have the most important toy of all: himself. W/we played with a fun fantasy in which he had a cock in each hand and was being fondled by the two men he was stroking. Of course it wasn't long before one of them found their way to his mouth and another to his hot and hungry asshole, which made for an orgasmic time for all! :)
Lil sissy sis wanted a new robe for xmas, a soft silky one for lounging before the fire with a book. Ohhhh little one! Be careful what you wish for! ~weg~ They were visiting one of he/r Dominant Wife's girlfriends for the holiday... and she didn't know about sissy. Imagine how light headed and tingly and embarrassed sissy got when s/he opened he/r last package and found a lovely soft pink satin robe nestled there in the tissue! S/he pulled the boxxx lid closed and blushed furiously. The woman they were visiting wanted to see what was creating such a stir and reached over, lifting off the lid. Imagine HER surprise when she lifted out the long satin robe, trimmed in marabou feathers! They stripped sissy down to nothing and slid the robe on he/r, and reaching into the box, drew out a pair of lovely matching slippers, a make up bag and a copy of Anais Nin's diary! They wanted to see he/r model, so s/he pranced around a bit for them. The door bell rang. S/he was told to go and answer it... it was he/r final present. When s/he opened the door, a gorgeous man was there, wearing a big red bow, a hard on and a smile. Sissy brought him in and immediately got busy on the cock. Sissy had a very pleasant holiday, indeed!
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December 6, 2008
My Journal
"good evening. Mistress Veronica - i have returned home with my sissy tights.
purchasing them was a little bit of an ordeal. i went to the (cheap chain department store) because it's
close and i figure You're only going to make me ruin my tights, anyway so Vickie's
was out. i had to ask a saleswoman for help finding tights. i thought i knew what i
was doing but couldn't find them and then the sizes weren't like the ones i thought
i'd find. since it wasn't that Lady's department, She called another Woman over and
they *both* helped me find my tights. it was embarassing. i could not find 'shiny'
but ended up with silky black tights. the size ended up being "c/d" - isn't *that*
too funny.. bless You, Mistress Veronica"
~chuckle~ THAT was even better than I dared hope for!
So of course I had he/r call Me tonight, hose in hand. It was time for confession. The little faggot had sucked dick and got he/r pussy fingered last week. If s/he can go that far, s/he is ready for a good fucking, in My estimation. In he/r pantyhose, bouncing on he/r plug, s/he admitted s/he loves cock, wants it and craves it because s/he is a little sissy faggot. Nexxxt? Nexxxt s/he is to call he/r fat faggot boyfriend back up and tell him s/he is ready to give him he/r virginity and beg him to fuck he/r sissypussy. A pair of strappy stilettos would be a nice addition to he/r wardrobe as well.
Sissy hubby is so adorable! I love it when he puts on My panties and does as he is told. W/we had a good long talk about that tonight before O/our playtime. :)
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December 5, 2008
My Journal
Mistress gave sissy permission to call and chat a bit today. It was very interesting hearing about he/r trip to the vet for he/r flea dip. (Mistress wants to be certain that sissy isn't going to give Master Boner fleas.) She may decide to get sissy's vocal cords cut soon, as well, as anything this sissy has to say is of no value and is utterly worthless to listen to.
He really had no privacy, so called whispering, from the bathroom. Hushed, tense, whispered worship preceded My tender teasing and playful whipping, causing the cum to erupt powerfully from his cock, squirting everywhere and necessitating a thorough clean up job.
After the divorce My son and I were on O/our own, which definitely had its up side! Finally I was free to do what I knew was best for My child, without interference from My husband's gigantic masculine ego and paternalistic expectations. He had very high expectations of this child, and didn't have any inclination whatsoever to really look at this perfect tiny human being and see the reality of who this little person was. His little body was male enough, but he most assuredly was female on the inside. Now after 10 long years of struggling with this, I had the freedom to put My little darling in the dresses and slips and panties that s/he loved so well! S/he has never been happier; neither have I. S/he will live forever as a girl, the girl s/he really is on the inside. Mother knows what is best!
It was time for his physical. I could tell he would need special handling. After taking his blood-pressure, I decided to have him undress, and bend over the table so I could take his temperature rectally. I needed to hold the thermometer in place, repositioning it from time to time to get the most accurate reading, which necessitated twisting it, probing with it and pulsing it a bit. Having him in that position was just too much temptation to resist, so spur of the moment I determined he required a digital prostate exxxam. My slippery gloved finger wiggled up inside him, and after finding the sweet spot, My free hand reached for those fat swaying balls between his legs. After working him up, it was time to lay him on his side on the table and administer his warm saline enema. I needed a sample of his ejaculate as well, which he gave Me with no hesitation!
We had a rather intimate dinner party planned, he and I, with his co-worker, x, and her mother, xx, joining us. Unbeknownst to them, I had recently procured the powdered bark of a rare tree that grows in Patagonia... an ancient aphrodisiac with special majickal powers. I laced their eggnog with it, mixing it in with the cinnamon and nutmeg. Before long x and xx were embracing beneath the mistletoe, affectionate caresses and kisses turning quite passionate. When I looked over at him, I saw he was watching them intently, cock in hand, wanking madly. Using nothing more than the power of My Will, I encouraged him to join in the fun. He did, with wild abandon, and an orgasmic time was had by all!
He was home alone and had been for a number of days, taking advantage of the opportunity to do some browsing online, enjoying porn and stories to his heart's content. It left him with a raging hard on, of course. I thought it would be a nice change of pace to totally take advantage of the privacy by having him slip into a pair of her tight, shiny pantyhose and squirm while W/we exxxplored a variety of scenarios involving Mommy, Mommy's lovers and My lil guy. ~weg~
It has been well over a year since he had any, but he has had pussy twice this week! IT'S ABOUT TIME! He might get it more often if he wasn't so quick to take matters into his own hands!
After dressing the cumslurping cocksucker in a shiny red sequined halter top, tiny little spandexxx skirt and thigh high boots with lots of bangles, the little wench was sent down on he/r knees to service one and all tonight. Never have I seen such a cock loving slut!
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December 4, 2008
My Journal
I heard from her again:
"Dear Ms. Veronica,
I took x with me to shop for panties, since the crotches wear out pretty fast. He was getting a boner over the salesgirl, who knew about our club, so I had him show us his bulge while I whispered to her. Glancing at his bulge, she smirked and nodded. Since no one else was watching, she sat on a chair, pulled up her skirt and showed x her panties, and we watched the pulsing growth of his bulge and the spreading pre-cum stain. I told her that his tongue and cock are always good for at least one orgasm but he still needs training. She asked why, and I told her of x's last mishap when he squirted all over Sharon's legs while his nose and tongue were working on her. I explained that he's usually told to cum inside a new member's panties after giving her an orgasm with his cock, and he usually does so while sniffing pussy-scent, so his body apparently got confused. She giggled and asked to join, and suggested that after you have him sniff, lick and fuck her, you could have him wear your panties while he "builds to the finale" on her, and then, if he squirts too soon he'll just make a mess on himself inside your panties, and hopefully he'll learn in time. I liked her idea."
I liked it, too. He served well this time with no accidents, but I had him squirt in My panties anyhow, just for the fun of it!
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December 3, 2001
My Journal
Lil pillow pumper called to confess that s/he had 2 "accidents" this week, thinking that because s/he had the presence of mind to save the sissy goo that I might go light on he/r punishment. ~smirk~ In time, s/he will learn Me better! Wearing he/r panties was a good start, but I wanted to add that adorable little tutu s/he has to her attire as well and have tasked he/r with purchasing some very shiny tights. The saved goo was sucked up into he/r syringe, with half providing good gargle material and the rest being deposited in he/r sissy pussy followed by the plug. A good resounding spanking followed as well as clamps, and s/he was given a 30 second window in which to dribble in he/r panties if s/he could. Success! Oh joy! NOW the real fun begins: s/he is to marinate in he/r ewwwwie gooey panties for 2 days, (I like it when s/he smells like sexxx) and be plugged when home. Every hour on the hour s/he gets to fuck he/r pretty lil pussy for 5 minutes straight. Lucky lil tartlet, eh?
My adorable little sissy sister is finding that her fantasy is beginning manifest in he/r life... (how thrilling!) It will just be a matter of time before s/he finds he/rself living the life of a luscious little house husband to he/r oh! so sexxxy! Dominant Wife. Perhaps one day s/he will receive a phone call. "I will be home in 5 minutes. I want you in your cammy, panties, stockings and heels at the door, on your knees. When We step through the door, I want you to welcum My guest by opening his pants and reaching inside to draw out the Treasure he has there for Me. Take it in your mouth, taste him, and suck him til he is rock hard. Then bring him to the bedroom, where I will be waiting, on My knees, ass up high on O/our bed. Undress Him. Bring Him to Me, and slide His fat cock into My pussy. you may sit in the corner and diddle your sissy stick as you watch. you are welcum to dribble in your panties. After He cums, crawl over and suck Him out of My Puss, cleaning Him off, and then get busy on Me."
Quiver, Shake N Squirm has accepted that s/he really desires homosexxxual sexxx with other men... studly men, Dominant Men. s/he gets much harder for cock than s/he does for pussy, and has to think about cock to cum, even when s/he is IN pussy. Tonight s/he spoke of the possibility of taking a short trip, and while away seeing about hiring an escort... or two... with big meaty cocks. s/he would totally dress like a fag for them, posing and shaking he/r ass to seduce them, showing them exxxactly where s/he wants it. Acting like that, s/he is likely to get it!
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December 2, 2008
My Journal
"V is for Victress! Victress Veronica had vanquished and made vulnerable Her foes!" I finally had him where he belonged... before Me, on his face and knees, offering his balls to the One he sought the honor of serving. I held My hand, palm up and he immediately responded, dropping them, giving them to Me, rubbing them grinding them against My hand. As I closed MY fingers tightly around them he whimpered and begged Me to find a place for him to serve in My Queendom. I had a place for him, alright: on his face beneath My Feet! The cock sealed the deal giving its worship puddle willingly and completely, making him utterly My Own.
Grublet's permanent cage is all ordered and paid for and he has had contact with a Mistress in his local area who has agreed to lock him in when it arrives, on webcam so I can watch. ~swoon~ What joy! He is also sending Me a lovely gift of some tight, shiny pantyhose. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm That will be fun, too!
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November 15, 2008
My Journal
"Mistress, i am naked, hard and on my knees for You." ~happy sigh~ Could a Mistress hear anything sweeter from Her submissive? I playfully taunted and teased him and collared him with My Panties, urged on by his whimpers and moans. I took My pleasure on his face and toyed with his cock until he was nearly incoherent before allowing him the reward of his release... gliding between My Cheeks and shooting his adoration up My back.
I got to be his loving, adoring and Oh! so horny! wife today, waiting for him to get home. I had a cold beer waiting, sweating in his favorite mug by his favorite chair, and met him at the door in the tiny little skirt that drives him wild. Kissing him, taking his jacket, listening to his day as I settled him in his chair, I just couldn't get my hands on him fast enough. Slipping off his shoes and socks, I massaged his feet as I listened and as he wound down a bit I began massaging up his legs. He sipped his beer, closed his eyes and relaxxxed, a little smile playing over the corners of his mouth as I brushed my lips over his belt buckle. He had a pretty good idea what was coming. (cumming? HIM!... after ME! Ladies first, you know!) ~wink~
Ooooooooooh My Pirate. Mommy's little BlueBalls. Mommy's little Pirate. What a love! Last night he did Me the favor of popping on cam to help Me demonstrate a bit of CBT to a new woman who will be joining us at YourDesires soon. Tonight he slipped into his lovely Lucretia persona, the one W/we created on My birthday, complete with make up, wig, dress, and waited patiently for Me to indicate he could call. What a time W/we had! I allowed him to stroke to the edge before pinching on the humbler he made for Me, and then he serviced My Pussy well. I rode him hard and then had him stroke some more, with My juices all over his cock for stroking lube, teasing just his head with My Pussy lips. He inserted 2 (TWO!!!) sounds simulatneously and stuffed his pussy for Me and then W/we played the dice game to see if he would get to cum or not. I don't know how he does it, but he guessed right AGAIN! Lucky lil cummy faced Lucretia!
AND THEN to make this one of the best nights ever, My propertyslave gave Me a glorious hour and a half to torment and torture him. He spent a good deal of time on the dildo stool, popping on and off on command, took a good flogging and in honor of My last birthday took a long tapered candle and shaped it so it would fit in his penis, using it as a candle holder til it burned down. ~happy sigh~ Indulging the Sadist in Me with a safe word of "MORE" is one of his favorite things to do.
YourDesiressissyslut was in rare form tonight as well, a pink frosted coconut cupcake with a licorice stick! I plugged he/r, stuffed he/r at both ends and set up sessions for he/r with several of My friends for the rest of the night and through out the morning. :)
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November 13, 2008
My Journal
She wanted to be a member of the club, but didn't want to leave with cum in her panties as she was meeting her mother and knew mom would be able to smell it. So it was agreed that he would cum in her mouth. She licked her lips in anticipation and looked VERY xxxcited. When I brought him in the room she was sitting on the sofa with one foot up on the edge of the cushion, legs spread wide, rubbing herself through her panties. I had him crawl over to her, burying his face between her legs and bringing her easily to orgasm in her panties in his face. An aggressive little thing, she pushed him away from her down on his back, pulled her panties off and jammed herself down hard on his stiff dick, riding him hard til she was on the edge. She shoved herself into his face, and sucked his cock, all wet and shiny from her pussy, into her hungry pink mouth. She swallowed every drop and left her moist panties with him as a memento.
He was traveling again and called from his room. Before long I was sitting between his legs watching him masturbate for Me, and letting him watch Me as well. He did have a powerful orgasm, but I knew he was capable of more so instructed him to find the little bottle of lube (AKA lotion ) that they always have in the rooms. He warmed some in his hand, using it to massage his butthole.... and then inserted a finger tip.. and wiggled... and went deeper... It was wonderful! I KNEW he could cum again! And then, pillow talk. ~happy sigh~ Politics, world events, business, life. I do love engaging with both heads! :)
He had just a very few minutes as his wife had just briefly stepped out. He just intended to check in, say hello and have a brief chat. I however, had something else entirely in mind upon hearing his voice. It didn't take much for him to see things My way. He was soon receiving a good strapping and orgasmed all over the floor. THEN W/we had the nice lil chat he wanted to have. Like I said... both heads!
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November 12, 2008
My Journal
Since I can't be with Grublet to lock him into his permanent cock coffin when it arrives, W/we decided that W/we would ask a Mistress in his locality to do the honors. As his calls to Her haven't been returned, I have emailed Her Myself, Mistress to Mistress. This is such an incredibly intriguing journey!
I love when he strokes for Me. I can hear the edge of arousal in his voice from the very first words of O/our conversation. He strokes exxxactly as he is told, which allows Me to be in complete control of what he is xxxperiencing. He feels My hand on him, My touch, is aware of My fragrance and hears My Voice as he melts into the bliss that is his when W/we speak.
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November 11, 2008
My Journal
(A huge THANK YOU to all the VETERANS today and every day!! ~hugz~)
He was feeling a little under the weather, so it was Nurse Veronica to the rescue in long white stockings, a short "button all the way up the front" white nurse's dress (not quite buttoned all the way up!) white spiked heels and my hair hanging down long under my little white cap. Of course I needed to take his temperature with my rectal thermometer and we needed to do the "cough test". ~weg~ I decided a more precise test was needed though, so pulled my panties off and sat on his face to feel the heat of his fever. Somehow I wound up impaled on his fat dick! He felt much better when I left and I was more than a bit disheveled. :)
We went back to my place after our date. I teased him out of his clothes because I really wanted to see him naked. Me? Oh, I stayed fully dressed. I just wanted to see him, and toy with his cock a bit. I sent him home hard and throbbing, asking that he please not masturbate so I would have all that cum for our next date. Our next date was a "playdate", so he was very eager and not at all surprised when I opened the door wearing lingerie. Explaining that I wanted to play a little game, he let me strip him naked and tie him securely to my bed. I teased his body, but more than that licked his mind... you see, I was going out. He lay there helpless and immobile as I showered, dressed in front of him and got ready to go meet an old lover who was in town.
I caught YourDesiressissyslut sitting around all naked tonight. I suggested perhaps s/he slip into something a little more UNcomfortable... like 3 condoms, a latexxx sheathed panty, 2 big foundation garments, one pulled to the left, the other to the right with the sissy stick poking through... just perfect for a bit of worship time! So sissy stuck it between the mattresses and had a humping good time. Well, it was a good time til I made he/r stop fucking. It was time to get a little MORE uncomfortable, so s/he wiggled into a big black body suit, girdle, waist cincher and then he/r nightie. I blindfolded he/r, gagged he/r and tucked he/r into bed with a pillow between he/r legs for rubbing (not that it will do he/r any good! HA!) ~twinkle~
Lil baby sissy had he/r toes painted all pretty pink and snuggled up into Mistress Mama's lap to nurse. My big bed will be very cozy tonight, with he/r all snuggled up nexxxt to Me.
YourDesiressissyslut had been sleeping long enough. So I called and woke he/r, and told he/r to call Me right back. I toyed with he/r a bit, taunting, teasing, then had he/r remove and/or roll down enough items of clothing to get to he/r sissy stick, pump it between the mattresses.... and, feeling generous, allowed he/r to dribble provided s/he promised to marinate through out the rest of the night.
Always willing to push the envelope, tonight was a double enema night for him. I also found a ruler, fishhooks, twine, alligator clips, lemon juice, and Q tips handy. Oh yes... a couple of other items as well: weights and an exxxacto knife
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November 8, 2008
My Journal
Blueballs the Pirate was in rare form tonight. He is finding that being en femme is really an enjoyable adventure, which delights Me to no end. Tonight he was dressed in his lovely gown and body stocking, with wig and complete make up. His transformation is so remarkable I just can't take My eyes off him when he is dressed like this! I allowed a bit of stroking, then made his genitals very sensitive by clamping clothespins all over them for a bit. He tried to spank them off, but they were just on toooooo tight for that. After I let him take them off I started teaching him about masturbating like a woman. Intermittently I did allow 2 squirts at separate times tonight, one to lubricate his pussy with and the other for lip gloss, but other than that, he was blue balled as usual. W/we did a bit of "window shopping" for some new dresses to be purchased in the future, too. :)
Grublet was having a bit of difficulty navigating the website he wants to order his permanent chastity device from, so W/we spent a bit of time tonight working together on that. It is so frightening and xxxciting for him! The thought of being permanently locked up really does titillate him, I can hear it in his voice; and the reality and permanence of it really does make him incredibly anxxxious, I can hear that in his voice, too. So it is quite a "push me/pull you" that he is xxxperiencing, like a mental and emotional roller coaster. A BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG SPEEDING roller coaster!
I could tell when I picked up the phone how very aroused he was. The thought of her in his arms, snuggling up to him, of reaching down and fondling that soft, smooth, pink, wet peach and feeling her thrill to his touch was utterly intoxxxicating. And xxxhausting. ~weg~ He quickly fell into a deep sleep immediately following. So understandable!
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November 7, 2008
My Journal
She wanted to join the "Tease and Take Control of Men Through Your Panties" club, but was quite shy. So I invited her to My office to give her a first lesson in how it is done, inviting him to join us for her training and initiation. She sat on the sofa with her legs slightly parted, and I had him strip and kneel in front of her, peeking up at the little pink patch of panty covering her pussy. Encouraged by watching his cock swell and grow, she opened her legs a bit more but was far too shy to do any more. So I sat nexxxt to her, with My arm around her shoulder and cradled her into Me as I reached down and began to fondle her under her skirt. She was SOAKED. With My encouragement and help, she relaxxxed more and more, and before long was actually straddling his face. A bit later she used the head of his cock to stimulate her clit to orgasm and wanted to feel him cum on her clit. I am so proud of her! She will make a fine cock tease, I am certain of it!
He had just talked with his English lady friend, while she was laying in her bed, fingers buried deep in her pussy. She had just spent the entire night in her big bed, enjoying family fun night. The rest of her family was downstairs making breakfast, and she was still hungry for more so was on the phone with him. Insatiable!
The pillow pumper was having a HARD time with his assignment. Stroking to the edge 3 times in one day was just tooooooooooooooo xxxciting... he called, plugged, in panties, begging to pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease get to cum. After putting him through his paces I gave him the opportunity to play the dice game to MAYBE get to cum. He shocked Me by winning the game! ~gulp~
My sweet submissive lil hubby is so cute in My panties! I decided he really should have some of his own so W/we went shopping and asked the salesgirl to help U/us choose the right style and size for him, and of course he had to model them so she could see if they were the right ones or not. I had a surprise for him that night in bed, as W/we snuggled in O/our matching panties and nighties... When he reached down to fondle Me, he found ~gasp~ his cock!! In disbelief he reached down and felt himself and found.... My pussy!! OH! I gave him such a fucking!!!
The HANDyman had spent the evening at a strip joint with a friend getting his prick teased with lap dances. When he got home of course he was horny as hell and needed to take matters into his own hands. He is a masterbeater exxxtraordinairre!
Sweet, sweet slutty Stephanie was having a few issues this evening and needed to talk. W/we had a wonderful time together this evening, chatting like girlfriends do. :)
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November 6, 2008
My Journal
Pillow pumper had prepared precisely as instructed. I was so pleased! There was a goblet of frozen sissy goo at he/r side when she called in, wearing her pink satiny panties with a VERY full bladder. Pussy plug was at the ready, prepared for insertion, and he/r hair brush (which I later broke on he/r bottom!) was within reach. Poor little thing was VERY nervous about all that rapidly melting goo, and as it turned out, s/he had very good reason to be. Adding to her nervousness, he/r clitty was so hard s/he couldn't empty he/r bladder, which simply meant s/he was going to have to wait til I was finished with he/r to empty it! ~weg~ Orgasm was denied today.
He was traveling again this week for business, and called from his hotel suite. I could tell he was exxxceptionally restless, so suggested that perhaps he might like to browse online a bit to see if he could maybe locate someone who would like to keep him company for awhile. Within a short while we had several potential solutions to his dilemma. He was nervous as he hadn't done this before, but it went very well for him.
He was kneeling before Me, in a lovely pair of panties, presenting himself for whatever I might desire. "Whatever You want, my Mistress." What did I want? For him to pose for inspection and to xxxplore the various sensations that could be achieved with those panties. It was amazing. With nothing more than he himself, My direction and those lovely panties, together W/we created something orgasmic: erotic, intimate, memorable and delightfully intense.
He emailed, asking if I would please call him again in his suite. I was thrilled to hear all the juicy details of his earlier encounter. We planned his nexxxt one, as well. :)
"What kind of a mood are you in tonight, Mistress?" ~chuckle~ I reminded him I am the most sadistic Bitch he knows and proved it with twine, icy hot, alligator clamps, medical Q tips, steel wool, a ruler, paddle, tabasco/hot sauce, an enema with an inflatable plug and fish hooks. Yep, you read that right. And if you have to ask, you don't even want to know. Not for the squeamish. ~muahaha~
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November 5, 2008
My Journal
My darling lil sister sissy was in a bit of a slump this evening. Sissies are such emotional lil creatures, and frequently are blown about willy nilly by their feelings. s/he had been delighted with the outcum of the election and was shocked at the unxxxpected negative response exxxhibited by someone close to he/r. So W/we talked that through and... amazingly... I found he/r clitty was rock hard in he/r panties! W/we giggled together at how s/he would probably get aroused if I read he/r the phone book. I cradled he/r in My lap like a baby, cooing and caressing he/r with one hand as s/he lay in the crook of My arm. My other hand naughtily reached out and grabbed something while I kept he/r focused on he/r pretty lil puss and when I surprised he/r by shoving a big fat cock into he/r mouth s/he made QUITE a mess in he/r panties! (Which was really quite alright, I exxxplained to he/r, as it is xxxpected that sissies have a bit of a mess in their panties at all times!)
"Whatever you want, my Mistress." ~wicked evil grin~ Indeed. Let's see if you really mean that. I know you THINK you do. "Here, boy, here are a pretty little pair of My own panties. Fondle them, caress them, feel how warm they are, still hot and moist from My body. Put them on. I want your balls to rest right there where My Pussy was, to feel My heat, My wetness... and to know that is as close as you are going to get to My Pussy... for now. Stroke for Me, you little wanker. They don't fit you well at all, do they? Look how the tip of your head peeks out up over the waist band. Are you dribbling and oozing already? Better lick that off before you soil My panties. That would go very badly for you." And so the dance began, the interplay of O/our power exxxchange, as once again I xxxplored his boundaries, his limits. I found him eager and willing for everything I lobbed at him today. Dressing en femme when that is not at all his thing, stroking, performing, servicing, being inspected, spanked, requiring him to watch Me with a Man doing all the things he only dreams I will one day do with him. I let My imagination run with no restraint. He took it all, ending with a powerful orgasm as his reward... into his own face. :)
And then there is that little fairyfaggotfuckslut, cute little cuntalina, in a motel with he/r slutty painted toes, wearing a g string and a knotted t shirt, nervously awaiting the arrival of the 2 studs s/he found on line who had agreed to cum to he/r room and squirt in he/r twatface. A buttmunching, ball snot sucking rectum rocker from way back, s/he had porn plugged in and blaring, threw the door and windows wide open to attract an audience, and flopped on he/r back with he/r legs waving around in the air like a 2 bit whore just waiting for the nexxxt trick to cum and drill he/r hole. I swear that little bimbo is going to get he/rself arrested one day. ~shaking My head~ You gotta give he/r one thing though, s/he is DEFINITELY amusing!
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November 4, 2008
My Journal
(Yes, I voted. :) )
We had a wonderful conversation, discussing conversations we had in the past, other women he has played with along the way, the differences between male/female sexxxuality, the erroneous and harmful stereotypes that get put on men as well as women. The conversation wound a little tighter with each turn, getting a bit more sexxxual, a bit more xxxplicit with each kinky twist, culminating in a VERY happy ending while keeping it all in the family. :)
Grublet called, from the road, to report he had a nocturnal emission while locked in his cage the other night. He was sleeping so heavily, whatever he was dreaming about that made him dribble was lost, so he got NO pleasure whatsoever out of that one. ~giggle~ Poor Grublet! I'll milk him soon, thought, allowing him a bit of pleasure in the process, and while that's not as much fun as jacking off and cumming hard, at least it will be SOMETHING!
I was in My black silky panty hose on the sofa, My legs across his lap rubbing against him, feeling his hardness. My red nails were pressing deeper and deeper into the balloon, until with a loud BANG it broke, startling him. I held him there, with My legs and reached for yet another balloon, toying with it... feeling him get harder and harder... until BANG!
He knelt before Me, naked and hard. I blindfolded him with a spare stocking and let him lick My heels. Slipping My shoes off I toyed with him, letting him sniff My feet, feel My stockings, suck on My toes. I asked him to hold his mouth open for Me as I toyed with his cock n balls with My feet, and surprised him by jacking off another cock across his tongue! ~weg~
~shiver quiver shake n squirm~ Sissyfaggotfucktoy was in rare form tonight! S/he had primped and primed and teased and toyed with he/rself til s/he was quite distracted before s/he even called.. and unfortunately I had another caller waiting for Me, so that meant s/he had to wait even LONGER, til I got back! All that time s/he was squirming and pinching the tip of he/r clitty and moooooooooooooooaning as s/he toyed with he/r dildo. W/we played with so many potential fantasies! And ALL of them involved he/r on AT LEAST one dick, sometimes two!
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November 1, 2008
My Journal
I had the xxxquisite pleasure of making the acquaintance of a new playmate this evening. He had a nice little cache of toys in his toy boxxx... sounds and cockrings and nipple clamps and dildos... and W/we made good use of them all. He has ordered a set of budded sounds that should be arriving nexxxt week. When they arrive I will penetrate him yet again, filling him with Myself and luxxxuriating in the sounds of his whimpers and whispers of pleasure and delight. ~quivering in xxxcitement and the hopeful xxxpectation of further xxxploration of the treasure chest that is him!~
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October 31, 2008
My Journal
In honor of Samhain, I decided tonight YourDesiressissyslut would be the trick of the evening AND the treat! :) W/we started off the evening with a nice hot shower, with the ovies and freshly teased sissy stick tucked back between the legs, and the nipples nicely pinched to arousal with clamps before stepping in, to enhance the enjoyment of the Water. As Mistress is a Water sign, Scorpio, Mistress cascades all over sissy's body, caressing and teasing. Touching to wash is allowed, though during rinsing it is not.. just the hot water cascading down over the flesh. After showering slut has been directed to insert a large metal plug in he/r pretty, tight lil pussy, and to dress in black latexxx sheath panties, green and black striped tights, and a black waist cincher under androgynous clothes, as there would most likely be trick or treaters coming by... ~weg~
He was naked, hard and kneeling, awaiting My pleasure. I stood before him in thigh high boots and a sheer black panty, close enough he could smell My fragrance, feel the heat of My Body. As he worshipped, he poured himself out through his cock, draining his balls in My honor and for My pleasure as I commanded, where I commanded. It was pure poetry. mmmmmmmmmmmm
Sweet little sissy in pink panties needed some attention from Mistresses strap on... and boy! did s/he get it, too! I did make he/r earn it though, by sucking he/r plug into he/r pussy and bouncing on it first, hard and fast on the corner of the bed. Then s/he showed Me that s/e was indeed My lil pillow fucker by pumping into it while I pumped into he/r!. Drilled the sissy goo right out of that lil slut into he/r panties and left he/r to marinate! ~muahaha~
Sissyfaggotcocklover was all dolled up for he/r boyfriend, prepared to kiss and lick and suck behind his balls to show him how very much s/he craved his cock tonight. I always knew this is where s/he wanted to be; it is where s/he belongs, shivering and shaking and squirming!! :)
It is a good thing YourDesiressissyslut DIDN'T actually have any trick or treaters come by as he/r sissy stick pushed a hole right in the front of he/r tights making a GIGANTIC bulge! ~faint thud~ (How is it possible for a SISSY of all people to have one of the most desirable dicks EVER??? ~sheesh~) W/we stripped off the androgynous clothes so I could inspect the damage, then slid the sissy into a strap on belt with a separate sheath for the clitty and let he/r hump and thrust around a bit before slipping into a bra and a lovely off the shoulder dress with heels. I toyed with he/r a bit more then put he/r down for a bit of a nap.
Sissy was prancing about thinking that perhaps tonight would be the night s/he would REALLY slurp and swallow he/r cum FOR REAL. So s/he was prepared with a shot glass to catch it and everything... but alas, tonight was not the night after all, but yet another practice run. That's ok, W/we will get there all in good time! :) SISSY time!
YourDesiressissyslut had a restful nap and then woke up all feisty. So I jerked he/r dress up over he/r head and gave he/r a good pounding. That is good for a sissy. :)
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October 24, 2008
My Journal
Since My husband and I split up there was no reason at all I couldn't have everything exxxactly the way I wanted now. So I called My little boy to My room after he had finished his homework and exxxplained that Mommy makes all the rules now. Rule #1 is only girls can live here. That meant he would have to become My girl. So W/we started with a wonderful bubble bath with pink bubbles and soap and he/r very own super soft washcloth. After he/r bath I dried he/r in a large fluffy pink towel and showed he/r how to powder he/r lovely little gurl body with sweet powder and a puff. I blow dried and styled he/r hair, showed he/r how to care for her face and how to apply he/r lip gloss. Then W/we made O/our way back to the bedroom where I dressed he/r in white satin panties, half slip and camisole with lace trim, white tights, a red velvet party dress with matching ribbon for he/r hair, locket and black patent leather Mary Jane shoes. Then I took he/r to he/r coming out party, given by My dear friend Maggie and her 4 little girls. They had invited all of our friends and their children, and introduced My little gurl to everyone. :)
Blueballs the Pirate and I had so much fun with his new things that he called again tonight; looks like W/we are celebrating My birthday all WEEK! :) He was all dressed up in the lovely new dress, with cock tucked safely out of the way in a latexxx sheath, so there would be no accidents to soil the dress. W/we then balled the cock all up so it would be tucked out of the way. He was in crotchless hose that just had a pussy slit, and with the way he had manipulated his cock, it all really looked like a pussy. He was totally en femme for Me and it was AMAZING how good he looked and how he totally got into it when it isn't even his thing... just for Me. It is truly heartwarming. So I totally used him as My gurl. :)
We had a Friday night date. I discreetly teased him with My ass and panties through out the evening with no mercy, though acted totally innocent. ~weg~ I feigned surprise at seeing how very hard he was, and asked if I could touch it. He immediately dribbled precum all over My hand. I licked it off, looking him in the eye, then leaned in and kissed him as I grabbed his cock and began stroking it. When he dribbled all over it and it was shiny wet, I had him lick it off himself. Later, I let him kneel on the floor in front of Me and sniff My panties while stroking. He did that so nicely I actually pulled the crotch to the side and allowed him to lick My pussy, stroking as I directed him. Then he lay on the floor, legs spread wide, pumping like a wild man while I sat on his face in My panties with his nose pressed against My asshole and his mouth breathing hot air over My pussy. When he was close to coming I was having such a good time I asked him to pleeeeeeeease hold on and not make the pleasure stop! When I was ready. I slipped off his face, pushed his legs back and rimmed his ass while he shot into his own face and mouth. That was a VERY fun date!
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October 23, 2008
My Journal
My dear old friend had a message waiting for Me when I got in today, wanting Me to give him a call when I got settled. We had a wonderful chat about a hot English woman he has had a phone relationship with for several years. They talk about the intergenerational family fun that has been a part of her family for a very, very long time. She sounds she like a lot of fun!
The new things that BlueBalls the Pirate ordered to entertain Me with for My birthday have arrived! W/we had to try them out, of course, to ensure that they are suitable. :) He was waiting for Me in his crotchless black lace body suit, balls tied and VERY eager to begin. Initially I had him bind up the shaft of his cock as well as the balls, so just the tip of the head was peeking through, making a lil clitty. Tied like that, there wasn't much feeling in the cock itself. ~weg~ (Sometimes I am such a mean Mommy!) He was going to be trying on his lovely new dress and it was important that he be tied well enough to not have any dribbles escape to soil it. OH THIS DRESS!!!!! It is amazing. Totally something I would wear Myself. Very dramatic and peek a boo and flowy with slits... ~ sigh~ He got a long black wig also, with lovely red streaks. Red red. Fire engine red, not usual hair color red. And the new toys! ~faint thud~
He did his chores bottomless, just because I like to watch his cock n balls wiggle n jiggle around. They are cute. Afterwards W/we looked at the Manty site. W/we decided to have some special ones made for him that would reflect the nature of O/our very special relationship. One pair would have "Mommy Loves me" across the bottom with a ruffle, another pair would say "my Wife makes the rules" and the third would say "Mommy wears the pants around here, I wear the panties". :)
Those hormones are sure doing the trick with lil sissykins! s/he wants everything in he/r lil snatch! Tonight s/he told Me about how s/he asked he/r boyfriend to put his toes in her butt hole. His big penis felt better, s/he decided. s/he is hopeful that he will give he/r a diamond ring and ask he/r to marry him. I think it would be fitting if it was a toe ring.
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October 22, 2008
My Journal
Her sexxxy Auntie is visiting. She noticed the way Auntie flashed and teased her brother and dad and the way they responded to her. So she and Auntie had a conversation that ended in a decision. An appointment would be made with Me so he would cum to My office, and while there Auntie would arrive. We decided he would service Me to show her what he could do, and then he would be allowed to service her. :) We all had happy endings!
"Do you REALLY think I should have been born a girl?" Yes, darling, I REALLY do. That is why I have always treated you like a girl, from the very beginning. Furthermore, I really do think it is time you see someone about starting hormone therapy so you can begin the process of growing those lovely little breasts you know are just WAITING to be born. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm... then a little later W/we will need to talk about bra fittings! And possibly getting your lips plumped up. Then you will be all set to walk down the street in your tall, strappy stilettos, tight, short skirt, barely there panties, lil jiggle bra, tight n tiny blouse and big sunglasses. You know hunny, when you look like that, you are going to have a row of hard cocks standing at attention every time you walk down that street. Then you can just turn and point... "I want you... and you... and you and you and you." Crook your finger darling, they will follow you in the alley around the corner. Pull that little inflatable pillow out of your purse and drop it to the pavement to cushion your knees and start sucking, My little cocksucker! Those who are waiting their turn will stroke watching you and if they lose control before you get to them, you will just have to wear their cum offering. Those who have a little better self control will have the pleasure of cumming down your pretty little throat. Won't that be fun? What glorious times you have ahead of you, My cumguzzling little sissylsut!
My panties arrived. :) He held the bag open, inhaling My scent, whimpering, wanting to touch them but waiting until he was told to do so. His fingers lightly caressed the soft pink cotton when I gave him permission, and he immediately buried his face in them, breathing deeply. I could hear him suck them into his mouth as I exxxplained exxxactly how I prepared them for him. It was pure pleasure!
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October 21, 2008
My Journal
I had some interesting things in the snail mail today. :) The grublet's keys arrived. (kiss your lil weewee good by, grublet, dear!) and My sweet lil sissy "hubby" sent Me an adorable lil shirt... "I like it on top" with a picture of a bunk bed. ~lol~ That will be cute stretched across My ample bosom!!
He called to bring Me up to date with how things are progressing between he and his girlfriend. She is from a pretty vanilla background, but is sexxxually curious and very interested in trying new things. I can't think of any one better to help her xxxpand her horizons! They have been developing a fantasy between them in their play times of having a 3 some (mfm) at an adult video place with a stranger. He would love to watch her with another man, lick her up afterwards and progress to a point where he is actually getting the other man ready for her. Hot, hot, hot!
He was remembering about when he was younger, how he and 2 of his friends had sexxx with his mom, and then went on to seduce the other mothers as well! I always knew there was more to those "soccer moms" than met the eye!
Everyone thought he was such a hard worker, showing up way before everyone else at the office every single morning, staying late at night. I had a sneaking suspicion there was more going on than work however, so had the offices equipped with surveillance cameras so I could take a peek. Boy, did I get an eyeful! I can't say I was surprised, though, I had a feeling about him. So I called him into My office that afternoon, told him I knew what he had been doing while here alone. He went white as a sheet. "H-h-h-ow do you know? What do you know?" I told him I knew he was incredibly fond of jacking off all over the women's offices. He was mortified, then terrified as he realized I now pretty much held his fate in My hands. When I stood up he saw I had taken off My skirt and in its place was a big fat strap on. I fucked his face and then bent him over My desk, dropping his pants to his ankles. Pulling his head back by the hair, as I penetrated him I told him to smile for the camera. As I fucked him silly, I clued him in on the fact that the women whose offices he had violated were watching all of this live and had heard every single word.
"Whatever you want, My Mistress".. really? Whatever I want, My boy? Well, what if I wanted to present you with a gift. What if that gift was a boy of your own. Silence. Squirming. "That wouldn't excite me very much, Mistress. I wouldn't know what to do with a boy." So, not REALLY whatever I want after all then, eh? I took control of him and put him through his paces instead of giving him the gift of the opportunity to show Me how Masterful he had learned to be. I put him on display, directed his masturbation, made him work for that orgasm and when he begged for it denied it til I wanted him to cum. Once I allowed him to cum (in his mouth, gargling so I could hear) I had him take the little dribble left on his cheek and continue stroking his oh! so sensitive cock with it til he came for Me a second time. "THAT, My dear, is one of the things you can do with a boy."
Sweet little toe painted sissy gurl was starving for some cock this evening. he/r nipples are budding and swelling, he/r breasts sooo sensitive and he/r pussy sooo hungry. Yup, I think the hormones are kicking in! :)
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October 17, 2008
My Journal
We took a long drive up in the woods and talked about everything he had going on his life. Then we took a good long hike. Looking at a tree there, inspiration struck. Turning to him, looking him in the eye, out of the blue, I suddenly demanded that he give Me his belt and bootlaces, and strip totally naked. Startled, but intrigued, he hurried to obey. After tieing his wrists together, it was only a matter of moments before I had him strung up, dangling, blowing in the wind and at My mercy. Slapping the belt with a CRACK across his hard cock I warned him, "you will not cum until permission is given." I exxxplored every inch of him, inside and out, in a variety of ways. I took My pleasure on him several times over the nexxxt several hours. I had what I wanted: complete control and all the power, and fully took advantage of it.
When W/we first started playing, several years ago, he was a bratty sub: always pushing, arguing, trying to top from the bottom while mouthing the words "Whatever You want, my Mistress." It amazes Me to look at where W/we are now. Not only does "Whatever You want, my Mistress." actually MEAN something, he has so taken My training to heart that his fantasies in his private masturbation times are congruent with what I have him do in play. That isn't surprising on the surface of it, but when one considers that those activities have been contrived specifically to test the sincerity of "Whatever You want, my Mistress." and understands how this has gone, it really is quite phenomenal. From the beginning that is what he has always said whenever I have wanted to xxxplore his fantasies, turn ons or triggers, which hindered Me in My endeavors to get to know him. Since all he would give Me is "whatever you want..." that's what he got. What I wanted was whatever I KNEW he did not like. What has happened is that he has cum to a place of actually bonding into those fantasies simply because he knows they exxxcite Me. Amazing.
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October 16, 2008
My Journal
My long lost boy called with his roommates dirty panties in hand, sniffing them, tasting them. I got her name, phone number and email address out of him. I even know where she works. ~wicked evil grin~ Looks like I own him now, body and soul, unless, of course he would LIKE her to know how much he loves her white, bikini Victoria's Secret panties. This could get interesting!
He hates to admit how very much he loves to fantasize about sucking cock, but it is one of those things that, try as he might, he simply cannot escape for long. I love knowing his secret almost as much as I love seducing him into admitting how much thinking about the way hard cock tastes and feels and smells turns him on. It thrills Me to the core every time he cums talking about being a cocksucker on his knees with a fat dick spurting hot cream in his mouth.
After a lifetime of behaving like an arrogant prick, there was a revolt among the significant people in his life. His wife took control of his company, so he now works for Her. It pleased Her to create a new position tailor made specifically for Her new sissy. The title of the new position was "lowest and sleaziest of all" and entailed servicing everyone in the company in any manner they desired when they desired for how ever long they desired. Since he had been cruel, heartless and abusive, this caused an immediate spike in the morale of the employees who had suffered under his tyrannical reign. The company, which had been struggling under his egotistical, delusional sense of invincibility and grandeur, became wildly successful under Her Hand. She decided some changes would be made at home as well, and She moved his arch-enemy in to his home and bed to be Her new Lover and his Master. he had to use public transportation now which meant being continually groped and fondled by complete strangers as he was sent out in complete sissy attire. The three of them made a trip to the bank as well, where he signed over all of his assets to Her and gave his three cars to Her Lover, his Master. he had to lick the tires of Master's new car in the parking lot of the bank and give the tail pipe a blow job. Once in the car he owned until 15 minutes ago, his hands were pulled behind his back with the seat belt and he was forced to suck Master's cock as Master drove His newly acquired car home, gloating about framing the transfer papers. "Behold how low the mighty have fallen!" Arrogance was replaced with abject humiliation and shame, which was so incredibly fitting and intensely satisfying for all who knew him. Karma, baby, Karma.
We talked about his current unsatisfying job, some ideas for starting his own business and an old love interest... and then we decided he should probably go out for awhile tonight and have some fun, so I looked up some strip clubs on line for him and we decided which one he would go to. I can't wait to hear back to see how his evening went!
Tonight he had limited privacy and is going to be traveling for the nexxxt little while, but was desperate to speak with his Goddess before leaving. In hushed, hurried whispers, his love and devotion flowed from his wide open heart as I flogged the cum out of him. Before he left, he gave Me with a substantial gift to honor My upcoming birthday. After hanging up, I wept over the goodness, the sweetness, the love and the care he shows Me. Though W/we both know that in this lifetime W/we will not meet face to face, W/we do touch heart to heart, soul to soul and spirit to spirit each time W/we speak. It is a source of amazement to Me how W/we so richly benefit and enrich each other's lives. People who don't "do phone" have no idea of the depths that can be plumbed this way. It is very real, incredibly powerful and I am so very thankful to be in a place where My being, My self, My contribution are so appreciated and valued.
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October 15, 2008
My Journal
He came to My office to tell Me what had happened. She woke him in the middle of the night. There was something in the garage she wanted him to see. Barely awake, he stumbled out of bed and obediently followed her. The sight that greeted his eyes was stunning and incredibly arousing. He could barely wrap his mind around it. There was his niece, teasing, taunting, tormenting his brother, ordering him around, posing him, exposing herself to him and enticing him to do whatever she wanted. She pulled herself onto the hood of the car and ordered him to give her oral pleasures, with her panties still on, to fuck her, with those same panties still on but pulled to the side. She did not let him cum however, merely took her own pleasure and sent him back to bed. He was sniffing those very panties now, in My office. She had given them to him after requiring him to service her, as well. He was not allowed a happy ending until he confessed everything in front of Me and both girls.
He had been teasing himself all day at the office, looking at porn, getting himself all exxxcited but not releasing. By the time he got to his hotel tonight he had quite a mess in his pants. Precum had been oozing for some time. I had him pull his cock and balls out through the opening in the front of his shorts and just squeeze his balls lightly. Precum poured out of his dick. I let him take just the tip of his little finger and rub the precum all over the entire cock, stopping to have a lick every now and again. He begged to stroke, so I rolled the dice to see how many he could have. 8. I counted out 8 long, leisurely strokes, having him stop to lick his hand clean several times in the midst of them. When I let him remove his shorts and get up on the bed he thought he was in for some serious pud pounding, but that isn't what I had in mind. Not quite yet. ~wicked evil grin~ There was MUCH more before W/we reached that point!
The Grublet had mailed himself his keys to see what it felt like to be locked in chastity without them. They made their way back to him today, and he went to the post office prepared for their arrival. In his truck was an envelope addressed to Me. The keys were immediately transferred from one envelope to the other, and voila! They are now Washington bound! I milked him tonight when he called, his reward for NOT removing the cage to caress himself to orgasm one last time. Oh how he whimpered knowing that the last orgasm he had could very well be the last orgasm of his entire life!
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October 14, 2008
My Journal
he finally found himself where he belonged: at My Feet, balls snugly tied in the V Knot, cords pulled up tightly along his back and through his mouth, holding the balls taut and the head back. he didn't know it quite yet, but this is exxxactly where he belonged, and I would teach him that. I stood on his back, My stilettos digging into his flesh, holding the reigns tightly, as he pranced around the arena, carrying Me like a show pony before My Ladies and his worthless, humiliated minions. Patriarchy was dead. Male dominance, aggression and war are now things of the past. It is the dawning of a new era, a Feminine Era in which The Good of All will be the standard. It is for The Good of All that these men are held under strict feminine control.
The boy can only be away from big soft Mommy breasts so long, when the urge and desire to touch them, to taste them, to stroke against them just becums too tempting and desirable to even want to think about resisting. He can only be away from that round, soft, enticing pantied bottom for so long, before it silently beckons and entices him to cum near and touch and stroke and squeeze. Tits or ass? That is the question of the evening. Where is the most pleasurable place for a boy to cum? It depends. Tonight My titties won out.
He craved My training, to feel My control of him. He craved feeling Me inside him, penetrating him, owning him. He begged so prettily, was all tied up and wearing panties, his toys in array to please Me, offering himself for My training and pleasure. I took him up on his offer, restricting his orgasm til I had My pleasure. He is eagerly awaiting the panties I am wearing, the panties I came in with him. I think I will make him wait a bit for them, wearing them an additional day or two to ensure they are as full of My scent as they possibly can be. I want to hear him when he first opens them. Will he whimper? Whine? Moan? I know he will do as he is told with them. :)
"Mistress, hurt me, please! Let me suffer for you..." his whisper was frantic. I knew his privacy was for just a few stolen moments, he needed to be quick and he needed to be quiet. Oh the xxxquisite agony of it! The clicking of the stiletto heels, the singing of the cane swishing through the air, the sound of his labored breathing... It sent little shivers of pleasure coursing through Me.
s/he was ready now, the transformation was complete. I wanted to ensure s/he would stay a girl, and I knew there was one way to solidify the spell so it would never be broken. s/he needed to be used like a girl in every way all at once. I invited 3 men to cum for he/r initiation. One for he/r mouth, one for he/r new pussy and one for he/r puckery little bottom. he/r fate is sealed now, forever.
"fuckhole reporting to stroke for You on cam, Mistress." I wanted more. he gave Me what I wanted. :)
Lil sissy painted he/r toes pink tonight, and was watching porn, waiting for he/r boyfriend to cum home. s/he is noticing that he/r breasts are becumming more sensitive since s/he started hormones last week. s/he is feeling more and more feminine, sounding more feminine, too. s/he is going to be waiting on her knees inside the door to give he/r boyfriend a blowjob as soon as he cums home tonight. Such a good little baby doll s/he is!
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October 11, 2008
My Journal
It is always so delightful to hear from old friends/playmates. :) We just seem to pick up right where we left off, and never miss a beat. He sounded good, healthy and strong. We caught up on each others lives and his travels, then re-visited and re-exxxplored childhood discoveries and how our sexxxualities developed and evolved. He had a very special, warm and loving relationship with his mother which continued for a number of years.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh My dear, dear BlueBalls, the Pirate... :) He did an incredible thing for Me that just takes My breath away when I think about it. He actually turned away an opportunity for R/T sex to save himself for his time with Me tonight. He was so eager for Me, that he dressed in his crotchless lace body suit and tied up his cock and balls for Me before I even got in, and was waiting for Me on webcam when I signed on! And then he had to patiently wait, which is NOT an easy thing for a Pirate! I did reward him well for his loyalty and devotion, allowing him to stroke, to tie up My cock and balls, to spend some time in a well lubricated sheath fucking, and then to squeeze his wonderful genitals between 2 dowels, tied tightly with rope while he stroked some more. he didn't fare so well when W/we played O/our game to see if he would get to cum or not, but he HAD earned a squirt for turning down R/T sex for Me. Unfortunately, as it had been 2 weeks since he was last allowed to cum, that one squirt erupted into 4 involuntary ones, dashing My plans for the Blue Plate Special. Oh well. Better luck nexxxt time, Pussy Pirate!!
This adorable lil sissy called, with he/r toes painted orange and wearing a little toe ring with a heart, to talk to Me about how s/he got ahold of some hormones and is eagerly watching for he/r boobies to begin to grow. W/we discussed the advisability of working with a professional xxxperienced in transformations like this to oversee he/r growth and development and advise he/r, and mused together about the things that might happen in the future. I was really proud of he/r for he/r attitude when W/we considered the responses s/he might get from people in he/r life ... "It's MY life!" So true! And such an incredibly brave little sweetheart!
My propertyslave thought it might be a little too tired to serve this evening. ~smirk~ I thought not. I thought it was time for a bit of instruction in what tired does feel like. So I saw to it that O/our call was smoking hot from the very first seconds, not wasting any time on small talk, which had the desired effect of snapping it into full awareness and an arousal that burned like wildfire. Two hours later, trembling, sweating and well used, it was utterly spent. THAT is what "tired" feels like. Class dismissed. ~twinkle~
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October 10, 2008
My Journal
"Mistress, i crave the sound of Your Voice. Please, may i call You? I can't stop thinking about You." ~happy sigh~ Such music to My ears! Of course I allowed him to call, and even to stroke a bit, too. he was ecstatic when I straddled him and took My pleasure. I have worked long and hard to train him for My service by working on orgasm control and denial, so he is always hard for Me and does not cum unless I require it of him. In order to always be ready to serve at a moments notice, he begged, BEGGED, to never be allowed to cum again, even while riding the edge, cock pulsing and bucking, screaming for release. I very well may give him what he is asking for!
She has done what She needed to do. They love each other dearly and are well matched partners in life. The only issue is that s/he is a total sissy, which they have both always known, and as a delicate little princess type sissy, s/he is pretty much incapable of really satisfying Her very passionate sexxxual nature. For them to function sexxxually together, one of them has to sacrifice satisfaction, which is not conducive to maintaining a happy relationship. So, practical and realistic as She is, She did what logically needed to be done. She accepted that they are how they are, that they function how they function and they needed to change some things in their relationship to accommodate that. Sooo She took a sexxx slave to meet Her sexxxual needs, relieving sissy of that pressure. Never again would sissy be put in the position of needing to try to pretend to be a manly man and attempt to perform as one. Sissy would never again penetrate Her at all. Instead, sissy would assist the sexxx slave acting as fluffer, and would stand in attendance while Mistress took Her pleasure, licking Her up after. If sissy manages to do an exxxemplary job, s/he may be allowed to jill n slurp as the sexxx slave watches.
I had not heard from him in some time. I always knew he would be back, though. I had planted Myself deep in his psyche. Like a tree, sometimes an xxxperience like that takes awhile to germinate, to take root in the dark and to begin to grow above ground. W/we had a wonderful time together. I left him with an assignment. He was to bathe and totally shave from the neck down, consecrating himself to Me. He was to go out and purchase 2 pair each of panties and stockings and to wear them continually for a week. He was to order a chastity device. And he was to locate a quality tattoo parlor and book an appointment. I am looking forward to hearing his report when it is all completed.
I heard again from My friend with the candid sexxx acts movie gig. The response to his films of My guests had elicited many requests for more films of them. Always eager to help a budding artist, I invited them back. Within a few short hours of their arrival, he was filming them wildly fucking, sucking, and fingering right on My dining room table. It was quite a show!
Grublet is currently under lock and key, but that is nothing compared to what lies in store for him. He has actually located a specially made chastity device that has a pin that cannot be removed, making it a permanent chastity device. His voice was quivering as he told Me he had ordered it. Permanent chastity device. Imagine!!!!
He wants an evening gown. His desire is a filmy, feminine pale peach colored affair, backless, strapless, tight, floor length, with a big butt bustle and a bow complete with all the accessories. To practice, he occasionally purchases women's lingerie and sleepwear. The only problem is that he is a very conservative man. The sexxxual tension created between the tug and pull of these polar opposites with in him drives him nearly to distraction sometimes. Those times are a LOT of fun. For Me. ~wicked evil grin~ I like them. A lot.
YourDesiressissyslut was oooooooh so tired and thought s/he would just slip naked into bed. I knew that was not in he/r best interest, however. If s/he had gone to bed naked, as tired as s/he was, he/r sissy stick would have kept he/r UP ALL NIGHT throbbing and bumping and wanting to play. No, no, no that wouldn't do at all. S/he needed to call and allow Mistress to dress he/r properly for bed to ensure that he/r sissy stick was not going to create problems. Three condoms, the latexxx sheath panties, 2 big white foundation garments, pink panties, a waist cincher, a pink nightie, long pink opera gloves and a pair of heels later, s/he was indeed ready to worship he/r Goddess between the mattresses and be put to bed. I thought a little entertainment before bed might help he/r sleep better though, so planted he/r little butt in front of the computer for a good dose of porn before tucking he/r in.
The cocksucker was all dressed up with no where to go and no cock to suck on a Friday night. So I just told he/r to march those hot violet/black/red/fuchsia lips of he/rs to the phone with he/r dildo and show Me what s/he could do. I had no idea that little bitch was into barnyard fun! Kinky little slut!!
The Witch Goddess appeared in the Moonlight and cast Her spell over his unwitting soul. He thought it was just a game. He doesn't think THAT any more! Not after he found himself outside with his pants around his ankles, dick in hand, pumping wildly to the Moon.
YourDesiressissyslut woke from he/r not very restful sleep and reached, whimpering, for the phone, still incoherently sleepy. Consumed with the intensity of he/r arousal, s/he reached out, hoping to be allowed relief. Morning worship was in order before that could even be considered, so on he/r knees s/he went at the side of the bed, pulling he/r latexxx clad sissy stick from between all the layers of undergarments, and slipping it between the mattresses as s/he pounded the bed in worship to he/r Goddess and chanted..."Fucking is good. Cumming is bad." til s/he started begging to PLEASE get to cum. "Straddle the corner of the bed so I can watch your bottom bounce while you hump and I will think about it." I had he/r change positions and stroke for My viewing pleasure til I actually thought s/he was literally going to break down in sobs begging to cum. The sissy whimpers and whines were quite obviously VERY heart.. errr... cockfelt. ~weg~ So I decided to play a little game. If s/he could guess the color and style of My panties, I would let he/r dribble. If not, too bad. Oh, you want to know the outcum? Too bad! ~lol~ Some things are between a sissy and he/r Mistress.
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October 9, 2008
My Thoughts
She sent him to My office again, this time to service her cousin. She had not only noticed him drooling over her, but had also noticed the intentional teasing that was going on. Having spoken with her cousin and confirming that "I like making Uncle have naughty thoughts!" she knew it was time to teach her about getting her pleasure satisfied while giving him as little as possible. So they showed up at My office this after noon, and he was used to pleasure her, which she of course enjoyed very much, and in the end he was allowed to masturbate over her bottom.... happy at being allowed to cum at all.
Never having done a multiple girl call before, he thought he would treat himself to an evening with his 3 favorite YourDesires women on the phone with him at the same time. It was a lot of fun, swapping stories about him with him right there listening, engaged in the conversation as well. We did allow him a happy ending, but only because he let us all watch him on webcam while he did it.It was great! He promised to do it again and to have toys available nexxxt time, to show us how he has learned to open up his fuck hole and take pleasure there as well. I love boys. :)
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October 7, 2008
My Journal
He sat nexxxt to Me on the sofa, innocently sipping his specially brewed tea as I sipped Mine. I was observing him closely, both because I wanted to know when the changes began to occur in him, and to see when he would actually begin to notice them in himself and when he would begin to notice them in Me. Soon small breasts began to swell beneath his silk pajama top, and by the way he was squirming and trying to feel what was happening in his bottoms without appearing to, I knew changes had begun there, too. I watched his eyes widen at the bulge beginning to tent My champagne colored silk gown in My lap. He was confused, exxxcited, curious, aroused... it was delightful! I set My cup aside and leaned over, unbuttoning his pajama top, "Something is happening in here..." I cooed softly. I began fondling his newly formed and still growing breasts and he nearly swooned at all the new sensations he was xxxperiencing as his body transformed. We had an amazing evening. ~weg~
Grublet and I discussed some games W/we are going to play when he is locked up in his chastity device and I have the keys. I am thinking that after he passes the agreed upon time and CAN be let out of his cage, W/we will play some games every time W/we speak and he has to win the game in order for Me to send the key back. So I will pull a card from My Tarot pack and he will try to guess what it is, or try to guess the color and style of panties I am wearing that day, or try to guess how many orgasms I had that day or week, or try to guess the date and time of My last orgasm... fun things like that. :)
He is settled well into his new job, though is bored out of his mind with it. So I was thinking that a bit of a diversion might be in order. Perhaps a classy strip club with several lap dances, or that yummy place with bed dances. W/we even looked up escorts in his area and considered some possibilities. I am eagerly waiting to hear back to see how his evening actually unfolded.
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October 4, 2008
My Journal
I sat nexxxt to him in a bar and liked what I saw, but I wanted to make sure he had what I REALLY wanted, so I smiled and said, "Unzip." He sputtered, he stammered, he panicked. "B-b-but someone will see!" I motioned for the bartender to come over and ordered a drink... vodka martini, top shelf, 3 olives, dirty. Without even looking at him, after he had squirmed sufficiently, I responded. "So position yourself so they don't." He turned toward Me, slightly lifted his outer leg, and looking about nervously, unzipped while the bartender's back was turned. He sat there breathless as I ignored him, feeling vulnerable and exxxposed, while in reality no one could see a thing. I pressed My drink to My red lips, leaving a sinful red stain on the rim, feeling his total focus trained on Me, and without even looking at him, matter of factly, quietly, ordered him to take it out. Cooly, I turned My head, looked him in the eye and without speaking another word, dared him to do as I said. Flushed and trembling, nervous as a March hare, he slowly reached in the zipper opening and pulled out his beautiful, fully erect penis. Openly eyeing it, sizing it up, I was pleased with what I saw and as I watched, it visibly throbbed. You wouldn't believe Me if I told you what happened after that. Suffice it to say there were some VERY unexxxpected twists and turns in this fantasy! You are welcum to ask Me about them sometime if you would like to know.
I amused Myself with YourDesiressissyslut a bit this evening, dressing he/r in he/r black latexxx sheath panties, a wonderful green bra that actually fit in such a marvelous way that it pulled up he/r own natural cleavage, black and green striped tights, a big black girdle, waist cincher, heels and a short green velvet dress after plugging he/r sissy hole and setting a little vibrator nexxxt to the metal base of it to keep things interesting. Then I trussed he/r up like a marionette (arms, legs and sissy stick) and left he/r to amuse he/rself a bit.
He had flown into town this afternoon to see me about a position we were hiring for. He was well qualified and came highly recommended, however there was one final thing I really needed to know about him before making my final decision. I work a lot. He would be spending a great many of those hours working with me. I had certain needs and it was imperative I give him a trial run to know that he could meet them. So following the interview we went for a drink, and I offered to drive him to his hotel so he wouldn't have to taxxxi over. He invited me up for a night cap. I accepted. He gave me a night to remember. He was hired. ~wink~
He spoke of certain elements of his life, just needing a sounding board. When asked for my perspective, I gave it, straightforwardly, honestly and without reservation. We are old friends, and both being Scorpio understand one another well. When his emotional decks were cleared, we enjoyed some fantasy fun, afterward touching base on various elements of the fantasy and how they applied to his life. Our calls almost always have a great degree of depth as we are both quite introspective. Very enjoyable and enriching.
Sensing YourDesiressissyslut must be getting a bit sleepy, I gave her permission to call so I could prepare he/r for bed. After a nice little strip tease before the webcam, s/he performed a delightful cocksucking and humping show for My viewing pleasure. Blindfolded, still sucking and plugged, in a lovely little nightie, a body suit, the latexxx panty and the striped tights, I tucked he/r into bed. Without cumming. Cumming is bad. Cumming makes the pleasure stop. And W/we like the pleasure to go on and on and never stop. I made he/r beg Me to never let he/r cum again. ~twinkle~
I let he/r sleep a little over an hour, then called and commanded he/r to call he/r Mistress, which s/he immediately did. It was time to roll out of bed and worship he/r Goddess. sissyslut was so delirious and woozy s/he forgot she was in he/r big long body suit under he/r nightie and tried to hump the mattresses without he/r sissy stick. ~giggle~ It was adorable watching he/r confusion. s/he peeled down enough to get he/r sissy stick between the mattress, though it was still in condoms and the latexxx sheath. I let he/r go til s/he was just toooo close to cumming, then let he/r sit upon the edge of the bed and bounce on he/r plug while stroking. When s/he got to the edge W/we played a little game and since s/he won I made her give up all he/r sissy goo and left he/r to marinate in it the rest of the night.
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October 2, 2008
My Journal
She had set up an appointment for him to come and see Me, saying he would be bringing her dirty panties along. She wanted him to give Me the juicy details (which I loved... show and tell!), but did give Me a brief synopsis of the events that transpired, necessitating this session. They had a bit of a disagreement when she told him his brother was looking at her "that way". He wouldn't believe it. So she hid him in the pantry one morning, with the door slightly ajar to see for himself so she could prove it to him. While he secretly watched, she seduced his brother whose wife was upstairs in the shower! Afterwards, she gave him the panties she had just cum in and let him know he was going to need to come and talk to Me about what he had just seen, and that while he was free to enjoy her panties any way that he desired, though he was not allowed to cum until I gave him permission.
BlueBalls the Pirate is giving Me the gift of himself en femme for My birthday! This will be a totally new xxxperience for him, and something that would never even enter his mind to do on his own. I am so exxxcited! The only reason he is doing this is because he knows I like it. So tonight W/we did some shopping. The dresses he chose to show Me to choose from were xxxquisite. Goth, Vampiric, sensual and witchy. Choosing was SO HARD because I loved almost all of them! In the end there were two I just couldn't do without, so he is going to get both of them and a lovely wig, too!! I am so eager to see what he will look like! He is even going to do make up and the whole nine yards. ~swooooon~ ooooooh My pirate!
I enjoyed a very intriguing conversation with an old friend tonight regarding the Enneagram personality system and we compared notes on our lives, our lovers, our aspirations and how that all fit together within that particular paradigm. Then I spanked him soundly for general principles, comforted and snuggled him and tucked him into bed for the night. :)
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October 1, 2008
My Journal
I was going to attend a bridal shower today, and was sad that all the other mother's who would be there would get to dress up their little girls in lovely party dresses, curl their hair and paint their nails... I wondered how many would be in matching mother daughter dresses. I was sad because I didn't have a little girl. All I had was a son. Then a stroke of inspiration struck! I COULD DRESS HIM UP LIKE A GIRL AND TAKE HIM AS MY OWN LITTLE DAUGHTER!!! Oh! Joy! I ran him a bath and explained it all to him as I washed all the boy off him and uncovered mother's little darling pink angel underneath! We had so much fun that we decided this was really best for him, and I think I am going to keep him en femme from now on! What fun we will have!
The Grublet called, on the road again, and W/we discussed what he is giving Me for My birthday. he is ordering a new chastity device: this one actually has the lock deep inside it so he won't be able to get to it this time. For My birthday, I get the keys. :) W/we agreed that for every day he spends in the cage, he earns 10 minutes out, to be given when he reaches a full 24 hour day. ~hehehe~ he will be in this one awhile!!! ~WOOHOO~!!!
Sweet little sissy is adorable and just as cute as s/he can be, however sometimes I really need a good, savage, primal fucking. So tonight I dressed her up all pretty in pink, replete with a lovely boa, and invited two very studly men over. Initially I was thinking one for Me and one for he/r, however once they arrived, I wanted them both. So s/he amused and entertained them , got them thoroughly aroused and brought them to Me. he/r reward for being such a little doll was that when all was said and done, I squat over he/r darling little face and allowed he/r to drink he/r fill of all that good, rich, hot, thick n creamy cum. s/he was a very happy sissy with quite a mess in he/r panties by the end of the evening!
He was soooooooooooo tired tonight he could barely keep his eyes open, but I knew he wouldn't sleep long. How did I know? Because I was going to visit him in his dreams, roaring through the darkness on My Vacuum Cleaner, he would hear Me, see Me, and know he could not escape My Presence. ~muahaha~ Witch Goddess, Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner, Mommy V, Goddess Domina, Auntie Dear, ... I am known by many names. Of the tribe of the Succubi, I infiltrate the dark and the deep, taking control of what I want and sucking the life giving seed from the depths of the balls til I am satisfied. I left him a remembrance, something that will assure him that no, it was not "just a dream" afterall. ~weg~
s/he was all dressed in blue and white, and arrived with bells on, literally. :) s/he had sweet little kitten bells dangled from he/r wrist, so I could hear them tinkle every time s/he moved. he/r short little white pleated skirt looked like it was taken from a cheerleader's closet, as did her tight blue sweater and striped blue and white knee socks. s/he completed her ensemble with lovely white maryjane stilettos. s/he called to confess. It had been a good while since W/we had spoken, and s/he was burdened with he/r sins. he/r sins?
1. Standing to tinkle when s/he SO knows better (that got he/r bottom nicely warmed and pinked up!).
2. Dribbling he/r sissy goo on the floor instead of keeping it in he/r panties, because s/he didn't want to soil them. ~sigh, shaking My Head~ (that got he/r a good paddling with the wienie whacker!)
3. s/he wanted to impress Mistress X so neglected to tell Her that s/he has an exxxtremely tight sissy hole that does not relaxxx well and can't safely take play a lot of the time. The result of that is that s/he hurt he/rself. THAT is punishment enough in and of itself, because not only is it going to take time and care for that to heal properly, but now of course I need to let X know about sissy's silliness, which is a little embarrassing. I understand being infatuated, but honestly! There ARE limits!
Until that heals she is on a special diet and supplement regimen, and is restricted to cumming only on Fridays.
s/he will also be taking nightly walks dressed totally en femme until My birthday. :) That is My birthday present.
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September 30, 2008
My Journal
It was time to pop a few balloons this afternoon, while My boy rubbed against My legs in pantyhose. He held a green one for Me as I rested My Foot up on it, letting My heel gradually fuck in a little deeper and a little deeper until.... POP! It busted with a loud bang! He was a little nervous to hold the orange one after that, but I needed one under My other Foot. ~weg~ After heel fucking that one til it xxxploded, too, I held one before his cute lil face as he humped faster and faster and picked at it loudly with My long fingernails until BANG! That one busted, too.
He and his men, like annoying little gnats, had been making nuisances of themselves throughout My Land. My Countesses were complaining and it was time to take decisive action and put this to bed. Capturing him was easy. All I needed to do was lure him with glimpses of My Stockings and Shoes, and seduce him with the promise of time at My Feet in private. Too late, he recognized My alluring trap just as it sprang shut about him and there was no escape. It tightened swiftly about him like an ankle strap on a deceptively delicate looking ankle that was actually as strong as Moqui Marble. My Countesses were comfortably seated in the Arena, awaiting the show of his shame and humiliation before his men, who were on their knees in the dirt about the inner circumference of the Arena's walls, boorishly braying to the comely Ladies above them. Their silence was nearly palpable, however, when I burst through the large double doors at the Western entrance to the Arena, with their fearless leader tied to My Ankle, crawling backwards, tugged along by the balls, tied snugly in The V Knot. I trod swiftly in My Power Pumps, allowing My heel to slip back and bump the balls with every step. The scene played out publicly made the Countesses cheer, the men humbled to silence below them, fearing what was to befall them, seeing their fearless leader was treated so... fill in the blanks, dear reader, with your wildest, most vivid imaginings. Or call and ask Me what happened!
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September 27, 2008
My Journal
BlueBalls the Pirate came in today after being out of town for several days. The first thing he did upon arriving home was to get his snail mail to procure the parcel I had sent him just before he left, and looked Me up online to let Me know he was back. He had a few errands to run before playing, but wanted to make sure I knew he would be calling. When he returned home he put on his slutty, black, lacy crotchless body suit for My viewing pleasure and waited for Me to summon him to the phone. Once there, I inspected My package to make sure he didn't sneak into it without permission (after all pirates ARE known for being a bit naughty and need close watching!) He opened the panties and the first thing My white, lacy panties, full of My scent and My cum, touched, were My glorious tied up, aching blue balls and rock hard cock. :) He inhaled My scent, tasted Me, and I allowed him to give Me pleasure. I came wonderfully, though he wasn't allowed. I left him blue balled in My panties. :)
YourDesiressissyslut was back for more today after s/he slept and took care of the mundane matters of he/r life (with the sissy stick tucked n tied safely out of the way, of course). s/he presented her/self for Mistress' amusement. After humping nude for a bit, I thought it wise to protect My sissy stick from chafing so had the sissy slip into well lubed latexxx panties with a built in sheath, an additional sheath, ANOTHER latexxx panty over that, followed by a big black girdle and a tight little body suit with a teensy little vibrating bullet back by the sissy hole. Adding a little red silky lingerie, sissy was all set to be planted in front of the puter for awhile to fill he/r mind with nothing but Mistress/sissy porn to deepen the mood and adjust the attitude a bit, til it was juuuust right. ~weg~
When sissy slut was sufficiently adjusted, I allowed he/r to call and perform a bit more, humping everything in sight, though s/he whined s/he couldn't feel a thing no matter how HARD s/he tried. I allowed her to roll all the undies down to the 2nd big sheath and remove that one, and allowed a few strokes of the sissy stick since it was right there hanging out before rolling all the undies right back up again. Then I planted her little butt back in front of the computer for a bit with specific instruction to watch COCKSUCKING porn, with the understanding that this was educational and that s/he would be xxxpected to approach it as such, understanding also that practice makes perfect!
When instructed to call and show Me what s/he had learned, s/he did so, with enthusiasm and alacrity.
The nexxxt assignment was to watch STRAP-ON porn, again with the understanding that this was educational.
When I decided sissyslut had spent enough time in "class" W/we spent more time together so s/he could show Me what s/he had learned. I let little bitch fuck until s/he was just too xxxhausted to go any further, then told he/r that is she could cum in 50 seconds, I would allow it. If not, s/he could enjoy he/r testosterone loaded big bouncing ovies for another week. s/he came in 20 seconds. Impressive! Sissy goo was EVERYWHERE!!! s/he collapsed back onto the bed and hasn't moved since. ~giggle~
I heard from a playmate tonight who used to hook up with Me pretty regularly, but O/our schedules haven't coincided very well for a bit. It was so great to hear him stroke for Me again! He sounds so incredible, the way he moans as he is stroking. I love to instruct him in just how to stroke, seeing what makes him moan with the most intensity. Sometimes I hear this incredibly arousing "I am losing control but trying so hard to hold on!" struggle when he nears orgasm. I am so inspired by that! It makes Me want to find the way to hold him right at that place, riding that edge, for hours. ~happy sigh~
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September 26, 2008
My Journal
What an interesting Friday night! Everyone knows Friday nights are for having fun. :)
My daddy gave me some money so I went shopping. Since it was the end of summer all the really cool stuff was on sale. I bought a new bathing suit. The bottoms were little blue boy shorts with yellow polka dots, the bra hooked behind my back and tied behind my neck. When I got home I wanted to show him what I got. He liked it and asked if I would like to go swimming. I have really sensitive skin, so I needed him to rub sunscreen all over me, which he was really happy to do. Since the material was kind of thin, he thought maybe we should rub it on my bottom, too, so I wouldn't get burned buns and that felt so good I wanted him to keep going and THAT felt so good that... oops! I'm not supposed to talk abut that part. ~giggle~ But it was fun.
YourDesiresSissySlut was feeling he/r sissy oats tonight. :) I had teased he/r a bit LAST night and asked he/r to wear a few condoms and a certain pair of panties all last night to bed and then all day today for Me. By the time sissy got in tonight there was one thing on he/r mind... and that one thing was what I love best... celebrating the weekend YourDesires style. The only problem was s/he had spent a very HARD night and was sooooooo tired that I knew it was in he/r best interest to take a nap before W/we started in earnest to ensure s/he had the stamina for it. So I began the evening by teasing that lusciously sweet sissy stick to the edge of cumming while sissy chanted he/r mantra. I slid he/r into a pair of latexxx panties with a sissy stick sheath built right in, a little pair of regular panties pulled up over he/r bottom but under he/r ovies, and 2 big girdle type panties with he/r sissy stick pulled thru them so it was hanging out. (Well, it wasn't exxxactly HANGING, but it was UP and OUT begging for attention.) Clamped nipples, a strapless long line stuffed bra (that really did look amazing!), a waist cincher, a pair of soft petal pink panties and a pink baby doll nightie with black heels completed the nap time ensemble. Gagged and blindfolded, I tucked he/r in for a bit of a nap while I attended to another party I was having.
A friend of Mine wanted to do a series of sneak candid videos of people having unusual types of sex. Always willing to help out on a project, I arranged to have him visiting at My country estate during a long weekend during which I was also having a friend, her mother and a guy friend visiting as well. Everything they ate and drank was infused with a powerful, majickal amnesia inducing aphrodisiac which was also known to totally obliterate inhibitions. My friend shot MILES of film of the three of them and their antics.
It was time to wake sissyslut from he/r slumber and to dress he/r for he/r early evening activities. First things first though: upon waking s/he slid to he/r knees and worshipped the YourDesires Goddesses as s/he has been taught, humping between the mattresses and chanting he/r mantra til on the edge of cumming. Then it was time to stuff he/r with a large metal plug, pull off her nightie and pink panties, don a pair of white tights with the front left down under he/r ovies, a super short green velvet dress and black heels. Before sitting he/r down to watch porn for awhile, I tied her sissy stick and wrists in such a way that every time s/he moved he/r arms s/he would be jerking he/r stick. Stroking was not allowed.
While s/he was fulfilling he/r porn assignment, I spent some time with an old friend who was on his way to go visit a lovely TS to give he/r a blow job. I am waiting to hear back from him to see how that went! Very xxxciting!
I also had a very hot chat with a man about a threesome he was hoping to arrange with his wife, his best friend and himself as the participants.
Another very sweet little sissy is contemplating getting a boob job. W/we discussed that, he/r boyfriend and wether s/he wanted to keep he/r sissy stick or not while s/he painted he/r toenails a lovely white with tiny little pink hearts. Girl talk on the phone... :)
My lover and I decided it was time to teach a sweet young thing in the fine art of fellatio. That was an interesting time, to say the least! She was an apt and eager pupil and easily achieved the desired result, a mouthful of hot cum spewed into the back of her throat.
Checking back in on sissyslut, I realized that W/we were approaching late evening hours, and it was time to dress for some night life! After letting he/r hump a bit on the corner of he/r bed, the waist cincher was traded for a brilliant red satin corset topped by a skin tight spaghetti strap slut red top after removing the green velvet dress. Since he/r sissy stick was proving to be SUCH a temptation I decided it was time to slip on the big ol' up to here and down to there black girdle to keep it out of reach before slipping on the sleazy little red skirt, red panties and red garter belt and stockings. It was THEN revealed s/he had left laundry undone, so he/r assignment was to take care of the laundry, remembering s/he had a date with the washing machine when it hit the spin cycle. I also had he/r watch a bit more porn while waiting for it to reach that point.
Following that sissyslut, xxxhausted from the previous HARD night coupled with nearly 7 hours of constant arousal begged permission to please take a little nap. So off came most of the clothes, and I tucked he/r into bed in a red silky nightie, long pink satin gloves with sissy stick still sheathed in latexxx, but also covered with an additional sheath so any touching could not be felt.
Waking he/r a short time later, and seeing how delirious s/he was with arousal and sleep deprivation, I decided it was best to blueball sissy, removing the plug, sheath and latexxx panty and tucking he/r into bed for a good night's sleep... after all...
Tomorrow is another day!
And with as fun as Friday night's are... SATURDAYS ARE EVEN BETTER!!!!!!!
Woohoo!
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July 29, 2008
My Journal
An old "friend" stopped by My office today. ~weg~ One of the last things I told him when W/we last saw each other was to always be in panties whenever he enters My building. So when I invited him into My office, of course I wanted to see what he had on inside his trousers. I was shocked to find NOTHING! Obviously, I needed to show him that I really exxxpected to be obeyed. I say what I mean, mean what I say and rarely if ever change My mind, as anyone who knows Me at all can to tell you. I slid My own red, silky panties off for him to hold and fondle while I procured a long slender cord from My desk; it was just the right length to adequately, albeit rather snugly, tie off his balls individually and his cock, too. It was a bit of a struggle getting all that equipment into the panties, but I managed. All of the women I work with stared agog at the enormous tent in the man's trousers as W/we exxxited the office and the building. I caressed him in the car as W/we drove to My favorite lingerie shop, where I paraded him in, loudly announcing that W/we needed several pairs of panties for this fool, as all of his were dirty and I had to loan him Mine. All of the sales girls converged on us giggling wanting to measure him for panties. Unfortunately he exxxploded in Mine and made such a mess that shopping was out of the question. W/we will need to make that attempt on another day.
He called from his hotel, having forgotten his diapers. W/we fashioned a delightful one from a towel and washcloth. Hotels always have lotion, thankfully, so W/we were able to protect his cock n bottom from diaper rash. The maid knocked, and I called for her to enter. Seeing My little one on the bed in a pink diaper, she of course assumed I had a sweet little angel girl there. Imagine her surprise when she lifted him from My arms, where I had been nursing him, and felt his little penis stiffen in his diaper! She tore open the diaper to see and laughed so hard at My little princess's cute little weewee that he squirted.
Goddess Queen of the Snakes paid him a visit in his hotel room, ordering Herself dinner, and drawing Herself a bath. Peeking in through a crack at the door he hoped to glimpse Her nude body as She bathed. He was shocked and stunned, couldn't believe his eyes, when what he saw cavorting in his tub was not the Woman Who went in there, but instead a very large, playfully active water snake! He rubbed his eyes and looked again. It was a snake alright, slithering over the surface of the water, diving deep to the bottom, leaping into the air, twisting, writhing, turning. Feeling weak in the knees, he stumbled back to his desk. When She emerged from the bathroom, wearing his robe, towel drying Her hair he didn't know what to say, what to make of what he had seen. Her meal arrived. She ordered him to strip and sit beneath the table with his head laid back on Her chair so She could seat Herself upon his face while She dined. The scene was surreal. She seated Herself and as she feasted, She fed him from Her own body as he felt a long reptilian tail surround his body and legs. Peering down at him momentarily, he saw the face of the Serpent Queen, reptilian to be sure, but with sparkling midnight blue eyes instead of black, and Her long dark tresses fell about Her face. She filled him. She consumed him for dessert.
Blueballs the Pirate wrote Me a story today. It is a compilation of many of O/our play times, with some possibilities thrown in to play with in the future. I so enjoyed reading it back to him on the phone when W/we spoke tonight! Much food for thought and inspiration here, to be sure! It is posted down below, under "My Fantasies".
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July 10, 2008
My Journal
he desired some time to Worship between his Mistress's Legs, to give Me oral delights. he loves nothing better, and derives the greatest satisfaction of all for himself out of knowing that he has serviced My pleasure. ~smiles~ So after arousing Me with tales of his recent xxxploratory exxxcursions to gay bars, recounting the things he had seen and xxxperienced there,and informing Me of an up and cumming forced bi party he would be attending soon, when My silky pink panties were wet and clinging to the Lips of My Vulva, with his teeth he rolled them slowly down. Starting at My perfectly pedicured toes he sucked and licked and caressed his way up to My engorged Lips and brought Me to a most enjoyable orgasm, well pleasing My Desire. W/we will speak again after his party, and he will give Me all the juicy details. I am looking forward to that, very much.
I have a friend who is an enormous tease with all the men she knows. She flirts, taunts, teases... and rarely if ever follows through. She enjoys the game immensely. There is nothing wrong with that as it isn't hurting her or anyone else, though I doubt the men she blueballs would agree with Me there. ~heh~ The only real problem with it that I can see is that she also wants children, but at this rate she is going to run out the clock. Sometimes a friend just has to take matters into her own hands for someone else's own good. This is one of those times. So I arrange a blind date for her with a man who adores her in a lovely, secluded, moonlit garden, taking care of all the preparations and service for the evening Myself. Each of the dishes served contributes in some way to loosening inhibitions, stimulating arousal or facilitating the evening culminating in My dear friend's pregnancy. By the end of dinner, her dress is torn from top to bottom, her bra ripped in half, her panties destroyed and she is on her back on the table, legs in the air, eagerly begging for more of the pounding his enormously engorged cock is so willingly giving her. I have no doubt but the creamy xxxplosion that will erupt from those furiously bouncing balls will absolutely hit the mark and in 9 months time she will have that sweet babe that she so desires in her arms. She will thank Me for it. ~twinkle~
Blueballs My Pirate has earned himself a week in chastity for his willful lack of self control. So for punishment, before he gets snapped into his device, W/we played a game tonight in which I allowed him two dribbles of cum after furiously pounding his meat, and then rode him til I had My fill, bouncing My breasts over his face while holding his arms still so he could try to captured My nipples with his lips. Rode him hard. Put him up hard and wet. ~weg~ Blueballed, yet again.
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June 24, 2008
ahhhhhhhhhhhh... it feels good to be before the blank screen again. The innocence of the pristine page beckons before Me, waiting to be shaped and formed and called to Life by My Desire, like a willing, loving, submissive ever at the ready to serve Mistress's Pleasure.
Some times the page, like the surrendered submissive, is defiled by My dark thoughts, My dirty words, My taboo Desires given unbridled exxxpression as they spill out onto the page and My Lusts run free. I delight in flinging the muck dredged up from the Depths and seeing it splatter where it lands, how it stains, how it runs, how it merges in the soul of the one touched, calling inevitably for surrender.
Not, however today.
Other times, like today, the page, as the submissive, is used for something sweeter, something gentler, more loving and nurturing. Sometimes something higher beckons, singing across the page like a soft little harp. A flight of fancy, airy and light as an iridescent soap bubble or the gossamer of a fairy's wing, tickles and teases and giggles to play. It softly whispers like a cooling breeze over hot sweat, making My nipple pucker up tight and hard, My Lips lightly tingle. It is about the nuance, the suggestion, the promise of things to cum hinted at.
I turn to My little one, and I smile.
s/he is such a delicate, sweet little thing in he/r interior life, though you would never know that by he/r external life. It is he/r secret. he/r secret desire was always to be Mother's little princess, to have been raised as the girl s/he really was inside, to have he/r feminine nature validated. There were tiny little glimmers of femininity allowed here and there, tiny little nourishing orts found in the bottom of the nearly empty nail polish jar, in the last few drops of fragrance found in the bottle which had been tossed away, or a touch of the slippery shine of lip gloss dressing up he/r puckery little pout for just a moment or two. With such a sweet demure lamb I am eternal Mother, knowing what is best and insisting on it for My little one.
Today was he/r 8th birthday.
Mother had made a decision.
Mother's little lamb should have been born a girl and it was useless to continue fighting that and pretending that "he" was a "normal boy".
I sent "him" in for a bath. A friend was hostessing "his" birthday party and it was time to prepare. When "he" emerged from his bath I called him to My room, were I had a lovely, gauzy lavender party dress with tiny little sequins scattered about the gypsy fairy hem and embroidery covering the bodice. There were dainty little spaghetti straps and a sewn in slip, matching panties ("Let Mother tuck you, dear!") and anklets, and pretty little purple shoes! he/r eyes lit up and as I dressed he/r, exxxplaining that s/he was going to be a girl all the time now, Mother's little princess! And all the other Mother's were dressing THEIR little boys as girls today, too, and bringing them to the party. They would blow bubbles, play with dolls and jacks, coo over each others pretty dresses, and brush each other's hair, just like girls do.
My darling would start taking special vitamins every day, and when s/he gets bigger there will be MUCH MUCH more for he/r to learn about being a girl!! ~wink~
There was another sort of delving into the depths of the feminine today also, but in a very different and much more sexxxxual way.
A dear friend has been hearing the ticking of her biological clock, and fretting over it, but is doing little more than flirting, teasing and dabbling with the men who are interested in her.
Sometimes a friend just has to take matters into Her own hands!
I invited her to come to My compound for a health retreat for a week. Work outs, spas, massages etc and lots of very healthy, organic food. And of course there were the vitamins. Lovely little vitamins that transformed her reproductive organs into those of a canine, so that when she bred, and breed she most certainly would, she would be impregnated with a litter.
When the time came to breed her, she lay suspended from a tree in a leather swing, legs cuffed up wide open, obviously in heat. 6 studs came to breed her, standing in a circle about her as she begged for cock, cock, more cock. They quickly stripped, cocks in hand watching, taking turns, over and over and over again until she was utterly satiated, full of cum...
and very, very pregnant.
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My Journal
May 2,2008
He snuck into Mommy's diary and read about so many interesting, enticing things! It was a Forbidden World, a Private World that he entered there, and he knew it... that is part of what made it so intriguing. That and all the Forbidden Topics. Of particular interest was a recurring theme in which Mommy gained power and control over men by hypnotizing them with her soft, sultry voice, her mesmerizing words, her cunning cadence and purrrrrrrrrrrrring, seductive rhythm, her tender touches and arousing caresses. He wondered what it felt like to be one of those men, to have a Woman control you, own you, plant suggestions deep into your mind. He was soon to find out, though of course he didn't know it. He lay in his bed, on the edge of drifting off when he felt Her enter his room. She lay nexxxt to him, softly caressing his face, whispering "relaxxx... trust Me... relaxxx". He felt his body respond to Her, cum under Her control. He felt it begin to change at Her direction and becum more and more aroused. His penis, while still quite erect, began to shrink smaller and smaller until it was just a lovely little pink spot, compacting all of the xxxperience of all the pleasure of an entire penis into one little button! She transformed it into a wonderful feminine cunt! And then She taught him to enjoy pleasure into an entirely new and different way, all the while planting deep in his mind that any time he sees a Woman with shiny red lips... ~weg~
He called from a friend's home and really had NO privacy. Her Eyes twinkled as She had him gag himself, to ensure he didn't betray their play with a single suspicious sound! She laughed with gleeful, wicked pleasure exxxpressing Her delight at being able to be just as loud as She pleased, while he really couldn't allow the faintest whimper to escape his lips even though he would normally be screaming. She taunted, tormented and teased him with no mercy, as mercy is not in Her vocabulary. When he was allowed to cum after being flogged and caned and bitten, kissed, caressed and licked, he did so with a silent scream that only She could hear.
he showed up at My door wanting to serve. one of My visiting girlfriends thought it would be delightful to use him as a toilet. I let Her do that but I had plans of My own for him. I wanted to hook him up to a dog run to watch him run 2 hours a day. I wanted to work him hard and have him in xxxquisite shape so that when I had My nexxxt party I could use him as an ornament, a statue holding a fruit bowl. He would look so real, so perfect and would be so still that people would wonder if he was a real person or a statue and would touch him to find out. Then it would becum a game to see if they could make him move. Touching, prodding, poking, dangling panties from his penis, and he couldn't move a muscle. ~snicker~
He took her for a drive that afternoon. She leaned back against the passenger side door, slipped her shoes off and tickled the side of his neck with her little pink toes, taunting him that she wanted to watch him jack off while he drove. She watched his bulge swell but he needed some encouragement to get started, so she pulled her panty to the side and began to touch herself, begging him to unzip and let her see his big beautiful cock. Unable to resist her, wanting to please her, he unzipped and started stroking. She pulled a dildo from her bag and started pumping it in and out of her pussy as they drove down the highway. When they came to a town and stopped at a red light, she slid up onto his lap and rode him, thrusting her dildo in and out of his mouth til the light turned green. She kissed him hard as she slid off his cock, biting his lip and whispering, "Find us a little ol dirt side road." A couple of miles out, he pulled over to the side of the road and she jumped out, running to the back of the car and pulling her hot little ass up on to the trunk. Panties dangling from one ankle, legs in the air she called him back. "Eat me! Fuck me!" but she wouldn't let him cum. He gave her all he could, holding back til he just couldn't hold back any more. Pulling her off the car, pushing her to her knees, he buried himself in her mouth as she looked up at him from under her lashes, her mouth stretched wide over his fat rod.
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My Journal
April 26,2008
Having been roommates for a couple of years, with nary a problem between us, we had becum good, platonic friends, rather like siblings. So imagine my shock and surprise when I walked through the front door one evening and found him standing in the middle of the living room wearing nothing but a smile, a hard on and a pair of my pantyhose, looking like a deer caught in headlights as he exxxploded uncontrollably in orgasm! He immediately apologized and offered to do ANYTHING to make it right. I took FULL advantage of THAT opportunity!! I dressed him totally en femme and then sent him out to My car for "something I forgot" which was really a ruse for punishing him by locking him out of the apartment while fully crossdressed! He had no other option really, other than just sitting there in My car in the driveway. ~weg~ I took a leisurely bath, dressed in filmy lingerie, let him in and had him service Me orally initially, followed by a good long bit of strap on play. He is My bitch now!!
Mama's boy had very good timing today so W/we had some bathroom fun.
We are taking a year long world cruise, the 4 of us. I have gifted he, his coworker and her mother each with a male and female slave to serve, to pleasure and to attend to their every desire over the course of O/our voyage. When receiving their inoculations, I had each of My guests injected with a hormone that would leave them completely sexxxually uninhibited for this entire year. Not surprisingly, O/our very first night was engaged in orgiastic xxxploration of the slaves and each other right on the dining room table following dinner. And W/we have only just begun... ~weg~
"What's shakin'?" he asked. "This big, hard, dripping dick, get on your knees and suck it! Suck it OFF!" I replied. He did... and not just that one, for there was another for the backdoor slut hole as well. So begins the SST, he is just unaware that's where this is headed!!!! He has such difficulty saying that he wants cock, but I make him repeat it over and over because it is good for him! ~muahaha~
Three glorious hours of tormenting My propertyslave!! Our activities are MUCH too unusual and intense to talk about here but OMG... ~swoon~ W/we take CBT to O/our own Level in O/our own Realm! And his safe word is MORE!!! So there are absolutely no limits but Mine. Especially since I have his sister in laws contact info as well as his boss's. ~weg~
I finished My day with a very dear playmate, role playing some scenes realistically from his childhood with just a few slight variations. While I am familiar with this gentleman's stories, I never tire of them. They are like returning to favorite books or movies. I enjoy them again and again. Delightful! :)
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My Journal
April 25,2008
My Southern gentleman told Me today about a time his mother and he came upon his sister and boyfriend fondling and caressing each other, as young lovers so frequently do. Rather than rudely interrupting them, they hid. Standing together in the shadows, they watched as things progressed between the lovers. Fondling escalated to foreplay and foreplay to fucking. Together they watched as she rode him, her breasts bouncing over his face. Together they watched as she spun around, his cock still in her, grinding down on him faster and faster. She was obviously xxxperiencing much pleasure!... til he tried to slow her down so he wouldn't cum too fast. Poor kid! He hadn't learned how to fuck a woman THROUGH her orgasm; he didn't know the pleasure of giving a woman wave after wave after wave of climactic pleasure on his cock before indulging his own release. In short, the boy was not yet a man. He had not learned to develop the self control necessary to become a truly artful lover. That obviously annoyed her; she wanted to cum! Mother was whispering non-stop in brother's ear as they watched together, interpreting and explaining what they were seeing, instructing him in what SHOULD be happening. As they continued to watch, sister slowed down and Mother whispered to him even more about the things bf could be doing to make her feel good, to make her feel better, to make her cum hard... There was just so much the so bf didn't know! Mother taught her son about the importance of being a skillful lover. They watched in disappointment as the bf lost control completely and came, though because of his oh! so frustrating ineptness and lack of skill, sister didn't get to reach her climaxxx. Bf left shortly after, and Mother made a hot drink for her daughter, being very sweet and attentive to her, even commenting on how quiet and sad she seemed. What sister didn't know was that Mother had a way of making things all better. She had laced her drink with a little helper. Becumming drowsy shortly thereafter, she went to bed. That was when things took an amazingly wild turn as Mother took brother to sister's room to make everything better, by having him give her the pleasure Mother said she needed and deserved!! While drowsy and fuzzy, but not asleep, she was quite uninhibited and suggestible. When she came on her brothers cock, she actually called out his name! Mother was masturbating furiously in the background watching the scene unfold just as she had intended it to.
His wife went out for big cock yesterday and he called today to say she still hadn't cum back!! W/we counted it up and she had been gone for 14 hours! I asked if he wasn't a little worried and he said no, she had called a couple of times to let him know she was ok, and to send him a couple of pics she took with her phone of her pussy stuffed with cock! She called him just before he called Me to let him know she was on her way home, she was exhausted, and she wanted him to have a nice hot bath ready for her when she arrived. He said he would give her a massage, too, and then she would let him masturbate on his feet as long as he would rub the cum into her skin. HAPPILY MARRIED COUPLE!
He noticed a bit of her panty peeking up out of the waistband of her jeans in the back, so intriguing! So inviting! So he called so we could role play. He had a delicious one in mind, full of the flavor of my glorious cunt in his mouth, followed by digital pleasures and for dessert, filling me with himself.
Servant boy knows his place... beneath My Feet, under My toilet seat and firing up the heat to warm the fresh spring water for My bath. All the menial, all the mundane falls to him so that I am free to simply BE the Glorious Goddess that I AM.
I left him to housesit for Me, a trusted neighbor who I THOUGHT knew his place. When I returned home a few days early however, I found this snooping boobie had rummaged through My Private Things in My Private Room. There were lessons to be taught and learned!!!
yourdesiressissyslut and I will be spending a bit of time together tomorrow... ~weg~... This is how he is to prepare:
"The evening should be spent gagged, in condoms (2)and in slutty evening
attire watching or reading porn. Nipple play is allowed. Ovie teasing is
allowed. The sissy stick is completely off limits.
Before retiring, yoursdesiressissyslut will replace the gag with the hood
slip the sheath over the condoms, slip in the vibrating egg (not turned
on)and will worship the YourDesires Goddesses humping the mattresses
chanting "cumming is bad. cumming makes the pleasure stop" til on the edge
of cumming. Slip into cuffs with a scarf around the back of the neck and
each cuff tied into a scarftail so the hands cannot reach the clitty area and
don approrpiate sleep attire.
I will call you when I want to amuse Myself with you."
Sweet dreams, yourdesiressissyslut!
AND ~squirming with anticipation~ I will have 3 full hours in which I can fulfill every sadistic thought and impulse I desire to hear and see performed upon My propertyslave tomorrow as well. it knows to be prepared for anything and everything that I might conceive of to ask for. it is learning to anticipate My wants and wishes, My needs and desires.
I love what I do!!!
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My Journal
April 24, 2008
I dressed him in a shiny, short, red vinyl mini skirt with matching halter/corset and thigh high platform boots. Knowing his love for the "ultra slut" look, W/we went with black fishnets on a garter belt and teensy little black velvet panties with a special fuck hole cut out, so I could put him on a collar and leash and fit his pucker with a butt plug complete with dog tail to peek out under his skirt. Streetwalker/alley whore make up and a wig was all that was needed to complete the ensemble, and then it was cock, cock and more cock for My slut! ~muahaha~ He is the life of the party, a cum dumpster just waiting to be filled!
W/we talked about the kinds of porn W/we each liked to look at and I got a little carried away... tieing him up and making him suck cock because THAT was what I wanted to see. ~weg~
He was younger and a subordinate at work. A cocky fuck, he approached Me in My office and made Me an interesting proposition: he wanted the opportunity to show Me just how much pleasure he was capable of giving Me. His performance was MORE than adequate! mmmmmmmmm ~still glowing~ He is welcum to cum in My office anytime!
His wife went out, but he didn't pout cuz he was sitting all alone with Me on the phone pulling on his teensy little pud. She told him she was going to get some real big cock, which made him hard as a rock as his mind locked on how her pussy would look, all freshly fucked and full of cum when she would show it to him later. She always gives him all the juicy details. He just loves that! Lucky boy, that!
My fellow Scorpio and I engaged in a little Lolita scene today. :) The role of the bold curious young temptress cums SO easily to Me! ~weg~
Poor, poor Pirate Blueballs!!! He worked very, very hard at providing the pleasure I desired and he did well, too... I WOULD have allowed him to cum if he had guessed the right number when I rolled the dice. Alas! Blueballed once again!
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My Journal
April 23, 2008
He had several pairs of his wife's lovely little panties available, so I had him try all of them on and describe both how they fit and how they felt so W/we could decide which ones were the best to wear while he sucked cock for Me today.
The Dick Handler and I decided W/we would declare May the Month of Masturbating Madness and encourage everyone everywhere to masturbate at least 2x a day all month long. I think he should have a theme song, too.. like Magic Hands or The Stroke or Dancing with Myself, I Touch Myself... something like that that he could turn on as a prelude to the times he takes matters into his own hands. ~twinkle~
I hypnotized he/r and planted a certain erotic suggestion regarding black stiletto heels deep into her subconscious. It will be interesting to see what happens with this one!!
W/we haven't spoken in a few years, but picked right back up where W/we left off once W/we caught up a bit with each other. He is still that naughty, kinky cockhungry little sissy thing he always was! Some things never change... (and I am delighted that they don't!! They are ever so much fun!!)
stupid sissy's Mistress told He/r Lover not to be gentle with stupid sissy any more. Sounds to Me like stupid sissy is REALLY in for it now!! This will be amusing I am sure!
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My Journal
April 22, 2008
EARTH DAY :)
The boy had quite a work out between his R/T Mistress, Her Friend AND a couple of the Women here, but he called back today for more! Mz Rebecca and I obliged by HEAVILY weighting down his cock n balls. MUAHAHA!
The perv called to say he was TRYING to be good and not call Me. ~lol~ No matter how hard he tries to resist, though, he and I both know he will worship Me all his days, no matter how hard he tried to fight it. I am in him.
My fellow Scorpio is such a male version of Me! It really is uncanny. Today I introduced him to "Lolita"... (the novel and both versions of the movie) and to The Greenery Press (an xxxquisite resource for BDSM/Kink material).
Sweet little sissykins SO has he/r Mistress wrapped! ~lol~ s/he called to tell Me today that Mistress actually let he/r lay in their bed and jill while Mistress watched he/r and whispered to he/r about how much fun it would be to have a Man there giving Her oral pleasures while sissykins would sit on the floor and watch, with permission to tweak one nipple. ~chuckle~ Too cute!!
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My Journal
April 19,2008
yourdesiressissyslut had he/rself worked up into rare form early this morning and was eagerly awaiting My arrival, all dressed up and well teased, and of course, unable to sleep. s/he sweetly begged to PLEASE be allowed to service Mistress with oral pleasures, a request s/he knew I would not refuse... once s/he was properly attired, that is!
Blueballs the Pirate awoke in a randy mood and called with a rope in one hand and reaching for Mommy's pussy with the other. Knowing what a handful an unrestrained pirate can be, Mommy wisely tied those big bouncing balls up and set that little motherfucker to work diving for Mommy's pulsing pink pearl. When My pussy was wet and slippery, hot and hungry, I pulled the rope down to his feet to stretch the balls and ordered him to bury that fat cock inside Me... every pumping stroke tugged hard on his balls. When I wanted it harder W/we untied the rope from his feet and pulled it up his back, pulling the balls backward up toward his ass and tieing the rope off around his shoulder so every movement was ensured to deliver that fully engorged cock deep into Me, rock hard just the way I like it. To ensure he felt every movement fully, to make him scream louder, I pulled him over on his back, slipping My pussy slowly up higher and higher til just the tip of his cock was between My dripping, engorged lips. Digging My long red nails into his soft belly to mark him, then sliding the rope from his shoulder and instead wrapping it around My own back anchoring it about My Breasts, encouraging him to watch the way My lovely labia curled in and out around his wet, purple shaft as I rode him hard. Having trained him well that "cumming is bad", he fought the urge to ejaculate before being given permission valiantly, like a brave Pirate, My Blueballs. I did leave him, true to his name, blue balled today, just because I could.
it was time for her to begin to learn about loving cock: the feel of it, the scent, the taste, all the places it feels good to touch, to take it in her. All she needed was a little guidance as she was a very eager and apt pupil! :)
yourdesiressissyslut awoke from he/r nap, refreshed, renewed and full of CUM! W/we had to do something about that, so I allowed he/r to worship, squatting nexxxt to he/r bed, pounding away at the mattress chanting "cumming is bad" until s/he couldn't control he/rself any more. ~weg~
He has 7 1/2" of THICK meat. I can actually HEAR his balls slapping between his thighs when he pumps hard and thrusts into his fist at the same time. He ejaculated all over his belly for Me today listening to My wet pussy. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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My Journal
April 17, 2008
He loves the natural seductiveness of My Voice, the natural eroticism of the kinks and twists and quirks of My Mind exxxhibited in My word choices and enunciations, but mostly he loves the way I hypnotize him with just the sound of My Voice. It is rhythmic and soft and low, bewitching, enchanting, caressing... taking complete control, quietly, seductively, completely rendering him exxxquisitely helpless, powerless and vulnerable. prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
He wanted to pleasure me and was straight up about that. This call was all about giving me pleasure. Last time we spent some time together he needed it to be about him, about his cock, and he wanted to return the favor. I had a brand new dildo to break in and it was a perfect time to do that, with him. It was an exxxquisite time! :)
I was in my room changing clothes getting ready to go to a new club with some friends when he walked in. He was a bit embarrassed as he hadn't xxxpected to find me there. I invited him to stay and we chatted as I finished undressing. He was intrigued by my pussy hair and wanted to feel it. One thing quite naturally led to another, and before I knew it I was on his lap riding his engorged cock!
We love to share the sexxxual adventures of our childhoods with each other. It is amazing how similar we were and are in our perversions! ~lol~
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My Journal
April 16, 2008
He knows now whenever he cums to mommy's room and sees pretty little girl clothes laying on the bed that he is going to get another lesson in being a good gurl. A bubble bath followed by panties and silky stockings with a little lace garter, camisole, half slip, dress and curls with ribbons, lip gloss and a bit of blush utterly transform mother's darling into her lovely little gurl. When mother's robe falls open and little one sees that great big strap on, it is time for "girl lessons". She is learning to be a good little cocksucker and absolutely loves when he/r panties get pulled down and s/he gets to watch mommy's hips sway as the big strap on penetrates and rocks in and out of he/r. Today there was a little surprise though, as it was time to graduate to some big gurl games. ~weg~ s/he was blindfolded and as mommy continued to whisper in he/r ear and tease he/r, a stubbly face was suddenly licking he/r and a hot hard cock was pumping into he/r and then cumming all over he/r!
He came home on his lunch break to call. We discussed a variety of issues in his life, which I always very much enjoy. We have known each other a very long time and I love that he trusts me as his sounding board. We finished up by talking about some things he could do tonight when he gets off work and THAT made us both feel like getting off before he went back to work. Never one to deny an impulse, we took our pleasure together and then went back about our individual days. :)
I was an aesthetician at a nudist colony. He was just xxxploring complete body shaving vs waxxxing, so I introduced him to the differences, and informed him what to exxxpect with each. I tried to remain very professional with him, but his cock was the largest I had ever seen and drooled precum profusely! Precum is an xxxquisite skin conditioner so I just had to show him how marvelously it works. He really appreciated that, as he was quite embarrassed at his inability to control it. I worked hard to make him comfortable and put him at ease. :)
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My Journal
April 15, 2008
grublet finally CAME! he could only spit his goo fantasizing about going back into his cage for Me though. :) While he did enjoy his orgasm, he found that he did really miss his cage, adn immediately upon cumming, he craved going back into it. It looks like he is learning exxxperientially exxxactly why I say that cumming is bad: it did make all of his pleasure stop. The key is in the mail today, on its way to Me, as he is safely locked back up now. I decided to hold him there until My birthday in October. ~weg~ That way he will be looking forward to My birthday as much as I will.
Vacuum Cleaner boy had never heard the tale of how his Auntie and 2 cousins disappeared. W/we had that story today: Auntie wanted a robot (which she called Bottie) that she could program to do all of her housework. She found one at the Vacuum Cleaner store and also purchased 2 new Vacuum Cleaners for it to use as well. She had some ladies to tea one day and something went terribly wrong when she was giving them a demonstration. The Vacuum Cleaners Vacuumed up all of her guests! Later the Vacuum Cleaners and Bottie chased she and her little girl around, Vacuuming so hard that it tore the carpet up off the floor out of the living room, with such intense suction that it actually flew... a flying carpet! Whenever they tried to get off, the Vacuum Cleaners just Vacuumed them right back on to it. Away they flew and no one has seen or heard from them since! Vacuum Cleaner boy was so terrified to learn of this in O/our family history that I thought perhaps W/we should watch some cartoons together to calm him down and distract his attention from his terror. So W/we watched "DustBunnies" getting Vacuumed up. ~lol~ It had the opposite effect, for some strange reason, making him even more xxxcitable!
He has been very mindful of My silken, golden Web and I have been very mindful of weaving it and taking control of him. My Presence is peaceful and hypnotic to him, which bodes well. It is fated; it is destiny; I will meet with little to no resistance from him as I fully, completely take him and make him Mine. He is willingly surrendering, relinquishing all control. What I tell him to do, he will do; what I tell him to want, he wants; what I tell him to think, he thinks; what I tell him he likes, he likes. I will own him utterly and completely by the Power of Threefold Cord when all is said and done.
Hot, horny and hard, with balls full of hot cream, he called ready to erupt, exxxploding for Me with wild abandon. :)
My lil sweetie called for a story about transforming My 4 year old boy into a girl, along with other neighboring mommies doing the same thing with their little boys, because We know it is what is best for them. W/we all know that they really should have been born girls in the first place! We will do Our best to raise them as girls and teach them about being feminine in all ways, and they will love it. Mother knows what is best!
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My Journal
April 12, 2008
footboy presented, naked, hard and kneeling, back arched, ass up high, legs spread wide and face to the floor. As I slipped My open Hand between his legs, palm up, he dropped his balls into it, knowing full well I would squeeze and roll them tight and tighter to test his endurance and to give him an opportunity to prove himself by his willingness to suffer for Me. Punishing the balls while teasing the cock made him whimper and when I bound and tied them, finishing with the V Knot, he positively moaned. He trembled visibly as My heels clicked over the floor as I made My way about him, exxxamining My property. As I sat he presented on hands and knees as My footstool, upon which to rest My Feet. Tormenting him mercilessly with My Shoes, My Feet drove him to distraction. He licked the soles of My Pumps, sucked the Heels like cocks, took the Toes in his mouth and licked them all over, polishing them with his tongue until he could see his face in them. I tied them between his legs, letting them dangle there as I punished him with My stocking clad Feet. Finally, with My Heel grinding into his thigh, and My bare Foot covering his face, he was allowed to stroke for Me, cumming on the ten count. he did well. The reward? Being locked in My Boot closet to enjoy polishing all of My Boots with his mouth and his balls in private.
The master of jacking arranged for a wake up call this morning to discuss his pud pulling a-DICK-tion while polishing the morning wood. He really does love to take matters into his own hands. He has waaaaaaaaay more dates with Rosy Palm and her five sisters than he does with real pussy. He did actually make it to a strip club the other night which is a little closer to pussy, but ended up talking to the stripper about how much he loves to relish his own hot dog instead of attempting to seduce her.
My adventurous one was given a list of things to have on hand for O/our appointment this morning: 2 pairs of pantyhose, 2 dozen eggs, (boiled peeled and still quite warm in a bowl and covered with hot/warm water so they would hold their temperature), taper candles with candle holders, flowers in a vase, table cloth, 1 place setting (plate, knife, fork, spoon, napkin, glass of warm psyllium husk, wine goblet). Nobody would ever guess what W/we did with those things, or believe it if I told them!
I had a most enjoyable time today role playing step mother and administering a sensual enema. It has been a long time since I have played that way; I really enjoyed journeying down that road again. :)
In the mood for a blow job from a strong woman, he thought of Me. ~smile~ I am delighted that he did.
silly sissy stephanie got all dressed up, donned he/r kitty bells and had a spanking good time jilling for Me this afternoon. ~chuckle~ s/he is just too cute and SO easy to embarrass! It really is adorable how s/he gets so shy, with ME of all people! ~lol~
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My Journal
April 11, 2008
My sweet knight was at My side first thing this morning, seeking to serve and please. I ask things of him behind close doors that I never would anywhere else. It is here that I wear the pants and he wears the panties and does My bidding, whatever that might entail. My sweet knight, in frilly little panties and a tight short skirt, on his knees, in lipstick, scrubbing the floor, Me in his trousers with a large bulging strap on ready, willing and able to use it and use it well... such a sight to see!
My domestic was at My beck and call today also, licking and fucking My windows clean, slipping the feather duster up his ass to do the dusting, sucking My panties clean before hand washing and ironing them. Everything must be precise and perfect to pass inspection.
He was drawn back to Me today where I spun My Web and continued to work My Majick, wielding it ever so subtly and softly, inducing him ever so sweetly and gently to that hypnotic erotic place I love so well. There is much W/we will exxxperience and enjoy together, I know it. I think he has a little doubt that one Who sounds so very sweet can be savagely sadistic. ~weg~ When the time is right, he will be surprised! The iron fist in the velvet glove and speaking softly while carrying a big stick cum to mind... and I do love working with the element of surprise!
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My Journal
April 10, 2008
I had a wonderful time today learning about a man who has always known he was submissive. His fantasies and exxxperiences were quite interesting and novel. In order to xxxplore and enjoy him more thoroughly, I put him under a light hypnotic induction and took O/our conversation to a "deeper" level... ~weg~ ... planting some things there, deep with in him that I am confident will take root and flourish.
I also spent some time with My slut. Always one to push the envelope just a little further, today after a great deal of stretching and foreplay s/he actually took 3... yes, THREE... long slender vibrators into he/r pussy! What a wild ride THAT was! Amazing...
He found Me on the site online and called to talk about chastity. It seems that after opening up their marriage and xxxploring cuckolding, which he very much enjoyed, she developed such a taste for other men that she left him. Since then he masturbates and fantasizes much more than he is comfortable with. He met a woman in another state who has invited him to come and stay with her, in chastity, for 10 days. It sounded to Me like her intention is to chastize and feminize him, giving him a good dose of what it is like and using him as a domestic. He was interested in establishing something with Me today, with the intent of going back into chastity when he gets home and sending Me the keys. This could be veeeeeeery interesting! :)
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My Journal
April 9, 2008
Poor lil fella... only 4 1/2"! W/we decided today it was time that his wife got to xxxperience a real man's cock. To make sure she knew it was ok with him, he actually brought it to her as a gift. She was exxxcited, but a little nervous and shy, so to help ease her into it, lil hubby lay on his back on the floor so she could kneel over him, on her hands and knees with her pretty pink pussy right up over his face, and he actually slid that big cock up to her pussy himself, watching as she took her pleasure on it. He was glad to see her finally get to cum with a cock. After all, he reasoned, just because he doesn't personally have the equipment to deliver the pleasure she deserves is no reason for her to be denied it!
He loves wearing his panties, but struggles with feeling guilty, ashamed and fearful that someone will find out. So W/we spent some time with hypnotic suggestion, seeking to alleviate that, to release him to being able to fully enjoy the feminine feel of the panties and his enjoyment of wearing them.
Master Boner's whore has dug new depths in depravity! Just when I thought it couldn't be done... ~shaking head~ lol The bitch wants a litter of puppies now, complete with dog tits!
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My Journal
April 8, 2008
It is just under a year now that it is has been totally, completely, irrevocably owned by its tranny Mistress on a 24/7 basis, though they do not reside in the same domicile. While it lives on its own, He/r name is on all of its financial matters... pay check, bank accounts, bills etc. S/he pays its bills out of its paycheck and gives it an allowance. S/he pops in daily, generally in the evenings, to be serviced, (service includes oral pleasures, a daily fucking, and occasionally drinking her golden nectar) and spends weekends with it, which is when S/he brings it its clothes for the week and takes away its laundry. Though it used to love to crossdress when I first became acquainted with it, S/he has opted to keep it quite masculine in appearance, though its pubic area and ass are smooth and pink. S/he confiscated all of its clothes, male and female. The only feminine attire it is currently allowed are its pink panties: an assortment of thongs and boy shorts, which it is required to wear. All else is masculine. I was curious to see how it would react to He/r when S/he stripped it of all its fun sexxxy girlie things as I knew how it loved them, but when I saw how sweetly it surrendered to He/r NO MATTER WHAT S/HE WANTED I knew it was exxxactly where it belonged. S/he did keep it shaved for some time, more recently however it has pleased He/r to have it waxxxed. On the weekends, when they are together, S/he keeps it collared and either totally naked or just in its panties. it sleeps in a cage at foot of its bed (that is a custom built cage in which it crouches w/ knees to chest) unless she gives special permission for it to sleep elsewhere. "Elsewhere" is generally on the floor as that is its accepted place. As S/he orders its entire life, bed time and rising times determined by He/r. Oh! And S/he keeps it in chastity most of the time. Sometimes S/he like to take it out for a bit of Public Humiliation which entails being taken out to clubs of all kinds. When out it kneels on floor collared and leashed at He/r Feet her at all times. When asked S/he simply introduces it as He/r bitch, explains it is just a sissy, not ever allowed sex, it lives to serve and S/he delights in displaying it in its panties and chastity device. Occasionally S/he chooses to share it with another tranny friend of He/rs, though Mistress always controls the scene. Recently they took it to a hotel and invited 3 women to join them, to watch the trannies fuck and use it and to request whatever they wanted to see. They wanted to see it choke n gag on cock, to see it cocksucking, to watch it deep throat, swallow cum, and to see them cumming bare back in it. The chastity device was off during entire scene, and even though plenty of stimulation was given to its male member, it could not attain a full erection! it has apparently lost its ability to do so, though it didn't sound unduly distressed by this. it reported that it hasn't had release in 10 or 11 months at least. Mistress has registered it on slaveregistry.com and tatooed its slave identity number on its lower abdomen just over its pubic bone in dark pink. it considers itself a most fortunate slave.
Lil bro was watching me wash the car out in the drive way, he always loved the way I put on such a show for the neighborhood boys, making them sweat and throb for me, when he knows that his is the only cock I am interested in. This afternoon we were exxxceptionally naughty... we fucked right in his bedroom window where they could all see!
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My Journal
April 5, 2008
W/we had arranged earlier in the day for he/r to call, and that cocklovingsissyfaggot spent the evening preparing. :) s/he took a nice long, hot, bubble bath and took he/r time dressing, thinking s/he would nap. All of that was very arousing for he/r so by the time W/we got to play, s/he was in a wonderfully heightened state of xxxcitement. W/we had a nice chat initially, followed by some very hot, naughty play. s/he let Me know of a spiffy little vibrator s/he had that W/we hadn't played with together, so of course W/we used that in he/r drippy, tight pussy while s/he made love to he/r boyfriend's cock with he/r mouth, covering it with sucky fucky little kisses. s/he quivered and squirmed so beautifully! W/we had a wonderful time.
He woke to find her slipping into his bed, her gown rose up and her hungry pink cunt sought out that thick fat rod that she knew would fill her and give her pleasure. He knew he shouldn't, but was powerless to resist her. He reached down between them, and gripping his manhood firmly began rubbing the head of it up and down along that lovely pink sugar pussy, just between those thin little lips, so pink and smooth. She pushed herself down over him and he watched as his cock disappeared inside her. Afterward, she reached down and took it in her hands, feeling it softening, still slightly wet and sticky, and she tied it up. "this is mine now." she whispered. Over the coming days and nights she taught them exxactly what she meant by that!
Poor darling YourDesiressissyslut! W/we spoke briefly yesterday and I gave he/r a bit of instruction for the night, knowing full well that the way I wanted he/r dressed was going to make getting real sleep impossible. ~weg~ W/we had a rousing good time this morning, carrying that yet a bit further. ~weg~ When I left he/r, she was gagged, blindfolded, stuffed n plugged, tied in a reverse hogtie and put to bed.
Well, THAT didn't last long! The grunting and groaning on the phone line told Me that YourDesiressissyslut hadn't slept long at all! s/he said s/he tried but I suspect s/he just did a lot of humping. So I untied he/r, retieing her in an awkward crisscrossed position making it impossible to stand up, so s/he pretty much had to crouch and/or squat which made for some interesting bottom wriggling. ~chuckle~ I ordered he/r to spend some time online viewing porn, AND s/he was to report to Me and confess everything s/he looked at. Oddly, s/he found that embarrassing!
Rachel and I had the opportunity to xxxplore some taboo fantasy fun together today, too. Our naughty minds just seem to flow along the same paths so delightfully well! I don't think any cock stands a chance with us when the Mommy/daughter duo team up!
His girl left him home alone, in granny panties with a list of chores to do. Wanting to reward him for having such a sweet attitude about it all, she gave him permission to call and play with Me today, provided he told Me about the granny panties. She also left him a dildo, some clamps and a pair of dirty panties that belong to another young woman staying with them. I had him pull those panties over his head and as he licked and sniffed them, he told Me about her and about her boyfriend who just happens to have an amazing cock. He watched them fuck before and was jealous.. I figured it was because he wanted to be in her pussy himself, but no no no. It was because he wanted that COCK for himself! So W/we played a very hot scene in which that woman was seated on his face and he was servicing her while the guy with the magnificent cock lifted his legs back, rolled his panties down and fucked his ass hard while she watched.
The Grublet will be getting a surprise in the mail soon. ~weg~ A set of locks are on the way to him. It is time to go back into the cage as he reported he finally got a little release out of it.
YourDesiressissyslut was ready to get up for the day... s/he thought. ~weg~ I dressed he/r in several layers of very tight and feminine clothing, gagged he/r, used the spreader bar, and then tied he/r legs up by tieing a scarf to the spreader bar and then to a D ring on he/r collar.
When s/he couldn't take that any more I let he/r drop he/r legs but tie up he/r hands and W/we played a little game. I had he/r bring he/rself to the edge, then guess a number as I rolled the dice. If s/he guessed right, I would allow he/r to cum. If not, s/he had to continue stroking. ... It took a while. ~twinkle~
There is one who I feel close kinship with as W/we were both sexxxualized early, had a myriad of pleasurable exxxperiences and have continued through our lives with strong, powerful libidos providing material for the many stories W/we share with each other. Today W/we were talking about times of xxxposure... :)
And at the end of the day, My silly sissy slut, stephanie called to play. We have been enjoying our Saturday appointments tremendously. s/he was all dressed up in red and black today... (s/he is really doing a much better job of learning to match he/r clothes!) W/we had a lot of conversation today, which I always enjoy. A sissy is making wonderful progress when s/he learns to engage in real girl talk, and it is gratifying to Me to see sissy stephanie making such progress. s/he reported that s/he kept h/er date night which I had assigned he/r this week, with candles and flowers, cummy popcorn and a chick flick. s/he watched The Devil Wears Prada and really enjoyed it! The way s/he gushed about seeing high fashion, the way s/he commented on various actress's make up (colors and application) was ever so cute, and I swear s/he even made a few attempts at being catty, in he/r kittenishly sweet way.
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April 4, 2008
My Journal
My cowgurl called in her tall black heels, stockings, leather chaps and pretty little lacy gloves, begging for a good fucking. Always willing to oblige, I stuffed he/r full of limes, followed by a big black cock, had he/r cum up over it and squat down, then ride, ride, ride to her cunt's content.
I wanted to play with My pretty little gurl today, and to have he/r all to Myself... I took great pains to have everything perfect for O/our playtime, dressing he/r in a red satin corset with matching shoes, long lovely nude stockings, deep red lipstick and liner, black eyeliner and mascara, with hear long golden curls cascading down he/r back. I had he/r legs up over he/r head so s/he could watch My hips pumping while I fucked he/r and W/we were having a marvelous time. Then... then.. then... W/we were interrupted. He came in with his big hard cock and just took over! He rubbed his big full hairy balls all over he/r lovely little face smearing he/r make up everywhere, and then shoved himself right down he/r throat making he/r choke and gag! He pumped he/r little cunt full of his jizz and laughed, calling he/r a cum filled twinkie!
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My Journal
March 28/29 2008
He was xxxhausted after a night at work, so I fixxxed him a drink, massaged his shoulders and amazingly we found ourselves between the sheets! We had a wonderful time together and he was well relaxxed and satisfied as he drifted off to sleep a bit later. :)
THE GRUBLET IS OUT!!! After 6 months in chastity, W/we finally agreed, he and I, to let him out to breathe a bit. First the device was just unlocked, but left on still as W/we chatted about the range of emotions grublet was xxxperiencing. When I finally told him that he could remove the cage, he struggled with getting a grip on the pin in his piercing to pull it through so he could be released. I imagine the difficulty lay in the anxxxiety born of anticipation that was making him shake so! When finally released he reported sensations like electricity flowing all tickly through out. I allowed him to massage the little thing a bit but it was too sensitive to touch more that just a little with a finger tip. So there has been no real stroking and no orgasm as yet, just the release from the cage. ~weg~
This morning the one who recently crossed the threshold of a boundary took yet another journey with Me into that forbidden land, xxxperiencing pleasures he had not known before. Oh! The thrill of discovery! How I love to guide the erotic seeker in that xxxploration!
"Mistress how can I serve you?" By being a very good gurl for Me. ~smiles~ I removed My panties, handing them to he/r to sniff and don; s/he sighed audibly with pleasure as s/he snuggled he/r balls into the crotch, still hot and moist from My body. Nexxxt I gave he/r permission to undo My garters and remove My silk, seamed stockings, but with the stipulation that s/he could only use her lips, tongue and teeth to do so. The reward was that s/he then got to wear the stockings and garter, which s/he was thrilled about. I had locking ankle strap heels for he/r, and a soft pink corset as well which I laced up tightly, squeezing gel filled breast forms into the cups to round out he/r figure and give her cleavage. I slipped a toy into he/r pussy and s/he sat very still while I applied he/r make up and seated he/r wig, though I was quite naughty in being purposefully "accidentally" provocative. Then it was time for he/r to give Me pleasure. I chose to keep he/r with Me the entire day, servicing My pleasure after allowing he/r to cream My panties, as I wanted to ensure s/he would stay in them all day long.
My boy called at just the right time to accompany Mommy to the bathroom this morning. What a lucky boy he is!
There was a shipwreck off the shore of My remote, exxxotic island with only 3 survivors: a man, his female companion and her mother. I took full advantage of the opportunity to utilize them in My sexxxual xxxperiments, entering into it with wild enthusiastic abandon, as they were forever Mine to do with as I pleased! So many ideas to xxxplore, and only eternity to do it in!
From there I exxxplored a new cock and new orifices and allowed My own to be xxxplored as well... New playmates! New terrain to journey through and suck every drop of pleasure from as I do! ~happy shiver~
Mistress Mommy found her lil Pirate Blueballs lounging lazily about in bed this morning, so decided to join the little rascal; after She tied his balls to the foot board and had him stroke up into Her Hand for a bit, she flipped him over and had him fuck like a big boy. W/we played some wonderful new games with discovered treasure and new toys!
W/we hadn't spoken in quite some time but My what a busy boy he has been! He caught Me up on what has been going on in his life and then oh! then the most xxxciting bits of news! He has taken on a boy of his own who is in great need of good long hard spankings. W/we discussed the spanking implements he is using, what they are like, the sounds they make etc. AND THEN he told Me of an older couple, a man and his wife, who will be looking at accepting him as a playmate! The man is Dominant, but he has no idea what they will be doing or what the wife's position will be. Will she be submissive to her husband, but Dominant to him? Will they both be submissive to the husband? And then W/we discussed a myriad of scenes that they could potentially play out. Very exxxciting stuff!
He is a conservative man, responsible, strong, well respected and liked... with one little secret W/we occasionally share. Delicate, dainty, silky, pink, feminine things, secrets!
And naughty little stephanie was in need of he/r discipline and training today. A good spanking was administered to he/r plump little round bottom and openly confessing he/r shortcummings was ordered stuff he/r pussy and to cream he/r panties. s/he will be having date night this week: dressing appropriately, setting the mood with candles, flowers and a nice dinner, and finally, relaxxxing with a good chick flick. Can't watch a movie without popcorn! And can't have popcorn with out a little dribble of something to moisten it a bit. ~weg~
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My Journal
March 27,2008
The perv called to confess to his most current depravity, take his scathing punishment and beg for My tampons following My nexxxt Moon Time. Why he would think I would even consider sharing something so intimate with such a freak is beyond Me! Indeed!
I quietly slipped over to my neighbor's house this morning, still in my nightgown, barefoot. His curtains were still drawn and there had been no movement over there so I knew he was still in bed. Creeping into his room, I shrugged my sheer, filmy pink gown off of my shoulders and let it whisper down my body as it slid to the floor. Giving my eyes a moment to adjust to the dark room, the first thing I noticed was the one thing I was most interested in: the tent beneath his sheet. He was pleasantly surprised when I kissed him awake, and it was pure pleasure between those sheets when I slid between them with him!
Later in the morning fuck toy came by hoping to play and be used. Use him I did, and then some! I was strapped on and had a vibrator with his name all over it, so after teasing toying, fucking and sucking I decided to kick things up into a little higher gear and called a few guys over who I knew would be interested in taking advantage of this wide open hole... and dropping some cash on Me for arranging the fun!
Then perv called back, as ordered, parked in front of where I was, pants open, jerking while I watched from 4 stories up. I thought he came because he moaned so loud when I spit out the window! ~lol~ He begged so pathetically to please get to lick it up that I let him crawl over beneath the window and do it. He did have quite an audience by that time, too so several of My girlfriends got to enjoy the show.
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner decided to taunt and tease Vacuum boy over the nexxxt couple of days, as it will be that long before W/we will be able to play. So I Vacuumed out the Tribute to cover the last 2 1/2 hours of My day today so I could spend it writing those taunting teasing stories that get him so crazy. I will randomly send them to him to give him something to think about and anticipate til W/we hook up. ~weg~ I can feel him squirming already!!! VARRRRROOOOOOOM!!!!!
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My Journal
March 26, 2008
He had been promoted, transferred to another city and was doing quite well in the company. In fact he was in line to become VP of his division. I had other plans for him however. He was a big, strong, strapping manly man... just the type I would so love to put in panties and train to becum My own personal sissy. It occurred to Me I could have My way with him if only I could find some dirt on him. Blackmail is indeed a dirty business, after all. If I couldn't find something useful, I certainly could manufacture something that would be perceived as dirt to the people who mattered. ~wicked evil grin~ I am very resourceful and always find a way to get what I want. I knew I could get him to see things My way! He really was xxxquisite in pink satiny panties rubbing his clitty and whimpering in a little sissy voice that he wanted permission to cream in his sissy panties for Me."Please Mistress! Please! sissy needs to cream in her pink sissy panties!" How could I say no? Well, ok, I easily could have but opted to allow it at the moment.
I called x at work, knowing his lunch break would be soon and let him know I desired his services. As trained, when he reached My Door, he stripped down to his panties before stepping over the Threshold, dropped to his hands and knees and crawled to My Bedroom where I was waiting for him in My big overstuffed chair, stroking My incredibly life like strap on. he crawled between My legs and began to lick and kiss it, rubbing his face all over it and hungrily slurping it into his facial cockhole. I fucked him in a variety of positions, all before an enormous mirror, so he could see himself and how he looked while I took him. It was so hot! I know he went back to the office wearing that freshly fucked glow that makes everyone wonder what you have been up to! I love being that secret. ~wink~
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My Journal
March 25, 2008
My serving boy called bright and early, prepared to serve. he took care of My bedding, vacuuming, laundering My delicate lingerie, serving in toilet capacities and was thrilling at having such opportunities!
A yummy horny sweet one called, still all snuggled in and drowsy with a big thick hard on to satisfy My early morning desire. So nice to take care of each other that way! :)~
Following that I got re-acquainted with an old playmate, watching pump his beautiful cock for Me on webcam. I love his thick, round helmet.
Cock spanking, ball spanking, ass spanking and nipple spanking were applied to warm things up a bit for the nexxxt boy. Then hat pins were pushed through the nipples and like ladder rungs up the back of the hard cock, followed by fish hooks to the left and right of each of the pins to act as braces or anchors for them, with pound weights dangling from the end of each pin. This was followed by 4 more hatpins up the front of the shaft with fish hooks and weights anchoring those as well... then 10 fish hooks through the scrotum, each one weighted. Miss Rebecca joined in the fun as well. We had him jump on the bed for a bit, to get some good pulling stretches from those weights, but then I remembered he was as yet unstuffed! We remedied that quickly with a large butt plug lubed well with icy hot. We sat him on the corner of the bed to bounce on that, weights swinging, and left him there to await his Mistress's arrival!
I enjoyed a hot role play today, too... climbing in through My younger brother's bedroom window late at night, sneaking in after sneaking out to go to a party. I teased several guys while out, but am My brothers whore and he is Mine. ~weg~
fuckhole and I discussed his recent appearance on webcam for a series of Mistresses and how he felt about that. W/we decided it is time for him to perform for Me on cam, so nexxxt time he will be prepared to do that. For today, W/we played an arousing scene involving a Mistress friend of Mine and Myself amusing Ourselves with him and a sub tranny.
It was time to let him see the videos of how I had totally debased and debauched his wife. After his first wave of jealousy and revulsion he became curious, and then actually aroused by what he saw, and when I came for him to give him the same treatment, he was more than ready and eager!
A very shy boy was just too embarrassed to cum right out and tell Me he wanted to suck cock and feel it stuffing his ass, but I teased the truth out of him and W/we had a wonderful time weaving that hot scene and taking it to its exxxplosive climaxxx!
Last but by no means least, a very sweet man called to get a feminine perspective on an issue he is having with his girlfriend. We had a very, very meaningful heart to heart and he sounded encouraged and hopeful at the end of our time together. We even managed to save a few minutes at the end of our chat for a little fun. :)
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My Journal
March 22, 2008
Whispering so low I could barely hear him, he called to confess. He was kneeling nexxxt to his bed with his wife in it, sleeping, calling Me to confess to worshipping Me, masturbating, with her right there! It was time to take his medicine for being such a bad, bad boy! I knew he was a loser, but honestly!
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner had an appointment today to discuss the dreams a certain someone has recently been having about a little girl getting Vacuumed up into her mother's Vacuum. It happened by accident the first time, but when the mother saw that it could be used as a punishment, and later just for the pure pleasure of meanness, the situation escalated. ~weg~ Fun for Me; terrifying for him!
I just couldn't help Myself. He was tooooooooo tempting. My friends were all watching, anticipating, knowing that I would be abducting someone to take home and demonstrate for them how I could take a perfectly "normal" straight vanilla guy, and transform him into a bi fucktoy toilet cum dump. I told them I could and would do it and I did not disappoint them!
My sweet one worked all night last night and came home to call Me before drifting off to sleep. Knowing a good orgasm was exxxactly what he needed to relaxxx, W/we enjoyed a sweet role play in which I went to a sexxx toy party, and when he came to pick Me up, all My friends had of course seen what I bought, and knew I would be using those things with him. He was humiliated and exxxcited and embarrassed and aroused, all at the same time ~weg~ That was fun.
The grublet is begging to be let out of its cage. It will be 6 months since W/we locked it up nexxxt Friday, so W/we have an appointment on Saturday to unlock him and let him out for a bit. W/we are still discussing how long he will be out, when he will go back in and for how long this nexxxt time. :)
sissy stephanie needed a bit of encouragement in sissy life skills, so w/we spent a good deal of time in a heart to heart chat before W/we got down to the business of spanking that little sissy bottom bright red, stuffing it full and jilling in he/r panties. During O/our playtime, s/he actually sounded drunk and giddy with pleasure s/he was in such a state of arousal! So much fun!
I wound up My day with a delightful conversation getting caught up with a true jack off champion. This boy is a HANDYman like no other, and he loves girls who give him a HARD time. W/we talked about him maybe going to a strip club and confessing to the girls he gets dances from about how he buffs the banana when he COULD be getting pussy.
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My Journal
March 21, 2008
There are no words to describe the sweetness and beauty of he/r. He/r whole life has been lived around the knowledge of he/r feminine nature. Secrecy and keeping the truth hidden kept he/r safe, as s/he learned early on that sharing he/r reality left he/r vulnerable and open to attack. Consequently, s/he was also wounded and scarred he/r deeply. Shame and guilt have dogged he/r every step and life has been hard for he/r as a result of it. I am so pleased that s/he is able to step into My Realm when W/we talk, where s/he is loved and accepted and celebrated, where s/he is learning to love and accept and celebrate he/rself. I am in awe of he/r. Beaten, bruised and gnashed upon in life, s/he still stands gracefully and with great beauty. The life within he/r seeks a place to be safely xxxpressed. For now, that place is with Me. I am hopeful that s/he will find other safe places, eventually, in he/r real time life as well.
He came to serve, to please, his Queen. It pleased Me to have him in panties and a skirt in the privacy of My chambers, having him stretch and reach up high to dust. I enjoy the graceful arch of his back, the curve of his ass, the pleasure he takes in service, My service, in any capacity that I choose at any given moment. I taught him how to correctly fold My panties today, also, and as he folded each pair with precision, he placed a delicate little kiss upon each one before carefully placing it in My lingerie drawer. I was so touched I decided to reward him with allowing him to kiss the panties I was wearing, while I was still in them. He did that so nicely I allowed him to push them aside and give Me oral pleasures. That was performed so well, I allowed him to kneel beside Me and stroke in the panties he was wearing. It is a lovely thing to be Queen!
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My Journal
March 19,2008
It had been a long time since I heard from him, but W/we just picked up right where W/we left off! I was delighted to hear that yes, his balls still hung a bit lower as a result of O/our playtimes in the past, and he was willing to stretch them yet further for Me. So his boot laces were put to good use both for some good old fashioned CBT and some stretching exxxersizes. W/we also broke out the sounds and worked him through a progression of sizes before allowing him to shoot into his mouth for Me. It is always amazing to Me how, after playing with someone a lot over a long period of time, it just flows so naturally to pick right up where W/we left off, no matter how much time has elapsed in between sessions. I was thrilled to have the opportunity to allow him to prove himself to Me again.
My little sissy confessed today that s/he doesn't like cum. W/we both know that is something s/he will need to get past if s/he is truly serious about he/r sissyhood. What happens with he/r is what happens to so many... (and is why I say cumming is bad!)... once s/he has cum, the play is over with the passing of the arousal. Since s/he is no longer aroused once s/he dribbles he/r sissy goo, it is difficult to get it to he/r mouth. Today s/he was determined to press through it and did... I was quite pleased with he/r effort. I know how difficult it can be. I suggested that for awhile s/he mixxx it in with something s/he really likes to consume it while masking the flavor and gradually using less and less masking to get used to it more gradually. W/we will be working on that.
I decided to take a run in the park this afternoon. I have seen him biking there often. Today I noticed, with pleasure and amusement, that he was taking great care to stay behind me... watching my ass, no doubt. ~weg~ We spoke, went for a drink together, and I let him walk me home, where I invited him inside. I settled him in front of the television while I went to take a shower, emerging from the bathroom in short order wearing nothing but a towel. A very... interesting... and surprising... encounter of the non-traditional, sensual, erotic kind ensued. You wouldn't believe me if I told you!
And then stupid fucking sissy called from the kennel. ~smirk~ s/he has been living as Master Boner's bitch this past week. After whining about how much it hurts when Master Boner's massive balls spank he/r pathetic little ovies while He is pounding he/r sissy pussy, I decided s/he should see how badly they CAN hurt. Grabbing them from the back, they were pulled and stretched and stuffed into h/er sissy pussy, then 2 dildos, replica's of Master Boner's Own cock, were shoved in after. s/he was required to sit on them and bounce while being informed that every 2 hours they will both be reinserted with the ovies and s/he will fuck them 10 minutes straight, day and night until told to do otherwise. I don't think s/he will be such a whiney little wimp following this!!
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My Journal
March 18, 2008
My little whore slipped into he/r crotchless pantyhose, heels, silky panties and lacy little gloves, and called Me with a cucumber, a big black dildo stuck to the wall and 2 smaller dildos in hand. Sucking, fucking... fucking, sucking... The cucumber was the first thing to penetrate that sloppy wet cunt while the cock on the wall got a hot blow job. After he/r mouth got that cock wet and slippery, s/he spun around, pushed out the cucumber and took the cock deep and hard, slamming he/rself back on it over and over and over! Insatiable little slut then begged and begged to please take both of the other dildos at once. How could I deny such a wanton? ~weg~ s/he rode them both til s/he melted for the 3rd time that morning.
My butt loving boy had a hankering covering My ass in his sweet cream today. It was so nice being bent over in My silky black French cut panty, feeling him rub his rock hard cock all over My cheeks, humping against Me that I wanted to roll down onto My back, shirt and bra lifted, exxxposing My luscious tits for him to fondle. By the time he splattered his hot jizz across My cheeks, My panties were soaked.
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner has been at it again, planting seeds of nightmares in that poor boy's mind, terrorizing him in his sleep. ~chuckle~ It is just too much fun! He called for a bit of therapy today, hoping that talking about those infernal dreams would take the edge off of them, but of course W/we went into such detail over them that it only made it worse. ~lol~ Even after W/we spoke I continued to send him pictures of MORE evil Vacuum Cleaners, making him look at them, knowing full well that they will plant even MORE seeds for nightmares and that by tomorrow he will be frantic with fear. W/we should have a LOT of fun tomorrow! He will be whimpering and simpering and whining about how mean I am to him. And he is right. I am! Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh My beautiful wickedness!
A sweet voice I had never heard before was on the other end of the line, asking questions, telling Me a little about himself. It only took a few moments to know that W/we were a good time just waiting to be had together. I let him fondle My panties. He moaned so when he found something unexxxpected there! My 10" strap-on didn't even fit inside the panty, the tip was sticking out of the top of the waistband. I felt him melt when he touched it. I let him sniff the crotch of My panty, tug it down, slip it off and Me and on to himself. He thought he was in heaven when I stepped out of My skirt and slipped that onto him, too. And when I colored his lips deep blood red so that W/we would be able to see how deeply into his mouth he could take My strap-on, I thought he would swoon. He was such a good cocksucker, My new bitch! And his favorite position was on his hands and knees with Me behind him, a natural born bitch in heat. His back swayed down, his ass raised up, panties slid beneath his cheeks and he wiggled that hot tight hole right back onto My fuck stick with such gleeful, wild abandon, it took him only seconds before he was filling My panties with his hot, sweet cream. Pure pleasure, that was!
My household slave boy reported for duty today as well, serving well as laundry slave, toilet, vacuum cleaner boy... As a Superior Female it is right I not have to concern Myself with mundane things.
And then I got to hang out with a man who seemed to love cock almost as much as Me! THAT was exxxciting! :)
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My Journal
March 15,2008
Mean Mommy V decided she was tired of having a little boy. She had really always wanted a girl. Accustomed to getting Her way, She decided to fixxx what Nature had messed up. Her little one began to get special vitamins everyday... special vitamins that began to change and transform that little boy body into the little girl Mommy always wanted. His penis began to shrink back to a lovely little clit, his balls to ascend back into his body, reverting back to the ovaries they should have stayed in the first place. His blond hair grew long and silky and was so sweet pulled up into pig tails tied with satin ribbons! When s/he grew a little older he/r breasts began to swell and the time came to introduce he/r to Cock. s/he was a bit hesitant and shy at first, but Mommy knows what is best! It took he/r a little bit, but by the time he/r mouth was full of Cock with lipstick smeared all over he/r face, mascara running down he/r cheeks, and he/r nose dripping, s/he was loving it. When he came all over he/r pretty little face s/he was ecstatic, and with jizz dripping and dribbling down her forehead and cheeks, whispered the sweetest "thank you, Mommy" that told Me s/he loved it and would want to do it again.
My darling shivering, quivering cocklover called to share an orgasmic time with Me this morning first thing, before s/he was even out of bed. s/he slept tucked and dressed so s/he would be in the perfect frame of mind for Me when I came in this morning. How sweet is that?? :) W/we had a wonderful time discussing he/r feminine form, dressing, tucking, he/r love of cock and talking about some of the fun things W/we could do together with cock. I will never tire of he/r soft little voice and hearing those little electric shivers that periodically overtake he/r and make he/r spontaneously squirt a bit. It was a delightful way to start the day!
I also heard from a very dear long time playmate who was ready to exxxplore something that had always been taboo to him before. He was very nervous about it, understandably, but did beautifully, had more fun than he ever imagined he could have with it and is even considering doing it again... though down the road a bit! ~weg~ It is a good thing to trust Mistress... I am so proud of him for pushing through a limit, to find the eroticism in this activity. He will never look at it in quite the same way again, I am sure!
My guests are still under the control of Master Boner, My dog. It is so entertaining getting to see his mind and will played out before My very eyes! I knew he was a randy animal but good lord he is an absolute sexxx beast! ~lol~ Well, I can't fault him for that; like Mistress like pet!
I spent a lovely couple of hours chatting with another dear friend, getting caught up on his work life and love life and then we talked politics for awhile. After all that he let Me know he was still laying in bed, hadn't gotten up yet this morning and had a nice tent in his sheet!! OMG! Of course I had to do something about THAT! After all that, he told Me that in all the times W/we have talked and played, he had never heard Me cum. I couldn't believe it. So W/we had to do something about that, too. W/we both had a wonderful time. :)
From there I rolled into a delightful chastity chat. W/we explored chastity fantasies, role plays, exxxperiences, things to do in chastity, places to go to maxxximize the chastity exxxperience... it was a great, enjoyable conversation. Hopefully he is ordering a chastity device from ChastityDesires soon and W/we will be able to do something with this xxxploratory conversation.
And then there was YourDesiressissyslut, all whimpery and needing a nap. So I dressed him, wrapped him up tight, gagged him and strung him up like a marionette, put him to bed and crooned him to sleep. He didn't sleep long though and surprised Me by being up and out of bed so quickly! So I dressed him in even tighter layers and W/we xxxperimented with different ways to hump and pump and twist and rock and gyrate and grind til he was on the edge and begging to cum. But.. as W/we all know, cumming is bad! Permission was denied! I left him dangling a bit and then let Mistress Rose know of his plight so She could torment him a bit, too. Naughty sissy just got TOO xxxcited however and CAME! ~shaking My Head~ tsk tsk tsk Such a male thing to do! Women are so Superior!
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My Journal
March 13, 2008
This morning I reported to the boss's office first thing in "office attire": long, black, seamed silk stockings with a black lace garter belt, no panties, 5"ankle strap stilettos, with a pink satin and lace push up bra and half slip under a short, tight black linen skirt with pink polka dots and matching silk neck tie. My pink blouse was sheer and filmy; my fitted black jacket xxxquisitely tailored. When he called me to his office my nipples immediately started to tingle a little and my clit swelled. I knew what was cumming... HIM! ~weg~ When I entered his office I closed the door behind me, walking seductively toward him as I removed my jacket. I knew what he wanted and I wanted to give it to him. Positioning myself between him and his desk, I leaned forward, laying my hands over the cheeks of my ass and slowly slid my skirt and slip up over my hips, spreading my legs wide and exxxposing myself to him for his pleasure. He xxxplored me to his cock's delight and he groaned as I turned to slide my ass up on to his desk, slipping my heels off. I kissed him hard as I reached down to open the fly of his trousers, and when I took his gloriously engorged cock between the soles of my stockinged feet he exxxploded, ensuring we would both have a very good day, indeed!
The loser stalker called again. He wanted to confess to Me about his filthy desires, as if I care. ~rolling eyeballs~ Begging for my shit, I told him to play with his own as he didn't deserve Mine. The filthy pig actually did it. I made him confess all kinds of gross things that he had been thinking about and then threatened to tell My mother, his wife and the preacher if he didn't do what I say. I told him to kneel naked in My backyard tonight and masturbate while I watch out the window. I'm going to invite some of My friends from school over to watch the show with me. He won't be exxxpecting that! ~lol~ He won't disappoint Me, either if he knows what is good for him!
I had a delightful chat today with an old friend I hadn't spoken with in some time. We talked about his travels, his work, politics, indigenous cultural perspectives VS destructive imperialistic agendas... and then I put him in My cummy panties and put him to work licking up My freshly fucked Pussy. From there W/we decided W/we would lick a cock together, until I pushed it into his mouth to suck it. ~twinkle~ Yes, yes, I know I am bad. But I am so GOOD at being bad!! I wanted to see his mouth full of cum so toward the end of the blow job I jacked it off into his open mouth, all over his tongue and watched it splatter all over the back of his throat. Then I wanted to see him fucked, so jacked off another cock between his cheeks and had him hold himself open as that cum was used for lube for yet ANOTHER cock. I wanted to watch that fucking (I love how he lets Me do whatever I want!) so I lay down beneath him for a better view, realizing that this put his face in a perfect position to suck one last cock just hard enough to give to My oh! so hungry Pussy. Watching all that made Me want a good orgasm of My own. W/we both thoroughly enjoyed O/our visit together. :)~
Later I went out with some friends for awhile, and when I got back a neighbor was at my place. He had been working way too hard and long and wanted to unwind. We were going to just kind of hang out and snuggle a bit, but he got so hot watching me undress that things got carried away and the nexxxt thing I knew... he was in me!
A day in the life of Veronica... :)
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My Journal
March 12, 2008
YourDesiressissyslut was sleeping much too soundly for My pleasure this morning. So, I decided to call and whisper naughty things in he/r ear and get he/r squirming. 45 minutes later I let he/r know it was time to get up and worship Me. Oh! how s/he whimpered!! Then I dressed he/r and gave he/r instructions for the day. Such fun! s/he got soooooooooooo squirmy and sissy! I left he/r to he/rself for awhile with the instruction to hump and squirm for 5 minutes at the top of every hour. s/he got pretty whiney, which I really wanted to encourage, so I increased it to every half hour. That was better but I wanted he/r whinier still, so I increased it to every 15 minutes. s/he nearly fainted ~lol~ "b-b-b-b-b-but M'Lady! that's 20 minutes of humping every hour!!!" Yea. So? ~lol~ So I put he/r to bed for a nap. And woke her in half an hour to hump some more. I took that sissy to the edge, ordering he/r not to cum while at the same time demanding that s/he go harder and faster til s/he couldn't control it anymore and lost he/r dribbles. THAT's when I had he/r stuff the buzzing vibrator in he/r panties! ~lol~
Later, I also chatted with a man who is quite infatuated with his mother. Strange as it may sound, I so get that! When I was small I thought My mother was an incredibly sexy woman. In all honesty, I still do. She is beautiful and has never had a shortage of admirers! So for this man to have a thing for his is something I understand. What I do find intriguing is his ability to talk about it so deeply and honestly.
Sweet lil sister sissy met a subby girl. she thought her Master would like lil sis, so took he/r to His Mansion, just as He had instructed her. she exxxplained they had to be naked in Master's Mansion, so they both stripped in the foyer, where subbie slipped into her collar, leash and 6" heels after teaching lil sis how to walk perfectly quietly on he/r bare feet. They knelt patiently and quietly before Master's door, until manservant let them in. They crawled to Him, Who exxxamined lil sis thoroughly, ordered manservant to bring panties, stockings, a corset and wig for subbie to dress lil sis in, and together they gave Him oral service.
Like so many, he had an older friend when he was a kid, and this friend taught him to masturbate. Of course masturbating together was something that they did pretty regularly, and that eventually evolved into other things. One afternoon, he was on his hands and knees with the older friend kneeling behind him, stroking and working his dick into his ass. It felt so good! The door opened, and there was his friend's sister, wide eyed, taking it all in. She saw everything: the fact that he was getting fucked, the fact that he himself was aroused and liking it, stroking. She laughed. She told her friends. After that, he was at their mercy, to do whatever any of them wanted him to at any time. Oh! the things they made him do!
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My Journal
March 11, 2008
Mistress Mommy Veronica Vacuum Cleaner was at it again today: terrorizing Her little scaredy cat dust bunny boy, making him recount his nightmares and night terrors about Vacuum Cleaners in graphic detail, complete with sound effects and pictures, until they actually came alive for him and sucked back him into the nozzle of the dream, becoming a part of it once again only more strongly, entirely vulnerable and helpless, unable to escape. ~shrieking with laughter~ Oh My beautiful wickedness!! If only I had recorded the sounds of his fear! They are SO xxxhilarating and stimulating! I do have them indelibly imprinted in My Brain however and do still hear the reverberations, the echoes, the quivering of his voice. ~happy sigh~
Quite pleased with Myself, I decided to switch gears...
So made My love breakfast in bed and then snuggled back in with him. He serviced My Pretty Pussy xxxquisitely, so of course I let him cum, too... in his panties. I love that he always does what I say. ~twinkle~
No time to jack off because of working too much is working too damn much! That's what I told him... Soooooooooo W/we took a few minutes to chat about the naughty little hottie who lives nexxxt door and had a GREAT orgasm fantasizing about her watching us! Nice.
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My Journal
March 8, 2008
"What kind of pantyhose are you wearing?" Silkies, nude, sheer to waist. "Got any balloons?" I do! red ones and silver ones. Such is the stuff wonderful, fun fantasies are made of. I'll sit on your lap in My pantyhose and grind against your stiffening arousal while you rub My legs in My pantyhose, and I'll blow up balloons so W/we can squeeze them between us, picking, pricking and poking at them until they pop. Or until you do!
It was a lovely breakfast and My guests were well refreshed from a good nights sleep, after the festivities of the night before. They couldn't quite remember the events of the evening, but had a pervasive sense of well being that indicated to them they had a wonderful time. Little did they know that was but the beginning of their week with Me. A little something had been hidden in their eggs this morning that would enable My powerful bull mastiff to dominate the three of them, controlling them with his mind as I had with Mine the night before. After seeing how well they responded to him, I am hopeful that this weeklong exxxperiment in control will yield even more xxxquisitely FUN discoveries!
sissy hadn't intended to call this morning, but found he/rself inexxxtricably woven into My web and could not exxxtricate he/rself from the control I possess over he/r desires! Before s/he knew what was happening, W/we were speaking, s/he was slipping into 2 condoms, 2 very tight firm pairs of panties, a long line bra and some nipple clamps, and s/he was on he/r knees nexxxt to he/r bed worshipping he/r Goddesses of YourDesires! "cumming is bad! cumming is bad! cumming is bad! Mistress I am close to cumming!" No, no, no, naughty sissy... no cumming for you! ~lol~ So I slipped he/r into a sheath to isolate he/r sissy stick even more, then put he/r in he/r wrist and ankle cuffs and tied them to the thigh cuffs with scarves, crossing them in the front, and slipping a pillow behind them before putting he/r to bed. sissy could hump in to that pillow til the cows cum home but wouldn't be able to get enough friction there to dribble he/r sissy goo. ~wicked evil grin~
I let he/r "sleep" for half an hour, then called to wake he/r and have her dribble he/r sissy goo in Goddess Worship to fill he/r condoms.
Household slave boy called for his assignments for the week. he will be serving in a multitude of capacities: he will lick all of the windows perfectly clean, suck the floors clean with a vacuum cleaner nozzle in his mouth, scrub the floors and bathrooms with his toothbrush, do all the laundry, ironing everything that gets washed... even My panties. he will clean up after My Lover and I as well, and serve s Our toilet. When My Friends cum to visit he will serve them as he does Me, and if I choose to lend him out, will serve in any capacity he is told to. Why? Because Mistress wishes it to be so.
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My Journal
March 6, 2008
My slutty French whore was at it again early this morning. s/he called to let Me know s/he was all tricked out (sexxxy corset under a very sheer see through turtle neck, so really very exxxposed... heavy stage type make up, too) and parked on the side of the road next to a rest area. s/he was hoping to attract a lot of male attention and was hopeful s/he would get to "make a blow job"... or 2... or 3... or more. ~lol~ I heard a car pull up and s/he said a guy was looking at he/r, so s/he went over to him and asked if he had a light for he/r cigarette. Little floozy! S/he had been sitting there fingering h/er ass while W/we were chatting, and s/he walked over there sucking he/r nasty fuck fingers like they were a cock. I am sure s/he accompanied him up into the rest room and had he/r way with him. s/he is just like that! Insatiable bitch in heat, that one! No man s/he sets he/r sights on has a chance of escaping without donating an offering of cum to the whore.
And a pretty little princess pigletto oinked and squealed he/r way to nibbling on he/r toes and dribbling he/r clittie snot to slurp for Mz Evie and I today. ~lol~ So amusing! We both laughed so hard I thought We would wet Ourselves! Of course the faggotty little princess would have begged to slurp it up if We had. ~rolling eyeballs~ Maybe nexxxt time We really will!
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My Journal
March 5, 2008
This morning I was greeted by My sensual soft spoken storyteller picking up where we left off yesterday. It was sooooooooooooo arousing... like a forbidden tryst with stolen moments of pleasure.
A certain sweet slut I know also managed a few stolen moments of pleasure this afternoon... the urgency of he/r quiet, intense whispers as s/he stuffed not one but TWO dildos into her aching sucking cunt were xxxquisite!
And a darling little sissy maid has finally been taken out of chastity because he/r Mistress is stretching he/r PA piercing. She has it stretched big enough now that She can actually dangle other smaller rings from it, so he/r Mistress calls it he/r charm bracelet. ~lol~ Isn't that cute? I love how it jingled and jangled when s/he played with he/r clitty for Me and made it dribble all over he/r bangles.
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My Journal
March 4, 2008
This morning one of My darlings rose early and got all dressed up to call and chat with Me. Believe it or not, W/we spent the whole time talking politics!
Soon after, a bad boy called to confess that he had jacked off without permission earlier in the morning. Of course, punishment was in order. his balls were tied in a figure 8, like the Eternity symbol, the cord pulled back between his legs, tied about the base of his dildo, and then after stuffing his fuckhole with ice cubes and lubricating the dildo with something he will no doubt be feeling all day, he squatted over the dildo and sucked it in. A good spanking was in order for his infraction, so his ass and My cock n balls were all soundly spanked. I determined that wasn't quite enough punishment in and of itself, so also opted to have a bit of fun with clothespins and a small bit of cord, creating a zipper of sorts. ~weg~ he will be feeling his punishment and thinking of Me for some time, and when it was time to go, was both thankful and contrite.
From that spanking I moved on to another, which made Me so hot I wanted to cum. Never one to deny Myself a desired pleasure, I enjoyed a delightful orgasm to the sounds of moans, groans and hard spanks. mmmmmmm
A caller was remembering some erotic exxxperiences of his past today, and knowing Me as he does, thought to himself, "Veronica would love to hear about this.", so he called to share the story with Me. He was soooooooooo right! I loved it! It was about a naughty adventure in a hospital of all places!
And then I spoke with a stupid sissy so worthless that he/r Mistress couldn't sell he/r. he/r Mistress couldn't give he/r away. he/r Mistress couldn't even PAY someone to take he/r! So I took he/r to be a submissive companion for My dog, Boner. s/he has to do whatever he wants.
On the flip side of that, I also spoke with a delightful piece of sissy fluff who is learning to accept that he/r Mistress needs and deserves a real Man. he/r Mistress is ready to start bringing Her Lover home to sleep in Her bed with Her, and has instructed sissy that s/he will be getting used to being satisfied with nothing more than their cum. I can just see sissy whimpering and simpering in the corner as They take Their pleasure, whining with exxxcitement for the cum They will leave behind for he/r. ~chuckle~
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My Journal
February 28, 2008
My day began splendidly with My sweet young boy leaning against My Mommy legs, rubbing against My silky pantyhose as I blew up red and shiny silver balloons for him. It was so much fun to pop them and then to have HIM pop, too! Playtimes like this make cleaning up after a party ever so much fun!
Blue Balls the Pirate and I are playing a little game this week. I am sending him assignments every day, and he takes pictures of himself as he completes them, including them in his report to verify for Me that he has indeed done them. Cumming is possible, but hasn't happened yet as there is yet another game W/we play to determine if he gets to cum each day or not. So far ... no cum. ~weg~
This is today's assignment:
"Your assignment today is actually going to be in effect for a full 24 hours from whenever you begin it.
To begin, you will spend a full hour (yes, I want it timed) stroking to the edge over and over but not cumming. Not one dribble. Not one drop. (precum is allowed, but NO CUM! you know what I am talking about!) This is to get you primed and pumped up for what IS cumming. (Remember, what IS cumming is NOT you!)
After this initial hour, for the nexxxt 23 hours EVERY time you visit a restroom, whether at home, at work or out and about, you will stroke to the edge with out cumming. Not one dribble. Not one drop.
Also, every time, and I really do mean EVERY time, you get an erection, no matter where you are, you will seek out a place which affords you privacy and you will stroke to the edge without cumming. Not one dribble. Not one drop.
I have something special this is building toward for you to do at the end of this 24 hour period for your nexxxt assignment, so I will be waiting for your report before I send it.
Before you say it, I will admit, that yes, Mommy is a Heartless Bitch, but you and I both know that is exxxactly why you love Me as you do AND that I know what is best for you.
Trust Me.
Have fun, My darling!! ~muahaha~
Mommy Veronica"
My journey today carried Me temporarily away from all that loveliness to the very depths of depravity. Vomit, feces, urine, phlegm, spit, soiled tampons... he craves it all, begs for it all, confesses to fantasizing about it all in the name of Worshipping Me, to prove how far he will go and what he will willingly endure to be Mine. Invariably after scathingly rebuking him for being so disgustingly vile I end up hanging up on him, deeming him far too filthy to endure and deem him unworthy to even hear My Voice.
I was ushered back into My Realm with the sweet company of a nude young man with a dildo, ice cubes, Q tips, Ben Gay, a wooden spoon, clothespins, string and a humbler at My disposal, and I used them all on him with glee. :)
Mz Rebecca and I had EVER so much fun today taunting and teasing an adorable little princess piglet sissy about what a skanky ho s/he REALLY is and what a bimbo bitch We know s/he aspires to be. ~lol~ We stuffed he/r at both ends with Our strap ons and gave he/r a good ramming after giving he/r a royal little princess piggie fisting.
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My Journal
February 6,2008
I arrived at his door at the agreed upon time in My little black dress, silk velvet leopard print swing coat, long black seamed stockings and 5" black leather stilettos. I didn't knock. I didn't ring the bell. I just opened the door like I owned the place, walked right in and found him exactly as I had told him to be: on hands and knees in the middle of the living room floor, cock rock hard in a cock ring, face freshly shaved. I sat. He crawled to Me. I lifted My legs and draped them over the arms of the large overstuffed brown leather chair, one to the left, the other to the right. He held his face poised in position, lips slightly parted, eager, hungry. I could feel him tremble as I slipped one leg behind the back of his neck and drew him in to Me. My clit quivered at the heat of his breath, My juices trickled onto his waiting tongue when he pressed it into My hot pink flesh, parting My lips. He brought Me to orgasm quickly, easily with his perfectly trained mouth. Still twitching, I uncoiled My leg from behind him, nudged him down onto his back on the floor and took My pleasure on his cock, releasing his ring at just the right time to allow him to xxxplode inside Me with the spasms of My own release. Not a word had been spoken, and without a word, I left. My stud had performed as trained, providing his service well, earning him the privilege of serving yet another day...
"Session for a BadBoy?" was the subject line of his email. O/our schedules had made it difficult for him to serve. Discussing that with Me would have given U/us the opportunity to xxxplore options; My preference would have been to see which of My Sisters here at YourDesires would generally be available during times that were more convenient for him, and then for She (or They!) and I to work together on his training. Instead he started training elsewhere, but had been naughty, cumming without permission, so was being required to keep the cock tied up so it couldn't get hard and orgasm was being denied at least until tomorrow and possibly til Friday. he approached Me to confess. ~weg~ Never One to reject an opportunity to have some fun, I had him pop on webcam so I could see how he was tied. I was appalled. It was much too tight for being left in all day long and was sloppy besides. So I had him untie it, and while it was free had him lube it up and stroke a good bit, just for fun ~twinkle~ letting him get dangerously close to cumming, which was, of course, denied. :) I wanted it soft to tie it up, so had him attempt to smack it down but the unruly thing just got bigger! So I stuffed his ass to divert his attention away from it, and tied it so it was neatly (and safely!) tucked around the balls. It was time to pinch some clothes pins here and there, and then to tickle n tease that cock til it was straining against its restraints. And then... well, I had an appointment so had to go. His instruction? If his other Mistress decides to let him cum tomorrow, he is to beg to wait til Friday.
Nexxxt I had 2 luxxxurious hours of nothing but My unadulterated pleasure with My propertyslave. He performs whatever show I want to see on webcam, with no limits, no hesitation, no question. ~happy sigh~ I indulge My every sadistic desire with him, and he gets to take it for Me.
My sweet boy is sometimes My good girl. When he is in silky, pretty panties he transforms for Mommy, and I love that! W/we are currently training he/r to learn to like cum in he/r face. It is a long and involved process, but I am confident that s/he will get there. :)
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My Journal
February 5, 2008
He called to tell Me about his weekend, his fantasy, his life since the last time W/we spoke. I love touching every facet of him. :)
W/we hadn't spoken before and he wanted to know what I like, what I am into. So I told him. He was rather shocked and surprised at first, but as W/we discussed My particular turn ons, not only did he get it, he got off to it. Twice. ~weg~ Oh! Corrupter of innocence and normalcy that I am!
Grublet is STILL IN HIS CAGE!!! :O He filled the key hole and now can't get the stuff out that he filled it with. ~roflmao~ Stuck like chuck! He actually hooked up with an old girlfriend recently, and she had fun riding his cage to a nice orgasm, but of course he couldn't get hard or feel much of anything. ~lol~
Some excerpts from sissy stephanie's last communication:
Lady Veronica
i forgot to ask if You wanted daily reports, and You didn't expressly tell me
to give them, but i know You like them, so...
Sunday i did my spankings, 3 sets of 10 and three with paddle and cane. The
kitty collars with the bells work very well, the small one fits nice and
tight around my ovies, and the large one, tho loose, fits around my jilling wrist.
They make a lovely sound when i jill.
They are a good reminder that indeed, i am owned by You. It is much easier
to stay mindful of You when i am jilling.
Sunday night i did one jilling to the edge in the morning, and then a jilling
and cumming on my dinner in the evening. It was fun, exciting to cum on my
dinner as i was jilling - it felt weird when i was actually cumming on it while
i was doing so, though. That moment - leaning over my dinner, cumming onto
my food, with that defiant feeling that cums with orgasm - it is strange and
humiliating.
Funny thing is, i don't really taste the cum when i eat the food. But i
definitely know i am eating my own cum with dinner, and it is humliating - as i
know it is intended to be.
Today i have done two of my spanking sets, i am saving the third for right
before bed. i did my two jillings with the cat bells, one this afternoon after
work (i got to the edge but did not cum). The other tonight - again cumming on my dinner.
When i hear the tinkling of the cat bells i think of You, i think about how
good it is to be owned by You, i think about how my clittie, my cum and my
ovies belong to You. And i think how lucky i am to get to cum every day this
week, even if i have to eat it (or is it especially because i get to eat it).
i will continue to do my assignments, Ma'am - and i thank You for them.
Yours
stephanie
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My Journal
January 23,2008
I pinched his nipples in little clamps that fit on batteries, there was a chain between them that I pulled behind his neck. Standing up straight would pull the chain tighter, making the clamps bite tighter. I stood him naked in the center of a room full of My friends and taunted him, challenged him to show us what a big boy he was, to show us how much he could take. As he slowly straightened up, the chain pulled tighter and tighter, the clamps bit deeper and deeper. We watched him grimace, strain, fighting with himself, wanting to please, wanting to stand upright and tall like a man. We could see the strain on his face, the little beads of sweat popping out on his brow, his upper lip, the tension, the tautness visible. When he was fully erect, I held out My Hand, palm up and demanded his cum. Reaching for his cock, I spanked it severely, then ordered him to stroke for Our viewing pleasure. As directed, he jacked off his cum into the palm of My hand. A good time was had by all!
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm He called with a big hard cock in need of fucking. I had a wet hot pussy in need of that same fucking. I rode him til he flipped me over and took me hard. ~happy sigh~ ... ~still glowing~
And then I was ...TADA! ... Cat/Spider/BatWoman in My black latex suit, long flowing cape, hood, boots and gloves being ravished by My lover... and then serviced by the cuckold who had been spun into My Web and tied in a chair, forced to watch. ~wicked evil grin~
My nexxxt role today was that of a Woman with a strap on taking revenge on My supervisor at work, making him be My bitch, give Me a raise and a hefty bribe to be quiet about his nefarious dark n dirty deeds! muahaha!
he begged Me to call him in his room, but I wasn't quick enough to suit him and he called Me back to see what was taking so long, was there a problem? Well, there wasn't before but now he was in trouble for being impatient and was soundly spanked and smothered. ~weg~
Panty boy was called upon to sperm and satisfy another young lovely on command today. He performed perfectly! :)
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My Journal
January 22,2008
He loved it so much he is going to do it again! The boy I terrorize with Vacuum Cleaners is going to see the he/she again to service Her cock. I am xxxcited: he will bring back pics for Me and tell Me every single juicy detail of their time together! WOOHOO!
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm He put that big beautiful cock on webcam for me today, stroking and performing for me... my own private masturbation show. :) Nice!
And sissy called to tell Me that Wife had h/er in pink on Tuesdays now: pinks maid's uniform and pink 10" long 5 1/2" around butt plug. W/we discussed certain body modifications that sometimes get made on sissies, methods of feeding sissies and various uses for sissies. Very amusing... ~weg~ .. especially when s/he shrieks involuntarily when contemplating some new torment I have dreamed up for he/r to approach Mistress with and beg for!
I realized that my girl wasn't getting enough play time on the court, so approached the coach to see if we could work something out. He was very accommodating when he saw how far I was willing to go to get what I wanted!
"Z is for Zest, a sissy’s life is full of zest, she gets to wear panties, and mini skirts and stockings and do assignments for her Mistress. Sometimes she is made to eat cum; sometimes she is not allowed to cum for days but has to stroke herself right to the edge. Sometimes she gets to cum on her dildo and eat cum for Mistress. Sometimes she gets to be Mistress’s little dog, and she gets to put on a leash and gets to eat dog food. Sometimes she gets to be a school gurl; sometimes she gets to be a girlygurl slut. sissy gets to stand in the corner, she gets to be spanked, she gets to be scolded by Mistress. Yes, sissy’s life is full of zest, because Lady Veronica is training her to be a good, cock sucking, cum whore, pain slut, little sissy school gurl, girlygurl slut. sissy is very lucky that Lady Veronica puts so much zest in her life, and sissy knows it."
~sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 19, 2008
My pampered little piece of pussy had prepared for O/our time together: A long, sensual bath, slipping into her panty hose, tucking neatly, gliding into her tall 5" slides and allowing the mood to build before going to bed. S/he slept like that, setting the alarm and rising SO early on a Saturday morning! Knowing I would be in at 3am, s/he wanted to be ready for Me. I was so touched! So of course I touched he/r right back with what I know s/he loves best... COCK! :) It's like I tell he/r all the time: "the only thing better than cock, is more of it!" S/he poses, quivers, shivers and cums so prettily for cock!
She had been flashing men with her panties and watching them stroke for her, but hadn't realized she could manipulate the situation a bit more to her advantage by requiring that they service her pleasure before allowing them theirs. It didn't take long to teach her about that, though. It is important a girl learns to look out for her own best interests! ~wink~
He was traveling, and driving along in his car, got so horny that he just had to pull off on the side of the road and call. Such a situation constitutes an emergency, giving "roadside assistance" a whole new meaning! So fun! It reminded Me of all the many times in high school I happily gave a blow job while riding down the road with a boyfriend.
He had been in chastity for nearly a week in preparation for O/our time together today. His assignment had been to get an enema bag, pantyhose, self warming lube, an english cucumber, condoms, and a powerful, large hand held vibrating massager with 2 heads. These few simple items provided an hour of multiorgasmic ecstasy! I love how he whimpers and moans and could practically hear the twitching of his cock and the rolling of his full balls through O/our play time.
Sometimes we role play, most of the time we talk... about life, love, spirituality, politics, his upbringing and family, his growth, wants, needs, desires, his frustrations and joys... No matter what the topic, though, no matter whether it is play or conversation, it is always time well spent. I enjoy his depth and intensity tremendously and look forward to our times together, no matter the direction they take.
My sweet one called from bed this morning all warm and cozy, just wanting to snuggle. Of course that led to other sweet things... ~weg~
he was in his tight cock rings when he called, and was waiting for Me on webcam. I watched as he slid the head ring on, slipping the cum stopper in place. The head was engorged, big and fat and shiny purple, just the way I like it, like a big juicy fat plum. I decided to focus on head play today, with lots of lube and teasing, rubbing... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm those lovely balls weren't blue when W/we finished playing today. :)
This one got up and shaved everything from the neck down today, oiling afterward and then shaving again to make sure everything was sweet and smooth, then dressed in sexxxy fishnets and slipped a delightful little plug in place before calling for some hot talk. W/we had a great time discussing his recent adventures!
silly sissy stephanie had the audacity to be late for he/r appointment today ~frown~ so he/r appointment was all about discipline and he/r assignments for this week are, too. No jilling. Only milking. 3 spankings and corner time a day. Daily email check ins. Too much testosterone! Daily milkings will be required for awhile and he/r little bottom just may be red and burning all week!
My sweet boy came to visit Me in the bathroom, curious about the workings of Mommy's body. Teachable moments...
What a fun day!! :)
"Y is for Yip, Yip, how sissy sounds when she barks like a poodle. Sometimes naughty sissy has to bark like a poodle, wear a collar and leash, and eat dog food for Mistress to better learn obedience."
~sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 17, 2008
He emailed hoping to find Me in today, wanting to play on webcam as I directed him so I could watch. He had new Japanese clover leaf nipple clamps to display and demonstrate for Me. W/we tied up his cock n balls so he wouldn't cum too fast. Spanking that little area right behind the balls made it pink and swollen, and when he laid his fingers over the balls to hide them, and drew his knees back, it looked just like he had a real pussy that was aching to get fucked. So of course I did! Out came the aneros for My viewing pleasure, and in the fuckhole it slid. Lovely! just lovely... My personal porn star! After a while W/we replaced the aneros with the dildo and had him sit on it while stroking. There was an exxxplosive orgasm... with the ejaculate landing on his desk clear across the room!
I called and left a naughty message on his answering machine for him to come home to. ~weg~ We had a great time when he called Me back... :)
My little sister sissy had a desperate need to call from the restroom today. s/he had seen a very nice package on a man that was just tormenting he/r! So I had fun tormenting he/r about being such a little cockloving sissy slut!
I was in the bathroom, getting ready to shower after I got in from work. He walked in, startled to find me there as he didn't realize I was home yet. He was concerned about embarrassing mee, but I didn't mind one little bit. I just went ahead with My shower and invited him to join Me!
My wanking-stroker-no-pussy-in-favor-of-his-hand boy and I had a most interesting conversation about recent forbidden fantasies that have been driving him crazy. I wonder where these particular fantasies will lead??
"X is for X-Rated phone calls with Lady Veronica, whose sexy voice entrances sissy, making sissy into Her slave, making sissy want to be her good good gurl, making sissy cream in her panties. sissy so loves to hear Lady Veronica’s sweet sexy voice during their X-Rated phone calls, and she so loves to cream in her panties for Lady Veronica with Lady Veronica’s voice softly cooing in her ear “Cream in your panties for me, baby, cream for Mistress”-ah, that is X-Rated heaven."
~sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 16, 2008
He had a horrible nightmare last night. The housekeeper didn't show up one morning and the mother decided to do the cleaning herself. She had no idea how powerful the old Vacuum Cleaner in the back of the closet was, but she found out soon enough! I determined it was in his best interest, therapeutically, to describe for Me in graphic detail exxxactly what he saw in his dream: the Vacuum Cleaner, so powerful, Vacuuming up all kinds of unexxxpected things... including her children! It was very difficult for him to talk about, but it is part of his therapy, as is listening to loud Vacuuming sounds and watching videos of Vacuum Cleaners in use! Oh! these things make him so squirmy! ~lol~
"Mistress, please, I am putting on my high heels and stockings right now. May I call you in 5 minutes for a good fucking? I have 2 dildos here..." But of course! You don't have to ask Me twice for something like that!! I love hearing that little slut bouncing away on cock. s/he actually took both of them at once today! ~faint thud~
He was raped repeatedly by his father and subsequent stepfathers and is left with the aftermath of it now. It is important to have a safe and accepting place to talk about stories like these.
She was young and relatively inexxxperienced, hoping for a more mature, exxxperienced woman to teach her a thing or two. I invited her to My office, and commanded a performance from him. he was shocked when I bid him enter... dressed! I required that he remain soft as I had him strip before her inquisitive eyes, one garment at a time, turning slowly to put himself on display for her. When I had her slowly reveal her panties, just a peek at a time, she watched with great interest as he was allowed to display his arousal as well as his nakedness. She received her very first oral pleasure, he was allowed to squirt up the back of her panties, and she giggled as she left the room, eager to share with her best friend what had just happened. She was going to meet her for a drink somewhere; I imagine they practiced flashing their panties to get the desired responses from the men in the place, thrilling at her new found power. :)
"W is for Writing Assignment, a school gurl must do her Writing assignment when she has been naughty-she must write, “i will be a good gurl for Mistress,” two hundred times-neatness counts! For every word that is illegible, sissy schoolgirl gets a lash with the cane!"
~sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 15, 2008
My darling shivering, squirming shaking like a little aspen pet called to snuggle for awhile today. :) It is always so much fun feeling and hearing he/r go so very, very submissive and girly as W/we speak! s/he does love he/r hooker shoes... 6" slides with platforms and clear plastic tops today! s/he was also in pantyhose panties, to keep he/r clitty nicely tucked, regular pantyhose and a sweet thong over that, with a tight open crotched girdle over that... so tight and sexxxy! W/we had a delightful chat about he/r boyfriend and his wonderful cock. mmmm :)
I also heard from My sweet little one, who arrived to clean Me up from the fierce fucking I had done taken earlier in the day. My Pussy had 3 loads of cum and I wanted a good licking! After sucking My panties clean and licking Me up, this little treasure begged Me to allow him to suck cock on the phone for Me. he is hoping that I have another caller in his area who would like a blow job, so that I can instruct them to get together and call Me, letting Me listen to them performing for My pleasure. That would be wonderful! I do, of course, require a sizeable cock for My pleasure, which the cum slurping cunt licker does not possess, but being in a generous mood today, I did allow him to dribble over My toes, licking them off afterwards.
His friend's mother saw them through the basement window. They were touching each other, she watched. Later she invited him home with them and said it was time for a nap. She stripped him, dressed him in girl's things, and tucked him into bed with her boy, watching as they made each other cum. As he told Me, I was overwhelmed with the desire to dress him in My things and push his face between My legs to lick My lover's cum from Me. What a mess he made in My panties!
I was hiring and wanted to give the new women a demonstration of some possibilities of exxxtreme types of play, so I ordered him to come and serve as My assistant. As I gave My demonstration, he was My subject. They saw so many things that day! Bondage, gagging, suspension... enemas and plugging... clamping and weights... flogging, caning, whipping... cum dump training, toilet training, strap on training. he endured it all, and at the end, gave a masturbation demonstration with a grand finale: cumming in his own face. This was followed by practice time for them all. he was well used and xxxhausted by the end of this day!
"V is for Veronica, sissy gurl’s Lady Mistress, who sissy so desperately needs and wants to please."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 12, 2008
He called from his motel room with his panty and bra collection handy as well as his dildo. This presented so many deliciously decadent options! I chose to have him lay out his pants in a chair with the dildo protruding from the zipper opening, like someone sitting there, and had him model his bra and panty sets for the cock before falling to his knees to give it a wet n juicy blow job followed by a lap dance. The cock was then serviced in a variety of positions as this slut was well used, drilled and satiated. I am hoping those cummy panties will be worn the rest of the day.
I heard from a new submissive today. he is sweet and I love how he simpers. he has a lot to learn though. ~chuckle~ he HAD a real time Mistress (from what I hear those are VERY difficult to come by.. "ya don't know what ya got til its gone!") and had the audacity to cheat on Her. (tsk tsk tsk! THAT cost him! But honestly, what more can One xxxpect of a slut???) So when She dismissed him, She gave him My number and sent him here to Me. The weewee that has gotten him into so much trouble is now going to learn to come under My control and the slut will learn to serve first Me and then select Friends of Mine on command. We will keep the little bitch so fucked out he doesn't know which end is up! The first time he fucks up ( and I have no doubt that he will) into chastity he goes and the keys will be sent to Me. For now his masturbation and all sexxxual behaviours must be approved by Me. he whimpered and whined and wanted to know "but what about my new girlfriend?" THAT is easy enough! he is allowed to give her all the oral pleasures and masturbatory pleasures she likes; he, however, is not allowed any weewee pleasure at all. he has been given a list of toys and items to procure as well. This will be a very interesting and amusing journey, I have no doubt!
Blueballs managed to carve out a bit of time today to beg to pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeasse get to cum... I considered it AFTER he gave Me pleasure. ~weg~ It was a bit difficult for him to maintain as he has been a very good boy remembering that cumming is bad and hasn't released since cumming with Me last time. I was very proud of him; I worked him very hard today having him ride the razor's edge of orgasm for quite some time before relaxxxing him and then ordering him to cum. :) He maintained very, very well.
YourDesiressissyslut got a little squirmy tonight, so I put a nice firm ring around the sissy stick and ovies, another just around the ovies, a couple of condoms and then yet another ring to ensure they stayed on, and covered all that with a very firm black long line high rise girdle, black stockings, a black body shaper (with he/r titties of course) and a pretty black lacey nightie. I set he/r to humping on the corner of the bed, and then had he/r fuck he/r way up into the bed and tucked he/r in for a nap. ~weg~ Mistress Rose will be calling to wake he/r in an hour or so... (as if s/he will even get to sleep, with the state he/r sissy stick is in!) ~lol~
"U is for Uniform, because every sissy needs to have a school gurl uniform for when she has been especially naughty and Mistress needs to teach her a very stern lesson."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 11, 2008
He called looking for some fun, and sounded like a party just waiting to happen. So I chose him to be the stud I put on display at the competition My sister Dominas and I were having. he presented very well, taking the reddening of his ass, hips and cock like the strong fuck animal that he is, and putting on an xxxquisite jack off show for Our viewing pleasure.
Mistress Lola and I had the pleasure of passing a very docile and sweet pleasure submissive back and forth today. :) It is such an incredible xxxperience taking a man to the edge of orgasm and then back down over and over in a myriad of ways over a period of hours, hearing him go deeper and deeper into sub space as the physical sensations combine with Our own unique energies to create something so unduplicatable, so alive and so orgasmic! What pleasure to treasure!
I love hearing the stories of a certain Southern gentleman's youth... of his sexxxual initiation at the hands of an older and oh! so sensual woman. There are so many unexxpected twists and turns this woman exxxplored with him as she took him in hand!
"T is for Training & Tittie and Thong, a sissy gurl can only be good if she is properly Trained, and Lady Veronica knows that to clamp sissy’s Titties during Training gets sissy’s attention, and if sissy is wearing her Thong during Training then it is easier for Mistress to spank her because her ass is always ready and available. When sissy learns to cherish how good it feels to be submissive and obedient, it allows Lady Veronica to indulge in training and discipline spankings, which She so much prefers. Training is more than spankings, as sissy learns how to walk heel-to-toe, how to give pedicures, how to properly put on her stockings, how to keep her clittie and behind shaved, how to put on lipstick and make-up, and how to obey obey obey."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 10,2008
He seduced her when she was quite young, only half his age. He taught her everything he knew about pleasure. She grew older. Matured. Developed tastes of her own. And turned the tables. ~weg~ Today when he called, she had dressed him in panties, bra and a slip, left him a list of chores to do, a few toys and gave him permission to call Me when his chores were completed. The girl has grown up and is coming into her own!
A sweet and lovely CD called to chat for a bit today. I have known he/r for some time and always enjoyed her immensely. she has been dressing ever since s/he was a tiny little thing. he/r sister used to dress he/r in girly things, spank he/r and stand he/r in the corner, teasing he/r til s/he would cry for being a sissy. s/he is one of the most truly internally feminine CDs I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. :)
Baby Puss sent Me an "adorable" (NOT!) picture of himself wearing his new pink diaper and plastic pants. ~lol~ What a freak show! W/we watched Tom n Jerry cartoons while he rolled on his little weewee wearing his diaper. he tried to piddle but all he could do was dribble his baby sissy goo. I laughed so hard at his sorry self I nearly cried! ~lol~
"I am here for whatever you want my Mistress." Head bowed, eyes to the ground, naked, on his knees. he has been doing some ball stretching for Me, because his ride high and close to his body, and I like them long, low and dangly so they swing nicely. What I wanted today was to hood him, suspend him so his toes barely touched the floor, with his arms tied behind the back, ankles cuffed and then a spreader bar holding his legs apart, then while he swung there to have him used. ~weg~ It was fun.
My butt sniffer ordered a pair of My panties today. I love wearing them for him because he so loves all the intricacies of My scent from all the various areas the panties cover. Full bottomed silkies are the best for him, preferably worn while working out. The more fragrant the better! :) I will wear them for a couple of days, masturbate in them, work out in them, wear them pulled snugly up between My pussy lips and the cheeks of My ass.... They will transport him to Veronica's Land of Ecstasy!
AND THEN... OMG!! I had a Hooters BOY to play with! ~shrieking with laughter~ WAY too much fun!
I wound up My day giving yet another sweet little lady lessons in controlling men for her sexxxual gratification and pleasure by using her panties and controlling their orgasms... I love being Me! :)
"S is for Spanking & Stockings & Scolding, because to be a good gurl, sissy needs a lot a lot a lot of good hard Spankings-and while she is being spanked she likes to wear her stockings, and she needs to be scolded by Lady Veronica."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
January 9, 2008
Right on the edge of manhood, it was time for a day with Auntie V to learn about the majick of the grown up body and the wonderful things it can feel and do, the xxxquisite pleasures there are to be xxxplored, and Feminine Form to Worship and Adore. My good deed for the day... ~smiles~
My reward for My good deed? Signing back on line to find this: "Mistress Veronica, Today will be our 3rd conversation. I think about YOU nonstop between these conversations. I want YOU to be #1 in my life. I hear your voice guiding/directing me as YOU turn me into your faithful whore/slut. i want to let go even more as i worship you." This, of course, led to some very intimate and satisfying time together, bonding on the phone. he learned that yes, I am indeed his Goddess, the One he worships, serves, belongs to. A unique form of Worship was created for him to practice in My honor, and he spontaneously developed his mantra today. Very nice!
I got to speak with someone new today who especially enjoys pantyhose. :) It was a lot of fun beginning to get to know him, comparing notes on what W/we both enjoy about pantyhose and about what W/we both enjoy sexxxually. He had a very intriguing sexxxual and relational history! I am looking forward to xxxploring further with him and seeing where it leads.
"R is for Ruler, every school girl needs to carry a Ruler, so Mistress can spank her clittie with it whenever sissy treats the cum in her clittie like sissy owns it. sissy doesn't own her cum-Lady Veronica does-and the Ruler is used to Remind sissy school gurl of that fact. Sissy needs to learn that cumming is bad because it makes the fun stop-spank spank with the ruler, and sissy says “silly sissy stephanie needs to learn to esteem Mistress more than sissy's clitty,” with each rap from the ruler."
- silly sissy slut stephanie
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My Journal
January 8, 2008
My Vacuum Cleaner victim had a naughty little tryst recently with a very beautiful tranny who was the proud possessor of a nice, fat cock. First I Vacuumed him to the phone and then vacuumed ALL the juicy details about his date from him, complete with pictures. hot! Hot! HOT! :)~
Then I toyed with him a bit, chasing him and shrinking him with My Vacuum Cleaner, catching him, letting him go, sucking him up, spitting him out... til I tired of cat n mouse and just swallowed him right up through the nozzle! ~muahaha~ I wish I could capture that orgasmic scream and listen to it again and again and again... mmmmmmmm...
Spent a delightful time with a VERY good boy who agreed to be his ex girlfriend's cocksucker for her current boyfriend who cums too fast. The idea is for him to suck off the initial hard on so lover boy can have an exxxtended round 2 with Mz Thing. ~lol~ Sounds like fun, eh?
"Q is for Queen, because a sissy gurl needs to treat her Mistress like a Queen-she needs to work hard to please her Mistress in every way. A sissy slut must do whatever her Queen demands."
-slutty stephanie
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My Journal
January 5, 2008
A pretty little panty girl was having a problem with her boy squirting much too quickly when giving her oral pleasures, too frequently leaving her frustrated and wanting more. All she needed was one visit to Head Mistress Veronica's office, where she observed Me using My well trained man tool for My own pleasure and then gave her opportunity to practice what she saw for herself. I taught her all she needed to know about gaining and maintaining complete control.
YourDesiressissyslut was prepared for another wild weekend serving he/r Mistresses at YourDesires, so I saw to it that all was in order to do just that! ~muahaha~ she was already for Me, dressed in red (stockings, garter, panty, bra and cami/nightie all in red) from the night before in preparation to he/r service, ensuring s/he was in the appropriate frame of mind. W/we started he/r day with morning worship and prayers to he/r Goddesses at YourDesires. It has been a week since slut was allowed to cum last, so everything was nicely engorged. I didn't want any accidents so figured W/we would go with 5 condoms, a cock ring, head ring and a big black rubber sheath to ensure all remains Mistresses control. W/we fashioned a special little purse for the ovies, and tucked the sissyslut into panties, hosiery and a body suit. s/he was given some assignments/chores to perform and was instructed to call back when all was finished. :)
Oops! By the time s/he was finished, I was otherwise engaged so s/he laid down to try to nap while s/he waited.
I had a very interesting CBT chat with a man who loves it to the extreme. W/we spoke about chastity, trampling, ball kicking, panty wearing and all sorts of fun things.
Recounting some of My early sexxxual adventures to a man as he was taking a bit of privacy for self pleasure in the men's room was risque and fun. It brought back several memories for Me of times that I had been sexxxual in semi-public situations... some alone, some with a partner. Regaling him with those as he was having an exxxperience of his own... nice! Very nice!
By then it was time to get YourDesiressissyslut dressed to serve Mz Rose. I opted for a black background, covered with red lingerie and a darling green velvet dress over all, with heels, then tied he/r to he/r bed to await Mz Rose's summons. Priceless! The scene reminded Me a bit of Sleeping Beauty being left sleeping til her prince kissed her awake... this lil slut is left "sleeping" ready to be .. well, fucked awake!
Nexxxt I spoke with a party animal who told Me about a party he had recently attended and how he and others had been used. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yummy!!
It was time then to peek in on YourDesiressissyslut, who was still panting from being well used by Mz Rose, and well, the temptation to take some sloppy 2nds (3rds? 4ths?) was just too irresistible! hehehe
Mommy dressed lil fuckpuppet all in white, with babys breath and pink rose buds in he/r hair and took he/r to he/r first big girl party after making he/r all wet and tingly, to be used like a party favor among all of Mommy's friends.
When I got back, there was that gorgeous man in My bed, all naked and hard for Me, Mine for the taking. Using the softness of My Voice to hypnotize him, weaving My silken web about him, I seduced him into completely giving up all control... I know what is best for him!
Then darling little sissy arrived to be put on display and jill he/r clitty in he/r panties while sitting in a spotlight for My Friends and I. Of course, We all had strap ons under Our dresses which We fully intended to use following he/r show. ~weg~
Then My party animal called back: he had run into an old girlfriend so we talked about all the fun things that they used to do... cocksucking, anal play. I was thinking it might be kind of hot if his current gf (a VERY kinky girl!) was to strike up a friendship with the ex... maybe seduce her. And then invite her to a 3some, with HIM being the 3rd party joining them! ~weg~
Dear, poor lil grublet has been fighting sending Me the final set of keys all this time. tsk tsk tsk Well it is finally arranged... they are in the mail, and as soon as they arrive they are being dropped into My cleavage. They will remain with Me for a month, at the end of which time, I will return them. W/we did not however, clarify what KIND of a month... ~weg~ whether it would be a calendar month, a lunar month or a Mistress month... which runs from cycle to cycle... Grublet should have taken the opportunity to discharge its driplet while I was disposed to allow it. It may never happen now! ~lol~
slutty stephanie... dear, dear slutty stephanie! It was spanking day for My gurl, unfortunately it was NOT he/r day to dribble out he/r sissy goo bags. s/he did, however, carry a beautifully reddened ass away from O/our session AND a shopping list of some VERY fun things: bright red platform Mary Janes with 5" heels, some little white knee highs with plaid bows at the knees, and some long white stockings with red bows topped off with white ruffles. I have also tasked he/r with purchasing a little silver bullet vibrator before Veronica's Day (Feb 14, for the uninformed... ~lol~)
YourDesiressissyslut was FINALLY allowed to cum this evening after much worship and prayer to he/r Goddesses, the Mistresses of YourDesires, while still gagged AND while having he/r sissyhole royally fucked. s/he came like a wanton little trollop, quivering and screaming, writhing in ecstasy. ~happy sigh~
A delightful day, this!
"P is for Panties & Paddle & Pain Slut, a sissy girlygurl needs to wear her tight, cute, little panties every day, but when the paddle comes out, the panties come down, and sissy so loves it when the Paddle comes out because she is an insatiable Pain Slut."
-slutty stephanie
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My Journal
January 3,2008
My morning began with rousing a lovely cock to full attention with a good dick spanking, graduating to a nice reddened ass spanking, bed fucking and then legs over the head while spanking and stroking to orgasm, creating a big mess which of course needed to be licked up!
YourDesiressissyslut did a bit of shopping recently, so of course I wanted to see everything that made it back home! sissy slut fucked the bed for morning prayers and was then dressed in condoms, sissystick sheath, black latexxx panties, red bra, G string and garter belt with red stockings, a waist cincher and a corset, with a teensy tiny little tan skirt and top. A nice little pair of pointy toed black 2" heels completed he/r ensemble. s/he was then cuffed to a spreader bar, gagged, and strung up like a marionette to do he/r morning chores and some blogging.
A friend stopped by, and wanted to take Me out for a beer after work, and then got so aroused when I was back in the laundry room changing My clothes, that he just had to take Me right over the dryer before W/we left! Its a good thing he did; he would have had a hard time walking with that enormous bulge in his pants! hehehe
Later I dressed YourDesiressissyslut for a nap and put he/r to bed with hands tied he/r waist so s/he had no choice but to hump into he/r hands while s/he was supposed to be sleeping. s/he didn't sleep well at all... (no big surprise!) so called back to say how good this all felt. s/he isn't going to be allowed an orgasm til he/r blogging is finished, so she got up to go work on it. Note s/he can't cum til he/r blogging is finished, t'is true, though I did NOT say s/he COULD cum when it is finished... I do hope s/he recognizes that! ~lol~
Blueballs the Pirate sent Me a delightful surprise! Those interested in seeing it will find it in the "My Fantasies" section of this page... ~wicked evil grin~
I had a few quick, stolen moments of pleasure this afternoon with one who greatly appreciates the bouquet of My xxxquisite lil pink pucker. He slipped away in his car for a few moments of privacy with Me... ~wink~
"O is for Obedience, so every sissy school gurl needs to learn obedience."
-slutty stephanie
"Spanking: It is important to remember, that even a good sissy will get spankings. Spankings are a way for Lady Veronica to train Her sissy. Repeat with very spank: “i must obey Lady Veronica.”
-slutty stephanie
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January 1 and 2, 2008
My Journal
I took a subbie, bound and blindfolded to a round of holiday parties, where he was put on display and used by all who had desire in any way that they desired. he had no idea who used him or who saw him being used... the mindfuck that keeps on giving!
Then sicko called, wanting to prove his devotion is a number of perverted and depraved ways... not once, but twice!
My Southern gentleman lover called to bring Me pleasures with tales from his youth, which never fail to arouse Me. :)
And I donned My pantyhose and popped balloons for a dear sweet boy who loves to rub against My leg while I threaten and tease with the balloons until POP! there they go and so does he!
My French whore is working hard at deepening he/r feminine traits and qualities, so W/we discussed what works for he/r and what doesn't. s/he served as My toilet slut today and received a good dose of humiliation to keep he/r raggedy ass in he/r place.
"N is for Naughty, because every sissy school gurl is at heart a Naughty gurl."
-silly sissy stephanie
"PUNISHMENT: When a sissy is bad, Mistress will need to punish her. A Mistress can punish a sissy in many ways-spanking, corner time, cum denial. Sometimes punishments can be creative, like having to watch a disgusting movie because sissy hasn’t been keeping the house clean. It is good for a sissy to be punished, it puts her in her place, and keeps her attentive on her main goal-obeying her Mistress. "
-silly sissy stephanie
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My Journal
December 31,2007/January 1,2008
Blueballs the Pirate arranged to usher in the new year with Me. :) We had some wine to toast the passing of the old year and birth of the new and had grand time, reminisced awhile... and he slid into My Pussy right at the stroke of midnight. W/we had a fucking good time!!! (a good time fucking, too...) :) VERY portentious for the hot times to cum!! ~wink~ We learned that fucking in the sheath will be a VERY nice punishment and the rings are great for fucking. :)
personalpropertpainslut tied up My balls tightly and roasted them for My viewing pleasure. he was punished for losing his lighter by having to use matches and exxxtinguishing them in a specifically prescribed manner AND in taking the BIG dildo for Mistress! Happy New Year!!
My jack off meat handler spank the monkey bologna bopper wanted to bless Me with his first cum of the New Year! WooHoo! TY!! TY!! TY!! :) An auspicious start!
Blueballs the Pirate takes such perverse delight in being Mommy's lil bastard!!! Moving the camera around showing Me different perspectives of his perversities ... so BAD!!! Lil pirate just might be blueballed for a YEAR!!!!! bad boy!! Pirate became a stroker boy for Mommy: pumping it like a mother fucker, pumping it on command and cumming when Mommy said! Blueballs the Pirate has committed to cumming only with Mommy for the entire cumming year!! muahaha!
Poor poor lil weewee... he would so like to hold his family together! I'm afraid in order to do that he is going to have to accept some inevitabilities that will be difficult to swallow, though, so he may have to endure some very humiliating conditions in order to make it work... I guess for him it all depends on what he values more: his pride or his family!
I continued YourDesiressissyslut's conditioning with yet another call whispery call as s/he lay sleeping, whispering into he/r dreams about the coming year and he/r relationship to he/r YourDesires Mistresses... ~weg~ ...
My sweet little sissyhubby called to serve My pleasure, willing to do whatever I want to please Me. W/we talked about all kinds of fun things W/we could do, games W/we could play and secrets W/we could share in. :)
Another of My sweet treasures called to make his pretty pink pucker available to Me for New Years Day. I don't need to be invited twice to take advantage of an offer like that!
"M is for Mini-Skirt and Mary Jane Heels, sissy loves to dress in a cute little mini skirt (the shorter the better), and Mary Jane Heels, doesn't she look like such a girlygurl slut?"
-sissy stephanie
"CLOTHING: Besides your sissy regalia, and panties, a sissy needs a good collection of girl clothes to wear at home. When she is home and the doors are closed, and sissy doesn't have to look like a man any more, she should have clothes she can relax in. It is great fun to dress like a strumpet, but it is not practical all the time. It is good for a sissy to get some PJ’s, sensible skirts, and girl shirts and sweaters, even some girl pants. It is also good for a sissy to get a nightie, so she can feel soft and feminine when she sleeps. It is also good to get girl clothes that you can wear in public, like socks. There are some girl pants and shirts that could pass for menswear-so get some of those too."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
December 30, 2007
Mama's lil pirate has tonight been dubbed Blueballs the Pirate! When I was ready for him tonight, I saw he was dutifully waiting for Me on webcam, however he was fully dressed. ~shudder~ I gave him 2 minutes to strip and call. He said he was going to have to run to the market shortly so I got him ready to go and added a few things to his grocery list. he slipped on the rings and lacy body suit for Me and gave Me a great stroking show. Then I had him rig up a harness for the rings to hold them firmly in place under his clothes, and run his errand with a specific time to call Me back later, so I could prepare him for bed.
My personalpropertypainslut marked himself with a new "V" on his belly with the legs of My V meeting right behind the base of My cock tonight. It is beautiful!! Then the cock was soundly spanked, the balls weighted, and My personalpropertypainslut was impaled on a very large dildo for My viewing pleasure. The "V" for Veronica was re-marked over his heart, signifying a recommitment to his acceptance of My Ownership of him. I left him tied spread eagle on the bed for awhile, balls weighted, with his mouth gagged, messaging a bit later to tell him to roll up on his side and stuff his fuckhole.
When Pirate Blueballs returned from his outing W/we discussed how it felt being out on an assignment, he showed Me the items he came back with and he gave Me a delightful jack off show and fucking wearing the rings and cum stopper before I put him to bed. :)
I spent a bit of time with a wee one who is having some relational difficulties this evening; W/we discussed some possible courses of action which might prove beneficial to him. He is pretty sure his love is seeing a man with a bigger and more satisfying cock... it is difficult to compete with that when all he has is a lil wee wee!
When I took personalpropertypainslut out of storage to play with him some more, W/we discussed the sensations he exxxperienced while he was in storage; that was quite interesting. We removed the ball weights and just tied them up instead, then proceeded to soundly spank the cock n balls to warm them up nicely. Back on the dildo he went, for a bit. I gave him a little time to rest up and take some refreshment, and back into storage he went until I wanted him again.
W/we resumed where W/we left off. I realized I hadn't seen a new toy he had recently purchased: a gigantic new dildo. I want to fuck him til he has pussy lips on his fuckhole. This thing is really huge... it is thicker than his forearm. he wasn't able to take the whole thing, of course, as it is going to take a good deal of time to work up to it. he did, however, make a really good start on it! W/we also did some special things that allow him to demonstrate just how much he burns for Me.
YourDesiressissyslut received a phone call early, early, early in the morning that s/he will not remember getting. ~weg~ "Do not open your eyes or say a word; you will remain asleep and will not remember that I called: you will only know that you felt My presence very strongly, that I crept into your dreams and that you feel very invigorated today as well as incredibly submissive to your Mistress. Oh that word has such power over you! Every time you hear the word Mistress...."
I had a quivery good time with a caller early this morning who called with his hard cock and an open ended sheath. We discussed the various ways we liked to use our toys and had fun. :)
"L is for Lace, sissy slut stephanie loves to be dressed in luscious lace, and has ever since she was a little gurl-even before she knew she was a gurl."
-sissy slut stephanie
"SISSY HOLE: A sissy’s ass belongs to Mistress, just like Her cum-it is Mistress’s sissy hole, and sissy is Mistress’s fuck toy. A sissy’s ass is available for Mistress any time She wants it-any time She wants to stuff sissy with a dildo, or a butt plug. Any time She wants to plunge Her strap-on deep inside sissy, and fuck her till she moans like a virgin. Take it deep sissy, take it deep and hard. A sissy needs to keep her sissy hole clean for Mistress, so she needs to learn how to douche."
-sissy slut stephanie
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My Journal
December 29,2007
Mama's lil pirate got some thrilling new toys that W/we exxxplored today while he was on webcam for Me. One is metal cock n ball rings with a cum stopper and the other is a cock n ball sheath. he displayed them for Me and W/we played with stroking in each one in a variety of ways, seeing what felt nice and what felt punishing, W/we tried fucking the little cum stopper in the cock to see how that felt and I wanted to see if the cum stopper REALLY stopped the cum. (It doesn't, but it does hinder it. I let him give Me one squirt just to see.) W/we played with gagging him, binding him up and putting him in a hood and leaving him like that for awhile. He wore a lovely lacy crotchless body stocking for Me and did everything I asked of him. ~happy sigh~ I loved the way the head looked, all engorged, purple and shiny, so W/we played with only that for a good while. And he had some errands to go out to do today, sooooo I had him leave the rings and the body stocking on under his clothes when he went out. Orgasm? Not today. I will be back for the evening and all night tomorrow, so he gets to save it for Me til then. Leaving him blue balled was a blast!
Panty slave was ordered to My office today, as I had a sweet young thing there who wanted to observe Me as I controlled him with My panties, so she could see how it is done. After I demonstrated, I gave her the opportunity to take what she wanted from him, using her panties to do it. She wanted a nice, long, lingering orgasm... and got it, too!
I invited a houseguest to join Me for the weekend and a New Year celebration. Little did he know that the gorgeous wristwatch I gave him as a gift enabled Me to totally take control of him and make him an exxxtension of My will! ~muahaha~
I also played babysitter to a boy who was sooooooooooooooo infatuated with Me! Corrupter of Innocence that I am, he will never be the same.
"K is for Knee & Knee Socks, a sissy gurl, no matter how good she tries to be, will always end up over Mistress’s knee. And doesn't a sissy school gurl look adorable, bent over Mistress’s knee, in her cute little knee socks?"
-schoolgurl sissy
"ASSIGNMENTS: If you are a lucky sissy, your Mistress will give you assignments. Now don’t pout, i know that you would rather spend your time posing in the mirror, and stroking your clittie, but it is important that you work for your Mistress. After all, a sissy’s job is to serve her Mistress, so you must be very attentive to your assignments, even if you don’t feel like doing them-in fact, especially if you don’t feel like doing them. Keep this in mind-you don’t have a choice! If Mistress gives you an assignment, you are to do it, no matter how hard it is. She isn’t giving you assignments just for Her perverse pleasure (well maybe a little), but to make you a better sissy. Mistress knows what’s best for you."
-schoolgurl sissy
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My Journal
December 28, 2007
I had an interesting conversation about testicular infusion and bifurcations early this morning, followed by an impressive display of a submissive's willingness to endure pain by dropping his cock and balls into a vice, tightening it down and slowly lifting it from the floor. One can practically hear the little beads of sweat pop out across the upper lip and forehead as the vice leaves the floor; it really is amazing. his real time Mistress will be well pleased with all he can endure for Her, I am sure!
Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner had an xxxciting tale to tell about a woman who received a gift of a very special Vacuum Cleaner for xmas. It had very special powers. All went well with is until it sensed the fear it could arouse in a certain somebody. That fear fed it and it grew more and more powerful until... well, it is much too frightening to some to talk about here!
There is a sissy I know who used to be a pretty powerful, in charge kind of a guy, until his wife took over his company, sissified him, and moved Her lover in with them. Things turned all topsy turvy in his life after that and he... well, s/he... is in a very inferior position now. s/he told Me about some physical modifications that s/he has undergone to becum more pleasing to he/r Mistress and Master and is now currently witnessing the transformation of another as s/he too, is being introduced to the world of sissyhood. Fascinating stuff, that!
I also had the opportunity today to speak to one who found it necessary to return home early from his holidays because of the "menopausal overload" in the house he and his wife were visiting. ~lol~ "Menopausal overload"! That is a new one. I suggested perhaps the real problem was one of sexxxual frustration caused by needing some really big cock. As W/we discussed this, W/we decided the problem was most likely due to the fact that he wasn't doing his job, which is, he should be finding cock that can please his wife and bringing it home to her, and providing that service for her friends, too. Taking good care to see to it they are well satisfied would give them that delightful glow and that special smile that is so appealing and attractive in a Woman. It will be interesting to see how this new task he has been assigned will work out for him. ~weg~
I lured a man into My office today with the promise of a gift... he was confused when he opened the boxxx and found stockings, garter, bra, heels. Then the light bulb lit and he asked if I was going to wear them for him. ~lol~ Silly boy. Little did he know I had snapped pics of him wearing women's lingerie when I went by his house to drop off some papers the night before. I saw him through a gap in the shade, sitting there in his living room masturbating and moaning in his soft and silky frillies. So I added to his collection and W/we came to an understanding. He would dress and perform for Me at My will, and I wouldn't tell anyone his secret or show anyone the pictures. Well, I TOLD him I wouldn't anyway!!
YourDesiressissyslut slept all night after being used by My friends ALL day yesterday, but called this morning hoping to FINALLY cum. I had he/r kneeling nexxxt to the bed in morning prayers, chanting that cumming is bad, but making he/r fuck til s/he lost control. ~twinkle~ Naughty naughty! So much work left to do with that one! (Honestly though, this sissy went through DAYS, literally, of being tormented and teased with no mercy and hadn't cum in 2 weeks. s/he is truely an amazing sissy indeed!!! I am truly very, very proud of he/r.)
A friend came by to take Me out for a drink when I got off work and watched Me undress and then get dressed to go out. By the time I was ready to go there was a gigantic bulge in his pants. I couldn't go out in public with him looking like that, so gave him a hand job before W/we left to help him out. He was appropriately grateful. :)
Then I had the sweetest jack off boy naked on his knees before Me, stroking xxxactly the way I directed him to. ~ happy sigh~ Bliss!
And I spoke with My friend who is intrigued with tranny cocks again, and he told Me about the time his girlfriend and her friend went out and got fucked, came home and had him give them both oral pleasures and clean them up! Good training... ~wink~ I like those girls!
"J is for Jacking Off-No sissy! you may not Jack off! If you want to be a gurl you need to rub yourself through your panties-yes, that’s it, doesn't that feel good. A sissy should not grab her clittie and Jack Off like a brute, no, big sister Veronica has taught sissy the proper way to cream in her panties. Spread your legs, sissy, and rub."
-sissy stephanie
"STROKING: A sissy must stroke herself like a gurl, not grab her clittie like a brute and jack off. Put on your panties, lay back, spread your legs, and rub. That’s right, every time you want to masturbate, you have to do it like a gurl. If you’re posing in the mirror, lift your skirt, spread your legs, and rub your clittie. It’s cheating if you lie on your side and look at porn and rub, gurls don’t lie on their side. You have to sit up, spread your porn out, spread your legs, and rub your panties. Maybe Mistress will make you cream in your panties and then sleep in them, like a slut should."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
December 27,2007
YourDesiressissyslut got stuffed into 5 condoms and a sheath, and was then fucked like the slut s/he truly is with he/r legs tightly bound shortly after midnight this morning. Following that s/he enjoyed he/r worship and prayer time before the Goddesses of YourDesires while fucking he/r mattress. A fat lil plug was then tied into he/r pussy, and s/he was dressed and bound for service.
I also spoke with a dear one with a penchant for a bit of edge play. It is essential I be at My creative best at times to keep things safe. I've been successful at that thus far, for which I am thankful, though sometime I do just have to say no. Safe and sane are important to Me... well a little crazy is good, so not TOO sane! ~wink~
I enjoyed feminizing and using a new playmate in a variety of ways in the wee hours of the morning, also; some of these ways were for My amusement, and some purely for My pleasure. ~twinkle~
Mama's boy called with a big, beautiful cock and a very messy bed. Whatever is a Mama to do?
Following that was some pantyhose and balloon fun. :)
Sometimes people ask Me if I ever get bored with what I do. ~lol~ HARDLY!!
I then decided I would play a little game with YourDesiressissyslut. s/he got to ask for whatever s/he wanted and I would roll the dice to determine whether s/he got to or not. An even toss was a "yes", an odd was a "no"... the catch was that I decided how the "yesses" were to be done and when it was "no" I decided something for he/r to do. ~weg~ I am always in total control with this little sissy!! Then W/we chose together what to dress he/r in to put he/r to bed. I dressed he/r, tied he/r in a reverse hogtie and left he/r to try to get a little sleep. ~HA~
That didn't last long. ~lol~ I stripped he/r down again, stuffed a vibrating bullet in he/r well used pussy and had he/r writhing all over the bed teasing he/r nipples until s/he forgot that cumming is bad and was begging to cum!! No, no,no, naughty sissy! CUMMING IS BAD. So I wrapped sissy in cellophane from ankles to neck so s/he would have NO access before again dressing he/r for bed. I am leaving instructions for 5 of My friends to feel free to use sissy today in any way they see fit, with the only stipulation being that "CUMMING IS BAD" and is therefore is to be denied. I am anticipating that YourDesiressissyslut will be in rare form when I get back in at midnight tonight! ~muahaha~
I got to spend a bit of time with My French whore today. S/he has a bit of a cold, but that's what happens when one prances around in he/r panties and heels and nothing more in cold weather! S/he is exxxcited to be starting dance lessons soon, the Tango. I wonder if s/he isn't taking them to find more fuck buddies, s/he is such a lil ol faggotty cock whore!
I also heard from a very fun phone friend who has the hots for some tranny cock. :)
"I is for In the Corner, which is where a naughty school gurl needs to stand, while Mistress scolds her, and teaches her how to be a good gurl. In the Corner little missy, and contemplate your naughtiness, think about how you can be a good gurl, and a proper gurl, and an attentive gurl for Mistress."
-slutty stephanie
"PEDICURE: It is good for a sissy to know how to give herself a pedicure. This way she can keep her feet soft, and her nails trim and polished. This will not only help her feel more feminine, but it will also protect her stockings from runs. With practice, a sissy can get so good at giving pedicures, that she can give them to her Mistress. Won’t that be a delightful way to serve your Mistress?"
-sissy stephanie
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December 25, 2007
My Journal
YourDesires sissy was awakened 3:30ish xmas morning to the sound of he/r Mistress crooning in he/r ear that it was time to slowly wake and amuse Mistress.
I was concerned about unauthorized touching, as s/he had emailed that the clitty was just in a ring. So I woke he/r, teased he/r awake, slipped he/r into a couple of lubricated condoms and padded that wayward clitty well before trussing he/r and stuffing he/r into tight panties and an enormously big bra. s/he was tucked back in and softly put to sleep... but it didn't last. ~lol~
It wasn't long before s/he was right back up and online... "i'm sorry Mistress i could not stay asleep.. i am tired but sooooooo excited and every time i try to relax my mind shoots erotic again." Poor, poor little sissy!! So of course I just HAD to tease he/r more and more, having he/r prance and wiggle and writhe about the place in he/r prettiest sissy prance before wrapping he/r in cellophane to ENSURE s/he couldn't get to he/r sissy stick, gagging he/r and tying he/r to he/r bed with a pillow beneath her to give he/r even MORE cushion and less sensation.
s/he tried to be a good sissy and go to sleep, but s/he just couldn't. I love hearing he/r beside he/rself like this... moaning uncontrollably, whimpering and squirming about like a dripping wet, steaming hot bitch in heat. I tried to have a conversation with he/r about the value and benefits of milking, but the conversation was a bit one sided with Me carrying most of it and he/r moaning and wiggling.
s/he did finally fall asleep for a brief while, then I let he/r get up and undressed her and gave he/r a bit of a break... only to start all over again later. ~lol~ he/r sissy hole was stuffed, sissy stick stuffed into a sheath, s/he was re-dressed, strung up like a marionette and left to await Mistress Rose's pleasure. :)
Diaper boy and I planned an outing to the mall for him for the day after xmas.. ~lol~ in his crinkliest, noisiest diapers of course, to attract maxxximum attention.
fuckhole got a good workout this morning: a fisting followed by getting to be cream filled. What a way to start the day, eh?
I was in a rare mood today, wanting to switch things up a bit, so played with a dear long time playmate letting him take Me first and then I him, each in our own way. Suffice it to say, "A good time was had by all!" ~wink~
And I am so exxxcited!! One of My adorable little sissies is going to be outted to some friends today when they open gifts together and s/he has some sissy things in he/r gifts! That will be soooo fun.. I can't wait to hear all about it afterwards!
"H is for Harlot in High Heels, underneath the good little school gurl in her prim little uniform, is a little slut, who likes to dress in High Heels, and pose like a wanton in the mirror, and to act like a trollop to tease her Mistress. Of course, prancing about like a strumpet for Mistress is likely to get sissy a good spanking!"
-sissy stephanie
"PANTIES: A sissy must always wear panties, not just when she is dressed in her sissy regalia. Even though sissy might have to dress like a man out in public, underneath she is still a sissy gurl, and she must acknowledge this by wearing her panties, every day. At first it might feel funny, wearing panties, but after you try it, you’ll discover it feels good. It feels good to wear you’re panties, and you’ll be sad when you can’t wear them when you have to go to the doctor."
-sissy stephanie
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My Journal
December 24, 2007
This evening a student in My class was not paying attention at all, so I had him stay after class to discuss his distractedness. As it turned out I was his problem! He confessed to masturbating at night while thinking of Me, envisioning Me, playing over every detail of how I dressed on that particular day. I wanted to see exxxactly what he did while fantasizing about Me, so instructed him to show Me. He was reluctant, but I was insistent. Ooooooooooh! Seeing that hard, hot cock in his hand was just altogether too enticing, too tempting! I had to have some! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Somehow, I don't think what happened is going to prove to be much of a deterrent for bad behaviour; and I may be creating a monster here, but it is MY MONSTER and gives Me pleasure!... I think this boy is going to need a LOT of exxxtra tutoring! ~licking My lips in anticipation~
The MEAT handler called to talk while having his personal SAUSAGE party tonight. We discussed, among other things, ideas for hands free masturbation and the importance of listening to what his body is telling him he wants, obeying its DICK-tates. The COCK just never lies!
Home for the holidays never felt so good as when lil brother and I reconnect on the kitchen table in the middle of the night, reminiscent of "the good ol days" of adolescence.
"G is for girlygurl & G-string & Good, because sissy is a boy who is really a girlgurl, and when she is feeling slutty she wears her G-string, but even a slutty girlygurl needs to be a Good gurl for Mistress. Sissy ever so wants to be a Good girlygurl for Mistress, but sometimes she is naughty in her G-String and needs a spanking, but a G-String is Good to be spanked in, because Mistress doesn't have to bother to pull them down, and Sissy can wear panties AND be spanked at the same time. And that is GOOD."
-sissy stephanie
"CUM: sissy, you’re cum belongs to Mistress, it is not yours. you do not get to spill it willy-nilly whenever you feel like it. you cum only when Mistress allows you to cum. And Mistress does not want you to waste Her cum, so you must dispose of Her cum as She commands. Perhaps She will have you make cummy cubes, perhaps She will have you cum on a dildo and clean it off afterwards, perhaps She’ll have you cream in your panties and make you sleep in them all night, perhaps She’ll have you cum in a tissue and place it between your butt cheeks and sleep with it there all night. It is Her cum, and you will do with it what you are told."
-sissy stephanie
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December 21, 2007
My Journal
Last night sissy stephanie and I had an appointment which turned into a spanking good time. That gurl just can't seem to stay out of trouble! he/r little bottom gets reddened nicely accordingly, though, as I am very strict with he/r. he/r assignment this time is going to be a bit challenging... jilling with no hands to the edge of dribbling several times a day to practice self control, and draining the sissy goo bags once a week, saving he/r sissy goo in the freezer for Me, but also no hands allowed. If s/he has trouble with the "no hands" part, s/he will need to tie them to h/er thighs with pretty ribbons to make them unusable.
I had a little chat today with a certain sissy who is going to be off work for the nexxxt 2 weeks. I showed he/r My schedule for nexxxt week and s/he nearly fell away in a sissy faint, realizing that will mean s/he is at My beck and call! ~lol~
The mean girlfriend was back today, as well, sitting on the sofa, legs spread wide with the ex-boyfriend seated on the floor with his head resting back against the pussy he will never have again, and her lover face fucked him. HARD. She made sure that he was clear on the fact that this scene would most definitely be played out again, only next time her lover would be bringing along a friend, too. I sure do hope this boy learns to like the feel of cock in his mouth and gets used to the taste of cum really fast, because I have a feeling he is going to be getting a lot of it!
Sweet slut messaged Me this afternoon, "my pussy feels so empty! What should I do?" Put on your stockings and heels, get your toys together and call your Mistress for the fucking you need, of course! :)~
A frequent guest at My parties plans to make an appearance with a girlfriend and her mother this year. I have very special gifts for them! I have created special scents for each of them, each imbued with the power to completed bring them under My control. They will be powerless to resist as I will them to engage in a beastial orgy of sensual delights for My viewing pleasure... ~weg~
Panty slut wanted to wear Mommy's soft pink silky panties today and rub against Mommy's cushy, round, warm ass. His little pink cock got SO hard!! I did let him cream in the panties, but not til after I turned him over My knee for a little over the knee spanking.
And another panty boy was in soft little creamy panties this afternoon. He was amazed at how much he really looked like a girl when he tucked and had a smooth panty front. :) Of course then I really had to turn him into a cocksucking girl!
Panty worshipper was used to help yet another young lady learn to totally tease a man wild with her panties and get all the pleasure that she wanted from him, too. Those are skills that will serve her well the rest of her life, I am sure!
"F is for Fuckhole, because sissy is Mistress’s little Fuck Hole. she needs to be available whenever Mistress wants. she has to be ready to allow Mistress to have access to whichever hole She wants-open wide sissy, take it all in sissy, get on your knees sissy, spread your cheeks sissy, you are Mistress’s little Fuck Hole, so get in position and prepare to get fucked. "
-sissy stephanie
"POSING: you have on your sissy regalia, your stockings feel sexy, you have perfected a sexy walk, now you are ready to check yourself out in the mirror. It is not enough to dress like a girl, you have to learn to stand like a girl too. Remember all the time you’ve spent looking at pictures in magazines? Looking at the sexy girls? Wishing you could look the same? Copy their poses, go from one pose to another, experiment, try different things. And remember, your facial expression is part of the pose!"
-sissy stephanie
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December 20, 2007
My Journal
One of My gurls loves to dress like Me as much as possible. s/he was SO excited to find Me in black and leopard print today that s/he made haste to run and change into the same things so W/we would match. :)
Here was an offer that came My way this morning that I had absolutely NO desire to refuse!! :) " I have virtually no privacy, but since we spoke on the phone a few days ago, my desire to let go and becum your personal slut ( as your profile says ) has increased. i am obsessed with belonging to you. i can take some lube and nipple clamps and kneel in a closet and worship you on the phone for the next 30 minutes as i masturbate without cumming as you speak to me." Oh! This was ever so much fun!!! Deny him orgasm while taking My Own pleasure... xxxquisite! (And isn't that what property is for, after all? To bring pleasure to the Owner? Whatever it takes! ~weg~)
Mistress Mommy's fuck toy boy called to have some fun with Me before leaving for his holiday. I did allow him to stroke for Me, to fuck his pillow and to fuck into My Pussy (one W/we decided on together and he purchased), but no cumming today as cumming is bad. Fucking is good! but cumming is bad. I liked sending him off for a week blue balled, and he really did deserve it this time, it wasn't JUST for My fun, as he really had been an exxxceptionally naughty little pirate! He is now totally and completely back under My control where he belongs, doing what I say, when I say, the way I say, only touching My Cock with permission, only orgasming with permission. I am in charge of My fuck puppet's thoughts, his actions, his words. W/we did a bit of shopping online together today also, so that when he gets back from his holiday I will have some new playthings to use on him/in him/with him. I will be playing for an entire week of overnights, from the 24th to the 30th, so he will stay on webcam each night after he gets home from holiday, sleeping where I can see him, and I will buzz him at will to wake up to amuse Me however I want him to whenever I want. I am eagerly looking forward to that!
I also shared in a coercive roleplay today, playing the part of a very mean ex-girlfriend who would only consent to touch the poor ex-boyfriend's cock if he put on panties for her, and only as long as he had her current lover's cock in his mouth sucking it. She stroked him in the panties as long as he was sucking like a good whore, but when he would stop so would she. If he wanted to cum, he had to be a good cocksucker and make the lover cum first, then and only then would he get to cream his panties.
"E is for Eating Cum, because sissy is a little cum whore, who needs to Eat cum for her Mistress. sissy needs to suck cum off her dildo, so she can learn to suck and eat cum, suck and eat cum-hmm!"
-silly sissy
"WALKING IN HEELS: Now that you have your stockings on, it’s time to put on your heels. And when a sissy walks in her heels, she can’t clump around like a clod. she must walk heel-to-toe, heel-to-toe, daintily. she must use her hips when she walks, and thrust out her chest, letting her titties lead her body through the room. Above all, she must feel sexy and slutty when she walks, and communicate that with every step."
-silly sissy
(Actually this particular entry in the Primer does need a bit of correcting: men tend to lead from the chest when they walk, Women lead with their hips. Part of sissy training is to tuck the tummy firmly in and consciously lead from the pelvis, heel to toe, heel to toe, stepping lightly and letting the stockings swish as they rub together.)
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My Journal
December 19,2007
Mistress Veronica Vacuum cleaner has been at it again! Terrorizing, threatening, teasing, frightening... ~muahaha!!~ Today I kicked Santa's sled to the curb, grabbed My frightened-peed-in-his-pants-scaredy-cat boy and flew through the holiday sky on My Vacuum Cleaner with him behind Me, vacuuming up all the children's toys and leaving Mistress controlled Vacuum Cleaners behind instead. Of course ALL of these Vacuum Cleaners are under My control and do My bidding at any time. He fell off the back of My Vacuum Cleaner a couple of times, but not to worry; I just suctioned him back up to the nozzle and let him dangle there as W/we flew on. Fantastic ride!
This was also a great day for family fun... ~wink~
My sweet lil sissy got he/rself a lovely pair of lavender panties for the holidays. I wanted to show he/r and them off, so put her in a short little skirt, collar and leash and pranced he/r around the adult book store, with one corner of the hem of he/r skirt tucked up into the waist band of the panty so W/we could show he/r off. After prancing he/r around and observing the bulges of the men who saw he/r, I invited the largest ones to meet us in a special room down stairs, where I lined them up to gangbang My little sweet tart. The wall s/he thought was a large mirrored wall was in actuality a wall sized window, and a group of men were standing around jacking off watching he/r performance. When I showed he/r the videotape of it all later s/he was mortified, titillated and entranced by it, all at the same time!
Another sissy has been in chastity for quite some time, but he/r real time Mistress has seen fit to remove he/r device so s/he could have he/r clitty pierced. he/r Mistress is enjoying teasing the sensitive PA area very, very much, especially in he/r silky string bikini panties!
"D is for Discipline, a school gurl needs to be Disciplined so she can learn to be an obedient sissy slave for her Mistress."
-silly sissy stephanie
"STOCKINGS: It is very important that a sissy knows how to put on her stockings. It looks slovenly to have runs in your stockings, and reflects poorly on your Mistress. Roll up the stockings to the toe, bend your knee, place the stocking over the toes, point your foot, and luxuriantly straiten your knee. That’s right, doesn't that feel lovely. Ripping your stockings on like a brute is no way to be a sissy gurl, it is brutish. When taking off your stockings, roll the ends down from the thighs, and pull from the toes. Of course, if you have bows at the ends, you'll want to be careful of them. Neatly roll your stockings up before putting them in your drawer. Take care of your pretties, and they will go on making you feel pretty for a long time."
-silly sissy stephanie
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My Journal
December 18, 2007
Ahhhhhhhhhhh the holiday season. Parties abound and so do opportunities for cuckoldry. Playing the wife of a jerk and cuckolding him with one of his co-workers is such mischievous fun!
So is dressing up My little tart and making he/r My party favor to the Cocks of My Guests... ~ weg~
"Mistress... Mistress... please... the sound of your Voice. It melts Me. Hurt me. Let me suffer for You. Please." Such sincere and earnest begging is always rewarded! That is a request I would ever be unwilling to refuse!
"C is for Cane & Clittie & Chastened & Chaste, a naughty school gurl needs be Chaste, she will be Caned if she plays with her Clittie and cums without permission. After a good Caning, a naughty school gurl will be properly chastened, and she will see the value of being Chaste. Mistress likes nothing better than a chastened and chaste school gurl."
-- slutty sissy stephanie
"SISSY REGALIA: It is important that a sissy dress the part, which is why it is important to know thyself, so you know how to dress. A sissy needs to dress according to who she is deep down inside, and that will make her feel pretty and special. For the gurlygirl, it is important to get ruffles, and bows, thigh high stockings and knee socks, mini-skirts and cute little tops. It is important also to get a pair of heels that match your clothing style, so you can always feel your prettiest."
-- slutty sissy stephanie
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December 15, 2007
My Journal
This morning panty boy punctually arrived prepared to serve as instructed. The young lady I was having him service preferred to remain anonymous to him, so he was blindfolded. She loved Head Mistress forcing an older man to service her while still wearing her panties. His reward was getting to squirt up the back of her panties before she left. Little miss tart left with his cum dribbling down the back of her legs!
The YourDesires sissy had a birthday today. Mz Munro tied he/r up, wrapped he/r up in cellophane and toyed with he/r as She put he/r to bed late last night, then this morning I taught he/r to worship in morning prayers to the Goddesses of YourDesires as s/he humped between he/r mattresses while bound and gagged, dressed he/r for morning pleasures and passed he/r round to Mz Rose to do Her bidding. "Pass Around the Sissy"... a truly delightful game for Mistresses Who like to share their toys with their beloved Sisters!!
s/he had a lunch date to go to after that, and We made sure s/he was appropriately decked out in panties for he/r outing.
I teased he/r soundly, rewriting he/r profile and giving he/r assignments after s/he got back.
Through the evening s/he is to serve all My Friends Who are taking calls and then they will vote to decide if s/he gets to cum at the stroke of midnight or not. ~wicked wicked wicked fun!!!~
From silly sissy stephanie's Primer:
"SISSY, KNOW THYSELF: This can be very hard for a sissy, because there are so many choices in what kind of sissy you can be. Are you a slut? A French maid? A girlygurl? A school gurl? Or a combination? When you pick out sissy clothes, do you look for elegant fashions, night club wear, or gurly clothes? Do you feel best in a baby doll dress, or a nightgown? Or do you prefer to just be a French maid? Of course, a sissy may have one main style, but that doesn't mean she can’t try different things for special occasions."
And from he/r Sissy School Gurl's Alphabet
"B is for Behind, Bend Over, and Behave, a sissy’s cute little Behind, tightly wrapped in panties, needs to be routinely and soundly spanked by Mistress-sissy loves to hear her Mistress say “Bend Over,” and repeated spankings help sissy learn to Behave. Yes, a sissy needs to Bend Over and have her Behind beaten regurlary by Mistress to remind her to Behave."
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My Journal
December 14,2007
silly sissy stephanie has recently submitted 2 delightful assignments that I have been amusing Myself with and chuckling over ever since s/he submitted them: s/he wrote a "Sissy School Gurl Alphabet" and a "Sissy Primer".
h/er "A" entry reads: "A is for Anal Play, because Mistress likes to grab sissy by the ass, and shove her strap-on deep inside." s/he knows Me so well! ~lol~ I do love the little moans and squeaks and squeals that a sissy emits when s/he is being taken deep and hard.
The first entry in he/r Primer was on Obedience. I found that fitting, as the very first thing a submissive, a slave, a sissy needs to learn with Me is to Trust and Obey. ~twinkle~ I know what is best!
"OBEDIENCE: The first and most important lesson that a sissy needs to learn is obedience. A sissy can be naturally rebellious and naughty, but she must fight the impulse to be naughty so that she can obey her Mistress. A sissy’s training will go faster and more smoothly when she learns to obey Lady Veronica without question."
Sweet, eh? :)
Today Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner terrorized a certain someone with frightening stories and pics about HUNGRY Vacuum Cleaners CLEANING UP. Muahaha! W/we also watched several YouTube segments that had Vacuum Cleaners running in them. He was moved by the sounds of the Vacuum Cleaners; I was moved by the sounds of his fear. Wicked... so very wicked!
I also spanked and paddled an xxxtremely well built and manly man til he came for Me. mmmmmmmmm so yummy!
And then a neighbor brought a package over to Me that had been mistakenly delivered to his house and I just HAD to show My appreciation by inviting him in for a drink... and a little something more! ~wink~
I wound up My day spending a significant amount of time helping a dear friend look at various aspects of his life, helping him exxxplore what he wants to keep and what he would be best served walking away from. Then, corrupter of innocence that I am, I tucked him into bed on a cold winter night, brought him back to a tender, sweet age and thoroughly took advantage of him. Bad, huh? Well, hey.. what are friends for??
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My Journal
November 2, 2007
I keep thinking about several calls I had yesterday, and some amazing ones I had today, as well.
My French whore has been begging to be raped in the exxxtreme for practically as long as I have known he/r. "Be careful what you wish for..." has come to mind many times as W/we have spoken. Well, s/he did finally find it. s/he got all sluttied up, went out and ran into 3 skin head types in a bar who decided a bimbo like he/r is only good for one thing. They drug he/r out and fucked the little tart silly. s/he called Me crying. ~lol~ My response? "Well, what the hell did you exxxpect, dumb ass?" Honestly!
Then I heard from a delightful man who has fantasized forever about being with a tranny and finally got the opportunity! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm THAT was yummy! This does seem to be a time of fantasies/dreams becoming reality! A majickal time, indeed. ~twinkle~
I also got to do a session with a man who has been a client here for a very long time, but I had never had the opportunity to play with him. I am so glad we finally did!! For 3 full hours we were the power couple of our own realm, with an enormous estate on a bluff overlooking the Ocean and total, complete power over everything and everyone... It was really amazingly incredible!
From there I had a sweet little wanker at My Feet, stroking at My direction and cumming on command. prrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I do so love that!
A precious, precious crossdresser I have spoken with over quite a span of time also called, and W/we had some very deep and penetrating conversation regarding he/r life: the direction of he/r life, things s/he wants in he/r life and things s/he would like to eliminate. I left he/r with an assignment to do some introspective work, and when s/he gets clarity on some issues, W/we will speak together again to plan a realistic strategy for getting where s/he wants to be.
My naughty sissy called to confess to spitting he/r clitty juice indiscriminately whenever s/he felt like it AND to consuming cummy cubes that s/he made for Me with someone else! I have no problem whatsoever with My subbies sessioning with My sisters here at YourDesires, in fact I like it when they do, as I can't be by the phone 24/7, but I DO take issue with consuming that which was committed to Me. sissy had a very rousing round of spankings, and when I left he/r he/r bottom was not only beet red but striped as well. s/he was quite penitent at having disappointed Me. Naughty sissies need to be punished, do penance and to learn their lessons.
I had fun taking My sweet lil boy and making him up as a slut for Halloween and then tricking him out, too! The trick on him was a treat for Me!
Today My pussy boy indulged My pleasure for over 3 blissful hours. Every Mistress should be so fortunate as to have a pussy boy like Mine!
That left Me feeling pretty frisky, so I amused Myself teasing and tormenting some and then transformed into Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner to terrorize yet another.
~licking My lips with a shiver of pleasure~
I love My Life.
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My Journal
10/11/07
As we are approaching our 10th anniversary here at YourDesires, (Monday, October 15... make sure to email Specials@yourdesires.com for a special thank you for being a part of these 10 years!) of course I am reflecting on these years and what they have meant to Me... and on all the cum that has been spilled with us through out them! (gallons and gallons!! ~wicked evil grin~) Who would have thought when I first met Melanie that we would be where we are today? :)
Through out this time I have personally had the privilege, the honor, of being allowed into the fantasies, the secrets, of many, many men, and each has touched Me, taught Me, and brought Me pleasure, each in his own way.
We have had women available round the clock, 24/7 for the majority of these years, and each one has brought her own special brand of sexxxuality, sensuality, and caring to share with our callers.
For these 10 wonderful years, for the hours W/we have spent together on the phone, in each others hearts and minds and fantasies, from the bottom of My Heart, I thank every man who has ever called here, and every woman who has ever played here.
We would not be who we are if weren't for each one of you and your contribution to our success.
From the bottom of My heart, I treasure each of you and thank you, thank you, thank you!
I do hope you will call on our special day to celebrate with us by taking advantage of our celebration rate roll back for those who ask for our anniversary special... (back to 1997 rates!)... and to be entered into our drawing for a free 15 minute call.
Normally I would be off on Monday, but I will be here to celebrate with you from 8am-4pm, and I am looking forward to sipping some Mimosa's through out the day, chatting, reminiscing and playing with many of you.
With much love, a grateful heart and looking forward to many more years of bringing you ecstatic pleasure,
Lady Veronica
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My Journal
10/10/07
Last night I was feeling pretty frisky and had enough privacy to have My phone on for a bit from home. I am so glad I did!!!
Mommy V's lil pussy boy must have been feeling My vibes, because just minutes after turning My phone on, there he was, calling to confess that he had crept into My room, dressed up in some of My things and played with his lil pink wiener while reading My journal! He had also snooped through My things and found some anal beads and wondered what they were for. Well, curiosity is to being ready to learn as hunger is to being ready to feed, so good Mommy that I am, I knew it was only fitting that I teach him about using them! ~wink~ He is currently being conditioned/trained to function under the assumption that cumming is bad, because it means the pleasure ends. I am all about xxxtending the pleasure, milking every possible drop of it from each moment. A good pussy boy is all about Mommy's pleasure anyway. He will be going into chastity soon and Mommy V will be jubilantly holding the keys for 2, possibly 3 weeks. This will ensure that he focuses on learning that what pleases him the best is to pleasure Me. Until his cage arrives, W/we will be working on ball stretching, teasing and denial. Ever so much fun!!
I also heard from "whatever pleases You, my Mistress", who was pleasantly surprised when I hypnotized him (light induction) to relaxxx him and take him into a wonderful, warm, safe place, and then teased him to the point of cumming, allowing him to actually worship My Pussy with the offering of his cum... (just over My outer lips, of course, and then he licked Me up). I am generally quite cruel to "whatever pleases You, my Mistress", just because it is so much fun when he surrenders so boldly right up front practically every time he calls, with absolutely no clue whatsoever as to what it might be that he is actually opening himself up to. I like to test him. "Really?? ANYTHING that would please Me? But you have no clue what kind of a mood I am in!" he always, always so boldly asserts "YES, ANYTHING YOU WANT!!" and then I just have to see if that is true by cumming up with the most far fetched outrageous things I can imagine, and throwing in things I know he really doesn't like at all, just to see if he will do them for Me. he does. I love it. ~lol~ Well, it is My birthday month, so I decided My gift to him would be to be nice and sweet to him for a change. he was so touched, he wanted to do something special for Me, so all on his own he created a scene where he serviced a tranny's big beautiful cock and lovely little pucker. Very, very nice touch! :)
A sweet, soft spoken very gentle and wonderfully manly man who I am always delighted to hear from called today. He wanted to know all the details of how I learned to masturbate, exxxactly how I like to pleasure My self, and from there we were swept into a lovely fantasy together. Pure pleasure, through and through.
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My Journal
October 9, 2007
I had an interesting chat with a submissive I speak to from time to time today. We generally chat about things he has done in the past, and things I would like him to consider doing sometime in the future to xxxpand his horizons a bit. He wears panties and other dress up things sometimes, plays with toys, masturbates as directed, cums on command, is very sweet, soft spoken, pliable and demure. Well, today he absolutely shocked and delighted Me with the news that he has had a couple of real time cocksucking adventures recently! It was so much fun and incredibly hot hearing him tell Me all about his escapades! I found My hand slipping into My panties as he filled Me in on all the juicy details, and they were wonderfully wet and fragrant by the end of our time together. I think My Orgasm caught him a little by surprise, and his was very intense! mmmmmmmmmmmmm
Sweet lil sissy sis found he/rself all squirmy in he/r panties in the restroom at work again this afternoon, closed in a stall and hungry both for Mistress's Voice and for the nexxxt chapter of O/our unfolding story of being forced into sissyhood permanently. Today in O/our tale s/he spent some time on a street corner, propositioning dates in passing cars while I watched her antics through binoculars at the window of My room. Later I had her suck My Lover up nice and hard for Me, slip /His Glorious Cock into My pretty Pussy from behind, and had he/r slide underneath Me to lick His Beautiful Bouncing Balls as He serviced My pleasure. of course, s/he creamed he/r pretty little panties when cleaning Me up afterwards. s/he just loves he/r cream pie desserts!
Another of My sissies called in despair, as s/he was fearful that he/r real time Mistress is growing weary of he/r and may be close to discarding he/r all together. So as s/he bounced on he/r bigger than big black dildo, W/we brainstormed some things s/he might suggest as entertainments to he/r Mistress. After tossing around several possibilities, W/we decided s/he will offer he/rself as an assistant at the office, so Mistress can utilize he/r in ANY capacity throughout the entire company! ~weg~
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My Journal
10/5/07
The grublet called this morning. he seems to be getting used to being caged; he is accepting it more, and doesn't seem to be obsessing over it every second of every day any more. He liked knowing I wore My lingerie in to the office today, but chafed at not being able to jack off and cum while fantasizing about Me in My soft, silky pale pink short gown, matching panties, long white seamed stockings and pink peep toe, ankle strap heels. Poor, poor grubby! ~wicked evil grin~ I would say , "Maybe nexxxt time..." but remember, he is permalocked, so there will never be another nexxxt time for him. The best he can hope for is that I will want to pleasure Myself at some point while he listens, unable to participate in any kind of release for himself.
My little sissy sister m was having such a rough morning today! The little darling had worn some tight little panties to work, and they kept creeping and tickling, teasing and tormenting in he/r pretty little sissy bottom. s/he called from the bathroom at work, couldn't speak but just a few little whispers, as there was a man in the stall nexxxt to he/r! So I wove a most delicious tale of My partner and I letting he/r serve as a sissy for us for a weekend, but finding he/r so pleasing and adorable, that We wouldn't let he/r go! We forced he/r to remain with Us as Our own little sissy plaything, to amuse and serve Us and to entertain Our friends and associates in the capacity of being Our own little sissy whore. A classy little whore s/he is, to be sure, but a whore nonetheless. It was great fun having he/r cream he/r panties to My fantasy of he/r, knowing there was a real man so close to he/r, oblivious to what was happening so close to him, and then knowing s/he would be wearing those cummy panties all the rest of the day!! I loved it. :) And later in the day s/he confessed to Me: " I love being in my silkies...i adore being a sissy and messing my panties in public." I love he/r in he/r silkies making messes in public, too!!
I also heard from a man I have spoken with frequently for several years. We rarely touch upon sexxxual topics, which is different, I know. We have discussed a lot of other things... politics, religion, relationships, life in general, TV, movies, hobbies... it dawned on Me as we were talking today how little time We had spent together discussing much of a sexxxual nature! I didn't even know what his cock was like. So I asked. And he told Me. So I wanted some. :) So I sucked it. ~lol~ It was fun! He told Me it was like getting a blow job from his best friend. The snuggling and spaciness of the afterglow was so intimate and sweet. One of the aspects of phone that I was totally unprepared for and was pleasantly surprised by when I first started playing was the sense of closeness and intimacy that does occur. Over time, it just gets better and better, making Me a very happy Woman.
I spent some time with a caller from France I hadn't had an opportunity to play with before today. He sent Me pictures of the woman he wanted Me to play the part of in our role play, and had a terrific scene all planned out for us. It was fun getting to step into the part of a shy young woman. :)
From there I xxxplored another scene in which I played a loving Mother Who found it necessary and beneficial to feminize My 2 young sons. I had them take part in a relative's wedding in lovely, silky dresses, and then prepared them for their transition to girl's school. Hearing that transition actually taking place throughout the length of a call was so amazing and indescribably thrilling!
And then My dear, dear panty slave was used to teach yet another young woman the Power of the Panty to gain control of a man strictly for her own amusement and sexxxual pleasure. His willingness and malleability are ever so much fun to play with!
I ended My lovely day by a lover and I skewering My sweet feminized boy between 2 cocks... big, beautiful cock in his mouth, making his eyes water, his nose run and his mouth drool uncontrollably, and Mommy's strap up his little sissy fuckhole, dangling midair between us as We satisfied Our pleasure. The little bitch has such a delightful little squeal!
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9/28/07
I had a most delightful conversation with a precious gurl this morning; she is one who definitely always feels like a woman trapped in a man's body. While W/we do play sometimes, this isn't primarily about playtime for he/r; this has been a very painful struggle for he/r for many, many years. W/we are working on building he/r confidence, sense of self acceptance and pride in he/rself. I so wish s/he could see he/rself through My eyes! S/he has come so far in the years I have known he/r! After W/we talked for a good long while today, W/we enjoyed a scene in which I had he/r shave off he/r leg and pit hair in a bubble bath, and as s/he did, shaved away the boy and uncovered the beautiful gurl, transforming he/r, freeing he/r true and genuine self, the butterfly breaking free of the cocoon. ~happy sigh~ I watched he/r breasts grow, he/r nipples swell, her cock n balls shrink up and he/r lovely, perfect pussy form. In response I just had to grow a cock to take he/r with and plant My Seed in he/r, making he/r completely Mine!
The grublet is permalocked now. ~weg~ There is no chance of him ever turning back! Oh well. his lil pecker was too small to be of any use other than amusement, anyway. It is so much fun hearing him whimper and whine about what can't be undone!! It seems to be driving him quite mad! ~lol~
I very much enjoyed a fantasy evening aboard a yacht this evening; dancing in the moonlight, dining on fine cuisine and indulging ALL My finely honed senses in the boudoir with a VERY attentive and skillful lover. prrrr
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July 6
My Journal
I spoke with the grublet today. he is still locked in his cage, though W/we have ordered a more permanent device and he is anxiously awaiting its arrival. It is being especially made to specifically fit his shrimpy little measurements and to accommodate and incorporate his piercing. Once in that one, there is not even any thought of turning back. I enjoyed giving him a thorough milking today and through it all he begged profusely for something personal that I have worn for an xxxtended period of time... panties, pantyhose, anything. I considered it long and hard as his whimpering little mewl did indeed tug at My Heart; in the end though I did decide to let him dangle by this lovely, delicate thread of desire a bit longer to allow it to intensify even more. I know he does desire this truly, just not quite enough to suit Me yet. I am thinking when he is safely locked away in his new device and the keys are in My Hand, that would be an appropriate time to bestow such a rich blessing as that.
From that delightful scene, I found Myself swirling into yet another, equally decadent, though very, very different. In this one I had invited many friends, both male and female, to My Island to have a bit of a vacation with Me. I wanted to xxxperiment with a particular herb from the Tropics that I had used previously on them for mind control. I made a very potent tincture of it and wanted to xxxplore the effects it would have. I was not disappointed! The tincture inhibited their higher brain function, leaving them with little to no impulse control. The orgy of primal, animalistic, unbridled lust that ensued was amazing!
From here I switched gears quite a bit, as a sweet, young and tender darling angel of a boy was badly in need of Mother's training and discipline, as Mother always knows what is best for him. What is best is for that beautiful creature is to be nurtured out of the masculine world and into the feminine. Biology played a nasty trick on this little love button in giving he/r a penis by mistake, so it is necessary for Mother to tuck it and insist that s/he belongs in panties and dresses, every day. Today a friend and I took he/r to a square dance, dressing he/r in a lovely pink and white gingham dress with a wide full skirt. After dancing the night away, W/we taught he/r about feminine pleasures via the Vibrator. He/r panties were xxxquisitely wet and creamy when W/we were finished!
And then My inexxxhaustible bitch in heat, riding he/r Sybian, called begging to be filled with My seed to bear My brood, My litter... How could I resist? Why would I WANT to?? ~lol~ W/we had a fucking grand time, or a grand time fucking... or both. ~wink~
Then a sweet talking traveling man called and gently seduced Me to a moaning orgasm :)~ Sssssssshhhh, just relaxxx, baby...
And for My dessert tonight, a glorious mind fuck for My French whore. I hypnotized he/r and played with he/r pretty little head. I will not be a bit surprised if, when W/we speak nexxxt, s/he is scared out of he/r wits by this sudden uncontrollable urge, this compulsion, to fuck he/r high heels. ~lol~ Such fun... not nice, I know. But whoever told you I was nice???
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My Journal
May 9
ooh My! The grublet and I have decided it is time to put him into a chastity device that has a tubular kind of lock built right into the device so he can't houdini his little noodle out of it OR go all Neanderthal on Me and take a hammer to the padlock to break the lock off. W/we started to order one today but need to take some more specific measurements first so one of the keys will be back in the mail to him tomorrow to remove the one he is currently in. (Gee, I sure hope it doesn't get lost in transit! ~lol~) When it arrives, I'll let him out just long enough to take the measurements and give him a good tease. Who knows? I may even decide to let him dribble a little grublet goo while I am at it. Probably not. But maybe. Chastity adventures and journeys are full of delightful and unexxxpected twists and kinks and turns!
Had a grand time playing with balloons today, also... rubbing them on My pantyhose, driving My high heels into them to pierce and pop them. Sadistically cruel to tease and torment a man that way, I know, but it is ever so much fun!
And I engaged in a delightful bit of chastity chat in which I did confess that, yes, I really do think that it would be beneficial for society in general for ALL men to have at least SOME exxxperience with being in chastity. Oh! The societal transformation that could ensue!! Muahaha!!
Then this evening I had an opportunity to teach yet another young lady the Power of the Panty by showing her what happens to a man when they are flashed and he is teased with no mercy.
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May 3
My Journal
mm mm mm mm mm! Spanking his cock fully erect until it is dripping precum, feeding him his precum off his own fingers, lightly squeezing and spanking his big bulging set of blue balls, and spanking his well defined ass til it is red and hot... these are a few of My favorite things!
So is posing My faggoty old French whore before a window, putting him on display by having him lick the glass and grind his nipples into the slippery wetness until he whimpers, having him lick lower and fuck against the glass with his worthless little pecker til it drools, and then licking up the drool and turning him around, spreading him wide and rubbing his stretched out wrinkly old fuckhole right there on the glass where anyone could see. An old fucked out whore, just like his mother. She would be so proud! ~smirk~
So is giving a good face slapping to a man who lacks the self control to keep his hands off My irresistible ass when I wear My spandexxx catsuit.
So is reminding My little hunny that I wear the pants around here, he wears the panties and does as he is told, if he wants what is good for him. ~twinkle~ I always know what is best for him! And when he is an exxxceptionally good boy, like today, he gets to fuck My pretty pussy and then lick Me up. :)
And then... and then.. omg, yes! I greet him at the door with My hot, hot ass in cool black leather short shorts, a tiny black leather halter top that practically lets My breasts spill out over, thigh high black leather boots and loooooooooooooooong leather gloves. My full, dark hair is pulled back in a red silk scarf and tucked neatly inside My little shorts is a not so little pink strap on with his name all over it. ~weg~ You, dear journal, know exxxactly where this story goes!
And then... and then... sweet, sweet dessert. Is there anything as sweet as a man on the verge of totally surrendering his cock n balls completely, contemplating going into chastity? The whimpers, the fear, the xxxhilaration, the intense arousal, the pulsing desire, on the verge, on the edge... so there! So eager to begin the journey, so pregnant with possibility and potential, so thoroughly My own. Yes, sweet, sweet desire, sweet, sweet dessert.
Soon, pet... very, very soon. ~tender smile~
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May 2
My Journal
What better way to begin a midweek morning than with a man whose greatest joy in life is to lay between a Woman's legs and feast on Pussy Buffet? Delightful! (Especially when that very happy Woman is Me. ~contented sigh, soft prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~) It truly is pure pleasure to feel every little secret fold and sweet spot xxxplored and savored, luxxxuriating in every lick and tickle and breath, and sucking every drop of honeyed pleasure from each and every lingering, dripping moment, refusing to relinquish My hold on it til the nexxxt beckons, proving to be more tempting and intoxxxicating than the last.
How xxxquisitely appropriate to arise from there to allow a slave in My presence to amuse and regale Me with tales of his service to his Mistress: he spoke of how he is allowed to bather Her, but his eyes must be lowered at all times, how he feeds upon the garbage from Her garbage bags and washes Her lingerie orally, how he quickly consumes Her toilet paper to dispose of it . This upcumming weekend he is to be loaned to 2 of Her Girlfriends to be trained to distinguish them one from another strictly by scent and taste. It will be interesting to hear how they train him to do that. ~weg~
I got to spend some time with a lovely crossdresser today, watching he/r on webcam, after s/he got all dressed up in shiny sparkly things for the occasion. S/he spent a great deal of time showing Me what a good cocksucker s/he is on her dildo, but that ended up making he/r so horny s/he decided s/he really needed to find some real man cock. I do hope s/he is successful! S/he hasn't been back for quite awhile now, so I'll bet s/he got lucky!
Had an appointment with a sweet young thing this afternoon to teach her how to use the power of her panties to take control of a man and get him to do whatever her pretty pussy desires. It is amazing how simple whiff of panty scent can totally distract a man's attention. She was an apt pupil...
And the end of My day started much as it began! (Things DO have a tendency to cum full circle in the life of a Goddess!) Worshipping at the Altar of My Goddess Pussy, My sweet submissive gathered all 7 offerings of liquid white gold that had been offered there and drew them from Me to consume them as I allowed. Some would call this cuckoldry, I suppose, but when it is performed as an act of such devotion and worship it becums so much more. After taking My pleasure, his own offering was allowed to dribble forth as well.
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My Journal
March 23. 2007
sissy boy is so anxxxious! Mistress and Master are preparing him for ... ~fanfare~ ...The Belt. All he has had til now are over the knee wallops with Master's powerful, muscular, young hand. ~weg~ Boy, is he in for some new adventures!! I can't wait to hear how it goes! I am thinking sissy will be kicking and flailing and squirming and crying like a wimp. I sure wish they would let Me be on the phone to listen when they have THAT session!!!
Well, chastity boy has gone and done it now! Apadravya piercing. I had to look it up when he told Me about it as I didn't even know what the hell that was! There is now a little bar completely through the head of the grublet. Looking at it from the top down, it kind of looks like a little pink fish head. He did it without even talking to Me about it. Can you believe that??? Once he heals up enough to go back into chastity, I am seriously thinking of a permanent cage with the lock built right into it so he will NEVER get out without permission again!
From one exxxtreme to the other, following My time with the independent grublet I was presented with totally straight but willing to surrender "whatever you wish My Mistress" boy. I did something with him that I very much enjoy but hadn't done with him before: a bit of hypnotic induction to encourage and deepen his surrender, and introduced him to the realm of the feminine... taking him to a place where he could feel his breasts swell, his body transform and exxxperience being a woman being made love to by a man. That was very, very interesting for both of us.
Apryl and I had the pleasure of catching My "brother" jacking off in the middle of the night to dad's porn videos in the living room. We threatened to tell on him unless he did whatever we said. We forced him to jack off his 8" cock onto our breasts, and let him know that from now on he would be jacking off for us and for our friends whenever we tell him to, or else!!
Then My sweet little school girl snuggled up in My Mommy lap so s/he could cream he/r little white cotton panties properly and ensure s/he wouldn't have a naughty bulge under he/r skirt when s/he goes out today.
And My dessert, ~smile~, My lover and I spending a deliciously decadent, unhurried time pleasuring ourselves and each other together.
What a lovely, lovely day...
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My Journal
March 10
Aren't Saturdays fun? :) A day off to fuck around and play, indulging yourself and letting your fantasies carry you wherever they will...
I like it when they carry you to My phone so I can exxxplore them and play with them, too.
Today a trembling, quivering sissy called to confess that he/r Mistress had finally done what She had always said She would do: introduced sissy to Her hot, young, virile stud. The stud allowed sissy to kiss his backside after pulling his pants down, covering his underwear with red lipstick kisses. From there the underwear came down, too, and sissy continued kissing the young Master's backside, licking behind the balls and up that long, deep crevasse. sissy begged to be allowed to suck his cock, and received a good resounding over the knee walloping spanking, for being such a greedy little wannabe cum guzzler, resulting in he/r kicking and flailing and crying like a weak little pussy. Mistress then instructed sissy to call and confess the en | |
