**********CURRENTLY ON LEAVE OF ABSENCE UNTIL SPRING OF 2012************

Oh! hello there. I didn't see you there.. I guess I was a bit distracted by this certain little tingle and wasn't paying attention for a moment. Oops!

Like what you see? Then make yourself comfortable. This is a good place for you! Here; hold My panties to your face, still moist and hot from My body. Inhale deeply, taste Me. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm... intoxxxicating, aren't they?

Cum a little closer. Lie here and rest your head on My thigh. I want to lick your mind a bit, titillating your big head and little head alike. Let's just see what happens and where this takes U/us...

So, just who do I have here?
... Are you a bad boy in need of training, punishment and/or discipline?
... Are you a good man with a powerful libido and an amazing imagination, offering yourself up to My pleasure?
... Are you a hot stud eager to impress Me with your prowess?
... Are you a crossdresser, hoping to find a playmate/girlfriend/Mistress for your feminine times?
... Are you a sweet n slutty sissy, eager to have your vulnerability xxxposed and xxxploited?
... Are you a cuckold, hungry for a mouthful of another man's cum, drunk from My freshly serviced Pussy?
... Are you one of those amazing men who intuitively knows and understands that you need to be hypnotized, mesmerized, owned, controlled and taken possession of by a powerful Dominant Woman?

How much can you take? How far are you willing to go? Do you want to show Me? Let's play! Let's xxxplore!Let's see what you've got!

Does all that really matter? In a word, YES! It makes all the difference in the world to Me, as O/our chemistry together determines the way O/our passion ignites! And yes, I do understand that you can be one or the other or all of the above at different times. So what's UP with you... today?

Don't quite know where you fit in? Then let's xxxplore! I want to have some FUN with you!! It's so much fun finding things you like that you didn't even KNOW you would like!

Want to call but not quite sure what to talk about?

Well, you could tell Me about your fantasies, the things you think about when you let your mind wander, when you masturbate. Tell Me about the kinds of porn you enjoy. Tell Me about your exxxperiences, real or imaginary, the ones you have had and the ones you would like to have. Tell Me about your toys. Tell Me about the chastity device you have hidden in the back of your closet.Tell Me about your dress up things, or the dress up things you wish you had. Tell Me what you want. Tell Me what you need. Tell Me your desire.

Why?

Because I am a deliciously seductive, intensely playful Woman, and I want to know. When I know these things about you, you become My toy chest and I do love to play with My toys!

Because I am interested.

Because I want to do things with what you tell Me. :)

I have My reasons. Trust Me.

You won't be sorry.

Tit for tat, turn about is fair game, so I will tell you about Me, as well.

I am Veronica. TellMeYourDesire on AOL and YAHOO, and Keys2YourCage on AIM.

I relish My wicked intentions and the arousal they inspire. I love to indulge My sensual appetites and My passion for erotic xxxploration by engaging in roleplays, genuine conversation, and power play on the phone.

Mild to wild, sensual to xxxtreme, tender to torrid, innocent to perverse, I am a complexxx, multifaceted Dominant Woman. I love Control and the Power that only you can give Me.

If W/we are well suited to each other, I would like to consider your mind and body My treasure chest, My toy chest, My possession. Know that if that is what you becum to Me, I am all about sucking every sweet, glistening drop of pleasure out of you that I can. That pleasure lingers, like the sweetest of nectar, dripping, melting on My tongue, arousing and pleasing Me. I find that intensely satisfying! What will I find when I slip My Key into your hole, penetrating and unlocking you, My treasure? Will I find a quivering, pulsing, throbbing desire to surrender? Will I find a hot n nasty slut?

Why would I want you?

Because I savor the erratic breathy sounds of your arousal as you begin stroking and your balls begin to twitch, the aural pleasures of O/our conversations and of the hoarse, uncontrolled moans that escape you as the cum surges up the shaft of your cock and the head swells, the guttural groans and tense whispers that emanate from the depths of you as I take you, stretch you, fill you, drain you and make you My own. That makes Me smile. Hearing you desperately beg makes My panties wet.

Denying your orgasm does, too. ~twinkle~ Why? Well, cumming makes the pleasure stop, and I want more. So as long as you haven't cum, there is more pleasure to be had.

There is so very much to DO with a lovely hard cock! It can be fondled, stroked, caressed, tickled, teased, licked, fucked, sucked, pounded, tucked, stretched, locked, tied, dressed up, denied, commanded, milked, put on display, squeezed, stuffed, taken to the edge and brought back a gazillion times, and brought to orgasm again and again and again... I love it! Why would W/we ever want the pleasure to end?

Tell Me about your favorite role plays, your erotic stories and I will tell you Mine. (Hint: many of Mine involve sensual abductions, erotic blackmail, forced masturbation, forced feminization, sissification, humiliation, cuckolding and seduction.)

Tell Me your secrets. I can interrogate you to learn all about them, the things you hide in the dark, or you could make it easy on yourself and just tell Me (but that wouldn't be nearly as much fun!) I want to seduce your confessions from you, licking your mind until you melt and they spill from you in a torrent. At that point, they are Mine, as are you, to do with as I please.

What can you exxxpect if you fully surrender yourself to My Will and Desire?

I will take control of and own you through your cock. I will own it, your balls and the cum they produce. You will be My cock keeper. You will stroke it when I say, how I say, as long as I say and cum if/when I give you permission. Your orgasms will be under My Control.

W/we will play games sometimes to determine if you get to cum or not. Perhaps if you lose I will require something very challenging from you, like a jack off marathon, or maybe just one squirt at a specific time. You could be put on a masturbation schedule sans ejaculations or even more challenging, perhaps W/we will spend some time xxxploring chastity. If I DO allow you ejaculations, you will be given very specific things to do with My cum.

I will draw from O/our unique chemistry and weave fantasies, role plays and assignments that will arouse and drive you wild, adding a degree of majick and exxxcitement to your life that you cannot possess without Me. You can even purchase personal items from Me, which enhance O/our xxxperience of each other exxxponentially.

I think you are an erotic, adventurous powerhouse of pleasure just waiting to be discovered, unlocked, unleashed and enjoyed. You have secrets to tell, fantasies to share, a private world totally separate from your "real " life that nobody knows anything about. You crave being owned and hungrily devoured by a passionate Woman.

I would like to be that Woman.

It's that simple.

So pick up the phone, dial 360-753-0093 and let's get this party started!

Veronica
(Email Me at VeronicasWeekly@yourdesires.com for My schedule)

My Thoughts...

My Journal

He said "I wish to be spanked and humiliated stricly for Your enjoyment Ma'am. I want it to hurt and for You to be entertained by it. I want to cry for you Ma'am. I want you to smile at the sight of my blistered ass. "

This is an appointment I am looking forward to with great pleasure! ~twinkle~

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We had been good friends and roommates for some time. It was a comfortable and mutually beneficial arrangement.

I was shocked (and intrigued!) one afternoon to come home and find him in My pantyhose, on My bed, masturbating!! As I watched him humping and grinding into My pillow, I was equally shocked and intrigued to find the effect it had on Me...

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W/we have been sporadic playmates for several years, and have recently reached a mutually agreed upon decision that it would really be in his best interest to xxxplore chastity. W/we spoke of it at length today, and began his preparations, as he has ordered a device and is xxxpecting it to arrive very soon... possibly even today!

This is his perspective of O/our adventure together:

"What a wonderful chat i had with Mommy Veronica today. W/we discussed my
impending chastity for Her pleasure and mine and how a boy like me should not
orgasm and squander his load all the time. Cumming is bad and truly makes the
pleasure stop.

i admitted and eventually begged for Her to never let me cum anymore. Hearing Her laugh in agreement was so moving and made me feel loved and cared for safe in the knowledge that Mommy know best and is looking out for me.

She allowed me to reveal my inequity to Her on cam and W/we both are in
agreement that it is of no use to a Goddess as a sex organ and only distracts me
from other aspects of my life since i stroke constantly, anywhere between 2 and
4 times a day. That is all at an end now and i can feel it already liberating me
to become a better boy even though my balls will ache and i will be horny all
the time. It will make me even more submissive She says and that is a good thing!

i am going to shave myself smooth today and buy a toy so that i can milk
myself a

July 6 My Journal I spoke with the grublet today. he is still locked in his cage, though W/we have ordered a more permanent device and he is anxiously awaiting its arrival. It is being especially made to specifically fit his shrimpy little measurements and to accommodate and incorporate his piercing. Once in that one, there is not even any thought of turning back. I enjoyed giving him a thorough milking today and through it all he begged profusely for something personal that I have worn for an xxxtended period of time... panties, pantyhose, anything. I considered it long and hard as his whimpering little mewl did indeed tug at My Heart; in the end though I did decide to let him dangle by this lovely, delicate thread of desire a bit longer to allow it to intensify even more. I know he does desire this truly, just not quite enough to suit Me yet. I am thinking when he is safely locked away in his new device and the keys are in My Hand, that would be an appropriate time to bestow such a rich blessing as that. From that delightful scene, I found Myself swirling into yet another, equally decadent, though very, very different. In this one I had invited many friends, both male and female, to My Island to have a bit of a vacation with Me. I wanted to xxxperiment with a particular herb from the Tropics that I had used previously on them for mind control. I made a very potent tincture of it and wanted to xxxplore the effects it would have. I was not disappointed! The tincture inhibited their higher brain function, leaving them with little to no impulse control. The orgy of primal, animalistic, unbridled lust that ensued was amazing! From here I switched gears quite a bit, as a sweet, young and tender darling angel of a boy was badly in need of Mother's training and discipline, as Mother always knows what is best for him. What is best is for that beautiful creature is to be nurtured out of the masculine world and into the feminine. Biology played a nasty trick on this little love button in giving he/r a penis by mistake, so it is necessary for Mother to tuck it and insist that s/he belongs in panties and dresses, every day. Today a friend and I took he/r to a square dance, dressing he/r in a lovely pink and white gingham dress with a wide full skirt. After dancing the night away, W/we taught he/r about feminine pleasures via the Vibrator. He/r panties were xxxquisitely wet and creamy when W/we were finished! And then My inexxxhaustible bitch in heat, riding he/r Sybian, called begging to be filled with My seed to bear My brood, My litter... How could I resist? Why would I WANT to?? ~lol~ W/we had a fucking grand time, or a grand time fucking... or both. ~wink~ Then a sweet talking traveling man called and gently seduced Me to a moaning orgasm :)~ Sssssssshhhh, just relaxxx, baby... And for My dessert tonight, a glorious mind fuck for My French whore. I hypnotized he/r and played with he/r pretty little head. I will not be a bit surprised if, when W/we speak nexxxt, s/he is scared out of he/r wits by this sudden uncontrollable urge, this compulsion, to fuck he/r high heels. ~lol~ Such fun... not nice, I know. But whoever told you I was nice??? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My Journal May 9 ooh My! The grublet and I have decided it is time to put him into a chastity device that has a tubular kind of lock built right into the device so he can't houdini his little noodle out of it OR go all Neanderthal on Me and take a hammer to the padlock to break the lock off. W/we started to order one today but need to take some more specific measurements first so one of the keys will be back in the mail to him tomorrow to remove the one he is currently in. (Gee, I sure hope it doesn't get lost in transit! ~lol~) When it arrives, I'll let him out just long enough to take the measurements and give him a good tease. Who knows? I may even decide to let him dribble a little grublet goo while I am at it. Probably not. But maybe. Chastity adventures and journeys are full of delightful and unexxxpected twists and kinks and turns! Had a grand time playing with balloons today, also... rubbing them on My pantyhose, driving My high heels into them to pierce and pop them. Sadistically cruel to tease and torment a man that way, I know, but it is ever so much fun! And I engaged in a delightful bit of chastity chat in which I did confess that, yes, I really do think that it would be beneficial for society in general for ALL men to have at least SOME exxxperience with being in chastity. Oh! The societal transformation that could ensue!! Muahaha!! Then this evening I had an opportunity to teach yet another young lady the Power of the Panty by showing her what happens to a man when they are flashed and he is teased with no mercy. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- May 3 My Journal mm mm mm mm mm! Spanking his cock fully erect until it is dripping precum, feeding him his precum off his own fingers, lightly squeezing and spanking his big bulging set of blue balls, and spanking his well defined ass til it is red and hot... these are a few of My favorite things! So is posing My faggoty old French whore before a window, putting him on display by having him lick the glass and grind his nipples into the slippery wetness until he whimpers, having him lick lower and fuck against the glass with his worthless little pecker til it drools, and then licking up the drool and turning him around, spreading him wide and rubbing his stretched out wrinkly old fuckhole right there on the glass where anyone could see. An old fucked out whore, just like his mother. She would be so proud! ~smirk~ So is giving a good face slapping to a man who lacks the self control to keep his hands off My irresistible ass when I wear My spandexxx catsuit. So is reminding My little hunny that I wear the pants around here, he wears the panties and does as he is told, if he wants what is good for him. ~twinkle~ I always know what is best for him! And when he is an exxxceptionally good boy, like today, he gets to fuck My pretty pussy and then lick Me up. :) And then... and then.. omg, yes! I greet him at the door with My hot, hot ass in cool black leather short shorts, a tiny black leather halter top that practically lets My breasts spill out over, thigh high black leather boots and loooooooooooooooong leather gloves. My full, dark hair is pulled back in a red silk scarf and tucked neatly inside My little shorts is a not so little pink strap on with his name all over it. ~weg~ You, dear journal, know exxxactly where this story goes! And then... and then... sweet, sweet dessert. Is there anything as sweet as a man on the verge of totally surrendering his cock n balls completely, contemplating going into chastity? The whimpers, the fear, the xxxhilaration, the intense arousal, the pulsing desire, on the verge, on the edge... so there! So eager to begin the journey, so pregnant with possibility and potential, so thoroughly My own. Yes, sweet, sweet desire, sweet, sweet dessert. Soon, pet... very, very soon. ~tender smile~ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ May 2 My Journal What better way to begin a midweek morning than with a man whose greatest joy in life is to lay between a Woman's legs and feast on Pussy Buffet? Delightful! (Especially when that very happy Woman is Me. ~contented sigh, soft prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~) It truly is pure pleasure to feel every little secret fold and sweet spot xxxplored and savored, luxxxuriating in every lick and tickle and breath, and sucking every drop of honeyed pleasure from each and every lingering, dripping moment, refusing to relinquish My hold on it til the nexxxt beckons, proving to be more tempting and intoxxxicating than the last. How xxxquisitely appropriate to arise from there to allow a slave in My presence to amuse and regale Me with tales of his service to his Mistress: he spoke of how he is allowed to bather Her, but his eyes must be lowered at all times, how he feeds upon the garbage from Her garbage bags and washes Her lingerie orally, how he quickly consumes Her toilet paper to dispose of it . This upcumming weekend he is to be loaned to 2 of Her Girlfriends to be trained to distinguish them one from another strictly by scent and taste. It will be interesting to hear how they train him to do that. ~weg~ I got to spend some time with a lovely crossdresser today, watching he/r on webcam, after s/he got all dressed up in shiny sparkly things for the occasion. S/he spent a great deal of time showing Me what a good cocksucker s/he is on her dildo, but that ended up making he/r so horny s/he decided s/he really needed to find some real man cock. I do hope s/he is successful! S/he hasn't been back for quite awhile now, so I'll bet s/he got lucky! Had an appointment with a sweet young thing this afternoon to teach her how to use the power of her panties to take control of a man and get him to do whatever her pretty pussy desires. It is amazing how simple whiff of panty scent can totally distract a man's attention. She was an apt pupil... And the end of My day started much as it began! (Things DO have a tendency to cum full circle in the life of a Goddess!) Worshipping at the Altar of My Goddess Pussy, My sweet submissive gathered all 7 offerings of liquid white gold that had been offered there and drew them from Me to consume them as I allowed. Some would call this cuckoldry, I suppose, but when it is performed as an act of such devotion and worship it becums so much more. After taking My pleasure, his own offering was allowed to dribble forth as well. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal March 23. 2007 sissy boy is so anxxxious! Mistress and Master are preparing him for ... ~fanfare~ ...The Belt. All he has had til now are over the knee wallops with Master's powerful, muscular, young hand. ~weg~ Boy, is he in for some new adventures!! I can't wait to hear how it goes! I am thinking sissy will be kicking and flailing and squirming and crying like a wimp. I sure wish they would let Me be on the phone to listen when they have THAT session!!! Well, chastity boy has gone and done it now! Apadravya piercing. I had to look it up when he told Me about it as I didn't even know what the hell that was! There is now a little bar completely through the head of the grublet. Looking at it from the top down, it kind of looks like a little pink fish head. He did it without even talking to Me about it. Can you believe that??? Once he heals up enough to go back into chastity, I am seriously thinking of a permanent cage with the lock built right into it so he will NEVER get out without permission again! From one exxxtreme to the other, following My time with the independent grublet I was presented with totally straight but willing to surrender "whatever you wish My Mistress" boy. I did something with him that I very much enjoy but hadn't done with him before: a bit of hypnotic induction to encourage and deepen his surrender, and introduced him to the realm of the feminine... taking him to a place where he could feel his breasts swell, his body transform and exxxperience being a woman being made love to by a man. That was very, very interesting for both of us. Apryl and I had the pleasure of catching My "brother" jacking off in the middle of the night to dad's porn videos in the living room. We threatened to tell on him unless he did whatever we said. We forced him to jack off his 8" cock onto our breasts, and let him know that from now on he would be jacking off for us and for our friends whenever we tell him to, or else!! Then My sweet little school girl snuggled up in My Mommy lap so s/he could cream he/r little white cotton panties properly and ensure s/he wouldn't have a naughty bulge under he/r skirt when s/he goes out today. And My dessert, ~smile~, My lover and I spending a deliciously decadent, unhurried time pleasuring ourselves and each other together. What a lovely, lovely day... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal March 10 Aren't Saturdays fun? :) A day off to fuck around and play, indulging yourself and letting your fantasies carry you wherever they will... I like it when they carry you to My phone so I can exxxplore them and play with them, too. Today a trembling, quivering sissy called to confess that he/r Mistress had finally done what She had always said She would do: introduced sissy to Her hot, young, virile stud. The stud allowed sissy to kiss his backside after pulling his pants down, covering his underwear with red lipstick kisses. From there the underwear came down, too, and sissy continued kissing the young Master's backside, licking behind the balls and up that long, deep crevasse. sissy begged to be allowed to suck his cock, and received a good resounding over the knee walloping spanking, for being such a greedy little wannabe cum guzzler, resulting in he/r kicking and flailing and crying like a weak little pussy. Mistress then instructed sissy to call and confess the entire ordeal to Me. W/we compared notes. Another dear slut called: "Mistress, please, your slut is so empty today! Please may I have some cock?" s/he had worn he/r sexxxy stockings for Me and brought 2 perfectly delightful dildos, one quite a bit larger than the other, and had both he/r clitty and he/r ovies strapped in snug rings. Of course I gave he/r cock! I had he/r ride the small dildo first to stretch he/r a bit, while sucking the large one to lubricate it, knowing very well that the smaller one would in no way even come close to satiating he/r appetite for cock today! Then, of course, the small one was abandoned for the larger one... til s/he was begging to cum. I allowed he/r to cum rubbing the small cock against he/r clitty, while pumping hard and fast on the big boy... mmmmmmmmmmmmmm Truly the only thing better than cock is more of it! I had the pleasure of playing today with one who used to play here at YourDesires sometime ago, taking control of his cock and making it My own as he stroked to Me. I am really amazed with him, as he was able to do something the very first time I asked that is very difficult and generally requires some training to be able to succeed at: stroke to the edge of orgasm, give Me one squirt of cum and then stop his ejaculation on command. That is really impressive. I am looking forward to seeing what else he can do. :) Another called to tell Me of his wonderful new girlfriend. Last night he sat in a chair with his ass to the edge and his legs drawn back and she dropped to her knees to lick and tongue his ass, progressing to her fingers and a couple of dildos. Some girlfriend, eh? She has lots of kinky ideas and they have a lot of fun... Tonight is mystery night for him. She told him to wear black pants and a white button down shirt and to be ready at a particular time, but she gave him no hint or clue as to where they are going or what they will be doing. I am eagerly awaiting the juicy details! Tonight I got to help develop a really unique and delightful role play. I seduced and abducted a neighbor man while his girlfriend was away, got him to drink a potion I had concocted just for him, and lured him to My magic room where I mummy wrapped him. over the nexxxt several weeks I teased him to the edge of cumming, denying release every time. Each time, his body would shrink a bit. I shrunk him down to dildo size and then let him cum once to solidify his size. That was the last orgasm he would ever have, and the rest of his life he would be My own personal human dildo!! How cool is THAT??? :D Great way to end My week!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal March 3 Gates of Hell, a tens unit, butt plug, dildo, and clothespins were all placed at My disposal to use as I pleased as a very dear long time playmate offered himself to Me today. Every morning should begin so gloriously! Of course I took him up on his offer and directed his use of them to build to a mind-blowing orgasm. It is a good thing when a man places himself in My hands. ~smile~ A young woman learned that her friend's father had seen some naughty pictures of her in panties and wanted Me to teach her to tease and torment him, so I invited him to My office for a chat... He knows he is only to enter there when totally stripped naked though I am always fully clothed. I drive him crazy giving him just a peek at My panties here and there, with an occassional sniff or lick to tantalize him. I had her hidden beneath My desk so she could observe, and at just the right moment had her reveal her presence. She is learning the art of Panty Control (controlling men through her panties) and he, lucky man, gets to be the one who is controlled, cumming only for panties! Following these 2 forms of cum control I enjoyed a very engaging conversation about chastity with a very knowledgeable, intelligent and well exxxperienced man who is aware logically and rationally that this is best for him but who is nonetheless currently fighting valiantly to resist it... ~weg~ W/we all know how this will work out in the end, don't W/we? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My Journal February 20 Mommy's baby doll paid a visit this morning... she had just put on he/r white cotton briefs and wanted to masturbate for Mommy so the crotch of he/r panties could be wet and creamy like a real girl. :) I decided slaveboy had earned a treat today soooooooooooo he was allowed into Mistress's chambers, stripped, blindfolded, gagged with a dildo gag with the dildo sticking out of his mouth, cock and balls tied and bound, legs bound to the spreader bar and pulled back, and ass lubed and stretched. I left him there a bit while I went out to make a phone call, and when I returned it was with his treat. ~weg~ Some bizarre twists and turns guaranteed that his xxxperience was one he will never forget. Afterwards, he seemed like he could use a walk, so it was into the collar with him, the leash attached, ankles bound to thighs, wrists to upper arms, butt plug with tail was seated, and off we went. From that point, of course, his only communication was thru barking. It got REAL interesting when W/we encountered some others out walking their pets as well! Dogs will be dogs... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal February 14 An interesting opportunity presented itself today. fuckhole's R/T Mistress and Master sold it to another Mistress... for $1. ~lol~ She doesn't know about Me because it neglected to tell Her. (misstep #1) When I wished it Happy V Day, it had the audacity to wish Me happy valentine's day in return. Well, anyone acquainted in the least with Me knows that this is Veronica Day. (misstep #2) So I suggested that fuckhole carry a few ideas for appropriate punishments to its new Mistress for its missteps. I thought better of it though, realizing that since it had been nervous to tell Her of Me in the first place, it was altogether unlikely that it would faithfully carry My message to Her! So I did the only reasonable thing. I demanded Her email address and wrote Her Myself. Following is the email. It will be interesting to see what comes of this! ~VERY wicked twinkle in the eye~ "We haven't had the pleasure of getting acquainted yet, but We do have a certain fuckhole in common. :) I understand You recently purchased the worthless thing for $1. You over paid. it should have paid for the privilege of being Yours! ~wink~ I have had a phone relationship with fuckhole for a couple of years now, which has been a VERY interesting journey, to say the least! I understand it has chickened out on telling You about Me. Typical of something that is good for nothing but fucking! For that neglect, that omission, it is My opinion that fuckhole should be punished by being put in exxxtremely snug restraints for a week, and if You still have the sleazy little scum sucking cock sheath in chastity, I would be delighted to hold the keys so it is made xxxcruciatingly aware that its pathetic little cocklet is so worthless that You have absolutely no interest in tending to it whatsoever. Then You could torment it with the knowledge that either You personally have to request the keys directly to get them from Me, or it has to beg them back from Me. No matter how prettily it begs, it will be denied until You give the word. ~lol~ fuckhole has also been remiss in another area as well, which as its Mistress You should be told of (knowing what a limp little noodle it is, I am certain that it definitely isn't going to confess to You as it should... so I made it give Me Your email so that I could see to it that You are properly notified of its missteps). I wished it a happy V Day, and the insolent little numb nut had the audacity to think and say that it was valentine's day, which it most assuredly is NOT. It is V Day, Veronica Day, a day to celebrate Lady Veronica and ... no big surprise... it fucked that up , too, as usual. For it's punishment, if I might be so bold, one Mistress to Another, I suggest an enormous dildo gag strapped into it's mouth, arms lashed together behind it's back, elbow to wrist, spreader bar stretched between the ankles, cuffed and suspended while impaling it on a gigantic dildo for the remainder of the day, with its ass painted a glorious bright red in plain sight of any who may come or go... (or cum and go, if You are utilizing it today.) I am looking forward to hearing from You and am hoping You will find this communication helpful and/or enjoyable. If You would like to correspond from time to time, I would love that. it knows that it will have to compensate Me for any time spent on its behalf, so it will be charged for time I spend writing You. Viciously, Deliciously Yours in Sisterhood, Veronica" My reward for My good deed? Getting to spend an incredible hour with a stallion of xxxceptional prowess and strength, skilled in the art of reading Me and intuiting exxxactly how to fit us together in xxxquisite ways resulting in our mutual pleasure. :)~ What a GREAT V Day!!! Now for an evening of razor clams, champagne and really good dark chocolate... followed by a hot and steamy night of My man and his wonderful cock. :) mmmmmmmmm ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ My Journal February 13 This month has really been getting away from Me! Where does the time go? I can't believe it has been nearly 2 weeks since I have written. The truth is, I have been so enchanted and consumed with My playmates that writing temporarily slipped My mind. A very little (2 1/2"!!!) man in chastity worked up the courage, after several conversations, to send Me the keys to his pretty lil pink cocklet cage. I am planning on holding them at least a month, possibly longer, depending on his behaviour. Of course W/we have been milking him every other day, which is an entirely new xxxperience for him: humiliating, frustrating and exxxhilarating all at once. He is loving it and is embarrassed that he loves it... ~chuckle~ which makes it all that much more fun! He has thrown away all of his man undies for Me, because after all, someone with a cocklet THAT small is no man at all and certainly doesn't deserve to wear men's undies! I sent him to Victoria's Secret to purchase panties instead, and he will be in them all the time from now on. he managed to earn another week in lock up today. tsk tsk tsk Five weeks is a very long time! Another of My boys modeled all of his panties and pieces of lingerie for Me on web cam while wearing his wig a couple of days ago. Watching his transformation was incredible. (He really has some beautiful things!! I wish I had a couple of them Myself! ~lol~) He had to be a good boy, though, because he had a date with his girlfriend a little later so of course he couldn't cum, or she would have been disappointed. He did get good and hard, and just a little dribbly with pre cum... mmmmmmmmmmmmm so YUMMY! and now I am waiting to hear back about all the juicy details from his date. I am positive his girl got a REALLY good fucking that night! I hope he gets some new things and models for Me again sometime soon. That was so much fun! My sweet lil sissy M called from a restroom today. shhhhhhhhhhhhh!! s/he had to be very quiet, dribbling he/r sissy goo in there! Little tart.. I know damn well s/he was hoping to be caught and to be offered cock. ~weg~ ~happy contented sigh~ I love My boys and all the fun they bring into My life! I can't imagine ever doing without them. I treasure each and every one. They never cease to amaze Me. They make My life rich and full by giving Me the very best gift of all: themselves. I love that they allow Me to journey into their secret places with them, and to discover the treasures hidden there. I love that they trust Me enough to go there with Me and to give Me free reign. It takes tremendous strength to surrender all and to submit, and while I admire that in them, I am often deeply touched and humbled that they trust Me with so much... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ January 31 My Journal This morning I was greeted by a sweet little love slipping into My lap and whispering..."This morning can we play I am your little boy and you dress me up like a girl and take me to visit your friend? Will you turn me into a girl even if I say I don't want to?" Mommy V was, of course, more than happy to comply. :) mz nikki has requested an hour appointment with Me for tomorrow evening. I'll be emailing he/r in the morning with he/r instructions for the day to prepare for O/our time together. s/he is already "tizzified" beyond belief with anticipation. I am thinking I will put he/r in chastity, dress he/r all in scarlet and black, have he/r assemble cuffs and collar, ropes, locks and ball gag and instruct he/r to have a table nearby... but W/we will see what I am in the mood for tomorrow! I spent an enjoyable time with a submissive who is xxxploring several different play options; W/we discussed where he has been, where he is and where he wants to go. In xxxploring the options W/we took into account the need for the "edginess" factor and weighed that with both feasibility and safety issues as well, ending with a wonderful fantasy of dressing him all in decadent pink satin and introducing him to My strap on, with the promise of that being a real cock one day. Reddening the ass of My beautiful buff and well chiseled boy as he stroked, legs over his head, ass in the air was a treat today as well, particular as he came straight into his mouth for Me, and swallowed. ~happy sigh~ I also got to spend some time with an xxxquisite little french maid who is one of the few oh! so fortunate submissives who has a truly Dominant Wife Whom s/he gets to serve daily. s/he takes care of all the household duties and responsibilities as well as caring for all of Mistress's wants and desires. Mistress wisely keeps he/r in chastity, milking he/r on rare occasions. Mistress wears the key on an ankle chain, which I find incredibly sexxxy!! Jack off boy, with his xxxquisitly fine tuned control ~weg~ called to present My cock and balls and cum to Me today before leaving his office. It is such a delight being Cock Mistress! It was a fitting end to the day to hold a dinner party turned fuckfest! I took control of My guests thru an xxxotic and very potent herb, with which I had liberally laced their cioppino, enabling Me to control them with only My mind. They performed xxxactly as I wanted them to, to orgiastic xxxcess. Nice... very nice, indeed! :) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal January 29 I found the beginning of My day to be entirely appropriate, in that My household slave called to receive instruction. Whenever not otherwise engaged, he is to be waiting at the ready in the toilet boxxx in the bathroom. In addition to the duty, he is to hand wash My lingerie, and with a barely warm iron, iron it dry, fold it and put it in its special drawer. The bedding is to be done and the floors are to be vacuumed. So that I am not disturbed by the noise of the vacuum, the nozzle will be fitted in slaves mouth and he will suck up any dirt on the floor, and be appropriately thankful for the privilege of doing so. From there I moved on to a most delightful gentleman with an 8" dildo seeking a Woman Who likes to be in control. ~smiles~ Needless to say, he found Her. An old sweetheart with a new toy called to offer up his virginal voyage of discovery to My capable hands, and I helped him exxxplore the delights of the Aeneros. An orgasmic time was had by all. :) Noon time was spent with My darling nephew, who I found in My room dressed in My things. He was terrified that he was going to be in big trouble so was quite anxxxious and also, to his embarrassment, aroused. He was shocked when I simply mused, "It is time..." and completely transformed him into a beautiful young woman in every way. This evening My lil motherfucker called all naked needing Mommy to tuck him in. He was having a hard time getting to sleep because there was a big monster lump under his sheets that wouldn't go away... ~weg~ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 18 My Journal Auntie's little darling stopped by to visit today on he/r way to school. s/he told Me s/he had been a good girl, but when I slipped My hand in he/r panties to inspect he/r and see if s/he was telling Me the truth, I found he/r little pink pucker had obviously been freshly fucked! It was stretched and cummy. tsk tsk tsk ~shaking My head~ Of course I saw to it that the slut was taught a lesson that s/he won't soon forget! On his knees, face to the ground, naked with tears streaming down his face, "Hurt me, Mistress, please." he begged. "i need to suffer for you." Needless to say, it was not necessary to ask Me twice as I pinned his balls to the floor beneath My Foot and reached for the cat o nine and the cane... A little exxxcursion to My human breeding compound was on the role play agenda this evening; I had some new stock to introduce to the mixxx of My studs and bitches. :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 16 My Journal I thoroughly enjoyed an intriguing role play today, in which I played a woman in an ideal relationship... ideal exxxcept for the fact that My ideal man prematurely ejaculated every time we had sexxx and left Me wanting... literally. ~weg~ I went to see a sexxx therapist about our problem, and his method of xxxploring the ailment and giving a diagnosis were quite unorthodoxxx, enjoyable and unique! :) I also heard from My shivering, quivering cockwhore who cums for cock. I allowed he/r a peek into one of My own fantasies, allowing he/r to star in it and revel in being on the receiving end of cock, cock and more cock! My German whipping boy called for some much needed punishment, loving the privilege of being allowed to demonstrate his love for Me by showing how very much he was willing to endure for My sake and My pleasure. No 2 days, no 2 calls and no 2 callers are alike, and this call bears that out. A very sweet young man who I have talked with and played with for some time now, called just to talk about his love life, wanting My perspective on his relationships and on the type of women he tends to get involved with. We had a lengthy conversation and nothing more. He needs a safe sounding board/mirror and I am happy to provide that for him. :) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal January 15 I was greeted this morning by a sweet slut in stockings and garter, sporting a brand new vibrating cock ring and bearing both a flashlight and a dildo to show Me how incredibly hungry he/r hot fuckhole was. First s/he rode the flashlight (it is a monster!) while sucking the dildo and then rode the dildo til s/he creamed. I love Mondays... :) The nexxxt thing I heard was "i am here for anything you want my Mistress..." and as he well knows, "anything" does indeed mean anything when he leaves it all up to Me! After tormenting him with My stockings and heels until he was salivating, one stocking was used to tie up the cock and balls that he so sincerely placed at My disposal, while the other served quite well as a blindfold. Then the real teasing commenced, culminating in a bit of licking for Me, a bit of sucking for the cock I wanted to fuck (not his of course!) and a wonderful romp directly over his blindfolded face, complete with a clean up job following. his reward? Well, I would have let him jack off in the corner at the end, but unfortunately he was called away from the phone before we got that far. ~weg~ he will have a lovely set of blue balls til nexxxt we speak! Nexxxt was a hot hotel room tryst with an old flame, with hot sucking, licking, fucking, fingering, writhing, sweaty orgasmic sexxx replete with his reward: a golden shower. His multiple orgasms were music to My ears, fueling My own ecstasy. Following was a slow, erotic tease with a vibrator, wrist brace, cock ring, boot lace, bobby pins and a paint stick. It amazes Me how many different ways there are to use such mundane household items, eroticizing them by toying with them and xxxploring their potential uses. Such is the stuff that sets My Creative Soul on fire with desire to play. This evening was very sweet... one who has been in chastity for Me for some time was waiting patiently for Me to notice that he was home, with webcam on, and in view, knowing full well how much I have missed My cock. Wearing My panties and a delightfully slutty pair of crotchless pantyhose, with a fire in the fireplace, a lovely inviting red sheet spread over the floor, toys at the ready, it took only seconds for the phone to ring when I gave the word. A slow, sensuous jack off show preceded a highly erotic fuck show into a pussy that looks a lot like Mine and of course a good licking followed. Hours of decadent indulgence followed, filled with several orgasms and with all that I desired to see. All of this leaves Me a very happy Mistress. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal January 13 Shiver shake quiver and squirm, the pouting whimpering sissy faggot cocklover cum whore, called to play this morning. When I answered the phone s/he sounded like she was still snuggled into bed, just waking up, wearing panties and hose and heels and a camisole from the night before, and craving a good fucking. Sometimes I can just feel the place s/he is in when s/he calls. When I described that to he/r, s/he was amazed that I can so intuit the space s/he is in. :) With some, it is just like that, which I love because then it is just second nature to slide into the mood, the space they are in and take over while flowing with it. It makes for an incredible time for us both. Nexxxt I spoke with a new man, he had only done phone once before and was a little shy and tentative... drawing him out of himself and into Me (in several different ways ~weg~) was a lot of fun. I caught My sweet boy on his knees in front of My lover today ~tsk tsk tsk ~ They both needed to be taught a lesson at the tip of My strap on for that! Not for what they did but for having the audacity of playing without Me!! THAT won't be happening again! ~smirk~ My footboy and I took a little trip into the corporate world today, where I taught him once again, that his place is beneath My Feet. Tying My V knot around his balls, taking ownership and control of this cocky little upstart and busting his chops and his balls as I broke thru the glass ceiling to wield My power from My rightful place was exxxhilarating! I also took a delightful trip today into the world of the adult bookstore and into the jack off booths with glory holes as described by one who recently did a little traveling and exxxperimenting. SO fun!!! Of course that spun off to a decadent, totally indulgent role play of the naughtiest sort! ~very wicked evil grin~ ________________________________________________________________________________ January 9 My Journal Mmmmmmmm I do love putting a FemDomme twist on a traditional fantasy... In My world, instead of the groveling female employee whimpering on her knees to the powerful male employer, it is the male employee who comes to his incredibly hot, sexxxy female boss desperately seeking a raise and willing to do anything to get it. I make him prove that he does indeed mean ANYTHING. After being ordered to strip n stroke, which of course he is more than happy to do, I show him what I have under My skirt. I have him beat by a good 2"! On his knees he goes, and he had better make My strap on real good and wet, because that is all the lube there is going to be when I bend him over My desk, order him to spread himself wide open to Me and brace himself, as I proceed to penetrate him very slowly and deeply, while whispering in his ear about the many deviant desires I have that he will be coming to My office to satisfy and fulfill before the beginning of every workday. If he wants that raise badly enough, he will be not only be willing to earn it, but be thankful for the opportunity to! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 8 My Journal Poor, dear little x. ~sigh~ he has been too inattentive to his wife for too long, and a man with only 5" cannot afford to be that way if he wants to keep his relationship together. tsk tsk tsk ~shaking My head~ It isn't like I didn't warn him! I am afraid the only option he has left if he really wants to make this work with her is to get very used to being cuckolded... maybe even to the point of being required to participate in his own cuckolding! So very, very humiliating! I am so very proud of mz m. :) s/he has committed to going to the gym several times a week through out this year. (I suspect it is at least partially so s/he can prance around and pose in he/r spandexxx, ogling the manly men and being ogled in return ~wink~) Our goal for the year is to increase he/r flexxxibility to the point that s/he can safely and comfortably throw he/r legs back over he/r head to get he/r clitty right over he/r face and give he/rself facials, and from there progress to refining he/r aim until s/he dribbles right into he/r lovely, wide open, hungry mouth. I have assigned he/r some specific exxxcersizes to improve he/r flexxxibility and made some dietary suggestions that will make he/r clitty juice tastier. I am anticipating delightful progress reports! y and I discussed the day I caught his wife masturbating to female bondage porn when she thought she was alone in the office. Catching her like that gave Me all the ammunition I needed to blackmail her into doing whatever I wanted, with whoever I wanted, wherever I wanted. ~weg~ And with z, I always wear the pants and s/he wears the panties because of course I know what is best for he/r! What is best for he/r is generally quite a surprise! Sometimes it is shocking, sometimes snuggly and comfortable, sometimes it involves a real cock and sometimes My strap on... a couple of times it has even involved gender switching! Always enchanting, the dance with z has many unexxxpected twists and turns that make every visit an event and a journey in pleasure. :) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 5 My Journal If anyone would have ever told Me I could have so much fun terrorizing a man with pictures and wicked tales of Vacuum Cleaners, I would never have believed it! Mistress Veronica Vacuum Cleaner at Her wildest! ~shrieking with laughter and flying out of sight on My gigantic black and silver Kirby with a certain little boy dangling from the nozzle~... VARRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMM!!! Guaranteed to return another day when least xxxpected to ... well, you know... ~wink~ ... until then I will be visiting him in his dreams everynight, taunting, teasing, tormenting and scaring the poor boy half to death. MUAHAHA! I also got to watch someone new on webcam today. That was so much fun! A little bondage, CBT, milking, controlled orgasm. I was really impressed; he was actually able to stroke as ordered and give limited squirts and dribbles of cum on command, holding his full orgasm in limbo until permission was given for a full release. Usually it takes a great deal of training before a cock can be controlled that well! Very impressed and well pleased. Dessert today was a certain very buff man posing for My pleasure, spanking both ass and cock and stretching and stroking with wild abandon, cumming on command and serveing and pleasing Me well in all things. ~happy sigh~ I love being Me! My stable holds the most delightful treasures this Domina could wish for. To all of you reading this who serve, know that you make My life rich and full with your service and I adore you for that. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 4 My Journal What a nice surprise! A caller I haven't heard from for several years came to play today in he/r cute white full bottom panties, white stockings and little ankle socks! So adorable!! We had a grand time exxxploring he/r body and finding the pleasure spots. I am thinking W/we may need to do a bit of shopping for some sweet lil Mary Jane buckle shoes and a slip and jumper, too. :) I just love getting reacquainted with old playmates! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 4 My Journal sissy cocklover had to patiently wait an hour for Me while I took My fill of cock this morning. Since s/he can only cum for cock, and I had fucked it empty and dry, there was none left for he/r, poor thing. s/he had to be content with slurping up the hot cream from between the lips of My engorged pussy as it slowly dribbled. s/he did such a wonderful job of that, though, that I did let he/r pinch he/r clitty in he/r panties and suck My dildo while regaling he/r with cock tales s/he can exxxpect to indulge in the future. I love it when s/he shakes and shivers and squirms in anticipation! I can hear the quivering in he/r voice. ~happy sigh~ Sometimes I get to hear about the exxxperiences of a man's youth. I love those! I especially enjoy the stories of their xxxplorations with other boys and with men, their seductions and their discoveries. I find Myself drawn into those places with them, entering in, finding ways to participate in the scene. VERY hot stuff! There is something so primal and compelling about those types of xxxperiences and fantasies... I would like to hear more of them. They generally provide the inspiration for My own masturbation fantasies, believe it or not! Poor little sissy w! Collagen injections all around her fuckhole which is no longer pink or puckery, but is now shiny, plump, protruding, red and smooth!! (~shaking My head~ Just when I think I have heard it all! ) That's what s/he got for going out fucking and then cumming home and dribbling goo from he/r stretched twat on Mistress' skirt. Stupid sissy; it's he/r own damn fault; s/he should have known to be more careful! I gave he/r no pity whatsoever. little baby peepee did indeed show up for the well deserved spanking session, looking especially wimpy in a white t shirt and pantyhose (he calls it his uniform). I presided over the event by watching on webcam to see that My instructions were carried out to the last detail. By the end of our time together his ass was nicely reddened and he had actually spanked a hole in the rear end of his pantyhose! What a lovely day... :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- January 2, 07 My Journal slutty sissy needed to be punished today. s/he has been sucking on he/r cummy cubes and masturbating without permission!! ~weg~ A good spanking, fucking and sucking on a cum filled condom poked with little holes and slid over her dildo reminded he/r Who owns he/r naughty, nasty little self! Secretly, though, I was delighted that s/he has cum so far as to desire the taste of he/r cum... it wasn't all that long ago that s/he was quite squeamish about it. For an exxxtra devilish little twist to he/r punishment, s/he was to perform every act up close and personal to he/r mirror, so s/he could see with he/r own eyes what a silly little sissy s/he is. ~weg~ I also had a very enjoyable fantasy time with subbie d... using him to serve at My holiday party to which all of My Dominant friends had been invited (males, females and trannies). W/we played a most delightful game in which everyone removed their undergarments, they were piled in the middle of the floor, he was blindfolded and tasked with matching the undergarments to their rightful Owners, using just the sense of smell. For each one he got right, he was to receive a reward, for each he got wrong a punishment. He got a lot wrong! ~lol~ --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2007... another New Year! So many wonderful orgasms to be had, slaves to use and submissives to train, lovers to pleasure Myself with and fantasies to exxxplore. :) It is going to be an amazing year! Highlights of the first day of the New Year: An earth shaking orgasm on the stroke of midnight to greet the New Year. :) No hangover from last night's bubbly. :) YAY! The delightful mz n, all dressed in blue, from her dress to her stockings and 4" open toed ankle strapped heels, began My year with offering he/r sweet services bent over a table and in tight bondage... Mine for the taking. After I thoroughly inspected My fuckmeat I used her for My pleasure, burying My strap on to the hilt in he/r uplifted, freely offered, kiss blowing pucker. There is just something so incredibly appealing about a submissive dressed for My pleasure, gagged, collared, spread and tied, unable to move anything at all except to blow kisses with he/r pucker. ~weg~ Following that delicious morsel, I was then amused and entertained by inspecting teeny weenie's chastity device on web cam. ~lol~ Such a little cutie he is, too, prancing around in his pantyhose. How teeny is that little weenie, you ask? Small enough to have to use the smallest spacer AND the points of intrigue to keep him in it! The little rascal has been able to wiggle his lil worm out of everything else! Following his inspection, we set up an appointment for a good, hard, well deserved spanking later this week. I am SO looking forward to that! My goal is to make him cry like a baby. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- November 7 This recently arrived in My email. For him to surrender himself to Me so utterly is such a gift to Me! The rush of the sense of the power her has so freely given is intoxxxicating... a new addition to My Deed of Ownership... THIS is going to be so much fun!! ~weg~ ~happy sigh~ "Deed Amendment 52 Milady, it has added this to the deed of ownership....if You would enjoy this then it will make it a permament addition to the deed. Feel free to make any changes that You would like to see made to the this item or any other items that You would like it to add to the deed so that Your control over it is even more complete. Property is to abuse and rape its fuckhole whenever Lady Veronica fucks her lover. This reminds property that it is totally owned by Lady Veronica, even while she is fucking. Lady Veronica fucks for pleasure, property does not, property gets to abuse the fuckhole each time that Lady Veronica fucks her lover. Lady Veronica has the right to tell it to abuse its fuckhole, because She fucked her lover. In addition, Lady Veronica has the right to tell it how long it is to fuck, and to tell it to take a picture with the webcam of it fucking as prove that it is doing as told to do. It takes this for Lady Veronica so that it knows that it always suffers for Lady V, even when she is receiving pleasure. Lady Veronica knows it will suffer after she has fucked. Her pleasure is always its pain. Property understands that Lady Veronica may require it to set up a fuck fund so that she can watch it fuck after each time She has fucked her lover. She receives pleasure, Lady Veronica’s pussy receives pleasure, her properties fuckhole is just an object that is fucked, abused and raped. Property freely gives itself wholeheartedly to Lady Veronica’s passion. It fully realizes and agrees that it will be punished for not abusing its fuckhole when ever Lady Veronica tells it that She has fucked. Punishment is to be as Lady Veronica deems necessary" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- November 4 ~lol~ priceless!!! "For those of you naughty things out there who read the email i sent Lady Veronica, that She decided to post, i wanted to let You know why She wants me to sign my emails "silly sissie slut." You may be able to guess partly why, but the full reason is that i am being punished. I used to just be allowed to sign my name (which was withheld to protect my poor sissie self). But during the cummie cube session, during which i was dressed in one of my sluttiest outfits, Lady Veronica made me admit that i had not shot all of my loads into the cummie tray. My instructions were that, since my cum belonged to Mistress, that if i were to play with my clittie and make myself cum, i was to save it--EVERY TIME! Well, there were a few times i was playing with my clittie while i posed in front of my mirror, dressed in one of my sluttie outfits, and of course it was impossible to cum into the tray standing up. (Of course i should have got out from in front of the mirror and made sure i came into the ice tray). Mistress questioned me about it--i claimed that i had tried, but of course She didn't buy it. She chastised me for cumming for my own pleasure--and told me what a silly girl i was to think She would believe that i had "tried" to save my cum, but somehow couldn't due to unknown forces. Since i was so silly as to think i could talk myself out of a spanking, Mistress told me that from now on i must identify myself as "silly sissie slut ______" whether i am calling Her, writing Her an email, or get one of the other Girls when i call and She is busy. I am still being punished, of course, for being a silly, sissie, slut. This is a warning, naughty ones, you can't fool Lady Veronica. silly sissie slut" such delightful amusement, eh? ~wink~ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Journal October 23 I got this from one of My lovely little darlings recently... it made My day! "After we got off the phone i cleaned up, and ate a peach to get the taste of cum out of my mouth i have to admit. Then i brushed my teeth and got ready for bed. Once i had calmed down a bit, i did feel a little weird about it. And the salty taste of cum in my mouth was so strong, and so strange. I got out of bed and ate some more, trying to get the taste out of my mouth--i have to admit i got a little wiggy, trying to find some food that would counteract the taste. No matter what i ate i could still strongly taste the cum, and could feel it in the back of my throat. It seemed like it must all be in my head--i had eaten fruit, bread--i was going to eat more but decided to just calm down. I took some melatonin so i could sleep, and finally dropped off. The next day i felt fine. Every time i masturbate, i save it in the cube tray, and i think about how much this pleases You. I get excited thinking about how much it pleases You that i am saving my cum for our next call. My orgasm isn't as strong when i am trying to aim for the tray, but i just remind myself that i am cumming for Your pleasure, not my own. It satisfies me deeply to know that i am doing something that will please You so much. i know that when i next call it will be very exciting to play with the cummy cubes--even though afterwards i may be a little wiggy. silly sissie slut p.s. i rembered how You wanted me to sign my name" I found it interesting that silly sissy slut turned to a peach first, following the cum, hoping to clear her mouth of the taste... Peaches have always reminded Me of soft fuzzy little pussies ~wicked evil grin~ My nexxxt goal will be to bring he/r to a place where s/he not only will take the cummy cube because I want he/r to, but to actually beg for it... W/we will be working on that. October 17 What a delightful morning it has been! I was greeted first thing by a call from Europe: My pain slut was in the most xxxquisite agony, as he had been trying to reach Me, but with the time difference had evidently gotten confused about when I would be available. By the time W/we connected he was quite frantic, shaking, breathless, nearly crying with desire to prove his love by what he was willing to suffer for Me. Unfortunately, at that moment all of his torments were of the internal sort, as he had no privacy in which to carry out the dictates of My wishes. ~wicked evil grin~ I regaled him with promises of what I intended to do to him when he DOES call in a position to serve. That drove him to nearly incoherent distraction. Superb pleasure! Shortly thereafter, "Mommy Eden" invited "Mommy V" to join her in tormenting our naked fairy fuck slut wearing red lipstick with polished toes at a Glory Hole joint. ~lol~ First Cuntalina was ordered to suck 17 cocks; when s/he balked at that, 26 were ordered. By the time s/he finishes that assignment, s/he will be one cream filled twinkie, for sure!! By the time we had finished with Cuntalina, Pain Slut had found a few moments of privacy and called whispering and begging to prove his love by his willingness to suffer torments for Me. Suffer he did, by necessity in silence, which increases the passion and heightens the intensity of our time together. I find immense enjoyment in his discomfiture. Stepping on his cock and ordering him to cum beneath My Foot, I could practically feel the cum surging like an earthquake beneath Me, leaving Me quite satisfied that My Power over him is complete and full... just the way I like it. And then... the one I threaten and terrorize with tales of powerful Vacuum Cleaners and the even more powerful Amazonian Womyn Who wield them had the good fortune to call. This one , dear reader, I will leave to your vivid imagination! ~wink~ Sometimes people ask Me if I don't get bored "doing phone". ~smile~ Bored? OMG!! Never!! ************************************************************************************************************************** September 30, 2006 Saturday Sweet little sissy gurlies are ever so much fun! ~happy sigh!~ Today I talked with a little sweetheart who desperately wants to be a cum slut. Poor thing! s/he gets so aroused and wants mouthful after mouthful of cum, begging so prettily and pitifully for cum... but when it gets right down to it, s/he just can't bring he/rself to even taste it. YET. So we pushed her ovies back up where they really belong today, and tucked her clitty out of sight, working on her cocksucking skills with a banana dipped in cream for practice. Of course eventually the banana broke (as I knew it would! ~wicked evil grin~) and then I had he/r hold it in he/r mouth until it sort of dissolved and turned to mush, getting slimier and creamier... like, you know, cum! s/he gargled it and swished it through he/r pretty lil mouth, happily playing with it, til s/he swallowed, like all good gurls do. At the end I had he/r on he/r back, legs in the air like a good whore, wanking while holding Cock as close to he/r mouth as s/he could, but alas! s/he missed he/r mouth, made a mess and then... the urge was gone. It will be back though. :) And when it is we will practice some more. And each time we practice s/he will get a little closer to really doing it. And one day... s/he will have cum breath for REAL, and I will help he/r on he/r way to becuming the cum guzzling sissy tramp s/he knows s/he really wants to be. I love taking this journey with he/r. :) ******************************************************************************************************* 8/4/06 I received this email today from a playmate who is embarking on a new and wonderful adventure: "Today was my first day in my chastity. I have to tell you, it is much more comfortable than I could have ever imagined! Don't get me wrong, I always know I'm wearing it, but it is really a more comfortable and secure feeling than anything. I feel a weight, a pressure that is reassuring. Going potty forces me to sit, and sometimes I have to watch myself and wipe afterwards, but other than that nothing really different. I have found that erections can be QUITE uncomfortable. I have been wearing it only during the evenings. I have been adjusting the rings and the posts, and have found the right combination. But when Mistress gets home, wham! I immediately try to become erect, this causing some pressure that I really don't like at all! :) I learned the hard way about using the spacers. My first night, I didn't use any, and was lying on my tummy. I moved slightly and PINCH!!!! I felt I had a bee in my pants!! I was swatting, panicky... I moved, but the pain didn't stop. I had to physically grab my crotch and adjust the cage away from the base. That was a lesson I shall not repeat! Anyway, Sex has not been limited.. as Mistress does need her fill regularly.. ;) and fill her I do! (a little guy humor!) I hope you are well, and I shall talk with you soon. Loves and Kisses, me" ~happy sigh~ If anyone would have suggested to Me even a year ago that i would be taking such pleasure in overseeing men in chastity I would have laughed. This particular playmate has been building towards it for while now, and it is so rewarding being a part of his xxxploration and discovery! I have another who, after playing on the phone together for years, decided to give Me the gift of going into chastity for Me. In the evenings when he is home alone he turns on his webcam in case I want to peek in on him, and is available to serve and xxxplore anything I want to at any given time. Together we are building his toy chest, item by item, It is thrilling having cocks under lock and key! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I had a fun role play today, also, teaching a hot young thing about the Power of Panties and how to control men with them. She watched from under My desk as, in the role of Therapist, I seduced a man with little peeks up under my skirt, glimpses of My wet, clinging panties... luring him over to the desk where I bent over and made him kneel behind Me, burying his face in My panties from behind and inhaling My scent. She watched his cock start to drip precum as he sniffed Me, and rolled over on her back to look up and watch as I had him rubbing his cock over My panties begging to cum... Naughty little thing couldn't resist. She reached up and grabbed it and jerked it all over My panties and her face! Slut. ~lol~ April 13 I have owned and controlled, teased, toyed with and trained My submissive bondage gurl, nikki colette, for a number of years now with great pleasure. s/he is a delightful piece of quivering, tizzified fuckmeat who responds quickly and obediently to My every desire for he/r, even when the training takes unexxxpected twists and turns into realms that would not be he/r own choice or desire. s/he understands that in our relationship the important thing is that s/he learns to want what I tell he/r s/he wants, to do as I tell he/r to do, to think as I tell he/r to think. I suspect s/he doesn't yet vote how I tell he/r to vote, but I am sure that, too, will come in time. ~lol~ (Indeed he/r state and the country at large will be much better off when s/he sees the wisdom in complying with ALL things I wish to instruct he/r in.) Initially s/he thought s/he was an elegant lesbian lady, but I have taken he/r down many roads and showed he/r that in reality s/he is a sissy, a slut, a cocksucker, a whore. s/he is whatever I want he/r to be at any given time. Occasionally, I do allow he/r the privilege of being My bondage slavegurl/lover. Through it all, s/he has learned that s/he is Mine, and that I decide he/r role at any given time. Last night I took he/r to a new level in acknowledging in bondage My ownership of he/r that far surpassed what I had dared to even hope or dream would occur. A while back I had instructed he/r to purchase a locking female chastity device and a locking ball gag and head harness. They arrived this week. After their arrival, I instructed he/r to purchase several small padlocks with keys at the hardware store, and to use he/r nail polish to number each of them. Last night was our first session with them. "nikki, you are wearing My collar, yes?" "Yes, Mistress." "It's time." "Time, Mistress?" "Pick up a lock, and lock the straps of the collar." I heard he/r gasp, and the lock chattering as it slid through the rings; he/r breath, ragged and shallow, came in little choked whimpers. "Now, nikki!" CLICK One by one, the locks found their places at My direction: wrist cuffs, locked individually on, and then together. Ankle cuffs, locked individually on, and then together. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK The chastity panty slid on, the zipper was pulled all the way from the back to the front and locked into place. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK The straps of the panty were positioned and locked into place. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK CLICK I moistened he/r lips with bright red lipstick, making them shiny and wet, then the ball gag was stuffed into her mouth and the straps locked at the back of he/r neck. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK The chin strap was locked into place. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK Forehead strap. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK. Neck strap. "NOW, nikki!" CLICK. Then I gave he/r directions for the night. "Take all the keys into the kitchen and find a tall glass. Run a little water into the bottom of the glass and drop in key number 1. Freeze it. When that is frozen, drop in key number 2, and cover it with a little water. Freeze it. When that is frozen, drop in key number 3..." I heard he/r muffled moans as they escaped around the gag, but of course no intelligible words could be formed. "When all the keys are frozen in layers in the glass, you will wait patiently til morning. While waiting you will think. you will think about what it means to be owned, nikki. you will feel My control of you. you will think about what it means to be under My control." More muffled moans and whimpers. "In the morning, you will take the glass from the freezer. As the ice melts, you may remove one key at a time as it is freed, and remove the lock into which it fits. Email Me your thoughts when all is finished. you are xxxcused." I hung up the phone. This afternoon I received the following email entitled "Solidified": "Mistress i was freed from your bondage this morning. it took about 3-1/2 hours for all the ice to melt and then free each key so i could slowly be released, i felt so much your ownership throughout the night being bound and throughout this morning so slowly releasing. i felt so so controlled. nikkicolette YOUR submissive" I think W/we have made a little progress. ~smiles~ -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- February 15 My calls were so incredible today! They always are, really, but some days I am just amazed at the wonderful things that happen over the phone. It was a day of delicious sadistic indulgence. I am just so in love with My life... all of it... on line, on the phone, real time. ~happy sigh~ I love being Me! A caller took 2 (yes TWO!!!) cucumbers up his dripping slut hole for Me today! AT THE SAME TIME!!! I couldn't believe it. It sounded so amazing! I had him soak them briefly in hot water first to make them warm and slippery, stretched his pucker a bit with a vibrator, just enough to make him whimper and beg (which I LOVE!) and OMG! After fucking the first cuke to loosen up more, I had him hold them together and squat down over them, thinking, "No way will he be able to do this...", ordered him in My most commanding tone to take them both, (fully xxxpecting to have a reason to punish him for not being able to do it) and he just pounded his ass down over them! I could hear how hard he was ramming himself down on them them, slamming fast, grinding and squirming, screwing himself down while I reminded him what a nasty cocksucking fuck whore he is for Me. It was hours ago, but I can still hear it in My Head. It is like majick, making Me tingle in all the right places. ~weg~ I know it DOES feel good to fuck good and hard like that sometimes, but TWO at the same time with only one hole??? I'm duly impressed. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- October 11 What a delicious day! My very first session of the day was with My little French whore. I swear this little wench is of the same spirit as the Marquise de Sade, only s/he is the submissive side of it. I have never known one to so completely give he/rself over to utter perversion with such total relish and complete abandon! Coercing he/r into confessing the tales of he/r slutteries and whoredoms amuses Me greatly... humiliating he/r to orgasm indulges My own perverse pleasure. Still glowing from the sound of he/r whimpers, I flowed right in to the embrace and passionate caress of a long time lover and together we drank our fill of passion and ecstasy. How he loves giving Me oral pleasures!! The sound of his voice, soft and low in My ear always melts Me... mmmmmmmmmm We have been playing for such a long time now and know each other so well that it is almost like a dance when we play... flowing, swirling, writhing, moaning... wet and drippy.. hot and hard... throbbing... pulsing... exxxploding. Pure pleasure. From there I had a delightful encounter with a new playmate... a delectable studboy who was very eager to learn to serve My pleasure. Of course it takes time to really learn Me, but he did well at taking direction. I was pleased with his eagerness and enthusiasm. I am currently speaking with a Woman and her naughty subbie... She sends it to Me for a good spanking from time to time. ~weg~ It is looking like I will be beating it's behind here real soon... I will have it on webcam this time so I can watch it administer it's own spanking at My direction. This is always so much fun! I try to make it cry like the baby that it is. I very much enjoyed My Pussy worshippers today. I am hypnotizing, conditioning and training them to get hard only for My Pussy, to stroke only for My Pussy, to cum only to My Pussy... It is so Powerful and exxxhilarating being a Goddess! I also enjoyed tormenting My naughty little "niece" making her beg for "pudding" and force feeding it to he/r til s/he gagged... ~weg~ Does that sound a bit harsh? Well, if you knew what that innocent looking little piece of fuckmeat was doing in the neighborhood while I was otherwise engaged, you would know s/he definitely deserved it, and that s/he loved every minute of it!! I wound down My wonderful day sharing a goblet wine with a dear friend who calls to play from time to time... Mine was a wonderful Willamette Valley Pinot Noir; his was red also but ... ummmmm... "watered" down a bit ... and had little globs of white creamy floaters. My grand finale was teasing a sweet lil gurly gurl into tasting cum for the very first time. Why does corrupting he/r innocence give Me such perverse delight?

My Fantasies...

From Blueballs the Pirate

The following is a most delightful story penned by a silly sissy for Mistress... he/r holiday gift to Me. :) A Xmas Present for stephanie It was Xmas time, and Lady Veronica had me kneeling before her for my annual assessment. I was dressed in thigh high black stockings with a bow at the top, 5-inch baby doll heels, a black micro mini skirt, and a black lace top. I had on bright red lipstick. I sat on my knees, my hands to the side, presenting myself to Lady Veronica. She was dressed elegantly, with sheer black stockings and garter belt, and a tasteful short black dress, that came to midthigh. She sat back in her easy chair, her knees crossed, the slit in her dress allowing me to see a bit of her luscious thigh, but that was all. “So, stephanie, have you been naughty or nice this year?” “Mostly i’ve been good Ma’am.” Lady Veronica took both my titties in-between her fingers and pinched, hard, as she started to twist them. My titties are very sensitive, and this immediately got my attention, sending waves of pain and excitement through my chest. “That’s not what I asked you, is it stephanie?” “No Ma’am…ahh!” i exclaimed as she twisted harder. “What did I ask you, silly sissy slut?” She twisted a bit harder as i gasped, struggling to hold my position. “You…asked…if i had been naughty or nice.” “So you did hear me, you just decided to answer your own question.” “I’m sorry Ma’am…ahh!” She twisted my titties into a full circle. “Of course you are, now that I have your precious little titties between My fingers. You are a silly little sissy if you think I am going to be fooled by your ploy to change the question to avoid punishment. So, before we can really even begin to determine what you deserve for Xmas, you have earned a good hard spanking, haven’t you?” “Yes…Mistress…” i could barely speak as She twisted my titties even harder. I would agree to any spanking if She were just to let go. “Nothing gets a sissy’s attention like a little tittie twisting, wouldn’t you say stephanie?” “Y-y-y-yes M-M-Ma’am” i stammered. She released my titties and i shuddered with the new pain of the release. “Now, go get the paddle.” “Yes Ma’am. “And crawl…I want to see that little ass high in the air as you go.” I obeyed, feeling her eyes on my ass as i went-my micro-mini didn’t cover much, and being on my hands and knees Lady Veronica could see whatever my lace thong didn’t hide. I reached the paddle and put it in my mouth, crawling back to her, placing it in her lap. “You are one sluttie little girl, aren’t you stephanie? That skirt leaves little to the imagination. I see you are keeping up on your shaving, your behind looks nice and clean.” ‘Thank you Ma’am.” “Stand up, bad girl. Now bend over.” I laid across Her lap, placing my hands on the ground, and holding my legs together, as Lady Veronica likes me to do, my toes firmly on the floor. My skirt left the bottom half of my ass exposed, and Mistress raked Her fingernails over the uncovered flesh. I shivered. “Well, my little slut, I am going to give you twenty hard spankings for not answering my question. I want you to count each one, and apologize.” “Yes Ma’am.” Smack…”One, i’m sorry Mistress” Lady Veronica started easy at first, warming me up a bit…Spank!…”two i’m sorry Mistress…Crack! “three, i’m sorry Mistress” she started to pick up the energy a bit-the pain was sharp, the paddle cold against my bare flesh, which felt like ice cracking-Whack! “four, i’m sorry Mistress” Smack! “oh…five, i’m sorry Mistress” SPANK! “OW…i’m sorry Mistress!” the spanks were coming much harder now, and my voice rose in pitch and volume with the shock of each blow. As she spanked Mistress made sure to cover all over my ass, and i quivered on her lap, trying to stay still. Smack! “oww…six, i’m sorry Mistress” SMACK! “UH…seven, i’m sorry…” WHACK! “Ohh…eight, i’m sorry…” the spanks were coming faster now, my ass was growing warm, and the shock of the spanks was growing, as the pain grew. I found it hard to keep still on Mistress’s leg, though i tried very hard. Crack! “nine…i’m sorry…” SPANK!! “Owww!…i’m sorry Mistress…” i was halfway through, and Mistress wanted to mark it with an extra hard spank, right in the middle of my cheeks. SMACK! “eleven, i’m sorry…” Spank! “twelve, i’m sorry…” CRACK! “OH…i’m sorry…” i nearly yelled as the pain shot through my body, the pain filling my mind, my ass growing red and warm. Spank! “thirteen, i’m sorry” Whack! “uh, fourteen, i’m sorry” SMACK! “Fifteen, i’m sorry.” I could no longer control my legs and i began to kick a bit with each spank. “You keep those legs still, naughty one, or we will have to start over.” “Yes Ma’aaaaaaaaaam” SPANK! “sixteen, i’m sorry Mistress.” I forced my legs still, though my back arched. The pain was sharp and strong, and shooting through my whole body, it needed some place to go…Smack “seventeen, i’m sorry” Crack! “EIGHTeen, i’m sorry…” my ass was on fire, the pain filled me and fogged my thoughts. The last two spanks were the hardest, as if she were saving the best for the end, tears filled my eyes, as i gritted my teeth and gushed out my last two apologies. “Now, what do you say? “Thank you for the spanking, Mistress.” “Now, I want you to stand in the corner for ten minutes, then we will start over.” “Yes Ma’am.” I got off Lady Veronica’s lap and walked to the corner, heel to toe, and stood. “Pull your skirt up so i can see your ass, and fold your arms behind your back, keeping your skirt in place, I want to be able to admire my handiwork.” I obeyed and stood with my nose to the corner. I could hear Lady Veronica rustling behind me, watching me. I didn’t dare look back to see what she was doing-the last time i had done that my ass and thighs were crisscrossed with whip marks for a week. My clittie hardened as i heard her moan. I knew She was finding pleasure in looking at me being punished. Her moans increased until there was a crescendo, but i stood rock still the entire time. There was a silence and then i felt Her approaching me. She smacked my exposed ass with one hand “naughty girl” and wiped the other on my nose. Her hand was wet with Her juices. Her divine scent filled me, and i sighed. I was very lucky that She was allowing me this simple pleasure. She must have been pleased that i was so still, but i daren’t ask. Her hand wandered around the front of my skirt, and She felt at my hard clittie. I could tell She took pleasure in its hardness. She spanked my ass again, very hard, and began to scold me. “You like that, don’t you little slut, the smell of me on you?” “Yes Ma’am.” She spanked me again. “You are such a nasty little slut, dressing provocatively for Mistress. But you are also very naughty.” Smack! Her hand landed hard. “Now, tell me what you have learned from your punishment.” “I learned that I am to answer exactly what Mistress asks of me.” She spanked me again. “Very good, but what else have you learned?” I began to get nervous. I couldn’t think of anything else. As i thought another spank landed on my ass. “Well stephanie?” “I learned i must always obey Mistress…” Lady Veronica rained several spanks on my ass, which was getting sore again. I tried to stay standing strait, but my back started to bow with the force of the spanks. “Of course you must always obey Me, but that was not the lesson here.” “I’m sorry Mistress…i can’t think of anything else.” “Well, then I guess we need to punish you all over again. Come with me.” Lady Veronica led me back to the chair, bent me over her knee, lifted up my skirt, took up the paddle, and began to spank me again. Each smack of the paddle enlivened all my nerve endings again, making me gasp with ecstasy and pain. She scolded me all the while. “You were also to learn that you cannot, and are not, to try to fool Mistress. Whether it is by answering a different question than asked, or what have you, do you understand naughty little slut?” “…Yes…Ma’am…” i managed through the pain of the spanking. “Now, back in the corner, as before. And I want you to concentrate on this lesson you have just learned, and why it is so important that you try to learn it.” “Yes Ma’am.” I obeyed, going back to the corner, skirt hiked up, arms behind my back. Mistress left the room for a moment. My ass was very hot from all the spanking, and my clittie was quite hard. I tried to rub it a little against the wall, but Mistress got an idea that i might try something like that. She came back to the room and ordered: “I want your nose to the wall, your legs spread out as far as they can go.” “But Mistress, i won’t be able to stand if i spread my legs out that far.” Lady Veronica picked up the thong whip and attacked my ass with it, scolding me again. I could feel the fingers of the whip bringing tendrils of pain, and stripping me with welts. “Are you smart mouthing me, little slut? Do you really think I want you to spread your legs so far you can’t stand, or are you just being a fresh little bitch?” She punctuated each sentence with a lash of the whip. I pushed my ass out to receive the whipping, though the pain was making me light-headed. “Well, answer me” “Uhh…i was just confused, Ma’am.” “Really, am I to believe that not only are you a silly little sissy, but that you are dumb as a brick as well? Do you think I want dumb slaves?” Once again each sentence was punctuated with lashes from the whip. “No-o-o M- Ma’am,” i stammered through the pain. “So which is it, are you really that dumb, or were you being fresh?” “I was being fresh Ma’am.” “Do you think that I enjoy having a smart mouth slave, sluttie stephanie,” Crack! went the whip. “No Ma’am.” “Get into the position I asked you to.” I obeyed, and of course this position made it so my clittie was far from the wall. “Now, I want you to begin your corner time again, thinking all the while about the lesson you learned about changing the questions I ask you.” Then she left me in position in the corner. The position was very hard to maintain after a while, and at the end of the ten minutes i was very tired. Mistress walked up behind me and started to rub me underneath my ovies, the skin in-between my ovies and my hole. I began to moan, as this place is especially erotic to me. “Now, why is it important for you to learn this lesson?” “Because a slave can’t truly be obedient if she is trying to fool Mistress,” i stammered through the pleasure. “That’s good, why else?” “Because if a slave has done wrong she should freely admit and accept her punishment and try to learn from her mistakes so she can be a better slave for Mistress.” “Oh, that is very good, I can see this corner time has served you well, stephanie. Now, let’s start again shall we.” Lady Veronica stopped rubbing me and returned to her chair. “Come kneel before me.” I obeyed, walking heel to toe to her, and kneeling in front of her. I looked hungrily at Her legs, which were crossed, and Her heels, which were elegant strappy affairs that showed off her legs to good effect. I wanted to slide my tongue up and down those legs, and over those strappy heels, and over her curvaceous calves, and up her luscious thighs, all the way up to… “stephanie,” Mistress interrupted my thoughts, smiling “even your thoughts can get you in trouble. “Yes Ma’am,” i said, forcing my eyes down. She grabbed my chin and lifted my head. “What were you thinking about when you were looking at My legs just then, sluttie stephanie?” “I was just admiring them, Mistress.” “That’s all. You were just looking at my legs and thinking about how good they looked, but nothing else?” I hesitated. It seemed like no matter how i answered this question i would get in trouble. If I admitted that i was thinking about licking Her, She may not like it. But if i lied, She may either realize i was lying, and i would be in trouble, or She may be mad for me not thinking about wanting to touch her legs. “I…i was also thinking about licking Your legs Ma’am.” “Just licking My legs?” “No Ma’am…licking Your pussy too.” “So you were lying before when you said you were ‘just’ admiring them.” “Yes Ma’am.” “Now stephanie, i’m going to punish you, not for wanting to touch my legs, not for wanting to lick my pussy, but for lying, do you understand?” “Yes Ma’am.” “It is very important that you tell Me the truth stephanie. As my slave I have to believe that I can trust you when you speak. It is unacceptable for you to tell me anything but the truth. It is very naughty of you to think that you can lie to me, for any reason, especially if it’s to escape a spanking. What kind of Mistress would I be if I had a slave who was lying and tricking me all the time? It reflects poorly on your Mistress to lie stephanie, do you understand?” “Yes Ma’am.” “You have been a very bad girl. Now get the strap.” “Yes Ma’am.” “Crawling.” “Yes Ma’am.” I crawled to the table with the spanking implements, picked out the leather strap, and put it gently between my teeth. It was heavy, and flat, and i knew that it would leave quite an impression on me very soon. Lady Veronica held her hand out, and i placed the strap in her hand. “Stand up naughty girl, spread your legs and grab your ankles.” “Yes Ma’am.” I obeyed, my mini-skirt leaving my ass exposed as i bent over. Mistress trailed Her fingers over the exposed part of my ass, and my crack. “Now sluttie stephanie, i am going to spank you with this strap thirty times, not because you were thinking naughty thoughts. I like that you want to touch me, even though you can’t without my express permission. No, you are receiving this spanking for lying,” while She said this Mistress slipped her finger under my thong, and forced it into my hole, pushing it deeper and deeper. “Yes Ma’am,” i gasped. “After each lash of the strap I want you to say ‘i must not lie to Mistress.’” She removed her finger and lifted my skirt up, completely revealing my already pink ass. “Yes Ma’am,” i said, steeling myself for the first blow of the strap. But it didn’t fall right away. Lady Veronica cleaned off her finger, then stood and admired me for a moment. “You are such a cute little slut, stephanie, in your little thong, and mini skirt, and bow top stockings.” “Thank you Ma’am” i said, relaxing a little-and that’s when the first blow of the strap fell. It felt like lights went off in my head, and there was an incredible stinging sensation in my ass. I counted the blow and said “i must not lie to Mistress” slowly, to stave off as long as possible the next spank. When it did land, even though i was prepared, the pain still felt like an explosion. There is nothing quite like the sting of the leather strap. As the next two spanks fell, my knees nearly buckled, i gasped for air. My ass felt like it was on fire. I held onto my ankles for dear life as the spanking continued. Lady Veronica wound up with each lash, which gave me a moment to breathe, though when the blow landed it stung all the more. My ass blazed with fire, the whipping re-awakened and intensified all the feelings from my previous spanking. The strapping continued-thirty lashes was quite a lot, but i realized that was Lady Veronica’s point. Lying was a very serious transgression in the Master-Slave relationship. The severe spanking took me over-it was as if my ass became all that i was. My mind became filled with pain, it was as if it was all encompassing, as if i was pain, and pain was me. My ass must have been bright bright red-it felt like it was burning up. Mistress took some mercy on me, if you can call it that, as She lashed a little lower down, in the sensitive spot between my ass cheeks and thighs. This was a relief in a way, though it was also a whole new kind of pain. For the last spanks Mistress returned to the very middle of my ass, and i almost buckled with the force of the last blows. Tears fell down my cheeks as i gasped the last “i must not lie to Mistress.” When she was done Mistress took a moment to admire Her work. She gently caressed my ass. “My my, this is one hot little ass. It is nearly burning my hand. And such a delicious shade of red. Now little one…what do you say?” “Thank you Ma’am.” “Is that all!?” she scraped her nails over my abused flesh, and then pinched a good bit of flesh between her fingers. “Ahh…thank you Ma’am…for teaching me such an important lesson.” I stopped, thinking that was all She wanted, but She pinched my poor beleaguered ass even harder. “Ahhh!!!….I realize now how important it is to tell Mistress the truth all the time, even when it will get me in trouble.” The strap landed on my ass a few more times, and i cried out in pain. “Especially when you have done something naughty, sissy.” “Yes Ma’am, especially when i have done something naughty.” Mistress put down the strap. She began to caress my ass with her fingernails again, lightly, raising goose bumps on my raw flesh. She blew on the goose bumps, and a chill went up my spine. Lady Veronica especially enjoyed mixing subtle pleasure with intense pain. She pulled my thong to the side, exposing my vagina to the air. Suddenly i felt the cold touch of lube, and a butt plug inserted inside me. I gasped as Mistress worked the butt plug slowly deeper and deeper inside until it was all the way in. She snapped my thong back over the plug. “Now stephanie, it’s time to come to the business at hand.” She sat down in Her easy chair again. “Come, kneel before me.” I obeyed. “I’m going to ask you again, now, my little whore, and I want the truth, not just the answer you think will keep you from getting in trouble.” “Yes Ma’am.” “Have you been naughty, or nice this year, slutty stephanie?” This was, of course, another impossible question to answer. Certainly i had been naughty-in fact i had just received several spankings for being naughty. However, had I not also been nice? Of course i couldn’t just say i had been nice, that would obviously get me in a world of trouble. But to just come out and say i was naughty…that would almost be worse, wouldn’t it? “Well stephanie?” She was waiting for an answer-i considered saying i had been both naughty and nice, but i knew that would be deemed unacceptable, and in all probability get me in absolutely the most trouble. Finally, i realized that there was only one real correct answer to this question. A slave, by her very nature is…“Naughty Ma’am.” “There, that’s better. It’s always better to tell Mistress the truth.” “Yes Ma’am.” “Tell me, how have you been naughty?” I took a deep breath. I listed all the things i could remember from the year-the chores undone, the bills paid late, the appointments missed, the times i was tardy to work. I recounted all the stockings i had put runs in, the times i had masturbated without permission, the times i had talked back to Mistress, the times i had been less than lady like when dressed as a slut. I recounted every time i had disobeyed, forgotten, or even accidentally broke one of Lady Veronica’s rules. “That was very good, stephanie. It does a slave good to confess her wrong doings. You have indeed been a very naughty girl this year. I would be remiss as your Mistress if i did not punish you for such naughtiness, don’t you think?” “Yes Ma’am.” “I want you to get the cane.” I got up and walked to the table, took up the cane, and walked back to Lady Veronica. She was standing in front of the kitchen table. She took the cane from me. “Now, bend over and lay across the table, grab the end of it, and spread your legs.” I obeyed. “I am going to give you fifty lashes with the cane. You are to count each one and thank me. And you are not to wiggle about while I do so, bad girl.” “Yes Ma’am.” Lady Veronica then set in. The air sang viciously and the first blow of the cane whipped across my ass. The sting of the cane sliced through me, and i gripped the table very hard. "One, thank You Ma'am." The cane cut the air again, setting my ass on fire as it landed "Two, thank You Ma'am." I braced myself, holding on tight to the table "Three, thank You Ma'am." I could feel the stripes of red that the cane was leaving. It made a criss-cross pattern of pain as it fell repeatedly on my hapless ass. I counted each one, holding myself as still as possible. As She whipped the cane back and forth across my ass She scolded me for being a very naughty little slut. "When I tell you to do your chores, I expect you to do them," crack! "Eight, thank You Ma'am." "When I give you orders, I expect them to be obeyed immediately, " whack! "Nine, thank You Ma'am." "You are a terribly disobedient and selfish slave," shrack! "Ten, thank You Ma'am." "I don't know if I can spank you enough to get you to behave," crack! "Eleven, thank You Ma'am." "This sort of disobedience will not be tolerated," swack! "Twelve, thank You Ma'am." "You will learn to behave and do as you told..." crack! "Thirteen, thank You Ma'am." "...as soon as you are told to do it," lash! "Ahhh...fourteen, thank You Ma'am!" I practically yelled as the pain got more and more intense. My ass was on fire, each lash of the cane brought me to new heights of pain. Lady Veronica continued to scold me as She whipped the cane across my ass, over and across. I had a death grip on the table, using every muscle in my body to keep in position. I did not want Mistress to start again, I doubted I would be able to take it. I might have had to stay on the table all night. I squirmed on the table but held my position, and as i squirmed i could feel how my hard clittie was as it pressed into the table. Even through the intense pain of the caning i was still excited, i was still a pain slut. "Perhaps I should just paddle you every morning, assuming you will misbehave throughout the day," crack! "Ahh! twenty-seven, thank You Ma'am." The cane whistled through the air, snapping viciously on my burning, sore, bruised cheeks. Mistress mercifully moved about, so that the cane landed on different places. Wherever it landed it sent shockwaves of pain throughout my whole body. It was as if the whole world was pain, and i had no body, just a throbbing, burning ass, that flamed with agony. The agony grew, and spread, as the cane raised more welts on my already well-punished ass. The heat of my ass grew with each lash, and i began to feel like i was burning up, as if my ass was on fire, and the fire was pain, and it was consuming me. “And you will not be fresh with me, slave.” “Thirty-five, thank You Ma’am.” “And of all things, lying to your Mistress.” “Thirty-six, thank You Ma’am.” The pain was becoming so intense, that I could not keep still. The pain shot through me like electricity. Mistress became annoyed with the amount of moving I was doing. “You have not been still enough during the last five, you will have to take them again.” CRACK! “FORTY, thank you Ma’am,” i used every ounce of strength i had to hold myself still. It was of course impossible to be absolutely still, but i showed enough improvement to avoid Mistress starting over. The last few lashes were the worst. Each of the last five i felt had to be the last, because i thought i couldn't take any more. My body strained as i wiggled to escape the pain, but the last lashes cracked across my ass regardless. Finally the last lash fell. "Stand up and face me slave. Now naughty girl, tell me what you've learned." "I have learned that naughty little girls get very strict punishments." "What else?" "That i have been very naughty and very disobedient this year. Mistress expects me to improve my behavior in the coming year. I am very sorry Mistress, and will strive to behave." "Have you learned anything else?" The throbbing pain of my ass was making it hard for me to think now. I had blurted out all that i felt after such a severe punishment, but Mistress was toying with me now. I knew i had better come up with something. "That Lady Veronica is a very strict Mistress, which is exactly what a misbehaving little slut like me needs. Thank you Mistress, for teaching me such important lessons." "Very good, stephanie. Now, to finish your punishment, I want you to stand in the corner for forty-five minutes." My eyes got very wide, and my jaw dropped. Forty-five minutes is a very long time to stand in the corner, especially in 5-inch heels. But no matter how much of a pain slut i might be, i had had plenty of punishment for one night. I knew better than to say anything. I shut my mouth quickly, lowered my head, mumbled "Yes Ma'am," and walked to the corner. Lady Veronica stood behind me and scolded me for a bit as she lifted my skirt and tucked the bottom of it into the elastic on the top, exposing my bright red ass. "I want to see my naughty slaves red ass while she stands in the corner. You are still so very bad. You wanted to complain about your corner time, I could see that. One day you will behave, not because I tell you, or because you are afraid I will punish you, but because you will derive pleasure from obedience, knowing that it pleases Me." Mistress gave my ass a playful slap, which felt like armaggeddon with the amount of pain i was already in. The pain was sharp and searing, but the throbbing dulled a bit after fifteen minutes, though it was still intense. I began to hear little moans coming from Mistress, and i realized that she was pleasing Herself. I felt my own clit harden at the thought that Mistress was excited by punishing me and looking at the redness of my ass. Of course, i dared not touch myself. Her moans grew louder, and i could hear the rustle of her silk stockings as her legs rubbed together. After a few more minutes the moans became little screams, and i knew that Mistress was cuming. I continued to suffer my corner time, with Mistress watching, the pain in my ass slowly subsiding to a dull throbbing ache as i stood, though the pain in my feet became a sharp, creeping vine, that crept up my calves. There was nothing to do, staring at the wall, nothing to think about, except the pain, which reminded me of my punishment, which made me horny. My clit remained rock hard the whole time I stood in the corner. I am that much of a pain slut. My feet grew so tired standing in place, but i knew better than to move. Then Lady Veronica got up from Her easy chair, and walked behind me. She waved her hand under my nose, and I smelled her sweet delicious juices. I licked my lips, wishing i could taste Her. Even if She just shoved Her hand in my mouth. She rubbed Her fingers on my nose, and on the flesh under my nose. "There bad girl, I want you to smell me for the rest of the night. You are not to wash that off until tomorrow morning when you take a shower. I want you smell me all night, understand, my little bitch?" "Yes Mistress." Then She dipped Her hand in Her hot wet pussy, getting more cum, and as if She read my wish in my mind She pushed Her fingers into my mouth. The taste of Her was sublime, and made me dizzy with ecstasy as She began to fuck me with Her fingers, pushing them in and out. I love the feeling of having my mouth full. She dipped Her fingers in Her pussy again, and then returned to fucking my mouth with Her hand. Meanwhile, She grabbed the plug imbedded in me, and started to fuck me with that as well. Being fucked from both ends was delicious, heightened by the pain in my ass, and the smell and taste of Lady Veronica. “You did very well tonight, taking all your Xmas punishment. So now i want you to turn around and face me for your reward.” I obeyed, and Mistress handed me a condom. “Put this on.” I obeyed. “I want you to rub that little clittie of yours and fill that condom up with Mistress’s cum-you know of course that anytime you cum, it belongs to Mistress?” “Yes Ma’am,” i say as i put on the condom and began to rub. “Go slow, slut, I want you to enjoy this. That’s it. Now tell me when you get close.” “Yes Ma’am,” I rubbed my clittie, and the lace against it feels so good. With all the spankings, the pain in my ass, the smell of Mistress in my nostrils, and her taste on my mouth, i am very hot. “I’m close Ma’am.” “Then stop.” “Oh Mistress…” i whine as i obey. “Now milk those ovies…I want a lot of cum in that condom.” I obey, rubbing the cum in my balls, pushing it up into my clittie. “Now, start to rub again.” I obey, and as i do so Lady Veronica begins to play with my titties, flicking them with Her fingernails, rolling them between her fingertips. My eyes rolled back into my head and i sighed deeply. Lady Veronica laughed. “Oh, sissy likes that, doesn't she? My little bitch has very sensitive titties?” “Yes Ma’am…i’m very close Ma’am.” “Then cum, little girl, fill that condom up for Mistress, fill it up so She can put it on Her strap-on and make you eat it. Come on little bitch, fill Mistress’s condom so She can fuck your face, and then your little hole with it later.” Suddenly i am exploding with pleasure as i cum and cum gobs of jism into Mistress’s condom. I scream with pleasure, and Mistress laughs as She gives my titties one last hard pinch. “That’s it little slut, cum for me, cum for me. Tell me, whose little bitch are you?” “I’m Your little bitch, Lady Veronica.” “Who do you belong too, stephanie.” “I belong to You Mistress.” “Say it again.” “I’m Lady Veronica’s little bitch.” “Now put that condom on My strap-on, and put the strap-on in the freezer.” “Yes Ma’am,” i start to click away in my heels. “Oh, and stephanie.” “Yes Ma’am?” “Merry Xmas.” “Merry Xmas, Ma’am, and thank You.” --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- March 1 You waken slowly, finding yourself in a dimly lit room, on an unfamiliar bed with no idea how you got here, unable to move. The last thing you remember is falling asleep in your own bed after jacking off with your favorite phone girl last night. You had been out to a strip club, came home horny and a little drunk; you needed the sound of her voice in your ear, coaxing you, teasing you, directing you, telling you exxxactly how to stroke it, calling you her cock boy, ordering you to come for her. You remember fantasizing that you were naked on your knees in front of her, on display, giving her the masturbation show she demanded.You remember the unmistakable authentic purr of pleasure in her voice and coming so hard, spurting hot cream up your belly, dragging your hand up through it and licking it from your fingers so she could hear you taste it. Or was it last night? Maybe it was several nights ago. You really have no idea. The way your cock is throbbing and straining right now, the way your balls are aching and feeling so full, it seems like it really must have been much longer ago than that. You squirm a little and become aware that your mouth is tightly gagged and that you are bound. Running your tongue over the fabric in your mouth, you taste... pussy... and from the silky feel between your lips, you correctly assume that a pair of panties have been stuffed into your mouth. A seamed black silk stocking is firmly holding them in place, and is knotted snugly behind your head. You groan as you test the heavy silk rope that runs around the back of your neck, binding your ankles to your wrists. As you struggle you realize that it is tied off on a bar at the head of the bed, pulled tight so your knees are forced out to the sides. Your best efforts at movement only produce a squirming wiggle. I am not hearing yet what I am waiting for: I am waiting to hear you whimper, waiting to hear just a little fear in that whimper, waiting to hear weakness, surrender, vulnerability... and you are going to remain right there, alone and bound in the semidarkness until I do. You see, you belong to Me now. You just don't know it yet.

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